The Human Comedy
Chapter 19 Children's Love
Heechul -
Korea.
When I returned to the company, I went to the shareholders meeting first, and then I met many juniors in the company, and after greeting them one by one, I suddenly felt that I was really an old senior. Is it really old?Just like how we looked at Hee Joon back then.
When I got out of the company gate, I saw a luxury car parked at the gate, slowly slid in front of me, and honked at me.The car window rolled down, and a handsome horse face appeared, who else could it be if it wasn't Choi Siwon?
"Handsome guy, do you want to take a ride?" He said with a playful smile.
"Then there's President Lao Cui." I smiled, walked to the back of the car, opened the trunk, threw the luggage in, turned around and got into the car.
"Handsome, do you want to go home with me?"
"Heh, the handsome guy is worth a lot, will President Cui spend a lot of money to poach him?"
"Poaching? Haha..." He laughed loudly, reaching out to touch my face, "If it was you, it wouldn't be too much to spend a lot of money!"
I knocked off his hand and glared at him, "Go! Stop talking. I have no place to go tonight, let's go and stay at your place." Then I put on my seat belt.
"Heh! The room rate in my house is very high, handsome guy, don't you mind?" He said stinkingly.
"Hey! Give you some sunshine and it will be brilliant!" I tapped him on the head, "Going to live at your house is for your face, it's so little! Drive!"
"Hehe, I got it, Brother Xiche." He smiled and drove me home.
Siwon arranged a first-class room for me, looked at the maid making the bed for me, and asked me, "How long will you stay this time?"
"It will take a little longer, maybe a few months."
"Wow, that's great!" He was happy, "What about the kid?"
"The child went to school, and the mother went to the United States to take care of her."
"Brother Xiche...that's great, I miss you so much, it's great to see you every day now." He came up to hug me and said.
"Ah! Don't get bored, I'll just stay with you for two days, and I'll go back to my home in a few days."
"Ah? Why? You just stay with me, I don't want your room fee!" He continued to get tired, and the aunt didn't look at us, and continued to tidy up the room.
"Tch, I know you are rich, but it's more comfortable for me to live in my own home."
"Which house do you and Brother Han Geng live by the Han River?"
"Well, so I'll go back tomorrow and clean it up. I'll go back after I clean it up, so you don't have to watch me every day and plot against me!"
"How could I!" Siwon said innocently, "I really love Brother Heechul."
"Don't be greasy, I'm going to sleep, get out of here." I pushed him away with a look of disgust.Turning around and looking again, he still hasn't left, looking at me with aggrieved expression.
"Okay, I'm so tired. Don't you have to go to work tomorrow? President Cui!"
"Well, then you can rest, Brother Xiche." He nodded, and finally left, "Then I will find you for dinner after get off work tomorrow, and treat you to a good meal."
"Got it, let's go."
He was finally reluctant to leave, and walked away step by step.The aunt who cleaned up the room also left after finishing.I took a shower by myself and finally got a good night's sleep.
The next day I wanted to ask the children to come out to get together, but when I turned on the TV early in the morning, I saw a shocking news: Li Donghai and Li Hyuk-jae were secretly filmed and exposed, and then came out!
I was still in my pajamas and ran into Siwon’s room. He was shirtless brushing his teeth and washing his face. When he saw me rushing into the bathroom, he looked at me in the mirror in surprise, covered his chest with his hand, and continued brushing his teeth unnaturally. , holding a toothbrush in his mouth, asked, "What's wrong? Brother Heechul?"
"Dong Hai and He are coming out!"
"Mao?" Siwon was also surprised, "Really?"
"The news just came out."
"Oh..." He rinsed his mouth with the toothbrush, wiped his face with a towel, and dragged me back to the room, "Did you call him?"
"Ah, not yet." I realized that I was too excited, these two boys don't know what's going on now. "Just now I read that the news was officially announced at the press conference, so it was approved by the company, and we will not embarrass them. Now I just don't know what is going on with the media and the public. The Internet must be messed up again."
"Don't worry, the society is much more open now, since the company didn't object, it means it's sure, don't worry, nothing will happen." Siwon comforted me, went to get dressed, and ignored my worries alone.
"No, I'm going to the company." As he said that, he was about to rush out.
Siwon grabbed me, "Brother! Now the company must be full of reporters, waiting to arrest the two of them. If you go, it will cause even more commotion."
