The Human Comedy

"These years, it has been difficult for you. If you want to cry, cry out. It will make you feel better. You can cry with me." He stroked my back and said softly. My heart has turned into a puddle of water. I can't say anything, I don't need to say anything, his hug at this time is enough to heal the wound in my heart.

The grievances and injustices I have suffered in these years, the efforts I have put in beyond ordinary people, and the difficulties and struggles of being a foreign artist, I have never mentioned it to others, and I have never vented it to others. I have always kept it in my heart. silently endured.There have been times when I was filled with righteous indignation, and there were times when I was exhausted physically and mentally, but I could only hide in a corner and feel sad.I am a person who can endure. I have been used to patience since I was a child, but I didn't know that it is such a happy thing to have someone who can rely on me with peace of mind.

"Heechul, thank you, really." After crying for a while, I said to him twitching.

"Fool, thank you, you don't allow yourself to take things to heart in the future, you must tell me you know? Even if I can't help, at least I can help you share, so that you won't be so tired. Are you tired all these years?" He touched my face, and his distressed eyes made my heart ache. There is a lover in this life who takes my sorrow as sorrow and my hard work as hard work. What more can I ask for.

"It's okay, I'm okay with you by my side." I kissed him, but I couldn't kiss him enough. "In the future, I will be strong, protect you, and give you courage."

"Actually, you have always been strong. I never worried about you in terms of career. I knew you would be a great person. What I need is the courage of our love. You will give it to me, right?"

Looking into his crystal eyes, I nodded earnestly. I think I have made a promise for a lifetime. Once it starts, it will not end easily, and I will go on bravely.What's more, Heechul to me, this person who loves me, loves me, understands me unconditionally, and stands by my side, my lover, is the best lover in the world.How lucky I am.

Heechul -

He nodded to me seriously. I know that he has always been a person who promises a lot, and he will not promise anything easily. Once he promises, he will go all out.

These years by Han Geng’s side, I watched his strength and persistence, and I admired this Chinese man from the bottom of my heart, and I also tried my best to help him. This dragon-like man can soar into the sky no matter what obstacles come his way. of.And I just added a stone on his road to success, but he cherishes and appreciates this ordinary stone as a beautiful jade. How can I not love him and love him?Now this strong man is crying like a child in my arms. Instead of making me despise him, I feel sorry for him even more and want to give him more warmth and tenderness.

The next day we practiced dancing as usual, but Han Geng's lip was broken, and my back hurt. Our abnormality attracted strange looks from my younger brothers. Liteuk also looked at me playfully, as if he saw through me.

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This section is finally over

I don't know if it is as perfect as everyone expected~~~

In short, I tried my best, not as explicit as I wrote before, in order to conform to the overall more decent style, try to be as beautiful as possible~~

The next day we practiced dancing as usual, but Han Geng's lip was broken, and my back hurt. Our abnormality attracted strange looks from my younger brothers. Liteuk also looked at me playfully, as if he saw through me.

"Ah, what happened yesterday? I heard a strange noise from your room!" Lite sat beside me, looking for fault.

"What a strange voice, you must be hallucinating." I refused to admit it.

"Then what's the matter with your waist?" He insisted.

"It just hurts, doesn't your waist always hurt?" I retorted.

"That's an old problem of mine. I've never seen your back hurt before." He rolled his eyes.

"Tch, every time you sleep in the same room with Ying Yun, you will get sick and have severe back pain. You think I don't know! Don't think that no one knows what you are doing!" I leaned close to his ear to provoke me, trying to expose me , hum, it's not that easy.

"You..." He was angry, pointing at me with trembling fingers, I smiled smugly and stuck out my tongue at him, and he put on a fox's smile again, "Then you are doing the same thing! Why didn't I I found out, Han Geng is too dishonest."

"Hmph, you can't find out!" I shook my finger at him.

"What can't be discovered?" Suddenly Donghai jumped over, put his arms around Lite and me and asked curiously, "What are you guys hiding from me?"

