The Human Comedy

"Did you ask me out just to sit here and drink coffee?" She finally couldn't help but speak.

"Sister...Actually, I'm feeling quite uncomfortable today." I let go of my apprehension and prepared to confess to her.

She didn't speak, and continued to listen quietly to what I had to say.

"I had an argument with Sun Le just now because of Xi Chul."

"Oh?" She was a little surprised, but nodded immediately, as if she understood what I wanted to say. "He's nagging you again, right? He's telling you the truth again?"

I'm still a little surprised at her understanding, but I'm also glad that she understands our situation.

"Sun Le is really... How should I put it?" She shook her head and bit her straw.

"I can't get rid of him now, he knows too many secrets."

"Yeah, no one thought he would be like this at the time."

"Sister, so you also know..." Although no one has mentioned the matter between us, I believe many people can see it.Sun Le suppressed Geng Che Fan, suppressed everything about Hee Chul that might appear around me, Geng Che Fan also hated him, I knew it all. "Everyone knows that Sun Le doesn't like Heechul?"

"Who wouldn't know, it's just that the current fans stand on their own grounds, and it's normal for them to not understand each other and have conflicts. You also know that many Geng fans hate Heechul, right?"

I nodded, and she went on to say, "But Sun Le is indeed a bit too much. He knows everything, but he uses his privilege to suppress the person you like, and uses your weakness that you can't resist to suppress even more wantonly... Tsk tsk... ...how did you get here..."

I smiled wryly, I didn't expect her to speak so directly, and she was a little embarrassed. "Sister, have you seen all this?"

"You can't even see what you like." She sneered, "I know it's not easy for you. There are so many monsters and ghosts around you. Be willing to work hard and work."

I smiled, her analogy was really special, "You said... why Sun Le can't accept Heechul so much?"

"Do you want to know?" Suddenly her eyes lit up and she asked me.

"Well, why?" It's not that I don't know at all, it's just that I have some messy thoughts, I can't figure it out, and I don't want to believe my own assumptions, maybe a bystander will know. "I know he is thinking of me, but as a brother, I hope he can help me. Heechul and I are already having a hard time, why does he always destroy? I thought he couldn't accept homosexuality, but it seems that there are still For any other reason... I can't tell."

She sneered and said, "I don't know if my feeling is right, anyway, many fans think so. You said if you broke up with Heechul and found a girlfriend, what would happen to Sun Le?"

I frowned, and she saw that I didn't like this question, so she comforted me, "It's just a hypothesis, just for comparison." But I frowned not because of this, but because she believed that Heechul and I were together from the beginning... ...Well, it is true that some older sister fans turned into Gengche fans in the end. We will discuss this issue later.

"On the surface, I may agree, but in my heart... I may not be happy." I said.

"Then what will happen to Sun Le if you break up with Heechul and get together with another boy?"

"This...may be unhappy too, but it won't be as bad as it is to Heechul."

"That's right, so the problem is not with the same sex or the opposite sex, but with you and Heechul."

"Oh? What does that mean?"

"It doesn't matter whether you have a boyfriend or a girlfriend, as long as that person is not Heechul, Sun Le will relax his vigilance towards him, unlike blocking and sabotaging him like now. That's because, he himself knows that in your heart, what you care about the most will always be It's Heechul, no one can replace it." She said with a serious face, I was shocked by her analysis, although what she said was true, but I didn't even realize it.

"So, he is not just for your fame and popularity, he is afraid that you will have some scandals, and there are other reasons..."

"What is that...?" I asked tremblingly.

Suddenly she came closer to my face, looked into my eyes and said, "Because he's jealous of Heechul, because he likes you."

I looked at her, expressionless and speechless.To be honest, I'm not surprised, as if I guessed it long ago, but I can't believe it, I have to be told by others to be shocked.

"Why aren't you surprised at all?" She asked me again, "Did you already know? He confessed to you?"

"No, how is it possible." I said calmly, taking a sip of coffee to stabilize my mood.

"Oh, I was shocked." She covered her heart and said, "Actually, you knew it all along, right?"

I am silent, I know that I know it, and I don’t know it if I don’t know it.

"Oh, this situation is really tricky." She said with emotion, "It's really not easy for you, and being suppressed at such a distance is the most difficult thing in a long-distance relationship. Heechul really loves you, otherwise With his personality, he couldn't bear it long ago, it's really not easy."

I didn't say anything else, just listening to her analysis was enough, and the comments were even more powerful. I wasn't open enough to express my feelings for Heechul to others, even to very close friends, except to him himself.

My sister seemed to see what was on my mind, and knew that it was inconvenient for me to talk about Heechul, so she stopped talking and just looked out the window with me.

After being silent for a while, she suddenly asked, "Han Geng, do you know why I got married?"

