My name is Dazai

Did I do something wrong? Dazai thought silently in the snow behind Tangun's back.

Tangun was afraid of death, but he did not refuse death, and he never said that he wanted to continue his life after death.

Letting Tangun become a snow woman is entirely his own selfish idea.

Tangun did not agree.

Of course, he didn't ask Tangun either.

Dazai pursed his lips, but he didn't intend to stop.

Just like Oda Tsukuru who did not refuse death in other worlds, he still paved all the way for Oda Tsukuru in this world.

What he wants is that the people he values ​​can live.

Their own opinions... can be put aside a little.

But this does not prevent him from being condemned in his heart.

Up to now, Tangun has become very light.Although it is not obvious on the surface, it is true that Tangun eats less and less every day, and today he did not eat anything. During this period of time, Dazai has often hugged him, so walking with Tangun on his back is not as complete as before. I can't walk anymore.

He needs to go to the Seagull Academy to make the deal with Pu Yuzuki. Although Dazai feels that his physical fitness has improved recently, he doesn't feel that his physical strength can compare with when he was fifteen or sixteen years old.At that time, he could still drag Zhongya along when he ran out of filth, but now, he can only throw Zhongya in the soil and bury it to prevent others from discovering it, and then find someone to dig it out when he is all right.

Tangun's current weight is also lighter than Zhong, although Zhong is also a short man, but he is a muscular type.Although this Tangun was taller than average, his physical condition was poor and his weight was naturally not much.

The snow was still falling, and when Dazai occasionally touched Tangun's hands, he felt his body temperature drop little by little.

From a little bit of temperature at the beginning to bitingly cold now.

Dazai moved Tangun up a bit.

Seagull Academy is almost here.

Dazai used all his power to get there.

The faster he was, the faster Tangun would recover.

He also wanted to hear from Tangun that he didn't resent him.

Dazai always had a scheming feeling, it was all because of his incompatibility with Tangun's death.He didn't accept that Tangun died before him, he was afraid that he would be left alone in this world, this kind of thing was too unbearable.

The Seagull School gradually appeared in front of Dazai's eyes, and he almost fell down when he entered the school gate.

Dazai looked towards the place where he dug out Tangun from under the tree before, sighed, and put him there.

Immediately afterwards, he took out a red notebook from his pocket and carried it to the third floor.

He needs to make a deal with Hanako to make preparations for Tangun's rumors to spread widely enough and not to be tampered with.

After Dazai put Tangun off his body, he felt as if he was going to fly so lightly, even so, he was also tripped while going up the steps.

When he reached the third floor, Dazai looked down, his pupils shrank.

That is - in the snow, a person is kneeling and sitting in it in confusion.

A figure emerged.

The white-haired ghost sat on his corpse, looking at Daxue, not knowing what he was thinking.

"Hello, I'm Yukiji~" A boy wearing a standard school uniform with a "sealed" note in black and red letters on his right face appeared next to the ghost, "I am the one who fulfills the wishes of the people on the other side. It feels like you have a wish to fulfill."

The ghost looked dully at the person who called himself Yukiji.

Dazai gritted his teeth. For him, it was very difficult to take his eyes off Tangun, and it was too late to stop him now, so he might as well make a deal with Yukipo first.

He quickly ran into the women's room and knocked on the door. Fortunately, everyone had already been sent home when it was snowing, otherwise Dazai would probably have received a bunch of screams head-on.

"Hanako-san, are you there? I have a deal with you." Dazai said without even breathing.

It's not that he didn't want Yumup to wait below or even follow him to find Tangun, but Yumup is an earthbound spirit and cannot leave this school. As for his ability to fulfill his wishes, he is restricted to this toilet.

This is not something Dazai can change with a fight.

Before Yukipo could say anything, he saw Dazai tore a piece of paper from his red book: "I exchange this wish-fulfilling book in exchange for rumors about Tangun being spread and not tampered with. "

Yumu Pu was stunned, he felt a certain breath from the piece of paper.

"Yes." He nodded.

"That's great, hurry down and get rid of your brother!" Dazai pointed out the window, "We can't let him lie to Tangun!"

The state of the white-haired ghost was very slow, it took him a long time to react to Yukiji's question before he digested it, and it took a long time to react before he opened his mouth.

"Si!" Yu Mupu separated Yu Musi and the ghost with a white stick.