"That's right, maybe they will talk about me in a mess. Well, someone must say that I led them into trouble." I also sighed.
"That's what it is," he said as a matter of course, putting on a tie.
"Ah! When did I spoil them?!"
"Aren't you tired of looking at brother and Han Geng every day..."
"Ah! Then I didn't let them learn, can you blame me?"
"Yes, I can't blame you guys, don't get excited. I guess they won't have any activities now, so I'll go to them to enlighten them when I have time, and pass on some experience by the way. Brother, you are from the past." He was already fully dressed up.
Heh, brat, you know how to run on me! "Yes, President Cui, go to your class and leave me alone!"
"Then how can I do it? Yesterday Han Geng called me and asked me to 'take care' of you. If my brother is kidnapped, I will be guilty of a serious crime!" He said with a smile.
"Joke! Someone as smart as me can still be kidnapped! Han Geng is really too."
He smiled, "Hehe, it doesn't matter if you've never been smart, what matters is that this face is too eye-catching, so you worry if you put it outside."
"Hmph, that means I'm good-looking."
"Yes! Sure enough." He walked to the desk, took the computer newspaper, and was about to go out. "Do you want me to send you a driver?"
"No. I can drive myself."
"Okay, then I'll arrange a car for you. I'm leaving, call me if you need anything." Then he waved his hand and went out.
I quickly packed up and went out to find the two children.Go straight to their nest, and they are both at home.
But when they entered the room, they were taken aback. These two heartless people were sitting in the living room playing games!Dong Hai opened the door for me and rushed back to join the battle. The two of them were killing each other. Looking at the floor, there were scattered snacks. It seemed that they hadn’t gone out for two days. They probably stayed at home and played games. Letting go.There was a lot of shouting and confusion.
"Ah! Here I come! You two brats don't know how to greet you!"
"Brother Heechul! I'm dying, please be considerate! There's juice beer in the refrigerator over there, you can eat and drink whatever you want!" Donghae told me while frantically pinching the game controller. "Ah! Li He sneaked up on me again with you!"
Alas... I was speechless, so I had to 'do my own thing'.Scanning the house for a week, not to mention, the two people's small nest is really exquisite, it is estimated to be only [-] square meters, and the decoration is not very luxurious, but it gives people a warm and simple feeling.One bedroom and one living room, there is no bed in the bedroom, but a huge Simmons cushion, which almost occupies the entire bedroom, and a huge group photo of two people is posted on the wall.The black-and-white photo has a mysterious handsomeness, two people are wearing black suits, one is facing sideways, the other is facing away from the back, but their eyes are intersecting, the two left hands stretched out in the air and hold each other, fingers intersecting .The movements are still dancing, free and easy and light.This is He Hai's love - the feeling of being friends at a dance party, a bosom friend.
The two sang together, danced together, played games together, and faced the complicated life together.Maybe the way we get along with Han Geng is very different, but the feeling of love is the same.
As for the hall, it includes everything—the living room, the kitchen, and even the toilet and bathroom.
So I was embarrassed, whose toilet doesn't even have a wall?Even if you put a curtain to block it, it's fine.It really is Lee Hyuk Hae's home.The toilet and washstand are "sitting and standing" there openly, and only the shower area is blocked by a wall as high as one person in order to prevent water from splashing out, and a curtain is blocked from the toilet side.Really, luckily the kitchen is on the other side, otherwise one person is cooking and the other is working on the tuba... this...
"Ah! You two are too much! Adding a wall here will kill you..." Before I finished speaking, I felt myself being hugged, and it turned out that the two boys rushed over and hugged me and turned around.
"Brother Heechul! I miss you so much!" Donghae rubbed my neck and said, Hezai looked at me with a smirk.
"Oh, you'll miss me when you've played enough!" I said, tapping his head.
"Brother~~~" The little queen acted like a baby, what can I, the big queen, do?
"I was worried about you two, but you can think about it."
"That's right! I can't move now, so I just have a good rest at home."
"Well, tell me too, what's the matter with you two." I went to the so-called 'kitchen' and pulled a stool to sit down, raised my legs and prepared to interrogate them.They were also good, so they stood beside me obediently and began to confess to me.
"It was the day we went out to play. There were a lot of people there. Later, He and I were going home. We all drank and took a taxi, but the taxi broke down halfway. We saw that we were not far from home and planned to walk back. " Donghae said calmly, as if he was telling an ordinary story, rather than the big news that shook the Korean entertainment circle, "It was already late at that time, there were not many cars and people on the street, so we took hand."
