The Human Comedy

~~~~~memories~~~~~

Han Geng--

Kim Heechul is always the center of the crowd, no matter where he goes, he is surrounded by many younger brothers, juniors and fans.They respect him, adore him, and are obsessed with him. He seems to be used to the feeling of being surrounded by stars, so he always has a demeanor of "who can give me nothing". Even in the talented SM, he can shine, even in It can also remain invincible in the fierce competition.

However, under his strong appearance, there is a sensitive and fragile heart hidden.He will have a lot of small thoughts, and he will not let you see, he will think and practice silently; he will often ups and downs, jumping up and down when he is happy, and staying alone in the corner when he is unhappy; he is actually very gentle, Very soft-hearted and very loyal, if he recognizes you as a friend, he will do anything for you.In fact, he is a man of temperament. Although he looks weird and difficult to approach, but the more you know, the more you will like him. If you can get his favor, it will be a blessing from several lifetimes of cultivation, because then you will be really happy very happy.

That year when Yunho was poisoned, Heechul publicly said angrily on CY that the murderer must not be let go, and such behavior would never be forgiven.At that time, I vaguely felt that such an approach was inappropriate, but Heechul still did it. At that time, the public responded a lot. Some said that Heechul was very loyal, while others said that he was too loyal and not calm enough. However, I am a little envious of Yunho.Thinking that if this happened to me, would Heechul do the same for me?However, the answer is no, because the relationship between me and Heechul was not that good at that time, I was just his good friend, and Yunho was his good brother and relative.

Afterwards, Heechul's car accident, although it was a pain in my heart, I wish it hadn't happened, but it was indeed those days that made me feel happy.Taking care of him by his side every day, I finally have a sense of existence.In the past, Heechul helped me a lot as a good friend, but there was nothing I could do for him. When he was messing around with other good friends, I could only watch from the sidelines, unable to intervene or intervene , coupled with the reason of my original personality, I don't want to behave like a person who 'competes for favor'.

What I can do for Heechul is to cook for him, take care of his diet, and care about the trivial matters in his life.He always says I'm nagging, but still listens to me.During those days, I cooked bone soup for him every now and then. He thought it was too expensive and refused to let me buy beef bones, and said that I made it delicious, so he drank the soup obediently; Obediently stay on the bed and read, and shout "Han Geng! Han Geng!" when something happens; I don't let him play computer, there will be radiation, so he chats with someone, fortunately, different children come to see him every day.

Seeing that his body is getting better day by day, and he is able to walk, I seem to have completed a big event, helping him pack his luggage and prepare to go back to the dormitory, and he is also happily talking non-stop.Kibum next to us looked at us, smiled meaningfully, and said, "Brother Heechul, Brother Han Geng treats you really well now."

Xiche rolled his eyes at him, "Did he treat me badly before?"

Ji Fan shook his head, "That's not true, it's just that Brother Han Geng has worked hard to take care of you every day during this time."

"Hehe, I'm fine, as long as Heechul gets better." I smiled and said, together with Kibeum, helped Heechul go downstairs to the car, and went all the way back to the dormitory.

There were many fans gathered at the door of the dormitory that day, and they knew that Heechul was going back to the dormitory today.Heechul was very happy to see them in the car. So many people cared about him, but I was a little worried. With so many people, will it be crowded when they get out of the car?Will it squeeze Heechul?He still needs to be supported to walk now, and if he falls down, something will happen.

Sure enough, as I expected, I felt crowded when I got out of the car. Kibum and I protected Heechul respectively, and the manager, assistant and bodyguard protected the three of us respectively, but we were still crowded and swayed by the crowd. .They called Xicheol's name, shouted for him to get well soon, and called them to love him, but I saw Xicheol's side face forced to smile, and the faint sweat on his forehead, he gritted his teeth reluctantly Being held up by Ji Fan and me, the corners of his mouth twitched, obviously painful from being squeezed.

"Everyone, don't squeeze, don't squeeze into Heechul!" Someone shouted, but excited fans still rushed over, and we walked more and more slowly, almost unable to move forward.Jifan and I looked at each other, and felt that something was going to go wrong, something would really happen if this went on.