Yukiji is the twin brother who was killed by him, Yuki Pu is the person who realizes the person on this side—that is, Hanako-classmate who fulfills the wish of the living person, and Yukiji is the person who realizes the person on the other side—that is, Hanako-classmate who wishes the wish of the dead.

Compared with Yu Pu's evil but stable character, Yu Mu's character is full of tyranny and naive cruelty.

Fulfilling someone else's wishes is definitely not in a way that is accepted by others.

"My wish is..." Although Yu Mupu and Yu Musi fought and no one was listening to him at all, Ghost still spoke.

"Tangun!" Dazai shouted loudly.

The ghost looked at him much faster than before. His eyes were not focused. Although he was a ghost, he didn't have a clear consciousness. He continued his previous words: "I want to comfort him..."

Dazai froze in front of him, then knelt down and reached out to the ghost, but it penetrated through.

The existence in front of me is Tangun, but it is not exactly Tangun, he is more like the last reflection of human Tangun left in this world, leaving only his last strong emotion.

"Tangun... I remember you said that you wanted to see my novel published..." Dazai smiled wryly.

He didn't know if this was retribution, he died before seeing Odasaku's novel, and Tangun died without seeing his novel published, it seemed like retribution, "I called the editor over, and he Waiting for me outside the school gate. I'll give it to him for publication with a final revision."

The ghost quietly approached Dazai, like a white cat silently poking its head, watching Dazai take out a pile of manuscripts, stretching its head over Dazai's shoulder, looking at what Dazai wrote.

Dazai took out his pen to see that he was revising the manuscript.

Where he always felt that something was wrong or not touching enough before, he immediately knew how to modify it.

This kind of inspiration is really annoying.

It didn't take long for Dazai to finish revising the manuscript, then he got up, moved his frozen body, looked at the white-haired ghost, he walked forward, but the other party didn't seem to want to follow him , but looked down at his corpse.

Dazai fell silent, sat down again, and kissed lightly on the forehead of Tangun's corpse: "Sorry, Tangun, this matter is a bit late."

Ghost moved closer to Dazai again, watched Dazai get up and leave, but still didn't follow, like a cat that stalks people to smell if there are any dried fish.

"Teacher, are you okay?" At the door, the editors of the publishing house were waiting in thick clothes. Dazai had sent them the first draft before, so when he said that he would give them the final draft, they didn't Came with heavy snow.

Dazai's complexion was really ugly, both his lips and his face were pale.He didn't really want to talk to others, his aura was very low, and he handed the manuscript to them: "I want it to appear in the newspaper tomorrow, and by the way, contact the radio station to play this novel."

This kind of statement sounds really confident and arrogant, but Dazai doesn't care about other people's opinions, and the editor also thinks that Dazai is a real genius and has the qualifications, so he didn't make any comments. "Eh? Mr. Kuroki, this time is really too It's tight." The editor panicked, "The newspaper will be printed earlier, now..."

"If you can't do it, I'll change one." Dazai didn't give in.As the leader of the mafia, he has long been used to being strong.

"This..." The editor was suppressed by Dazai's aura, and even the editor-in-chief expressed that he wanted to satisfy Kuroki-sensei, so he could only nod his head. Although the time was tight, it was not impossible. He, in fact, is not worth it.

"Excuse me, how will I pay for the manuscript fee?" The editor's attitude is very respectful.

Dazai was silent for a while, and handed the editor an address.

It was the address of Tangun's house: "If there is a manuscript fee, just mail it there."

Tangun left a suicide note at home, and Dazai knew exactly when Tangun prepared it, but he never revealed it.

He took away the letter that Tangun had left them as a suicide note, and replaced it with an arrears letter written by him, expressing his intention to elope with Tangun in their last hours.

Tangun wanted to make them feel that he might still be alive, Dazai had no objection to this kind of thing, after all he himself was a master of self-deception.He thought it would be better to have a little hope than to let them know that Tangun was dead.

Giving them part of the money was regarded as taking care of them for Tangun.

"It doesn't matter how much the manuscript fee is. I want this book to be published as many times as possible. If no one buys it, I will send some to every library, which will be deducted from my manuscript fee." What Dazai wants is the popularity of the story about the snow girl.

"Teacher, how can I contact you?" The editor asked anxiously as he saw Dazai was about to leave.

The article written by Dazai is the best he has ever seen. If Dazai is just let go, then he really doesn't know how he should explain to his boss.