"Oh? Walking down the street hand in hand?" I was surprised, even at night, there is a danger of being photographed, these two children are really bold.
"Well, it may be because I drank a bar, my mind is not clear and impulsive, not only holding hands, but also..."
"And kissed." He added.
I was speechless for a while, and then listened to them.
"It turned out that the photos were posted on the Internet that night. We only found out when we went to catch up on the announcement the next day. Then the company held a meeting and decided to hold a press conference to admit our relationship. We were actually very surprised. , but since the company doesn't object, then let's listen to the company." He continued.
"Well... you two have been a domineering couple for so many years, and now that you have a real relationship, maybe the company takes it for granted." I nodded and said, "But, you are really ready to face everything Is it? This road will be very hard. I have experienced it myself, and I am afraid that you will be like me..."
"Brother Heechul..." Donghae took my hand, "You and Brother Han Geng have suffered so much for each other, have you ever regretted it?"
"of course not."
"why?"
"Because I love him and he loves me, we believe there will be a future."
"That's right, we believe that too." Donghai's words made me understand.I just thought about them from my brother's point of view, but I didn't know that I had experienced this kind of feeling before - no matter what others think, I have to stick to my love, even if it is difficult, I still believe that there will be a bright future.
"Good boy, brother supports you." I hugged Donghai, and Hezai smiled shyly at me.I know he's always been a little afraid of me, and I'm a little embarrassed, but I know he's really kind to Donghae, and that's enough.
At noon, I went to a nearby restaurant to buy a few delicious dishes, took them home and ate with them, and then played games all afternoon. The killing was messy, but it was also very enjoyable.
However, things are not as simple as we imagined, and some things always come in pairs.
In the evening, we saw another shocking news.A woman in Gyeonggi Province committed suicide by jumping off a building and was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment. Her life and death are unknown, but the suicide note she left indicated that the reason for her suicide was because of He Hai!
Someone uploaded her suicide note on the Internet, which said: "Brother Donghai, I have loved you for many years. I have been with you through happiness and pain along the way. Although I am no one to you, But for me, you are my whole world. I can love you regardless of other people’s eyes, because the Donghai brother in my heart is so pure, kind, filial, and hardworking. I believe you are worthy of my love for the rest of my life. .but,but...
"I know the relationship between you and the brothers, and I also know that brother Eunhyuk is your best friend. He has spent so many years with you, always by your side and taking care of you. I am very grateful for his existence , really, I believe that you are good friends and brothers for life...but...why...
"Why did it become like this? Have you already been in love? Why did you lie to us? Why did you fall in love with him? You are all men! Men and men are not allowed to love each other! Our pure and kind brother Donghai, how can we?" It's like this... I can't accept this fact. When I heard you say that you love him, I feel that my world has collapsed, and there are ruins in front of me. Where is the brother Donghai I love? This must not be what you love No? You like women, you like lively, cute girls with big eyes, you said it yourself! How can you go back on your word!
"Brother Donghai, the love I've had for you for so many years is nothing in the end. I can't accept you like this, because I always think that you can't be the man they say they like men, let alone like your own brother. But the facts are in front of me, I have to believe, when all the love has turned into disappointment and despair, what else can I do? If you really love him, then I have nothing to say, please forgive me, I can’t change It is impossible to live in such a fact.
"Brother Donghai, if you are really happy with a man, then you can be happy, we can't stop you, even though this kind of happiness is based on the sadness of so many people. If I go to heaven , Maybe I will meet your father, so how do I tell him why I came here. If he asks me, how is your life, how do I tell him? Will he be sad if he knows?
"Finally, brother Donghai, remember that I love you. Even in the kingdom of heaven, I will continue to atone for your sins with a heart of love for you. ——*** last words"
Donghae, He and I read this suicide note in front of the computer, and then we each fell silent, with a heavy heart.Seeing Dong Hai's gloomy side face, I really wanted to say something to comfort him, but at this moment it seemed that saying anything was superfluous.
Donghai stared blankly at the screen, He was holding his hand, Donghai took a look at him, then shed tears, wiped it with his hands, and lowered his head.He Zai gently hugged his shoulder, bit his lip and said nothing.