"No, no, don't think too much about it." Li Te hurriedly lowered his head to cover it up, I snickered, "Dong Hai, you are still young, you will understand when you grow up."

"What! Brothers treat me like a child again! I'm already in my 20s, I'm not a child anymore!" Donghai said aggrievedly.

Leeteuk and I looked at each other, noncommittal.He Zai also leaned over to listen to what we had to say.

"Hezai, tell me, what were we watching together last night?" Donghai suddenly turned his head and asked Hezai.

He blushed blushingly, and poked Dong Hai, "Ah! Why did you say this in front of your brothers! How embarrassing!"

Leeteuk and I looked at each other again and understood each other instantly.

"What a shame! We are all grown-ups now! What does that matter..." Before Donghae finished speaking, Hye Jae covered his mouth, smiled awkwardly at us, and dragged Donghae away.It must be that these two boys watched a movie together last night.

When I stood up, I felt not only a pain in my back, but also a little pain in my legs.Leeteuk looked up at me and asked, "Are you leaving?"

"Well, I can't jump anymore, go back and rest." I patted my buttocks, my waist was sore.

Just as Li Te was about to stand up and help me, Han Geng suddenly rushed over and hugged me, and I leaned into his arms. "Heechul, what's wrong with you?" His eyes were full of concern and nervousness.

"Hey! What's going on?" Lite coaxed, and the children also looked this way. "Han Geng, you are really considerate! Heechul is so blessed!"

These few words were said in a loud voice, the children heard them all, so Ying Yun ran over and put his arms around Lite, "Brother Tete, I will take care of you in every possible way."

Lite patted his head, "Good boy." Then he looked at us both with a smirk.

My embarrassment, they are usually so sticky, and I have already seen some clues, is it possible that Han Geng and I will become like this now?I'm a shameless person, so I can't imitate these two old and disrespectful people.

"Heechul, are you going back? Do you want me to see you off?" Seeing that I didn't speak, Han Geng asked with concern, putting his hands on my waist to rub it for me.

I pushed him away, "No, I will go by myself."

"Don't you have a backache? I'm afraid of yourself..."

"Who said my back hurts! I'm very good!" I said bravely, and suddenly felt that I was a little fierce, but the words had already been spoken, and it was irreparable. Seeing Han Geng's surprised and injured expression, I regretted it a bit.But seeing Lite and Yingyun's smirking expressions, I still gritted my teeth, turned around and walked away.

"Heechul! What's wrong with you, Heechul?" Han Geng who was behind him even chased after him!

"Ouch! What a good man! Hurry up and comfort him!" Lite continued to boo.

I walked out of the practice room quickly, seeing the surprised eyes of my younger brothers, I wished I could find a crack in the ground and get in.

"Brother Heechul and Brother Han Geng quarreled again?"

"Aren't they doing well recently? Why are they arguing again?"

"Oh, you don't know Brother Xiche's temper."

"Oh, Brother Han Geng is about to suffer again."

Hmph, you little bastards, you know how to turn to Han Geng!They are all bad guys!

When I reached the stairs, Han Geng grabbed me and blocked my way. "What's wrong with you? Why did you leave suddenly?"

I can't say that I was seen through such a shameful thing, so I had to turn my head away from him. "I'm going back to the dormitory, don't stop me, go back and dance."

He suddenly softened, held my shoulder and asked, "Does it still hurt?"

Stupid, it's not a question of whether it hurts or not, it's really wood!I stretched out my hand and slapped his arm, and he grabbed my hand, nervous again, "Why are you still beating me, tell me what's the matter."

"You..." I bit my lip, "Didn't you see the eyes of Li Te and Ying Yun just now? They all saw it!"

"See what?" He was puzzled.

"See me and you..." I couldn't say it, so I pointed at him and trembled.

He suddenly understood what it meant, covered his mouth and laughed.

"You're still laughing!" I slapped him again, and he took my hand, "Heechul, you are so cute, are you shy?"

"Why are you doing that in front of my younger brother! You're so disgusting, it's embarrassing!" I accused him angrily.

