My name is Dazai

Ango is so pitiful.

Tangun knew Ango's character, and he didn't know that he would hide it for Tangun. If he knew, he would definitely cancel the subsidy to Tangun's family.

Tangun didn't feel much about cheating on subsidies, and he wasn't a very decent person, and he was willing to do things that tricked Ango a little.

In fact, Dazai didn't bother to tell Ango Tangun that he woke up, and he wouldn't do it if he asked Ango if he had nothing to do.

The hospital will not notify Ango, after all, they have quite a lot of things to do, with Dazai, the person who has been taking care of them on weekdays, it is hard for them to think that there is a paid social animal - even they do not have the other party's contact information.

But Ango would know sooner or later. After all, Tangun's recovery fee after waking up would be higher than the usual fee. He only needs to pay attention to this and he will definitely find the problem—provided he has time to pay attention.

Tangun sometimes wondered if the money earned by Ango's hard work would be enough for his future medical expenses?

Maybe Ango will spend the rest of his life lying in bed like he did in the past few years, and Dazai will come to make trouble.

Thinking of this, Tangun felt that there should be no one in this world worse than Ango.

After a few days, Tangun felt that he was the one who suffered the most.

"Tangun~Tangun~ get up soon~ It's already half an hour late~" Dazai kneaded Tangun in the quilt, like kneading dough.

"I don't want it, it hurts so much." Tangun let Dazai rub him, "Hurry up and go to work."

Dazai had changed from the black cat he pitied to the hateful black cat, making all kinds of noises when he didn't get enough sleep, and tossing on him and on the bed.

From wanting to be with Dazai all the time, pretending to be deaf and dumb to Dazai's skipping work, to now wanting to know that Kunikida Doppo's cell phone made him drag Dazai to work, who can understand his mental journey? ?

On the first day of recovery, he even wanted to prolong his recovery time, but the doctor pulled him away so he reluctantly stopped.

But as time went by, compared to the sense of accomplishment gained from rehabilitation, what made Tangun more uncomfortable was the physical pain.

And with Dazai accompanying him, he was already very satisfied.

He felt his motivation had been lost.

Actually, if possible, it would be nice to be raised by Dazai.

When Tangun was extremely exhausted, he had this kind of thought that was not ambitious and extremely out of character.

If someone told him before that he would have the idea that he would be raised by his love partner, he would definitely beat that person to have an extra father.

But soon Tangun gave up this plan, because he suspected that Dazai thought the same way.

Tangun will never be able to compare with Dazai, even in the aspect of unworthiness and lack of integrity.

Dazai looked at Tangun lying on top of him, and felt like he was being raped.

When Tangun thought Dazai was a bad cat, he was actually a bad cat himself.It's like a wayward cat who fell asleep on the owner's lap and caused the person to hold back water but dare not go to the toilet.

"Okay, Tangun, take a day off." Dazai actually doesn't push others, he is just like Tangun with a loose temperament.

So he fell down beside Tangun and held Tangun in his arms.

Tangun rolled over and turned his face towards Dazai.

Tangun gradually began to walk on the ground by himself. Although he still needed a cane, everything seemed to be back on track.

Dazai accompanied Tangun for a walk in the garden below the hospital, and when he was tired from walking, he sat on a bench and read a book.

All Tangun read were high school textbooks, he wanted to review them, and by the way, he contacted the university to inform them of his situation, and wanted to see if the admission letter could still be used.

Every time Tangun sees something that he doesn't quite understand, as long as he looks to Dazai for help, Dazai can always give an answer.

At such times, Tangun thought, if Dazai hadn't met the black-hearted boss of the mafia and went to school well, then they would definitely be classmates, and they were the schoolmasters that Tangun could only look up to.

"Is it really okay for you not to go to work?" Tangun was always worried that Dazai would be expelled, "Didn't you really not go to school and be expelled because you missed too many classes?"

"My colleagues are still useful, and there is no big problem without me." Dazai did not answer the question about absenteeism.

so suspicious...

Tangun narrowed his eyes.

But he didn't continue to ask, he didn't care what happened to Dazai in the past, Dazai wouldn't ask if he didn't want to mention him.Although liking someone requires liking everything about a person, Tangun knew that even if Dazai's hidden side was exposed, he would still like Dazai.

The temperature in the afternoon was just right, and both of them were warmed by the sun.

"It's great... It's really a happy thing to be able to spend the rest of my life with Dazai." Tangun seemed to sigh casually.

Tangun wanted to lean on Dazai and continue reading, but Dazai suddenly corrected his sitting posture.

Tangun's head slid down, and he looked up at Dazai suspiciously.

Dazai propped up the bench with both hands, his long legs dangling, but when he dangled, he stopped and looked at Tangun with an almost blatant tenderness.

Tangun actually didn't feel how gentle Dazai's gaze was, on the contrary, he felt deep fear.

"Dazai?"

Dazai's eyelashes drooped slightly, and his eyelashes were long and thick, which made it difficult for Tangun to see his eyes clearly. The upturned corners of his mouth were a bit too perfect in Tangun's eyes: "Tangun, let's break up. .”

The crutch slipped from Tangun's leg and fell to the ground with a sound of metal clashing.

Even such a voice could not bring Tangun back to his senses: "What?" Dazai bent down, helped Tangun pick up the crutch, and put it on the bench.

"Taking care of Tangun for the past few years is because I felt guilty towards Tangun. After all, it was because of the things around me that something went wrong, and I must be responsible to you to the end." Dazai touched Tangun's head, "It's been so long. Time, I like someone else, the lady in the coffee shop downstairs who always gives me credit is very kind to me... I'm sorry, Tangun, I don't want to hide this matter from you. The two of us have only been together for more than half a year, But I have known the lady for two years."

There was a layer of mist in those sky blue eyes, and his face flushed red after not seeing the sun for a long time, after Dazai said those words, Tangun seemed to have lost his ability to breathe.

Dazai felt that Tangun was about to cry, but the tears kept rolling in his eyes and refused to flow down.

Compared to crying outright, Tangun's aggrieved look made him feel more heartbroken.

He wanted to hug Tangun a little bit, but no, if he hugged him, then everything he said before would be in vain.

"But it's not that I don't like Tangun anymore, Tangun can treat me as an older brother in the future." Dazai took out a piece of paper from his pocket and handed it to Tangun, "Do you need paper to wipe your tears? Or take a breather?"