in love with my psychiatrist

I felt very unbearable, and my tone was naturally much colder: "President Feng, I think we are just a working relationship. If you have any suggestions and opinions at work, you can tell me at any time, but can I ask you, about some personal Let's not get involved in the matter, it really doesn't make any sense at all. You will only make me find it particularly difficult to understand."

Feng Sheng looked at me, took a long breath, shook his head and sighed: "I think it's you and Qianyun that make it hard for me to understand. She said she wanted to tell you by herself, that it wasn't the right time to tell you, that she didn't want to It caused you trouble and complicated life. I thought you could communicate clearly by yourself, but things have developed to this point, I really don't deserve it for Qianyun."

I was even more confused.

Feng Sheng lit a cigarette, and the flame went out.

"Lu Qiqi, Qianyun and I have been friends for more than [-] years. From childhood to adulthood, I got into trouble and made troubles. After she helped me a lot, she wiped my ass countless times, so now I would rather let you think Mind your own business, I would rather she blame me for not listening to her warning, and don't tell you this first, although she insists on solving the matter by herself before telling you, but I still want to tell you. I don't like to see her wronging herself so much , but you are still pretending not to know him here."

I was a little anxious to hear.My heart suddenly felt like a cat scratching.

I stood up and wanted to leave: "Mr. Feng, that's enough. Why do I feel like you're playing tricks again? I haven't had enough fun with you guys before. I don't want to hear about it, and I don't want to participate in your world."

Feng Sheng looked at me: "Lu Qiqi, Qi Qianyun has worked hard for more than ten years to get her current brilliance, that person who puts her career more important than her life has already done everything for you, got a lawsuit, and is about to lose her reputation, you But you don't even want to hear the cause and effect? ​​You don't even want to mention her name?"

I stared at him desperately, hoping to see some clues, he must be playing some kind of trick again, he must be playing me!

What light, what career, what is more important than life, what ruin, what cause and effect?

What's the matter?What the hell!

Feng Sheng sighed heavily: "These days, I have been helping her find a lawyer."

Seeing his haggard face made me feel powerless suddenly.

I sat down again and took a deep breath: "Tell me. What's going on."

What a headache.

He looked at me and said word by word: "Everyone, including you, Lu Qiqi, probably only saw the dazzling light radiating from her body. How much painstaking effort and hard work she put in behind her back to get all the attention now, she It's how the appearance is cold and the most affectionate, only I know."

My heart trembled when I heard it.

He smiled and shook his head helplessly: "After all, it's true, who made her so dazzling, but why she is rational and cold, and she doesn't have many friends. From childhood to adulthood, I was probably the only one."

"Qingshan was originally one of them, but..." His helplessness deepened.

See my face is full of doubts.

He finally spoke smoothly: "Everyone who knows her probably knows her family background. Her parents are both in the United States, and they are both well-known experts in the medical field. But few people should know that she came back when she was 20 years old. To her biological parents, which is the current family."

"When I was two years old, I was separated from my parents due to an accident. Before I was five years old, I grew up in an orphanage. Until Qingshan's parents adopted her, Qingsong and his wife had no children. The doctor also asserted that they could not have children of their own. So I adopted Qianyun, and loved her very much, just like my own daughter, holding her in my hand like a pearl in my mouth. Perhaps God was also moved by such a pair of parents. In the second year of adopting Qianyun, they unexpectedly Miraculously pregnant with Qingshan..."

"Qingsong and his wife have never concealed the fact of adoption from Qianyun. They love her more than they love Qingshan, and they have been helping her find her biological parents. But maybe it is a different kind of love, and Qianyun is always reminded of her adopted status. , although she also loves her adoptive parents very much, but her personality is not as enthusiastic and self-willed as Qingshan. She has been at the other extreme since she was a child. Mrs. and Mrs. Song, for example, Qingshan, for example..."

He looked at me and said, "For example, to you."

My mind was a little confused when I heard it, and I kept drinking coffee in a daze.

The hand that picked up the cup trembled a little, and when it was in his mouth, he didn't know what it tasted like.

Feng Sheng paused: "She has worked very hard since she was a child, probably due to hereditary reasons. Qianyun is particularly talented in medicine, and the Qing family has a prominent family background. She can also be regarded as the eldest daughter in the palm of her hand. She doesn't have to work so hard at all. She can be well-clothed and well-fed, but she memorizes medical books day and night, and she is worthy of the name, a beautiful schoolmaster since she was a child."

Having said that, he smiled gently and proudly.

Feeling beating in his heart, he couldn't help asking him instinctively: "So, you love her?"

Feng Sheng was taken aback, and smiled: "No, no, there are countless people who love her, but I'm not one of them, I'm just her...well, a little pet, hahahaha."

It was rare for Feng Sheng to smile so happily today with the sad face he put on when they met.

