The Human Comedy

If you love, please love deeply; if you don't love, please don't hurt.We just love someone. Is it that important whether he is a man or a woman, old or young, a native or a foreigner?Do we have to follow which standard to find a lover?Is love a draft?We don't want to hurt anyone, we don't want to anger anyone, and we don't want to disappoint those who like us, but are we so sinful?Is it so disappointing?

In addition to being shocked and sighing, I also have all kinds of grief and indignation.Is everything wrong, just our love?But we just love each other, so what's wrong?

That night I went back to Siwon’s house and told him what happened today, and he sighed and said, “The kids nowadays are too extreme, and they don’t like celebrities that much. I’ve tried to block some media reports, But now the Internet is spreading too fast, and it can't be stopped at all."

"I don't know how many people will lose sleep tonight, and I don't know what happened to that girl."

"It is said that he is still in a coma, and I don't know if he can wake up."

I turned on the computer and saw that Donghai changed T□w1tter: Brother loves you too.But, can't you spare your brother once?Brother Donghae really loves Brother Eunhyuk.

Seeing this T□w1tter made me feel even more sad.This child Donghai must be blaming himself and suffering now. Both of them are kind and good children. .

Unfortunately, however, did not stop.The next day, another fan searched for the news of #额#’s death. One died and two were injured, but the child who was in a coma still did not wake up.So some fans, together with some media, began to show their prestige in front of the company's gate with #额#, asking for #额# to beg Li Donghai and Lee Hyuk-jae, and let them give a reasonable explanation and justice to the dead and injured. #额# Sorry.The company frantically blocked them, prevented He Hai from showing up, and tried his best to control the situation.

I didn't expect it to be so serious, because there are many people who support tolerance, and it's only because people who committed suicide were involved this time, that's why there was such a big reaction.When I came out, because Han Geng had already left SM, and basically left the Korean entertainment industry, people looked on him more coldly, and to me, although the Internet was also scolded fiercely, but the impression I gave people was that Strange people, it seems that such news is not uncommon.But the situation of Donghae and Hezai is different. In the eyes of the public, they are both image of good young people, youthful, lively, healthy and sunny. It is hard for the public to accept such news suddenly.As for their fans - fans of every family would have such conflicts - the war between harem fans and kingly fans has never been less.

For a time there was a lot of quarrels online, and they were generally divided into several 'camps': Weihe Fan, Weihai Fan, Hehai Fan, Harmony Fan, Persuading Fight Fan, and Standing on Fire Fan.The respective positions are obviously very clear, and I don't need to elaborate on them one by one.Members and friends also called to express condolences, of course, I answered them on my behalf.Those two children are not suitable for personally contacting outside information. The company sent me to accompany them, and also sent a lot of bodyguards to guard downstairs to prevent reporters from sneaking in.

It was unavoidable for my friends to be interrogated by reporters about He Hai when they appeared on camera.In the show, Li Te also officially said to the audience: As the captain of SJ, I have been watching the two children grow up these years. It is really not easy for them. They have experienced many difficulties together, but their love is also true. .As a father, I can understand them and bless them. I believe that even Donghae’s father will see these two people who truly love each other in the sky, and he will feel happy, and he will trust his son to him who loves him so much He is here.So I hope everyone can give them more understanding and tolerance, and bless their loving couple.

When he said that, his eyes were red. I knew he was not only feeling sorry for the two children, but also touched some unknown pain in his heart.

Although many friends are praying for them and helping them explain in front of the media, this protracted battle is by no means so easy to pass. We all know that everyone will have to pay a heavy price, especially the two. parties.

However, at the cusp of this storm, no one involved can escape the relationship, such as me who has come out of the closet—while various public opinion criticizes Dong Hai Hezai, they can't help but mock me and Han Geng.I am already immune to this. Anyway, no matter what you say, I am married and have a child. What are you afraid of attacking?It’s just that a few years have passed, and the public’s views on this kind of thing are still very different. Some are very supportive and understanding, and some are desperately opposed to the attack. Maybe it has always been like this, even in Europe and the United States, which have a relatively high degree of openness. There will be people who are extremely anti-gay.

When the company was in dire straits, I suddenly took the initiative to ask Ying to be on the show. Although I didn’t have any new works, and I hadn’t made any comeback plans yet, Kim Heechul, who hadn’t been on the show for many years, suddenly wanted to talk in front of the camera. I don't know if I'm still so venomous?

