The Human Comedy

~~~~~memories~~~~~

Guan Yue——

In 2011, I was still an ordinary student. Apart from studying in class, Gengche almost occupied my life. I read their news online every day, chatted with their fans, and would follow them when they had activities.My friends say that I am crazy about star chasing. In fact, I just want to do more for them, just want to see them more, and just want them to know our existence.

As a Geng Che fan, our existence is not so easy. We are scolded by nobles and despised by the Holy Mother, but we still survived strong, because we believe in the true love we believe in, no matter whether this love will have results or not, we They will support it without hesitation.If one day, they need us to stand up, we are obliged; even if they are really just good friends and good brothers, we sincerely wish them well.

Beijing in spring is always impatient, with all kinds of strong winds and dust.Some people also say that there is no spring in Beijing, because once the cold winter is over, the hot summer will come soon, but this time is tormenting, we have to endure the invasion of wind and sand, the hot and cold weather .

Han Geng went to a lot of relatives at the fan club at the Beizhan Theater. Outside the venue, he saw the sign of 'Geng Xi', and relatives carrying bags with the word Xi on their backs. They were very happy. I hope Han Geng can see our support, but Also worried about whether there will be any conflict tonight.

Strolling around outside the door, I happened to find a picture of Yesung in the pictorial bought by an uncle, so he said casually in surprise: "Wow, there is also Dayun's!" Then the uncle answered: "There is also He in That's right!" My friend and I laughed, and were stared at by the girls around us.

After waiting for a long time, finally it was Han Geng, and the song "Queen" blew up the audience.Hearing the soft prelude of "Umbrella", I knew that many Geng Che fans would be excited. Looking forward, there was a huge "Geng Xi" light board in the middle of the first few rows, facing the stage so brightly, Even on the back, you can still see the light shining through those two words, and there are a few relatives holding small light signs of 'Gengxi' and 'Gengche' around.I believe that Han Geng standing on the stage can also see clearly. "Umbrella" pointed out affectionately, we saw his flickering tears, and saw him looking in the direction of the light board, with misty but affectionate eyes.

Others don't know what it means, but we all know why he has such an affectionate expression every time he sings "Umbrella". Can't hide it.

However, when I looked at the children holding the signs, I found a scene that surprised me and even shocked me—they stretched out their arms and struggled to hold up the light signs, while the girls behind them were slapping them with yellow fluorescent sticks There were also boys hitting them with mineral water bottles, but they couldn't resist, so they could only bear it, and continued to hold up the light sign with all their strength, enduring the beatings behind them, and the light sign in their hands only shook slightly.Some girls behind them couldn't see it anymore and yelled at them a few times, but those people ignored them and continued their "violence".

I couldn't hear what they were shouting because I was far away, but I could only see their expressions, some were ferocious, some were in pain, some were crying, and some were still firm.Such a scene is something people will never forget. If I were the one holding up the sign, I would stick to it like that. Even if I get beaten, I still have to guard our sign. As long as we see Han Geng’s slightly approving eyes, we will That's enough.If I were someone close to them, I would try my best to protect them. Even if we don't know each other at all, we still have the same heart to support Geng Che, which is enough. (Unfortunately, I was not there at the time. It’s really a pity that I can only rely on some follow-up reports to write the background of this paragraph)

The "Umbrella" on the stage was still going on, and Han Geng was still going on with his gentleness, but he didn't know that the audience was like outside, and the wind was already raging.

In the middle of the song, I heard a relative shouting: "I Gengxi, I will never leave!" My moist eyes immediately shed tears. The excitement just now was mixed with various complicated emotions, such as injustice, anger, touch, and grievance. Time burst out, waving the sapphire blue light stick in his hand and calling Han Geng's name.I have experienced this kind of emotion before. It was at SJ's Beijing concert last year, and I also held a royal blue light stick and called Heechul's name.When, when is it possible to call out the names of these two people at the same time for them to hear at the same time?When will we be able to see them on the same stage, laughing at each other, playing and playing, maybe that is the long-cherished wish of all Geng Che fans.

Perhaps this wish is too difficult for us now, even just saying each other's name from their mouths can make us cry with joy, let alone seeing them return to the stage hand in hand, although that scene was still there more than a year ago So clear, but now things have changed.They can walk the same road and write in the same notebook 20 days apart; they can wear the same necklace and similar clothes thousands of miles apart; They can meet, hug and kiss in private, but these will not be known to us. All we can do is wait quietly and believe silently.

Han Geng's performance finally ended, and many girls rushed out in an instant, probably to see his car away, and take another look.I couldn't sit still, so I just followed out.When I ran to the side door, there were already many relatives guarding there. Seeing the relatives in front of me holding Geng Che's lamp card and carrying a letter bag, they came up to meet them, and asked: Is it Geng Che's support?The girls in front nodded, and distributed the extra light boards and banners to a few of them, holding them up separately.

A girl waiting there asked: What kind of organization are you in?

A girl replied: We have no organization, it's just casual meals!

Another girl who was waiting said: It's okay, we also have a casual meal, let's go together!

At this time, the wind was very strong and cold at night, and the girls waiting there were already shivering from the cold. Obviously, they didn't come out from inside, it was more like they had been waiting outside.One of the girls said that they didn't get a scalper ticket and couldn't go inside, so they wanted to take a look when Han Geng came out, so everyone took their own things and waited for Han Geng to come out.