"Because you met the right person?"

She shook her head and said with a smile, "I used to think that I couldn't find a man who attracted me more than you. Apart from you, I would never look at other men. In my heart, no one can take your place .”

I smiled, probably many fans would have such thoughts, so there are often fans who say to me: "Han Geng, you are so kind, we all look down on other men, what should we do if we can't get married?"

"But suddenly one day I found out that no matter how important we are to you, we will never be able to enter your life, care about you and take care of you every day, and it is impossible for you to appear beside any of us and do that only to protect us A man of one's own."

She was drinking juice, holding the straw gracefully, and talking leisurely, with the charm of an adult woman.

"But the most important thing is that I discovered the existence of a person. He is by your side, lives with you, is your good friend, good brother, he gives you a lot of help and care, and you have always taken care of him, Love him, we all see it in our eyes. You have the kingly way, and we also treat it as a good brother. But suddenly one day, I realized the unusual look in your eyes, which is different from other brothers, and only belongs to lovers The sweetness. You only have the kind of smirk when you look at him, and the kind of dependence that he only has when he looks at you... At that time, I knew that you have met the true love of this life , no one can intervene anymore..."

"Sister!..." I interrupted her, but lowered my head, not wanting her to continue talking. Although it was something I couldn't understand in my heart, but in front of a sister and a fan, I was naked like this. , I don't know if I can face it.

"Han Geng, I couldn't accept it at first, I was worried and objected, and I couldn't believe that you fell in love with Heechul, no, you fell in love with Heechul." Her voice was a little choked, but she continued I went on, "But every time I see your smile like that, I feel very complicated. If you will be happy like that, why should we say no? We all say 'love the house and the bird', since we love you, we should understand Isn't your love?"

My eyes are also wet, looking at my sister's comforting eyes, some comfort is a bit mixed, I don't know how many people who "love the house and black", those who can't, I still let them down, right?

She stood up, walked to me and sat down, stretched out her hand, hesitated for a moment, and hugged me gently.

"I know you are having a hard time now, but if you really love each other, don't be swayed by other people's prejudices. As long as your love is still there, there is no difficulty that cannot be overcome."

"Thank you sister." I said softly, just like what I said to her on QQ when I first returned to China to pack things in the dormitory.At that time, Xiche still learned to say: "xiexiejiejie."

"Han Geng, I'm not a fan of Geng Che, but I wish you all, if he is really the true love of your life, don't give up easily, I hope you are happy."

I held back my tears and finally didn't let it flow down.

My sister touched my face and looked out the window. The car that brought her was parked nearby again. I knew she was leaving.

"Come on, Han Geng." She said, then got up, and said to me with a smile, "Don't be sad, no matter how difficult it is now, everything will pass. There are still many things to be happy about in this world."

I looked up at her and smiled, "Well, I know."

"I'm not trying to comfort you, I'm telling you the truth." She suddenly said with a bright expression.

I looked at her puzzled.Suddenly the car outside honked its horn, as if urging her to go home quickly. A gentle man sat in the car, smiling and waving at us, and I also smiled.

"Go back quickly, my brother-in-law is worried." I said jokingly.

"I want to tell you, your sister is finally going to be a mother, and you are going to be an uncle, Han Geng."

uncle?I looked at her in surprise, and then at the juice she drank on the table, and then I realized why she didn't order coffee, so I smiled knowingly, "Congratulations, sister."

She petted my head fondly and said, "Be happy." Then she turned and left. Although her back was still a little thin, a new life had already been bred in that body. Sure enough, there are still many things to be happy about in this world. thing.

After being enlightened by my sister, I felt much better. I walked home, took a shower and opened Weibo on the computer to check the time. The concert was almost over, and there should be many photos coming out.

Putting on the vest, I saw a lot of pictures of the concert from various fans. The performances of the members were very good, bouncing around and having fun, probably because this is the Encore of the third round. The good side shows.

The performance is coming to an end, so I plan to call Heechul when it is over, he should have been waiting.But I couldn't help but send a text message first: [Baby, the performance looks very good, well done! 】

But a few minutes later, when I swiped the screen, I suddenly saw this message: Heechul was hit by something thrown by a fan, and he didn't come up after stepping off the stage!

I was shocked, before I had time to react, there were many similar messages immediately when I swiped the screen again, and each one was more detailed:

Heechul was hit in the corner of the eye and bled.

Heechul was picked up by the ambulance!

Heechul is in the hospital for wound treatment.

The hospital said that Heechul's wound was an abrasion and the bleeding has stopped, so there is no need to worry.

……

Then there was an overwhelming discussion on Weibo——Who is responsible for the thing that hurt Heechul; Because the board that hurt Heechul has a photo of Gengcheol on it!Even He Yao and He Haifan joined the 'war' because just now a person with He Zai's profile picture blew himself up on Baidu.

