My name is Dazai

The winter of 1970 - learn from this?Tangun hasn't been to school since the beginning of the term? .

Although it is moving now, the sun is still quite clear.

Is this also why Tangun came back to school?s reason.

... No, to be precise, it's not going to school, but going to leave school?Oh, Tangun came here to experience school for the last time?school life.

His time is not much.

For more than a year, he has been waiting?Mr. Goblin, but he didn't wait?To the other party, and his condition is almost unbearable, and his death is approaching.

In fact, a long time ago, the doctor, him and his family introduced a solution to the problem.

Heart transplant.

It is a new technology, and if it is successful, it can live for a few more years.

But correspondingly, the cost is not small, and there are many problems. It is very likely that he died of complications directly after the operation.

Tangun was actually not very interested, so what if he lived a few more years?

But the family members hoped that he could live longer, and he didn't have any extra ideas, so he naturally agreed.

Tangun didn't think that his luck was so good that he could wait?Even someone donated a heart, but it was such a coincidence.

Anyway, school is off today?Things are basically settled.

Tangun had a very leisurely day in class, didn't he learn?Naturally, he would not feel too tired due to the pressure of studying, not to mention that he would leave from the back door of the classroom to lie down in the infirmary when he felt a little tired.

After school in the afternoon?When Tangun woke up from his sleep, he was awakened by the sound of the door opening.

A man in a shirt came in, a man Tangun knew very well.

"Long time no see, Teacher Tulong." Tangun sat on the bed, "Are you here to get the medicine kit? Has Pu-sun been injured again?"

Tulong looked at Tangun, and there seemed to be some complicated emotions surging in his eyes.

Tangun looked so familiar with this look, it seemed that the doctors and nurses looked at him like this in the hospital, and the same way his father and sister looked at him at home.

Tangun really had enough of this sympathetic look in his eyes.

Tangun turned his head a little uncomfortable, and took out a box from his schoolbag.

Inside is a donut for teak pu.

Maybe he won't come to study in the future?After graduation, it is natural to fulfill my promise.

"This is a donut for Pujun. I don't know if I can come to the school in the future." Tangun chuckled, "I can't see Pujun today, so please ask Teacher Tulong to pass it to him."

Tulong took the box, put the box on the bedside cabinet, and stretched out his hand to make Tangun lie flat on the bed.

"Wait? Wait, Teacher Tulong, I haven't reached that level yet..." Tangun struggled slightly, but finally he lay down with his strength.

"Tangun, I have something to tell you." Tulong looked at Tangun from top to bottom.

Tangun had a rather bad premonition in his heart.

"I was wondering if I should tell you, but I think you want to know." Tulong sat next to Tangun, and he looked at his fingers.

Tangun felt that he must have guessed wrong before.

The kind of pity that Tu Ceng showed should not be aimed at his illness.

Tangun swallowed, "What's wrong with Pu-kun?" "He... passed away." Tulong said to Tangun, trying to use the most ordinary tone to tell Tangun about this matter.In fact, for Tu Ceng, this matter was quite beyond his expectation.

As weird, and is it possible to see what other people are learning?The earth cage of the future in the school, it is difficult for anything to go beyond his expectations.

Yumupu shouldn't have died, should he stay in school after he became an adult?School as a teacher.

Tangun looked at him, then raised his head and fell silent.

"Tangun, are you okay?" Tulong looked at Tangun nervously, fearing that he would roll his eyes and die if he got emotional.

His hand has already touched Tangun's pocket, ready to take out the medicine for him if something goes wrong, what if fate is particularly fragile recently? ?

But he felt that Tangun should be fine, this guy is not dying to learn?School, fate has been heavy?Newly updated once.

That's why he decided to tell Tangun about it.

Only?It was he who experienced what happened to Yumupu, and temporarily became a little uncertain about the future.

The death of Teak Pu brought great changes to his library.

"No, I'm fine." Tangun still maintained his motionless posture, like a salted fish lying on the bed, "Teacher Tulong, please don't underestimate my ability to cultivate Qi."

The air had become too still.

"Is this donut the one promised by Tan and Pu? Did you make it yourself?" Tu Long changed the subject.

"I didn't do it all by myself. My sister helped me, but my body couldn't support it." Tangun slowly opened his eyes, "Even if it's Pujun, I can't make donuts for him. , but this time it should be better than the last time. Kneading noodles is a physical job, and I can't do it now."

"Is that so..." Tu Cage thought of his changed fate.

Because fate is such a thing that affects the whole body, so because of Yumupu's death beyond fate, the fate of many people has also changed.