I know he was upset when he saw the girl mentioning his dad.This girl loves extremely, but her feelings are real. Although her despair is extreme, it has already happened, and no one can change it.To put it bluntly, when he mentioned Donghai's father and her sadness, it was nothing more than to arouse the sympathy of the masses, which would also arouse everyone's accusations and criticisms of He Hai's love, and defined their love as making people feel sad. Hurt, immoral feelings.
well.I think back when Han Geng and I came out of the closet, we never encountered such a thing.At that time, the children who liked me and him were dying, and some were looking for death, and we were also very sad.But such extreme love, I really don't agree.If you really love someone and he has a lover, even if you don't like this person, as long as he can live a happy life, why force him to die?Why not bless them with mercy?
Is it just because they are all men that they cannot be accepted?Don't you feel sad when we marry women?If we don't love that woman at all, if that woman is just a substitute, if we have to compromise for the sake of other people's eyes, do you really want us to live like that?If we can do it, it's cheating!Not only did he deceive himself, but he also deceived his wife and the public.
If you ask why we have to fall in love with someone we shouldn't love, the answer is really hard to tell.Love is love, there is no right or wrong, if you can consider "should and should not" when falling in love, and also consider whether all aspects are suitable, then it can't be called "love", but "transaction" ' up.The charm of love is that it is uncontrollable and irresistible. We are not scarecrows, we are at the mercy of others, we have love and affection, and we have our own life choices.If such a choice hurts anyone, I can only say, sorry to disappoint you, I am who I am, not what you imagined me to be.I am not a perfect person, there will be times when I am selfish and willful, and there will be times when I am desperate. Maybe you never know that there are some parts of me that you cannot accept.If you can tolerate and understand, then thank you for continuing to support; if you can't accept it, then I can only say sorry, I don't want to hurt each other.
PS: Although this is the story of He Hai, it reflects Geng Che.Although Geng Che in the novel has already gone through this test, but in reality he has not. I really can't imagine whether such a tragedy will happen by then.There is nothing wrong with brothers pursuing their true love, but if there are such extreme children doing such extreme things, things will become complicated.Although we look forward to the success of our masters all day long, if it really comes to the day of publicity, we will jump, let alone those high saints who can't accept it at all... I pray that they will open up, Either continue to love, or give up quietly, don't let the brother's love bear a heavy burden.
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Korea.
When I returned to the company, I went to the shareholders meeting first, and then I met many juniors in the company, and after greeting them one by one, I suddenly felt that I was really an old senior. Is it really old?Just like how we looked at Hee Joon back then.
When I got out of the company gate, I saw a luxury car parked at the gate, slowly slid in front of me, and honked at me.The car window rolled down, and a handsome horse face appeared, who else could it be if it wasn't Choi Siwon?
"Handsome guy, do you want to take a ride?" He said with a playful smile.
"Then there's President Lao Cui." I smiled, walked to the back of the car, opened the trunk, threw the luggage in, turned around and got into the car.
"Handsome, do you want to go home with me?"
"Heh, the handsome guy is worth a lot, will President Cui spend a lot of money to poach him?"
"Poaching? Haha..." He laughed loudly, reaching out to touch my face, "If it was you, it wouldn't be too much to spend a lot of money!"
I knocked off his hand and glared at him, "Go! Stop talking. I have no place to go tonight, let's go and stay at your place." Then I put on my seat belt.
"Heh! The room rate in my house is very high, handsome guy, don't you mind?" He said stinkingly.
"Hey! Give you some sunshine and it will be brilliant!" I tapped him on the head, "Going to live at your house is for your face, it's so little! Drive!"
"Hehe, I got it, Brother Xiche." He smiled and drove me home.
Siwon arranged a first-class room for me, looked at the maid making the bed for me, and asked me, "How long will you stay this time?"
"It will take a little longer, maybe a few months."
"Wow, that's great!" He was happy, "What about the kid?"
"The child went to school, and the mother went to the United States to take care of her."
"Brother Xiche...that's great, I miss you so much, it's great to see you every day now." He came up to hug me and said.
"Ah! Don't get bored, I'll just stay with you for two days, and I'll go back to my home in a few days."
"Ah? Why? You just stay with me, I don't want your room fee!" He continued to get tired, and the aunt didn't look at us, and continued to tidy up the room.
"Tch, I know you are rich, but it's more comfortable for me to live in my own home."
"Which house do you and Brother Han Geng live by the Han River?"