"Our family and the Qing family are family friends. I, Qingshan and Qianyun grew up together. Haha, my parents wished that I loved her. When I was young, I thought I loved her, but, haha, there is no way. I Don't like women."

Another piece of information that was too overwhelming to digest, I swallowed.

Seeing my surprised expression, Feng Sheng smiled naturally: "But that's not the point. The point is, with two outstanding daughters who are so beautiful and so different in personality, the Qing family should be perfect without any regrets. However, until Qing Shan was 15 years old, she realized that I fell in love with Qianyun..."

The brain roared.

"Qianyun looks cold, but in her heart she loves the important people around her without asking for anything in return. Maybe it's out of gratitude to her adoptive parents, or maybe it's because she really loves Qingshan like a younger sister. From childhood to adulthood , she will do everything to Qingshan, so that, in the end, Qingshan's desire to possess and control her is getting stronger and stronger."

"Qingshan has hereditary paranoia, and her mother also has it. It became serious because of her and Qianyun. For a long time, Qingshan tortured each other to gain Qianyun's attention and sense of security. Qianyun Can't bear it, let alone make the Qing family's parents sad, she has been letting Qing Shan, Qing Shan wants her to love her, wants her to be with her, she can't refuse. It's fine like this, but Qing Shan is often out of revenge Qianyun can only look at her helplessly if she looks for other men or women. Until she found her biological parents at the age of 20, she went to the United States."

"Qingsong also arranged for Qingshan to marry a well-matched man. Although Qianyun was very sad, she knew that she had more sisterly affection for Qingshan, and she also knew that Qingshan didn't love that man, but what can she do? , I can only endure the pain and remain silent. According to what she said, during that time, she must have fallen in love with you. "

I have taken countless deep breaths, and I am particularly puzzled: "She told me at that time that it was her childhood sweetheart girlfriend who was going to get married and have a baby and abandoned her."

Feng Sheng smiled: "At that time, although she gradually fell in love with you, to you, she was just a strange netizen who had never met, and she was not a person who liked to talk about her personal affairs, so complicated life experience and feelings, I am afraid Saying it will scare you, probably I can only make up a story and say it casually."

"Also, although her feelings for Qingshan are not love, they are more important than love. Although the two are childhood sweethearts, sister and sister, although they are not related by blood, they are better than real sisters. Qingshan marries a man she doesn't love. Maybe not feel sorry for her."

I nodded.

"Qingshan got married, and thought that things would be calm. After she returned to China, Qingshan got divorced. Qianyun told her that she had someone she liked, and Qingshan began to torture herself and torture Qianyun as before. out of kindness to the Qingsong couple and guilt towards Qingshan. Qianyun has no way to really ignore her."

"She had dinner with you on Island X, right?"

I nodded again.Even a simple answer seemed a bit difficult at the moment.

"She originally wanted to tell you about her experience and her relationship with Qingshan, but Qingshan called and started arguing again, and the mother of Qing's family also had a serious episode of delusion because of Qingshan's matter, so she and Qingshan Shan came back overnight, and the next day, when we were at the Luhai construction site, Qing Song received a call from them that his wife's condition had worsened..."

Suddenly realized that Qingshan's madness and anger, Qi Qianyun's forbearance and concession, everything can be explained.

"Until a few days ago, she told Qingshan tactfully again that she had something in her heart and would not give up on you...Qingshan collapsed again."

"She loves Qianyun, so of course it is impossible to harm her body, so she used drugs to harm her body, and at the same time filed a complaint with the medical organization. Qianyun treated her delusional disorder. It is a doctor-patient relationship, but she has a doctor-patient relationship with her. She knows that Qianyun loves her job the most... If the lawsuit is established, Qianyun will have her license revoked and her name removed from the International Federation of Psychological Medicine. Years of hard work were in vain."

I suddenly remembered what Qingshan said on Island X, an international exchange forum: "So, if you slept with me, shouldn't it be considered a violation of the law?"

"Then they..." The brain was congested.

I don't know whether to worry more about Qi Qianyun, feel sorry for her, or worry more about the extent of her relationship with Qingshan.

Feng Sheng frowned: "I don't know what method Qingshan used to sue successfully. I asked Qianyun. She and Qingshan have never had any embarrassing and substantive relationship. It's just that she once wanted to appease Qingshan. She has been with her inseparably for many years. In fact, her actions are only out of caring for her sister. She even thought that if Qingshan doesn't let her go, she will not be able to associate with others. After all, she loves her so much and is so grateful From the Qing family."

"Who knows that I met you. She seems to have the urge to be desperate. For a person who has always been rational and indifferent, being desperate means..."

Feng Sheng looked at me deeply.

"It means that the armor has become a weakness. From then on, she held a sword and a spear and aimed at herself, regardless of life or death."

I can't breathe.

For the first time, there was a feeling in my heart that I was being picked up so hard that I could hardly breathe.