"What's the shame? We've always been like this. The younger brothers have long been used to it." He still looked natural.

"Ah! You still said that it used to be the past, but now it's different! What if they accidentally find out?"

He looked at me, and a trace of confusion and sadness flashed in his eyes, which made me regret it a little bit. "Heechul, are you afraid of being discovered?"

"I...Of course I'm afraid of being found out. If someone finds out about a relationship, it's always troublesome. Especially in our company, if it's discovered by the high-level, it will be hidden."

"So you're scared?" he asked hurtfully, which made me a little sad too.I have always been a person who is not afraid of anything, even high-level people can't make me grovel, it doesn't matter what happens to me alone, I have never been afraid of anything.But Han Geng is different from me, he must not make any mistakes, let alone be hidden in the snow, he has survived until today with great difficulty, and he must go smoothly in the future.

"Yeah, although we are in love, it is impossible to give up everything for love. We have practiced for so many years before we finally made our debut and became popular. How can we give up so easily for love?" I spoke righteously, There was no room for him to refute, he could only sigh, lowered his head and took my hand, "Heechul, I know you are doing it for my own good, but I want to tell you that career is really important to me, but I don't I will give up love for the sake of my career, even if I am found out, I am not afraid, I have to be upright, we have nothing to shame, and we don’t need to feel guilty towards anyone.”

I looked at him with some surprise. In the past, when we were ambiguous, he was always the one who flinched first, and sometimes blamed me for going too far in front of the camera, but now he actually told me that even if someone finds out, he is not afraid, We have to be upright and say that there is nothing shameful about us... He is really different from before, because we are lovers?

"Anyway, let's be careful, I don't want to let others know so quickly." I couldn't speak to him, and I didn't know when he became so eloquent.

"Well, I'll listen to you, I will be careful in the future. Don't feel burdened, I will be by your side no matter what, remember to ask me when you need courage, you know?" He smiled softly So I couldn't lose my temper with him anymore, so I just nodded.

"Then I'll go back first."

"Really don't need me to send it?"

"No, I'll call my assistant to deliver."

"Well, be careful on the way, I'll explain it to you if the manager asks." He kissed me on the cheek before letting me go reluctantly.

Back to the dormitory alone, the room was empty, as if we still had the smell of last night.Lying on the bed, my waist was still sore, I turned on my phone, and received a text message from Han Geng, "Did you go back safely? Have a good rest."

I laughed, I was dumbfounded, text messages are so boring.But I just like it, lol.

"I want chocolate milk, remember to buy it for me when you come back."

In the evening, Han Geng came back with his younger brothers. He carried a bag of chocolate milk and put it in the refrigerator, and gave me a box. I stood beside the refrigerator, drinking milk, watching him organize the refrigerator, squatting on the ground and rolling up my sleeves. , looks like a good man at home, I like it indescribably.

Zhong Yun came over, stood behind Han Geng, reached out and took a cucumber from the refrigerator, washed it and then stood beside us and started chewing. Li Xu also walked in, Zhong Yun broke half of it for him, Li Xu smiled , take a small bite.

Zhong Yun suddenly looked at me, then at Han Geng, and asked in confusion, "Brother Xiche, why do I feel like you and Brother Han Geng are in love?"

My milk almost spit out, but I held back.Li Xu glared at Zhong Yun, and finally looked indifferent, and continued to ask the bottom line, "I met a child today, and he asked me: Is Brother Han Geng and Brother Xiche really in love? How do you say I should answer it?" I don’t know if it’s true!” He gnawed on a cucumber while talking, Li Xu carefully tugged at his sleeve, he didn’t care, and continued to 'joke'. "Brother Heechul, I also feel that Brother Han Geng is very different recently, you don't really have any problems, do you?"

"Ah! Do you want to die?" I hit him on the head with my empty milk bottle, "Eat your cucumber! Don't worry about it!" Then I turned and left the kitchen.

After finishing packing the refrigerator, Han Geng stood up slowly, smiled harmlessly at Zhong Yun and Li Xu, and followed me out to the room.