"Well, so I'll go back tomorrow and clean it up. I'll go back after I clean it up, so you don't have to watch me every day and plot against me!"
"How could I!" Siwon said innocently, "I really love Brother Heechul."
"Don't be greasy, I'm going to sleep, get out of here." I pushed him away with a look of disgust.Turning around and looking again, he still hasn't left, looking at me with aggrieved expression.
"Okay, I'm so tired. Don't you have to go to work tomorrow? President Cui!"
"Well, then you can rest, Brother Xiche." He nodded, and finally left, "Then I will find you for dinner after get off work tomorrow, and treat you to a good meal."
"Got it, let's go."
He was finally reluctant to leave, and walked away step by step.The aunt who cleaned up the room also left after finishing.I took a shower by myself and finally got a good night's sleep.
The next day I wanted to ask the children to come out to get together, but when I turned on the TV early in the morning, I saw a shocking news: Li Donghai and Li Hyuk-jae were secretly filmed and exposed, and then came out!
I was still in my pajamas and ran into Siwon’s room. He was shirtless brushing his teeth and washing his face. When he saw me rushing into the bathroom, he looked at me in the mirror in surprise, covered his chest with his hand, and continued brushing his teeth unnaturally. , holding a toothbrush in his mouth, asked, "What's wrong? Brother Heechul?"
"Dong Hai and He are coming out!"
"Mao?" Siwon was also surprised, "Really?"
"The news just came out."
"Oh..." He rinsed his mouth with the toothbrush, wiped his face with a towel, and dragged me back to the room, "Did you call him?"
"Ah, not yet." I realized that I was too excited, these two boys don't know what's going on now. "Just now I read that the news was officially announced at the press conference, so it was approved by the company, and we will not embarrass them. Now I just don't know what is going on with the media and the public. The Internet must be messed up again."
"Don't worry, the society is much more open now, since the company didn't object, it means it's sure, don't worry, nothing will happen." Siwon comforted me, went to get dressed, and ignored my worries alone.
"No, I'm going to the company." As he said that, he was about to rush out.
Siwon grabbed me, "Brother! Now the company must be full of reporters, waiting to arrest the two of them. If you go, it will cause even more commotion."
"That's right, maybe they will talk about me in a mess. Well, someone must say that I led them into trouble." I also sighed.
"That's what it is," he said as a matter of course, putting on a tie.
"Ah! When did I spoil them?!"
"Aren't you tired of looking at brother and Han Geng every day..."
"Ah! Then I didn't let them learn, can you blame me?"
"Yes, I can't blame you guys, don't get excited. I guess they won't have any activities now, so I'll go to them to enlighten them when I have time, and pass on some experience by the way. Brother, you are from the past." He was already fully dressed up.
Heh, brat, you know how to run on me! "Yes, President Cui, go to your class and leave me alone!"
"Then how can I do it? Yesterday Han Geng called me and asked me to 'take care' of you. If my brother is kidnapped, I will be guilty of a serious crime!" He said with a smile.
"Joke! Someone as smart as me can still be kidnapped! Han Geng is really too."
He smiled, "Hehe, it doesn't matter if you've never been smart, what matters is that this face is too eye-catching, so you worry if you put it outside."
"Hmph, that means I'm good-looking."
"Yes! Sure enough." He walked to the desk, took the computer newspaper, and was about to go out. "Do you want me to send you a driver?"
"No. I can drive myself."
"Okay, then I'll arrange a car for you. I'm leaving, call me if you need anything." Then he waved his hand and went out.
I quickly packed up and went out to find the two children.Go straight to their nest, and they are both at home.
But when they entered the room, they were taken aback. These two heartless people were sitting in the living room playing games!Dong Hai opened the door for me and rushed back to join the battle. The two of them were killing each other. Looking at the floor, there were scattered snacks. It seemed that they hadn’t gone out for two days. They probably stayed at home and played games. Letting go.There was a lot of shouting and confusion.
"Ah! Here I come! You two brats don't know how to greet you!"
"Brother Heechul! I'm dying, please be considerate! There's juice beer in the refrigerator over there, you can eat and drink whatever you want!" Donghae told me while frantically pinching the game controller. "Ah! Li He sneaked up on me again with you!"