I finally couldn't bear it anymore, turned my face cold, and shouted to protect Xiche: "Get out of the way! Get out of the way! Didn't you see that Xiche was squeezed? His leg is not healed yet, you know it will hurt! Not too fast Step aside!"

I yelled loudly, and the fans around me heard it. They were obviously taken aback, and even Heechul and Kibum looked at me in surprise.I frowned and stared at them, completely serious and grimacing. The fans, perhaps frightened, finally gave way to us.I turned to Xiche and hugged him by the waist. He exclaimed and put his arms around my neck, buried his face in my chest, and leaned on him with half-closed eyes, as if he breathed a sigh of relief. .I ignored other people's stares, and strode in with Heechul in my arms, and Kibeum quickly followed.

Back in the dormitory and putting him on the bed, I finally breathed a sigh of relief.Dong Hai and the others were already waiting in the dormitory, and now they gathered around and asked things, I asked him softly, "Did it hurt just now?"

"Fortunately... I'm fine... It's you, the first time you get angry, there will be news tomorrow... You don't know how scary your face was just now!" He looked at me apologetically.

"It's okay, I'm not afraid." I smiled, I was excited just now, but how could I not be excited because I was so worried about him.I stroked his hair, "Do you want to wash it? Why don't you wash your legs and wash other places? You've been in the hospital for so long."

"Well, good." He nodded with a smile.

"Then I'll drain the water!" Donghai hurriedly said, and ran to the bathroom.

"What would Brother Xiche want to eat? Shall I cook?" Li Xu also asked shyly.

"I'll do it later." I said.

"No, you can give me a bath and let Lixu cook." Xiche said, holding my hand, I looked at his expectant face, swallowed, nodded, turned around and said to Lixu: "Do Kimchi soup, put more kimchi and meat."

"Understood Brother Han Geng." Li Xu agreed and went to cook.

"I'll call Leeteuk and say Heechul is back." Kibum also turned around and left, so we were the only ones left in the room.

"After a while, take a bath, have a meal, and sleep well." I said.

He nodded, just looked at me and smiled, a big smile.I was a little hairy when he looked at me, and touched my face, "Why do you keep looking at me?"

"It's nothing, just thank you for taking care of me these days."

"What's the matter...it should be." I smiled shyly and scratched my head.I don't know why I suddenly felt very nervous. Seeing his smile like this, I felt like a deer bumping around. My palms were sweating, and I didn't dare to look him directly.

"Well... I'll go and see if the water in the East China Sea has been drained..." I was about to stand up, but he pulled me over and kissed me loudly on my face. His head was also buzzing, and he stood there in a daze, probably blushing like a tomato.

"Why are you blushing?" He looked at me with big eyes, with an innocent face, "Could it be that he fell in love with me? Han Geng!" Then he fell on the bed and laughed loudly.

"Hehe...you are really..." I touched the face that had been kissed, stood up stiffly, turned and walked out of the room, my expression immediately collapsed, and I covered my beating heart.What's wrong with me?Heechul just kissed me once, we have kissed like this before, why do I react so strongly now?I must be crazy.

"The water is ready, Brother Xiche, let's wash it quickly...Brother Han Geng? Why are you so popular?" Dong Hai who rushed over looked at me and asked curiously.

"Oh, no, it's nothing, it's too hot in the room, go and help Heechul out." After saying that, he took off his coat and rushed into the bathroom.

"Why don't you help yourself..." followed by Dong Hai's strange questioning voice.

It’s not the first time to bathe Heechul. We used to bathe together. Sometimes it’s okay to fight and even take pictures together. But this time I’m very nervous. I feel very hot when I’m squatting next to a tub of hot water. .

Donghae put Xichul on the toilet seat, helped him take off his clothes, took off a few clothes and called, "Brother Han Geng, why don't you come and help?"

"Oh, oh, good." I went over to help him take it off together, and carefully took off several layers of pants, leaving only a pair of panties.The wound on his leg has healed, but shallow scars can be seen. I looked deeply and touched it gently. This is not only the scar on his body, but also the scar in my heart.