There was an uncle who bought support, holding a stack of Han Geng's pictorials, all of which were Han Geng's beautiful photos, and said to sell it to us at a low price.A girl jokingly said: Uncle, there is no market for you selling this, you can’t just sell Han Geng’s.The uncle didn't understand, so he asked: Then who else should I sell it to?Is it the one who broke the pig?A few girls said: It's not just theirs, it's mainly Heechul's!The uncle asked again: Who?Girls in unison: Kim Heechul!As he spoke, he pointed to Geng Xi's sign and said: This is Kim Hee Chul, I want a photo of the two of them.The uncle suddenly realized and nodded: Oh, I see, then I will be the two of them next time.The girls laughed.

It's a pity that Han Geng didn't come out from that door, but walked through another door. Although the staff inside came out and told us that Han Geng had left, everyone still stood nostalgic in the cold wind and refused to leave.After standing for a while, I felt that I really couldn't wait any longer, so I reluctantly turned and left.The few girls who didn't go in wore very little clothes, regretted that they didn't see Han Geng today, cursed the bad weather in Beijing, and left like that.

On the way home, I stood in the less crowded subway, thinking about the handsome figure of Han Geng just now in my mind, thinking how wonderful it would be to see him perform on the same stage with Heechul one day!I have never seen such a picture with my own eyes, it must be extremely beautiful in comparison!Such a picture can be expected and imagined, but if that day really comes, I don’t know if we will have the strength to shout for them-maybe we have already cried together.Because I have missed it for too long, imagined it for too long, even if it is in front of my eyes, I still can’t believe that the scene has come true, and I wonder if it is a dream. I am afraid that only tears are the best for the longing in my heart. express it.

The subway shakes slightly, like our unknown future.

Listening to "Love You So Much" in the earphones, I suddenly felt that our love was just like what was written in this song.

I really want to do something for you, something that will make you happier and happier, so leave our name in your heart.You said: Thank you for my Geng rice; he said: Thank you for my petals.But no one said: Thank you for our Geng Che rice.We dare not have such extravagant demands. We only hope that in your hearts, knowing that there is a group of people like us and what we have done for you is enough.

Because I love you so much, I am willing to let you fly to more happy places, whether it is by our side or far away, as long as you can be happy and have love, we will feel at ease.

Watching him walk towards you is such a beautiful picture, if we cry, it is also because of joy.It's not easy for two people on earth to meet each other. We know we can't be your lover, but we are still grateful.

We know that you are such a good man, if we can become your wife, it will be the happiest thing in the world, but we are willing to give up such fantasies precisely because we see the doting on him in your eyes, so we don't want to I will hold you back again, I want you to fly to a happy place, and I want you to pursue love bravely.Even if we see you happy in a distant place, we can rest assured.

I dare not say how selfless our love is, but our sincerity is true, and we love you very much.We don't dare to expect anything in return for this love. We only hope to see your happy smiles, because we have confirmed your love—although it has never been acknowledged by you, but we still believe and wait persistently—so I want to To see you happy, it seems like a long time ago, and it seems like yesterday, those two teenagers, their lips are slightly pursed, their eyes are facing each other, and their fingers are intertwined. The breath of love is permeating around them.The eyes of love are not deceiving, even if you don't have to say it, you can see it clearly.

Back in the dormitory, I saw a lot of today's reports on the Internet, and a lot of Gengxi light signs, so dazzling.There are also many photos of Han Geng, some are affectionate and some are handsome, as well as some intimate details, because the children who supported Geng Chel at the scene are inspiring, and I feel sorry for the children who were beaten.However, we still saw a lot of optimistic scenes, be it Han Geng or Heechul, more and more like to say the kind of edge-of-the-line words, maybe it is a last resort, always half of the words, let us guess, to figure out, Go Lenovo.And we seem to be getting more and more accustomed to this way of communication. They don't always mention each other directly, but there is always a faint connotation hidden in the words, movements and eyes.While we are suffering, we are also enjoying such a cat-and-mouse game, guessing their little thoughts, and at the same time fighting wits and courage with the noble Virgins, but we don’t know who the final winner will be.

Many years later, I still miss those days of chasing stars. Although a little reckless, a little impulsive, and even ridiculous and incomprehensible to others, we ran around without hesitation for the people we liked, cried happily, and laughed loudly. It was a period of youth with no regrets.If I live again, I will still choose to like and chase like this, even if I abandon the love that may happen around me, suffer and be happy in the distant love of others, and care about the distant world that has nothing to do with us, as long as there is a moment , let me cry, make me laugh, make me feel that my youth is full and full of love and gratitude, make me feel that I have loved once and lived once so vigorously, then it is worthwhile, and I will no longer regret missing it Other scenery on the road.

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This passage is written in the mood of everyone, right?

In fact, Guan Yue in it can also be said to be the representative of Geng Che Fan, but she is more lucky, of course, the period above is the same as us

Since the word "ban" needs to be explained, most people may not understand it well, so I used the word "Gengchefan" which is easier to understand, but everyone will understand the meaning of "ban", right?

I think besides Geng Che, I also wrote a lot of stories between fans in this article, hehe~~

Although our strength is not great, and it is difficult to have a big influence on them, the two masters are still happy to see us tossing like this~~~

Not today~

The next time I write about the background of 415 Chengdu, whoever has the news about it, tell me~~ Otherwise, I will just YY myself~~~