in love with my psychiatrist

My heart twitched suddenly, and the past came like a tide.

Adolescent love is often blind but profound.

The sad taste of unrequited love is still there, the memories in pieces or pieces are still there, the stupid things are still there, the recklessness without hesitation is still there, and the persistence of going forward is still there, but the face of the person in front of me is no longer there Let me make waves.

I straightened my waist, smiled slightly, and looked from Zhu Fan's face back to Feng Sheng's face, and then from Feng Sheng's face back to Zhu Fan's face.

I said: "Zhufan, it seems..." "Where do we not meet in life."

Sure enough, he will always be more skilled than me.

At least, I saw that he was still in a daze for a moment, and his voice trembled slightly.

But he was not surprised, he passed Feng Sheng, passed Lu Li who also stood up in surprise, and walked in front of me.

No wonder, the person I have loved for so many years is me, not him.

Still with that serious and noncommittal expression, her voice was low, and without my consent, she leaned over and hugged me gently: "Qiqi, don't come here without any problems."

stay safe?

Anyone can say that, but you can't.

Zhufan, what position do you have to say that to me?

Conditional reflex, I especially don't like his hug. If it is polite, I can accept it, but with such a strong taste of an old friend, I think it is ironic and absurd.

Instinctively, my body stepped back immediately, and lightly blocked him with my hand. I still smiled: "Don't come here without any problems? It seems that it was too little to blackmail you."

Immediately also expressionless.

The two stood still.

"So, you know each other?" Feng Sheng didn't care about the matter that I dragged Lu Li to slap him just now, and looked at Zhu Fan and me in surprise.

"More than acquaintance." Zhu Fan replied with a smile.

I don't understand this man, never did, and don't need to now.

Lu Li heard me talk about this man, he looked at him and then at me.In the end, he kept looking deeply at Feng Sheng, but the latter didn't even glance at him.

He said to me: "Qiqi, I want to go first, do you want to come together?"

"Well. I'll be with you." I said to Lu Li, then looked at Feng Sheng: "Mr. Feng, he must be your new partner. You can talk about it and don't interrupt."

After finishing speaking, I passed Zhu Fan who stood tall in front of me, took Lu Li's arm, and was about to leave with him.

Feng Sheng pulled me: "Qiqi, since we know each other, it's even better. It's such a rare coincidence. Let's sit down and have a drink and chat together."

"Don't talk." I said without doubt.The tone is low but firm.

"Then as your boss, please sit down and talk about work? After all, Luhai is your job."

Feng Sheng is not like Qianyun who is cold and domineering towards others. He can always judge the situation, can read words and sentiments, is good at grasping the subtle bottom lines of other people's characters, and can easily and skillfully control others.

He probably saw the subtleties between Zhufan and me, but he knew that I would never be willful at work.

Be serious about the things you decide to be responsible for, and don't be emotional at work. This is my bottom line.

He secretly scolded Feng Sheng in his heart.Helpless, he said to Lu Li, "I'll go back and find you after I finish talking."

Lu Li nodded, he glanced at Feng Sheng, Feng Sheng finally looked at him, but politely smiled and nodded to say goodbye.

If it wasn't for such an occasion, I really want to slap Lu Lierta in the face.

After Lu Li left, we sat down, Zhu Fan and I sat together, that's fine, we don't need to look at him.

Feng Sheng smiled at us and said, "Are you? Old friends? Classmates? Colleagues?"

I took a breath: "Mr. Feng, didn't you want to talk about work? If it's convenient, let's get to the point."

"Oh, ah, um, ok, ok. Talk about work."

Feng Sheng looked at us, and then he said something that left me speechless: "Qiqi, you will have close cooperation with Mr. Zhu. Mr. Zhu has already signed an investment agreement with Luhai, because he is a designer. , is very interested in the planning and design concept of Luhai, and he will get more involved in the later construction and promotion.”

I laughed: "Mr. Zhu is worthy of being a young talent. Generally, investors don't just sit and wait to make money. I didn't expect Mr. Zhu to be deeply involved in core promotion. I don't know what is the reason?"

Zhu Fan only looked at me from the side, and said for a while, "Qiqi, happy cooperation."

He still hasn't changed, he is still the same as before, he has always been able to make invisible the questions I seriously ask, and neither responds nor refuses.

But, Zhu Fan, I am no longer the silly and straightforward little girl I used to be, and I am no longer the person who chased after you heartlessly without giving you an answer.

Therefore, it is not that you say that the cooperation is happy, it is that the cooperation is happy.

He stretched out his hand, but I didn't respond, I just said indifferently: "You don't need to be so polite."