"Ah, the light has come into my room now? Are you afraid they will find out?" I raised my eyebrows at him.

"I've never been afraid," he said calmly, "Didn't I live with you all the time when you were convalescing, and now I'm used to it, and they won't think too much about it."

"Oh, you think they are all fools, they are all smarter than ghosts." I stood at the door and said with my arms crossed, with a look of resentment.

"No matter how smart you are, you can still beat you." He smiled and said with a calm expression.

"How can you always be so calm? It's a spiritual world that I can't understand." I frowned.

"You are also a spiritual world that I can't understand. Why do you always have ups and downs?" He held my shoulder and said, then kissed me on the cheek, eyes full of doting, "Stop thinking about it, what does it matter if you are my brother, When they know, they will understand and maybe help us.”

"Oh? Will it?"

He nodded, "Donghae told me today, 'Brother, today the manager saw you and Brother Heechul sneaking around in the corridor, and asked me what's wrong with you.'"

"Oh! What did he say?" I was nervous, we could fight and flirt at the same time!

33 chapter

Han Geng--

I want to laugh when I see him nervous, his eyes are big and round, like a well-behaved cat.

At that time Donghae Dayi told me in awe-inspiring way: "I told my manager that Brother Han Geng and Brother Heechul had quarreled again. Anyway, everyone knows that you two will get back together after a few days of quarreling, so the manager didn't care."

So I patted Donghai on the shoulder with satisfaction, and praised him, "Well, good boy, you're right."

Then Donghai approached me with a clear look, and said with a rotten smile, "Actually, isn't it? At that time, you were talking about secrets, right? Secrets that you didn't tell us, right?"

"No way! You think too much, it's nothing." I smiled nonchalantly, and pushed away his rotten smiling face.

"Nothing! I have already noticed that you are very different from Brother Xiche these days, don't think I don't know anything!"

"What do you know? Don't make wild guesses, be careful that Brother Xichul scratches you." I threatened.

Dong Hai pouted unconvinced, a little aggrieved, "I want to help you, but I don't appreciate it, hum!" Then he turned and left, I shook my head with a smile.

I told Heechul about my conversation with Donghae, and Heechul looked at me with open eyes in surprise, with a look of disbelief.After thinking for a while, he sighed and said, "Oh, this kid Donghai looks smart, but he is actually very sensitive and understanding. He said he would help us, so he will definitely help us."

I nodded, "And Ki Fan, lately he's been hinting at me intentionally or unintentionally, and I seem to be able to see it."

"Now even Zhong Yun and Li Xu can see it, I think everyone will know it soon."

"But it doesn't matter. Anyway, the domineering way is so popular in the entertainment industry now, even if it is spread, it will be fine. Others will just treat it as a domineering way."

Xi Chul raised his head and smiled at me, "Han Geng, we are not kings, right?"

"Well, it used to be, it's not now, and it won't be in the future."

"Then what are we?"

"We are true love." I patted his head, put my arms around his shoulders, he giggled, and slapped my hand away, "Han Geng, you are getting more and more grotesque now!"

For the summer SMTOWN recording, TVXQ specially came back from Japan, Yunho and Jaejoong came to our dormitory that night.

It's been a long time since I saw Jaejoong, he seems to have become more beautiful, that kind of gentle beauty, indescribable.I know that their life in a foreign country is also very hard. Under such an environment, withstanding all kinds of pressure, it is really not easy for them as an Asian group.However, Yunho and Jaejoong can still maintain such an optimistic and cheerful smile, which makes Heechul and I very gratified.

Yunho sat next to Heechul very naturally, and Jaejoong also sat next to me very naturally, Heechul glanced at me, and I cast a glance at him, noncommittal.The original combination of the four of us seems to be like this, but I don’t know when it started, Jaejoong and Yunho got close, and I got close to Heechul, if there was no distinction between TVXQ and SJ, what would happen to the four of us ?

"How long can you stay this time?" Heechul asked Yunho.