Like the sudden change of Tangun's fate.

... Snow Maiden?

The earth cage thought about the content recorded in the book.The idea of ​​turning humans into weirdos and extending life until they meet in the right timeline is pretty bold.

And that Shuji Tsushima.Do you feel a perverted smell?Like the youthfulness of past lovers, enjoy the suspicion of current lovers, obviously the lover is one person, but it feels like two boats.

Why is Tan so perverted?

Tulong even wanted to give Tangun a suggestion from his teacher.For example, some men seem to be good-looking, but they are actually perverts. To be a human being, you must have the ability to distinguish perverts.

But he said so, but he looked at Tangun and asked, "If you had a good body, would you feel happy?"

Tangun fell silent, he didn't know.He had been so weak and weak all his life.

He doesn't know what a healthy body looks like, and he's not sure that if his health changes, his life will be happier than it is now.

"...Probably be happy" Tangun thought about his wish list, such as fighting with someone, going on a trip, all such wishes required him to have a good body.

Tangun thought again of the person he had thought was Mr. Goblin, who claimed to be his future lover.

If your health is good, maybe you can wait?Is it his time?

"I will be happy." Tangun said.

"That's good." Tu Ceng said something unclear.

Tangun didn't notice how eccentric Tohyang's words sounded to the uninformed.

Tangun sighed for a long time, as if he had finally come to his senses: "If you don't mind, Teacher Tulong, please take the donut and eat it."

Both were overly emotionally stable, as if they weren't talking about someone they both knew but someone they didn't know.

Tu Cage looked at the door: "Leave these for yourself, classmate Tan? Remember to eat more."

"I still have something to do, I'm leaving first." Tulong bid farewell to Tangun.

"I won't send Teacher Tulong." Tangun lay on the bed and closed his eyes.

He heard the door close.

Tangun lay down for a long time, then turned sideways and began to sob.It is impossible to say how deep the relationship between him and Yumu Pu is. Compared with the sorrow for him, it is more like the sorrow of a rabbit dead and a fox.

A hand touched Tangun's cheek, and then wiped away Tangun's tears with the bandage on his hand.

Tangun opened his eyes and looked at the man blankly.

"Don't cry." Dazai hugged Tangun, and rubbed his head against Tangun's cheek, "Don't cry..."

Weirdness has a realm, and in one's own realm, one is almost the strongest, and the so-called realm is the middle ground between life and death.

As Tangun, who is a weird snow girl, his realm is not in the snow, but in that infirmary.

This matter is what Dazai guessed from the note Hanako-kun gave him.note only?There are three times, two of which are from yesterday, and the only one is from today.Infirmary at nine o'clock this morning.

As Dazai guessed, the school in the winter of 1970?The school doctor was himself. The reason why no one noticed him, and no one supplemented the records, was entirely because Tangun's own realm was confusing everyone's cognition.

Opening the doors of the infirmary this morning would be his last chance to see the past Tangun.

Dazai has every reason to suspect that this meeting will last for a long time. If he wants to spread rumors in the past to complete the legend of Yuki, it will definitely take a certain amount of time.

Then he opened a door to the sunset in the morning.

When he opened the door, Tuyao happened to be standing at the door, and the two of them looked at each other face to face for a while, then Tuyao looked at Dazai with a contemptuous look - as if anticipating what would happen next.

Although it was the same face, Dazai found that the hair of this soil cage was not half black and half white, but pure black.

So now should be in the past.

Dazai quietly walked to the bedside in the infirmary, looked at Tangun who seemed to be sleeping with his eyes closed, and did not disturb Tangun.

He watched Tangun go from silent to weeping.It took a long time for a tear to fall, and it stained the white eyelashes and turned into finer teardrops, and Dazai's heart twitched instantly.

He liked to see Tangun cry, but he absolutely didn't want to see Tangun cry because of pain.

If it was Tangun who was bullied and cried by him, Dazai would probably hold his chin and admire Tangun's tears, and he would do something to make Tangun cry even more.

But if Tangun really felt sad and painful, the tears that fell because of this, Dazai?I feel like my heart is starting to hurt.

"Don't cry." As soon as Dazai came to his senses, he immediately reached out to wipe Tangun's tears away, "Don't cry... Really, how can Tangun cry for someone other than me?"

Tangun opened his eyes and looked at Dazai, completely dazed in his sky blue eyes.Indeed, from Dazai's appearance until he came in, he was completely silent. It's normal for Tangun to feel dazed, and it's not surprising that he was even frightened.