On the day of the car accident, we had a small quarrel, nothing serious, just bickering, and I quarreled with him out of my mind.However, when I heard the news of his car accident, I suddenly felt like the sky was falling. The manager said that the accident was serious and that Xi Chul was seriously injured. My heart seemed to be hollowed out, and my head was blank. Thought: I want to see him.I want to see how he is, see if he can still talk to me, even fight with me again, no, I won't fight with him anymore, I won't make him angry anymore.What should I do if he just leaves me like this?At that moment, I suddenly felt how important he was to me, and I couldn't imagine what I would do without him.

"Donghae, go out, as long as there is Han Geng here." Heechul said to Donghae, Donghae nodded, "Then, call me if you need help."

I wrapped Heechul's legs in plastic wrap, then helped him take off his panties, and put him in the bathtub with his right leg hanging out.Heechul touched the hot water, sighed softly, let go of my neck, leaned against the bathtub, and closed his eyes comfortably.The hot air smoked his face, and his fair skin appeared crystal clear in the hot water. From his slender neck to his pink chest, from his lean waist to his well-proportioned legs, his whole body exuded a faint fragrance, like a A catalyst that made my blood boil and I swallowed hard.

"Han Geng? What's wrong with you? Why do you keep looking at me?" He suddenly opened his eyes wide and looked at me and asked.

I was startled, afraid that he would see something, so I quickly squatted down to help him wash, but my hands were trembling.I glanced at his lower body inadvertently, it was pink and crystal clear in the hot water, I didn't dare to look any further, so I had to take the bath towel and help him rub his arms and upper body first.

After rubbing his whole body, I was already sweating profusely.He kept silent all the time, just closed his eyes and enjoyed my non-painful, non-itchy bath, and groaned a few times from time to time, which made me tremble all over, and I couldn't help but lighten his hands. At this time, he would remind me to "use force", So I tried harder.Rubbing on his silky and tender body, there is a feeling of floating, and I can't help but imagine the feeling of stroking his body with my hands...

"Han Geng, why is your face so red? Is it very hot?" Xi Chul looked at me curiously, and even reached out to touch my forehead, feeling the sweat in his hands.

"You're wearing so many clothes, you're hot." He said with a smile, his face reddened by the hot water was extraordinarily tender and charming, his body was pink after being rubbed, and his smile seemed to me to be rippling with infinite charm, Made me vomit blood to death.

"Well, I went out and took off my sweater, you, wait a minute." I threw down the bath towel and ran out.

I ran outside to breathe the fresh air, and my mind finally cleared up a bit, and the fantasy just now stopped, and if I continued like this, I might pounce on it.Heechul's leg is still not healed, Han Geng, how can you do this, are you really in love with him?

He took off his heavy clothes, only wearing a vest and shorts, and went in to give him a bath. He tried his best to wash him, and even cleaned up the injured area carefully, then dried him with a towel, and put on his underwear , Wrapped in a towel and carried her out.

"Go and wash it, too, to see how hot you are." He laughed at me, and I looked at my wet vest and shorts in embarrassment, "Then ask Li Xu to bring you the food, and you will eat it after you eat it." sleep."

"Come and sleep with me later, I don't want to sleep alone." He said coquettishly, in fact, I really wanted to refuse, because I was too angry and bloody today, and I was afraid that I would do something excessive, but watching He couldn't refuse his expectant gaze, so he nodded.

He smiled brightly and hooked his fingers to me. I sat beside him, lowered my head, and leaned into his ear.He didn't mean to speak, just looked at me with a smile, and then pursed his lips.I suddenly understood something, is this hinting at me?So I tentatively approached him, and he didn't dodge. I was overjoyed and boldly kissed his lips, which felt soft and sweet.He didn't refuse, let me rub a few times, and put his hand on my shoulder.

I tentatively stuck out my tongue and licked his lips. He opened his mouth slightly to match my kiss.I was completely excited this time, my heart was beating wildly, I hugged his waist, groped on the smooth back, my tongue slid directly over the teeth, and stretched in to explore the tip of his tongue.The moment you touch it, it's like walking on the clouds.He giggled, cooperating with my entanglement, I was encouraged, I sucked on the tip of his tongue, my blood boiled for a while, I didn't care about pity and tenderness, and even kissed a little rough, wishing to crush his whole body and swallow him go in.No matter how hard I tried to hide it just now, the mood at this moment has already been exposed.