"After recording the song and filming the MV, I have to leave, probably less than a week."

"It's hard work in Japan! Brother treats you tonight, let's go eat delicious food!"

"Wow! Brother Heechul's treat, that's great!" Yunho cheered.

Jaejoong glanced at him, smiled and said, "Brother Heechul treats you so gladly!"

"Of course, I haven't eaten Xi Chul brother's dinner for more than a year, I should eat more today." Yunho dragged Xi Chul into the room, muttering, hurry to change clothes, Let's go here.

"Hmph! Just know how to eat!" Jaejoong pouted and ignored them.Ask me, "How's your time? The company didn't make things difficult for you, did it?"

"No problem, I'm fine, so don't worry about me." I comforted him and said, sure enough, Jaejoong is caring and considerate, knowing my situation, probably that's what worries me the most.

"Actually... I have something to tell you..." He suddenly seemed hesitant to speak, and his blushing made me a little confused.

"Oh, what?"

"It's not appropriate to say it here, and it's a long story, let's talk about it some time." He stopped talking.Seeing his flickering expression, as if a daughter with a boyfriend is confessing to her father, the shyness and restraint made me even more at a loss. What is he trying to say?Is Jae-joon also in love?

In the evening, the four of us chose a barbecue restaurant with not many families, and asked for a private room.The tempting barbecue was on the iron plate. We all held our chopsticks and held back our saliva. Only Zaizhong calmly turned the barbecue, chatting with us while grilling.

"Heechul brother, how is your leg?"

"Well, everything is almost fine, are you still worried about this?" Heechul seemed a little strange, "I am flattered by Kim Jaejoong's concern."

"It's not me who cares, it's Yunho who cares. He always wants to call to greet you, but he can't remember when he gets busy, and when he thinks about calling, he has no time. So he often tells me when he is on the show. , I should give Brother Heechul a call." Jaejoong glanced at Yunho, and said calmly, as if he didn't mind affectionately.

On the contrary, Yunho smiled embarrassedly, "Hehe, I should call brother some time."

"I'm fine. If you're busy, you don't have to worry about me. Anyway, Han Geng will take care of me. I'll be fine." Xi Chul grabbed a piece of cooked meat first and chewed it in his mouth, "Ah, it's delicious. Ah! The store I chose is indeed right!"

Embarrassed on Yunho's face, he took a look at Jaejoong, curled his lips, stopped looking at him, and took a piece for the poor Yunho, "Eat it! You can't eat it normally! Don't eat too much, it will make you uncomfortable."

Why do I feel that there is an unusual atmosphere between these two people? It seems that there is something in Jaejoong's words, and Yunho is always embarrassed. Could it be related to what Jaejoong wants to tell me?Maybe it has something to do with Yunho?Looking at Yunho's expression in the middle, there is some complaint and anger, it's a bit strange no matter how you look at it, isn't the two of them like this before?

"Come on, Brother Han Geng also eat more, taking care of Brother Heechul is more tiring than being on the notice, right? You've lost weight." Jaejoong took another piece for me, "Who would take care of me like you take care of Brother Heechul? I really..."

"What? Do you want to promise it with your body?" Xiche suddenly raised his head and raised his eyebrows at Zaizhong.

Jaejoong smiled calmly, "Brother Heechul, you really know how to joke. People like this don't exist everywhere. There is only Han Geng in the world, and there will be no second one. Brother Heechul, what do you want?" Cherish it."

Heechul stared at Jaejoong meaningfully, and then looked at Yunho's uncomfortable expression, believing that he had seen something, took a sip of his wine gracefully, and said, "Of course I know that. I, Kim Heechul, never like to steal other people's things, so I absolutely don't allow others to steal my things. Naturally, I will cherish the things I got, and I won't let him be robbed by others. As for the things I didn't get..." He looked Looking at Yunhao, "If I don't want it, I won't think about it anymore. It doesn't matter to me if anyone else takes it."