Only?Just as Tangun himself said, he has a good skill in nourishing qi, and almost never let emotions suddenly appear.

The color of the person in front of him seems to be very suitable for the sunset. The face that is so beautiful that it looks like a goblin seems to be melting into this red space, but it is showing his body for him, a mortal.

"You're here." Tangun wiped his eyes in embarrassment, "If you don't come, I'm going to drop out of school? It's too late, so how do you want me to fall in love with you?"

Boys at this age always want to save face, and immediately blamed Dazai after wiping away his tears, trying to divert Dazai's attention from the fact that he just cried.

"Well, I'm here. It's my fault that I let Tangun spend a long time alone by himself." Dazai climbed onto Tangun's bed and hugged Tangun in his arms, "This time I will be with you for a long time."

"Really?" Tangun huddled in Dazai's arms, buried his head in Dazai's arms, one?Hand tucked into chest, the other?Putting your arms around Dazai's waist, "You haven't told me your name yet."

"In the next period of time, I will be the school doctor here. It doesn't matter what others call me, but I like Tangun to call me Dazai...well, husband is also fine." Dazai held Tangun's head in his hands, and he He drew his chin and kissed Tangun's lips, even though his buttocks and legs hurt from being tormented by Tangun last night, but he also tried Tangun's favorite kissing method as he wished.

Tangun didn't understand the sinister human heart, he didn't know how long the person in front of him had been played with last night - even though that person was himself.

But he was totally addicted to this strange feeling.

He thought it was something that would make his heart beat faster, but when he was kissed, he felt inexplicably calmed down.

Before he died, he could taste the taste of love, and he would not feel unwilling because he had never experienced love, and his mood would be messed up.

"Please give me more advice from now on." Dazai lightly pecked the corner of Tangun's mouth twice, "My love."

Will there be many in the future?

Tangun's lips moved for a moment, then he turned his head slightly and said, "I see, old... Dazai."

Who can say the word husband!

At night when the family members were all around, Tangun suddenly said to them, "I don't want to have an operation."

Mr. Tan had just opened a can of coffee and took a sip when he heard Tangun drop such a bomb.Then, he sprayed it directly from his nostrils, he coughed in embarrassment, before he recovered quickly, he hurriedly asked: "What are you talking about?" Miss Tan was also stunned: "Brother, what are you talking about?" "I think Fall in love." Tangun said in a calm tone, "I don't want to fall in love with someone else's heart, love is possessive."

The air was silent.

"Who told you what?" Mr. Tan wiped his mouth when Tangun spoke, "Do you know how capricious your words are?"

"I know." Tangun didn't feel that he had done anything wrong, "But I just want to be willful."

The opportunity for this operation is very rare, and the family also expects him to survive.

His father, who had been running around before, also stayed at home to take care of him.

Everyone has given a lot.

Mr. Tan was stunned by Tangun's righteous tone.

He didn't know what to say.

He was obviously a very well-behaved son before, but he suddenly became willful, and he was willful at such a critical point.

"Also, I plan to go to school every day after this? School, don't worry about me." Tangun continued, he also knew that his every word and every sentence probably poked in the lungs of people, "I have something I want to do. matter."

What's wrong with saving money on surgery?Although the surgery fee paid by the family would not hurt the muscles and bones and make everyone's life difficult, it was definitely a huge sum of money.

But Tangun didn't say that.

"Is it school? Did someone in the school tell you something?" Mr. Tan was about to die of anger.

"Actually, I don't like it." Tangun looked at his younger sister who was about to cry, and rubbed her head, "I don't want to have an operation, and I don't want to have someone else's heart replaced——would I still be me then?"

"There was no objection before? It's because I have nothing to do, but now I have something to do, so I plan to refuse the operation."

Miss Tan burst into tears.

"After the operation, I dare not say that I will definitely survive, so it's better to save me from that pain." Tangun lowered his hand from the top of Miss Tan's head.

Mr. Tan suddenly noticed the reflection on Tangun's finger: "What's on your finger?"

Tangun tilted his head and smiled: "Ah, it's the ring my lover gave me. Does it look good?"

Mr. Tan crushed the coffee can.

The author has something to say: small theater——Dazai: Tangun who can’t call out the word husband is even cuter~ Yukiyedan: Your expression wasn’t like that when I called you husband.

Student Tan: ...Hmph, only a pervert can shout.

Dazai: Tangun, who hates himself, is also super cute~ Mr. Tan: Hey, are you the police?My son was hooked by a pervert.

Police: Sir, we have already received a report from a Tulong teacher.

Dazai: What did I do wrong to have sex with my own wife!

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