Alas... I was speechless, so I had to 'do my own thing'.Scanning the house for a week, not to mention, the two people's small nest is really exquisite, it is estimated to be only [-] square meters, and the decoration is not very luxurious, but it gives people a warm and simple feeling.One bedroom and one living room, there is no bed in the bedroom, but a huge Simmons cushion, which almost occupies the entire bedroom, and a huge group photo of two people is posted on the wall.The black-and-white photo has a mysterious handsomeness, two people are wearing black suits, one is facing sideways, the other is facing away from the back, but their eyes are intersecting, the two left hands stretched out in the air and hold each other, fingers intersecting .The movements are still dancing, free and easy and light.This is He Hai's love - the feeling of being friends at a dance party, a bosom friend.
The two sang together, danced together, played games together, and faced the complicated life together.Maybe the way we get along with Han Geng is very different, but the feeling of love is the same.
As for the hall, it includes everything—the living room, the kitchen, and even the toilet and bathroom.
So I was embarrassed, whose toilet doesn't even have a wall?Even if you put a curtain to block it, it's fine.It really is Lee Hyuk Hae's home.The toilet and washstand are "sitting and standing" there openly, and only the shower area is blocked by a wall as high as one person in order to prevent water from splashing out, and a curtain is blocked from the toilet side.Really, luckily the kitchen is on the other side, otherwise one person is cooking and the other is working on the tuba... this...
"Ah! You two are too much! Adding a wall here will kill you..." Before I finished speaking, I felt myself being hugged, and it turned out that the two boys rushed over and hugged me and turned around.
"Brother Heechul! I miss you so much!" Donghae rubbed my neck and said, Hezai looked at me with a smirk.
"Oh, you'll miss me when you've played enough!" I said, tapping his head.
"Brother~~~" The little queen acted like a baby, what can I, the big queen, do?
"I was worried about you two, but you can think about it."
"That's right! I can't move now, so I just have a good rest at home."
"Well, tell me too, what's the matter with you two." I went to the so-called 'kitchen' and pulled a stool to sit down, raised my legs and prepared to interrogate them.They were also good, so they stood beside me obediently and began to confess to me.
"It was the day we went out to play. There were a lot of people there. Later, He and I were going home. We all drank and took a taxi, but the taxi broke down halfway. We saw that we were not far from home and planned to walk back. " Donghae said calmly, as if he was telling an ordinary story, rather than the big news that shook the Korean entertainment circle, "It was already late at that time, there were not many cars and people on the street, so we took hand."
"Oh? Walking down the street hand in hand?" I was surprised, even at night, there is a danger of being photographed, these two children are really bold.
"Well, it may be because I drank a bar, my mind is not clear and impulsive, not only holding hands, but also..."
"And kissed." He added.
I was speechless for a while, and then listened to them.
"It turned out that the photos were posted on the Internet that night. We only found out when we went to catch up on the announcement the next day. Then the company held a meeting and decided to hold a press conference to admit our relationship. We were actually very surprised. , but since the company doesn't object, then let's listen to the company." He continued.
"Well... you two have been a domineering couple for so many years, and now that you have a real relationship, maybe the company takes it for granted." I nodded and said, "But, you are really ready to face everything Is it? This road will be very hard. I have experienced it myself, and I am afraid that you will be like me..."
"Brother Heechul..." Donghae took my hand, "You and Brother Han Geng have suffered so much for each other, have you ever regretted it?"
"of course not."
"why?"
"Because I love him and he loves me, we believe there will be a future."
"That's right, we believe that too." Donghai's words made me understand.I just thought about them from my brother's point of view, but I didn't know that I had experienced this kind of feeling before - no matter what others think, I have to stick to my love, even if it is difficult, I still believe that there will be a bright future.
"Good boy, brother supports you." I hugged Donghai, and Hezai smiled shyly at me.I know he's always been a little afraid of me, and I'm a little embarrassed, but I know he's really kind to Donghae, and that's enough.
At noon, I went to a nearby restaurant to buy a few delicious dishes, took them home and ate with them, and then played games all afternoon. The killing was messy, but it was also very enjoyable.
However, things are not as simple as we imagined, and some things always come in pairs.
In the evening, we saw another shocking news.A woman in Gyeonggi Province committed suicide by jumping off a building and was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment. Her life and death are unknown, but the suicide note she left indicated that the reason for her suicide was because of He Hai!
Someone uploaded her suicide note on the Internet, which said: "Brother Donghai, I have loved you for many years. I have been with you through happiness and pain along the way. Although I am no one to you, But for me, you are my whole world. I can love you regardless of other people’s eyes, because the Donghai brother in my heart is so pure, kind, filial, and hardworking. I believe you are worthy of my love for the rest of my life. .but,but...