Seeing the awkward stalemate in the situation, Feng Sheng immediately changed the subject with a haha, saying a lot of things, nothing important.

It seems that only the sentence "will work closely with the presidents" is the key point, the others are just observing the relationship between me and Zhufan.

Zhu Fan has been staring at me intentionally or unintentionally, which makes me very uncomfortable and uncomfortable.

I have hated and resented Zhu Fan, those resentments are not because I did not love him, but because he clearly knew my love, he never loved me, but he never said to me like a gentleman A "no".

Resentment towards him, but also blind resentment towards himself.

Fortunately, all this is over.In my life, he is no longer a person who loves or no longer loves. When I meet him again, I understand that for me, he is just a person I don't agree with.

I don't want to have a personal relationship with someone I don't agree with.

However, can he maintain no personal contact with him?

Apparently, Zhu Fan's words shattered my little hope: "Qi Qi, I've finished talking about work, when I'm free, I'll ask you to come out alone, let's talk about some private matters."

I looked at him with a smile in my heart: "We don't have anything personal to talk about."

"Does 10 yuan count?" The corner of his mouth twitched.

Oh, it turned out to be a debt.It seems that he really misses me when I took 10 yuan from him.

That’s right, it’s not a bad thing if all the grievances stop here. All our affairs return to money interests, and it becomes simple.

I smiled: "Okay, let's make it clear. You set a time."

"Okay, I'll call you after setting a place and time. Your phone number hasn't changed, right?"

"Yeah." I was absent-minded and just wanted to leave quickly.

Suddenly I miss Qianyun.

Saying goodbye to them, leaving the cafe and going back to the hotel, I couldn't wait to see her along the way.

There are also some bits and pieces of troubles in my mind.

I thought to myself, next, if I really have a close relationship with Zhu Fan at work, can I treat him well with a clear distinction between public and private?

If not, how can I tell Feng Sheng?

It is not my principle to do half of the work, so what should I do?

Should I tell Qianyun about this, what would she think?

She is going to participate in the seminar tomorrow and has to defend. This defense score is very important for her to obtain the international registered senior psychological counselor license. Let's not tell her for the time being. It has been so hard, so don't let her be distracted.

Gently opened the door, turned into the study room of the hotel suite, stood by the door, and saw Qianyun was buried in the materials, concentrating, her brows slightly furrowed, and her cold face, all of which moved me extremely.

But the exhaustion that could not be hidden on the face made me feel extremely distressed.

Looking at the cup in her hand, she didn't even bother to refill the coffee.The meal I ordered for her was still on the side, it must have been cold.

In order to keep me from being bored in the hotel, I was forced to go out to eat with Lu Li, so I had to order a nutritious meal for her, but she didn't move.

You just got out of the hospital, why don't you take care of your body so much.

At this moment, I finally understand what Feng Sheng once said, behind Qi Qianyun's dazzling light, there are those efforts invisible to others.

I walked up quietly, for fear of disturbing her, I silently walked to the desk, picked up the plate and cup, and wanted to warm them up for her.

But how could she not see me, raised her head, her cold expression was brightened in an instant, her slightly frowned brows stretched out, her eyes crooked with a smile, and called me: "Qiqi."

I pretended to be angry and looked at her: "Why don't you eat anything, don't eat or drink, do you want to go to the hospital again?!"

Originally, I wanted to let her know that it's not okay to just focus on work and disregard her health. After saying this, I realized that it was too unlucky, and I scared myself.

Before she could answer, I hastily gave myself a "pee pee pee" and hugged her distressedly, feeling nervous: "I'm just a little angry at why you work so hard and don't cherish yourself so much."

She rubbed her face in my arms and didn't speak.

I thought what I said just now was serious, and she got angry.

Just as she was about to apologize, she tightened her arms around my waist, pressed her face closer to my abdomen, and said softly: "You left, only to realize that without your company, I have no appetite."

My heart felt warm and my nose sore.

The hand that lightly hugged her back tightened instinctively.

It took a long time to say: "Fool Qianyun."

Time seemed to stop, and we just hugged each other for a long, long time.

The unhappiness of meeting Zhu Fan again, recalling the uneasiness of the past, disappeared at this moment.

I finally understand why I suddenly miss Qianyun so much after leaving Feng Sheng and Zhu Fan.

Probably, by her side, all the troubles are no longer troubles, only she can make me feel at ease, and make me feel that in this world, there is no place where I feel warmer than being beside her.

"Qianyun..."

"Ah."

"No matter what happens, you will be by my side."

"Of course. You can't drive me away."

How can I be willing to chase you away.How willing.I didn't say it.

I only let her go gently, looked at her face, and slowly put it on my lips.