"Brother Xiche, what are you talking about, I don't even understand." Zai Zhong lowered his head and drank. "You understand what I said. I know you don't like to worry about other people's things. Your own is fine. Why worry about other people's things? Some things are unique, and what suits you is the best. Others No matter how good the family is, it doesn't matter." Heechul raised his head to drink.

Why is the smell of gunpowder getting stronger and stronger?If this continues, will these two quarrel?Both Yunho and I understand what they mean, but it's not easy to intervene, otherwise it will be difficult to deal with anyone who explodes.

"I understand, brother Xiche, it's just that I've been a little bit upset recently, don't mind." Zaizhong smiled, poured a glass of wine for Xiche, and clinked glasses with him.Yunho finally breathed a sigh of relief, looked at the two of them, and then at me.

"Um... I'm going to the bathroom." Yunho stood up and said, "Brother Han Geng, do you want to go?"

"Me?" Before I could react, Yunho had already pulled me out.The moment he went out, he looked back and saw Jae Joong's worried eyes, and Hee Chul's silent back.

"Yunho, what's the matter with you and Jaejoong? Did you quarrel? Why are you acting weird today?" Before Yunho could speak, I couldn't help asking.

"Oh, this...Brother Han Geng...Actually, we..." Yunho stood by the sink in the bathroom, hesitating to speak to me.Originally, Yunho and I didn't have a good relationship, compared to him and Heechul, what would he want to say to me?

"Yunho, if you have anything to say, just say it."

Yunho carefully checked that there was no one in every cubicle, and then he mustered up the courage to say to me, "Brother Han Geng, Jaejoong and I are together."

"What? What did you say?" I was surprised, what did you mean by 'together'?

"I'm in a relationship with Jaejoong, we're in love." He looked into my eyes and said seriously, not joking at all.I just felt a 'hum' in my head, a little confused.It turns out that there is really a reason for the strange words and deeds of the two people just now, so, is it just the beginning of the confused period?There will also be awkwardness and hesitation, because it is the most sensitive period.Heechul and I have also gone through this kind of stage. We have had many quarrels and cold wars. The difference in personality and the difficulties in the situation have caused our relationship to have ups and downs. Fortunately, because of the deep relationship and deep obsession, we still cannot separate in the end. .

"Brother Han Geng..." Seeing that I didn't respond, he called me again.

"Oh, did you tell Heechul?" I regained my composure and asked.

"not yet."

"Then why did you tell me first? Aren't you and Heechul closer?" It stands to reason that Yunho should tell Heechul, Jaejoong would tell me, it should be like this.At this moment, I remembered that what Zaizhong wanted to say in the dormitory just now should be this.

"This...I think...among you and Brother Xiche, it seems that you take care of Brother Xiche more, but I don't seem to take good care of him. Instead, he is taking care of me. I feel so guilty ..."

"Yunho, when two people are together, they take care of each other. In fact, Heechul also takes care of me. Don't look at him as neurotic, he's scary when he's serious. You should know that too. Besides, Jaejoong always likes to take care of me." Others, he used to take care of me a lot... Oh, I'm sorry, that's different." The care between friends is definitely different from the care between lovers.

"Well, I understand, just like Brother Heechul took care of me in the past, I also take care of Brother Heechul, it's different from how Brother Han Geng and Brother Heechul take care of each other now, right?" He smiled wryly.I also understood what he meant, so he knew it too, did Heechul tell him?Or did he see it himself?

"Have you guys quarreled? You can see it just now. In fact, Jaejoong is very sensible. Tell him well, even if there is a misunderstanding, it will be resolved. It's not easy for you to be outside. You should understand each other and don't quarrel." I said Patting him on the shoulder, he suddenly found that Yunhao's muscles are already so strong.A boy always grows into a man, finds a lover, goes through the wind and rain with him, protects him and is protected at the same time.

He nodded, agreeing with my words. "But Brother Han Geng, in fact, we are also very confused. Although we like each other, we don't know how to get along with two men... The four of us have a very special relationship. But instead of asking Heechul Brother, I would rather ask you Better..."

Good boy, let's finally tell the truth.