After the article is published, someone will always want to write to him.And they are not willing to release the follow-up drafts. It has been a long time since there have been such talented writers in this world.

Dazai entered Seagull Academy again.

The editor looked at the manuscript in his hand and had no choice but to leave.

Dazai returned to sit next to Tangun, watching Tangun's body being buried under the snow little by little, Dazai tightened his lapel.

Snow has no tendency to stop at all, but Dazai has no intention of leaving either.

"Hey, you bastard, how long are you going to stay here?" Dazai was brought back to his senses by Yumupu's voice. He raised his head and watched Yumupu walking into the building holding the ghost's hand. Dazai couldn't catch the ghost , but Ghost Hanako can do it, "Are you going to freeze yourself to death here?"

"It's not." Dazai looked at the ghost, "I still want to meet Tangun again, so I don't want to die like this."

"Since you don't want to die, don't stay here anymore."

Although Youhun didn't really want to leave his body, but he was dragged by Yumupu, he struggled a little bit and didn't break free, so he left with Yumupu.

Dazai mainly wanted to be with Tangun, seeing the ghost being taken away, he naturally followed Tangun.

Yumupu didn't want to see this guy freeze to death outside, he felt as if he was pulling the reins of Dazai by pulling the ghost, if it was normal, he would definitely owe a few words, after all, he has a bad personality, but In the face of Dazai who just lost his loved one, Yukipu felt that he was not so heartless.

He took the ghost to the infirmary and left.

Dazai looked at the ghost sitting on the bed, sighed, and took off his coat.

He really doesn't want to be sick now.

The next day, Teak Pu brought a radio over.

"Although the school also has a radio, it's really better to use weird items without any noise." Yumu Pu turned on the radio.

Ghost sat on the bed obediently, barely changing his movements, and he didn't respond to anyone who greeted him.

It was as if the previous conversation with someone had drained all his reflexes.

What came on the radio was the novel written by Dazai. This novel was broadcast along with the updates in the newspaper, so it would take a few days for it to be fully released.

And the printing of the novel also takes time, I am afraid that the novel will not be able to be printed until the update is over.

"The requirements for rumors are not that high." Yuki Pu looked at Dazai and said, "In fact, it is quite easy to change rumors, but there is a little difference between novels and rumors, and it may take a little time to change into rumors."

"Yeah." Dazai doesn't really want to listen to the novels he wrote, he always feels a little ashamed, and he doesn't really like the lover Yukio is looking for in the novels he wrote.

Although that is himself.

He looked in the direction of Youhun, and wanted to reach out to touch Youhun's head, but thought that he could not touch Tangun now, so he withdrew his hand again.

Teak Pu noticed this scene, floated to the side of Youhun, and then jumped on him, rubbing the white head vigorously with his hands: "Senior's head is really comfortable to touch, since you can't touch it , then let me touch it for you."

Yukipo couldn't bear Dazai's pitiful look like an abandoned puppy, so he wanted to irritate him in this way and make him more alive.

But never expected, Dazai laughed instead, although this kind of laughter was not malicious, but Yuzupu just felt that he was being ridiculed, as if Dazai had seen through his purpose.

Dazai’s EQ and IQ are both higher than Yuki Pu’s, so he quickly figured out Yuki Pu’s purpose, so he said: “If you change someone else, maybe you can comfort others by doing this, but it’s a pity that you met me. .”

It is difficult for Dazai, who is easy to see through everything, to be dispelled by this method. His thoughts and emotions are very stubborn.

"Senior doesn't want to see you like this either." Yumu Pu felt that the Dazai he saw before and the Dazai now seemed to be different.

The Dazai who went to the women's room to anger him before was very naive, and he thinks this method is really feasible.But the current Dazai seems to have lost his naive feeling, sitting there, there is a feeling of no sadness or joy like a god, but a feeling of being separated from human beings.

Ghost moved slightly, this was his first reaction after so long, he tilted his head to look at Dazai, his eyes were still emotionless.

But Dazai had the feeling that Tangun's soul was watching him worriedly in a cage.

So he looked at Yumupu again, and said with a smile: "You can touch it, anyway, you can only touch your head, and only I can touch Tangun's dry place."

Teak Pu: "..."

He tightened his hand holding Youhun, and Youhun's hair was messed up by Yumupu's movements, like a white cat that had been masturbated.

Dazai stuck out his tongue.

Yumupu hugged Youhun even tighter: "I think you are better as you were just now."