The network is in chaos, and my heart is also in chaos, all in just a few minutes.What should I do now?I wanted to take a plane to Shanghai right away, but it was impossible at that time, but I wanted to fly to him right away.Staying at home by myself, I can't rush out, and I can't just sit and wait like this, as if someone has acupuncture points, and I can't move.I was afraid that if I moved, I couldn't help but fly to Shanghai immediately.

By the time I realized it, the phone had already rang.I hurriedly picked up the phone, it was Dong Hai.

"Brother Han Geng! That...have you read the news?"

"Heechul is injured? How is he? Are you in the hospital?" I pulled myself together and started to think normally.

"Oh, brother Heechul is fine now, he has been prescribed medicine. I will come over as soon as the concert is over. Don't worry if I take care of him."

"Where is he... now? Let him answer the phone."

"Brother Heechul is resting..."

"have you slept?"

"That's not true...Maybe I was a little scared. Now I see no one and refuse to talk..." His tone was full of worry, so how could I not be worried?This kind of thing has happened many times before, both light and severe, but this time it was bleeding, and it was Heechul who was bleeding, how could I not be excited.

"Brother Han Geng, you should call him and talk about it carefully. He probably listens to you now."

"I know. Don't be sad, I will tell him well. "

After hanging up the phone, I immediately called Heechul. It took a long time to get through. I knew he would look at my caller ID and hesitate to answer it. At this time, I must comfort him, but if he is not ready yet , Maybe he doesn't want to be exposed to me directly, and he doesn't want me to worry about him.

"Heechul..." I called out.

"Oh." He responded lightly, and stopped talking. My heart throbbed suddenly, knowing that he was in a bad mood, and wanted to circle myself into a ball, and didn't want others to intervene. Even if it was me, I could only do that Hold him and give him silent comfort.But I hate that I am not by his side now, I can't even hug him, and I also regret why I didn't have the heart to stay in Shanghai yesterday, so that I can be by his side and hug him today.

Looking at the various photos posted by fans on the computer screen, looking at his wound, it hurts like a scratch on my heart, wishing it was scratched on my own heart.

"Are you... all right now?" I choked up and asked, not knowing why tonight was doomed to ups and downs.

"Well, it's fine, don't worry."

"Sorry……"

"Why are you sorry..."

"I couldn't be by your side."

"fool."

"I'd rather hurt myself."

"why?"

"It hurts in your body and hurts in my heart."

"Fool, my heart aches when you get hurt, are you willing?"

"I...but I would rather have the wound on my body. I have thick skin, so I'm not afraid..." There was a wound on such a pretty face, and my heart ached.

He let out a 'poof' laugh, "That's right, it's so tanned, it looks like a dragon!"

"Hehe, then you are Rongrong." I laughed a few times, then stopped, Longlong and Rongrong are together every day, but Xiche and I get together less often...

"Heechul, come back next time, and I will definitely protect you from getting hurt again."

"Ok, I know."

"I want to send a meager message."

"Don't send it."

"But I worry about you."

"Aren't you worried? There's no need to let others know, as long as I know."

"But Heechul..."

"Anyway, don't post it. Leave me alone, I'll take care of it myself."

"……Ok, I trust you."

"Well, I believe you too."

"Honey, take good care of yourself, or I will feel bad."

"I know, I won't make your heart hurt." He seemed to be in a better mood, which made me feel relieved.

"Heechul, I miss you."

"Didn't you just see it yesterday?"

"That's what I want, I want to see you every day."

"So... are you going to get married?" He asked mischievously.My heart skipped a beat, this is something we rarely mention about marriage.

"Really?" I was naturally happy. If he told me clearly that he wanted to get married, I would immediately take him abroad to register. No matter which country he went to, he would go on honeymoon directly after obtaining the certificate.But this topic, if I don't mention it, he won't bring it up. After all, it is still sensitive. It will take a lot of courage and determination to realize it.

"Just kidding, do you want to get married soon?"

"Don't you think about it too, say on the radio every day... I have to hurry up."

"It's not about you, don't be too stinky." He said with a smile.

"Honey, I want to marry you and go home quickly."

"Cough, cough, cough..." He chuckled, "I've listened to the broadcast, I accidentally slipped my tongue, are you laughing at me?"

"No, it's too late to be happy."

"Why are you happy? I don't know when it will be done..."

"Wait until I marry you."

"Han Geng... um... I know, I'll wait for you." His gentle voice almost melted my heart.

"Thanks, dear, and..."

"I love you." He said first.

"Yes." I was moved. "Take care of yourself and call me when you feel pain, okay?"

"Well, it doesn't hurt thinking about you."

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