"I know the relationship between you and the brothers, and I also know that brother Eunhyuk is your best friend. He has spent so many years with you, always by your side and taking care of you. I am very grateful for his existence , really, I believe that you are good friends and brothers for life...but...why...
"Why did it become like this? Have you already been in love? Why did you lie to us? Why did you fall in love with him? You are all men! Men and men are not allowed to love each other! Our pure and kind brother Donghai, how can we?" It's like this... I can't accept this fact. When I heard you say that you love him, I feel that my world has collapsed, and there are ruins in front of me. Where is the brother Donghai I love? This must not be what you love No? You like women, you like lively, cute girls with big eyes, you said it yourself! How can you go back on your word!
"Brother Donghai, the love I've had for you for so many years is nothing in the end. I can't accept you like this, because I always think that you can't be the man they say they like men, let alone like your own brother. But the facts are in front of me, I have to believe, when all the love has turned into disappointment and despair, what else can I do? If you really love him, then I have nothing to say, please forgive me, I can’t change It is impossible to live in such a fact.
"Brother Donghai, if you are really happy with a man, then you can be happy, we can't stop you, even though this kind of happiness is based on the sadness of so many people. If I go to heaven , Maybe I will meet your father, so how do I tell him why I came here. If he asks me, how is your life, how do I tell him? Will he be sad if he knows?
"Finally, brother Donghai, remember that I love you. Even in the kingdom of heaven, I will continue to atone for your sins with a heart of love for you. ——*** last words"
Donghae, He and I read this suicide note in front of the computer, and then we each fell silent, with a heavy heart.Seeing Dong Hai's gloomy side face, I really wanted to say something to comfort him, but at this moment it seemed that saying anything was superfluous.
Donghai stared blankly at the screen, He was holding his hand, Donghai took a look at him, then shed tears, wiped it with his hands, and lowered his head.He Zai gently hugged his shoulder, bit his lip and said nothing.
I know he was upset when he saw the girl mentioning his dad.This girl loves extremely, but her feelings are real. Although her despair is extreme, it has already happened, and no one can change it.To put it bluntly, when he mentioned Donghai's father and her sadness, it was nothing more than to arouse the sympathy of the masses, which would also arouse everyone's accusations and criticisms of He Hai's love, and defined their love as making people feel sad. Hurt, immoral feelings.
well.I think back when Han Geng and I came out of the closet, we never encountered such a thing.At that time, the children who liked me and him were dying, and some were looking for death, and we were also very sad.But such extreme love, I really don't agree.If you really love someone and he has a lover, even if you don't like this person, as long as he can live a happy life, why force him to die?Why not bless them with mercy?
Is it just because they are all men that they cannot be accepted?Don't you feel sad when we marry women?If we don't love that woman at all, if that woman is just a substitute, if we have to compromise for the sake of other people's eyes, do you really want us to live like that?If we can do it, it's cheating!Not only did he deceive himself, but he also deceived his wife and the public.
If you ask why we have to fall in love with someone we shouldn't love, the answer is really hard to tell.Love is love, there is no right or wrong, if you can consider "should and should not" when falling in love, and also consider whether all aspects are suitable, then it can't be called "love", but "transaction" ' up.The charm of love is that it is uncontrollable and irresistible. We are not scarecrows, we are at the mercy of others, we have love and affection, and we have our own life choices.If such a choice hurts anyone, I can only say, sorry to disappoint you, I am who I am, not what you imagined me to be.I am not a perfect person, there will be times when I am selfish and willful, and there will be times when I am desperate. Maybe you never know that there are some parts of me that you cannot accept.If you can tolerate and understand, then thank you for continuing to support; if you can't accept it, then I can only say sorry, I don't want to hurt each other.
PS: Although this is the story of He Hai, it reflects Geng Che.Although Geng Che in the novel has already gone through this test, but in reality he has not. I really can't imagine whether such a tragedy will happen by then.There is nothing wrong with brothers pursuing their true love, but if there are such extreme children doing such extreme things, things will become complicated.Although we look forward to the success of our masters all day long, if it really comes to the day of publicity, we will jump, let alone those high saints who can't accept it at all... I pray that they will open up, Either continue to love, or give up quietly, don't let the brother's love bear a heavy burden.
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