An instinctive kiss lasted for a long, long time, so long that Heechul couldn't breathe, he pushed me away angrily, and gave me a look, I was stunned for a moment, and then realized that I still couldn't help myself.Seeing him lowering his head and covering his mouth, his cheeks flushed, I couldn't tell whether it was joy or regret.

"Hee-heechul, I..." I wanted to explain something, but I couldn't.

"You... go take a shower." He whispered, and quickly lay down, with his back facing me, but his smooth back was unobstructed.I touched my lips with endless aftertaste.

As soon as I entered the bathroom, I stripped myself naked and soaked in hot water, feeling his residual smell, recalling the sensational scene just now, my desire rapidly expanded.I have always done it myself to vent, but it is completely different when I think of a person. I haven’t had such passion for a long time. I think of his intoxicated expression lying in the bathtub, his pink body, and the sweetness of the tip of his tongue. , the smooth and white body gushing out like this, only then did he realize that his hands were already sore.

He took a long breath, washed his body, put on clean clothes and went out.Xiche was already lying down, her face was buried between the pillows, her full lips were slightly pouty, and the quilt covered her shoulders, revealing her smooth fragrant shoulders.I sat on the edge of the bed and helped him pull up the quilt and cover him. I accidentally saw a few piles of used tissues in the trash can beside the bed. I curiously opened the middle of the quilt and saw that he had already taken off his underwear and the quilt A faint fishy smell wafted from the room, and there were some water spots on the sheets.

I smiled knowingly, it turned out that we were doing the same thing just now.I touched my nose and smirked to myself.

At this time, someone knocked on the door softly, "Brother Xiche? Do you want to bring in the food?" It was Li Xu.

I gently pushed Heechul, "Heechul? Are you asleep? Do you want to eat?"

Heechul turned around slowly, glanced at me, "Ask him to bring it in."

"Li Xu, bring it in." I said, and patted Heechul again, "Put on your clothes, they will come in later."

He bit his lip, reached under the pillow to get back his underwear, put them on under the quilt, and I put a big T-shirt on for him, and finally sat up, with the quilt wrapped around his lower body.The eyes that looked at me flickered a little, as if he didn't dare to look directly at me shyly, he should also know that I had discovered his secret.

After a while, Li Xu brought rice and soup, and Dong Hai brought in a small table and put it on the bed.Heechul was eating, and Donghae, Lixu, and Kibum and I sat beside him and watched him eat. Although he didn't look very good, his bulging cheeks were cute.

I watched him eating, and laughed in my heart. He seemed to have noticed my abnormality, and he would look up at me from time to time, afraid that his younger brothers would find out, and he was so cute that he didn't dare to attack.

After the meal, the children packed up their things, and Heechul said that he was going to sleep, so don't bother me, and I was also left to 'coax him to sleep'.

He took off his T-shirt and got under the quilt, looked at me sitting on the side, opened his eyes and asked, "Why did you keep looking at me strangely just now?"

"Ah? Do I have it?" I refused to admit it, pretending to be fine.

"Why not? You..." He looked angrily, but he didn't continue, and he just held back.

"Go to sleep, stop thinking about it." I pushed him down, covered him with the quilt, and got in, lying beside him.

He looked at me for a few seconds, and said, "You're just thinking about it!" He turned around and ignored me.

I stuck out my tongue and smirked to myself, knowing that each other understood everything in their hearts. This kind of inexplicable ambiguity is also a kind of sweetness.Feeling his steady breathing, my heart also settled down, the corners of my mouth raised, and I rubbed the quilt contentedly, his smell was all over it, sweet and charming.

"What are you smirking at! Still not sleeping?" Suddenly Xi Chul said something, and I almost jumped up in fright.

"What? What the hell?" He said again, turned around to face me, and fell asleep with his head in my arms.

I stroked her little furry head and responded in a low voice, "Go to sleep."

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This chapter is very JQ~~~ This feeling of holding back is the most interesting, hahahahaha~~~~

The preparations for the first night are tedious and complicated~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~