After some weighing and consideration, the company finally agreed, and the program that allowed me to participate was the "Strong Heart" that broke the most news. (In other words, I don’t know if there will be such a show at that time)

On the show site, my appearance undoubtedly became one of the focal points. One is because I have not appeared in the Korean entertainment industry for a long time, and the other is because of He Hai’s problems recently. Everyone knows that they are my good brothers, so at this time I The appearance of them is bound to speak for them.

My original purpose is this, but I can't appeal directly on the program, otherwise people will be disgusted, I want to help them in my own way.

As soon as Hudong saw me, he said, "Heechul, you really don't show up until the critical moment!"

"That's right, Brother Hudong needs to take care of him today!"

"Hey, take care of you, it depends on your performance."

I said, "It's not me, it's us Kadonghai and Hyukjae."

He smiled and said, "Your brother is really competent."

During the recording of the program, I didn't talk much, and I didn't talk non-stop like before, so that Li Te looked at me from time to time, wondering why I didn't speak. I sat quietly in the middle position, listening Watching the seniors and juniors talk, and listening to the response with a smile.

Finally it was my turn. Brother Hudong introduced me solemnly, and then asked me with a smile, what was the meaning of "the child's father" written on the board. Everyone smiled knowingly and listened to what I had to say.

"Actually, I used to hate children very much. I thought they were troublesome and noisy. I was also impatient. I felt that I might not be a good father in the future, so I was a little worried. After having children, I don't know if I can take care of them. She was educated to be an excellent person, so I am still a little worried."

Ho Dong-ge looked at me with a smile, "It's not surprising that Xi Chul has such worries."

I frowned, "What's wrong with me? My genes are so good, are you afraid that the child will not be smart?"

"Smart is for sure, I'm afraid I'll learn from you badly." Brother Hu Dong continued to joke.

"Actually, my daughter and I usually get along like friends. She is really smart, she can learn everything, she is also very sensible, and she also cares about me. Because she looks like me, she is also good-looking. In short, she can She is a perfect daughter. But my father is a bit of that... Sometimes I am not sensible, and I will quarrel with her, grab toys and so on, and fight every time I take a bath."

Everyone was surprised, and Lee Seung Gi asked me, "Heechul-kun, do you take a bath with your daughter?"

I nodded, as a matter of course. "Otherwise, she's only 5 years old, and she can't take a bath by herself. Besides, what does it matter if I'm his father?"

Everyone was speechless for a while, and then listened to me say, "But in our family, besides me as the child's father, isn't there another child's father..."

Brother Hudong smiled knowingly, "So are there still competitions between the two?"

"Well, yes." I said seriously, "What about the 'child's father', because he is usually busy with work and doesn't spend much time with the child, so the child is not very close to him, and he never talks to the child. Take a bath together. Every time I say, how nice it is for the three of us to take a bath together, he is very shy and unwilling to take a bath with us."

"Is Han Gengxi shy in front of his daughter?" Brother Hudong asked curiously.

"Well, very shy. But although he is a famous international star now, he is actually a very ordinary man at home, and he is also a very good father. As for me, I usually take care of children more, but as long as When he has time at home, he will teach his daughter a lot of things, such as the principles of life."

"Oh, no wonder, Heechul doesn't know much about these things." Brother Hu Dong said with a smile.

I'm embarrassing, but it's okay, it's an entertainment show anyway, so let's just smile.

"As for our daughter, she actually listens to him very much. Sometimes when I quarrel with her, she will pretend to be Geng's father to teach me, saying that Geng's father said this, and Geng's father said that. If you continue to be like this, I hope that Dad will continue to behave like this. I will sue Father Geng."

Everyone said 'oh', probably because our children are so smart.

"Also, Han Geng will come home for a few days every month, and in those few days, when he wakes up in the morning, he will find the child sleeping between us. Originally, she was asked to go back to the room to sleep at night, but in order to spend more time with Dad Get close, always sneaking into our room.

Han Geng also likes to sleep with her in his arms. Once I woke up in the morning and saw the two of them still asleep. The morning sun was shining brightly on their faces, and I suddenly felt very happy.They really look alike when they are sleeping, they are both very gentle and calm, so I thought, although my daughter has a vicious tongue like me, she is also very similar to Han Geng, very gentle and kind. "

Everyone stopped joking, but listened carefully to my story.Brother Hu Dong and Li Shengji were also lying on the stage of the host, dragging their chins to listen, and the scene became very warm for a while.

"Every time I see such a beautiful lover and daughter, I feel very happy. Although I have experienced so many difficulties before and the journey has been very difficult, it is worth thinking about it, because now our family is really happy So I am very grateful to Han Geng for allowing me to have such a beautiful love, and I also thank all the people who have given us understanding and support, especially our parents, friends and fans, because of your support, Kim Heechul and Han Geng can come to this point , our happiness is not only our own, but also comes from you, so I really want to thank you.”

I said it sincerely to the camera, and got everyone’s applause. Hudong looked at me and smiled gratifiedly, and then asked: "So Heechul thinks he is the happiest man in the world?"

I smiled, "Every time I said that Han Geng would deny it, he said, 'You are not, I am the happiest man in the world.'"

"Yeah! I didn't expect Han Geng to be so nasty now..." Brother Hudong said while touching his arm to show how nasty, and everyone laughed along with him.

The previous paragraph was everyone’s random breaking news. When it came time to really compete to strengthen my heart, I knew that I should say something more useful-after all, today’s show is not for myself, but for the two children of He Hai.

I wrote on the board beside me: his mother.

"Heechul has bid farewell to the showbiz for so long, and now coming back has really brought us quite a surprise. I wonder what kind of story he wrote about his mother?" Lee Seung Gi brought me into the topic, so I sat down Straighten up and get ready to tell my story.

"I started out alone when I was very young. I have done a lot of work and experienced a lot. Later, I became a trainee and an artist. It is also a legendary experience. In fact, I have always been relatively independent. Although I often contact my family, my life decisions are made by myself, and my parents don’t actually participate a lot. I am also a person who is often away from home, which is actually very guilty for my parents. There are many of them, but I rarely have time to be with them. Fortunately, my sister fulfilled my filial piety on my behalf, so I can work outside with peace of mind. But these years, because I got married, I have another mother, which also makes me feel A very different existence from my own mother."

Everyone looked at me curiously, waiting for me to tell an unusual story.

"It's Han Geng's mother. During the Chinese New Year, I went to China for vacation. Han Geng took me home and met his mother. Actually, I was very nervous. I was afraid that she would scold me and beat me, or drive me out, but that Although she was not very happy at the time, she still let me stay. I know that Chinese mothers are very traditional, so it is not an easy task for him to accept me. Both Han Geng and I are working hard for this. During the meal that day, I was very careful all the time and dared not speak. Suddenly, my mother picked up a chicken leg for Han Geng and asked him to eat more. Han Geng glanced at her, she hesitated for a moment, then also picked up a chicken leg for me and put it in my bowl inside."

Everyone said "Oh".

"I was about to cry at that time, because I didn't expect it to happen. I was ready to be treated coldly, but she suddenly caught me a chicken leg. I really didn't know what to do, so I just nodded. After I said thank you, auntie, I was really touched to death. Han Geng was also very surprised, and didn’t know what to do for a while.”

"At this time, my heart should be very fragile. If I get cared for, I will be very touched." A senior said with emotion.

"At that time, I knew that what we were worried about would not happen, because Han Geng's mother was as kind as him. Although he didn't say yes, I saw her smile at me and said that she wanted to know more about me, and wanted to know why Han Geng I gave up so many excellent girls and just want to be with me alone."

"So she figured it out later?"

"Later, when my relationship with Han Geng was exposed, the whole world scolded us. We were thrown eggs at the airport, attacked by fans, and an anti caused a car accident..." Thinking of the suffering Han Geng suffered at that time, my heart aches. , the voice also choked up, "At that time, we even thought about disappearing suddenly and starting over in a place where no one knew us. But we thought that we have family responsibilities besides ourselves, so as men, we should take responsibility for our own love. Once when I was in China, I was so attacked by rumors that I couldn’t go anywhere or meet people. Later, my mother came, brought me delicious food, and put me to sleep. She said, “Would you like to be my son?” ?' Then I called her 'Mom' for the first time. She said a lot to me. Although I couldn't understand all of them at that time, I could feel her encouraging me. I was very moved at that time, and felt that even if the whole world opposed We, but as long as mother can understand, we will not be afraid."

"Oh, what a touching story." The seniors sighed.

"When we made it public, we really made up our minds. No matter how much pressure from the outside world, we must stick to our feelings. In fact, it is not against everyone. I just feel that although we are stars and public figures, our profession is just Singers, actors, etc., what we need to do is to manage our own business well. Even if we are worthy of those who support us, we hope that everyone likes us because we are excellent singers and actors, and we hope that we will be more tolerant of our private life. , we are also human beings, we also have emotions and desires, and we may be different from everyone. Although many people were sad and disappointed at the time, and no longer supported Han Geng and Kim Heechul, but I believe that those who continue to support us will be the ones who truly appreciate our talents .” Finally, today’s topic has come, and everyone nodded in agreement with my eloquence.