"Well... let me ask you first, who told you about Heechul and me?" I asked close to his ear.

He was taken aback for a moment, then smiled embarrassedly, "Brother Xiche told me."

"What else did he say?"

"In fact, he didn't say it clearly, but I think it should be like this. You can tell from his expression that you are very...very happy when you talk about it. It can't be fake. Although Jaejoong and I are younger than you, Jaejoong and I are younger The time we spend together should be longer."

"When did you start being together?"

"It's been almost a year. Although there are many difficulties, we need each other, whether it is career or relationship, we are... inseparable."

I nodded in agreement and admired their courage.Yun Zai Wang Dao said that he was also an official matchmaker. While they took advantage of the convenient conditions, they were also under tremendous pressure to be together. "Yunho, in this industry, it's not easy for us to fall in love, whether it's with a woman or a man, but following our path is destined to be even more difficult in the future."

"I know all this, brother. But the longer you are together, the harder it is to give up. If a person has experienced so much with you, he is already irreplaceable. People who can't forget, I have been in this life, in fact, I am very scared, I am very afraid that after many years, we will have to be separated, and I really don't know what to do..."

"Since I have said that it will be many years later, what's the use of thinking now? We should cherish happiness now." I comforted him and said, but I also thought about whether Heechul and I will also face the same problems after many years. such a problem.Parting...I'm afraid it's inevitable...Thinking of this, I dare not think about it anymore, I dare not imagine how I would be without him.Maybe go back to China, marry a virtuous wife, and live an ordinary life, with the longing for him, always carried into the coffin.

"Brother Han Geng...Actually, you and Brother Heechul will be better off, at least...you can take him away. As long as he finishes his military service, you can take him away. It doesn't matter if he goes to China or another country, to you guys. A place where we can be together. But Jaejoong and I...we have no place to go..." He choked up a bit as he spoke, which made me feel uncomfortable. Although Yunho and I are not close, he has always been a strong person in my heart. My child, now so vulnerable in front of me, really makes me sigh, what is love.

I reached out and hugged him lightly, and patted him on the back to comfort him, "Yunho, the world is so big, no one can lock us in, if you want to leave, you can leave as well." After military service, I could take him away, which seemed like a way out, but reminded me.

"Jajoong also said that we should cherish when we are together, even if we are separated in the future, don't blame each other, at least we have a happy memory." These words are very realistic, but also very hurtful.It's what I understand, but I don't want to face it.Because I don't want to say goodbye, I don't want those happy times to be just memories, I want to share our youthful glory days with Heechul when I get old.At that time, even if we had no children and grandchildren, but only two old men, it would be considered a special kind of romance.Maybe at that time we can walk hand in hand in the sunset, watching the afterglow of our lives gradually dissipate, but those warmth will never disappear, deeply imprinted in our hearts.

"Yunho, life is so short, if you really want it, you have to try your best to keep it, don't regret it. If you are really reluctant, don't let the two of you suffer... In short, there will always be a solution in the depths of love, No feelings, no matter how good the conditions are, it’s useless, what do you think?”

He nodded with tears in his eyes and wiped his hands, "Thank you, brother Han Geng. I knew I should talk to you."

"If Heechul hears your words, he won't beat you!" I laughed, and Yunho also laughed. "Actually, it's okay to quarrel. Heechul and I often quarrel too. It's okay if we give in to each other. By the way, you two..." I didn't ask halfway through the question. This topic is indeed a bit sensitive.

"What about us?" Yunho asked.

"Have you ever had... such a thing?" I asked tactfully.

"Brother, you mean... sex?" He stuck out his tongue, feeling embarrassed, blushed a little, and nodded slightly.

"Oh? Then who is on top?" I asked instinctively.

Yunho looked at me and smiled, and I also looked at him and laughed, the two of them smirked at each other.

"I can't say this, brother, Jaejoong will be angry. You won't tell me, will you?" He was sly.

"Yeah, if I tell you, brother Xichul will strangle me." I also cooperated with him.So, I still understand, he thinks I'm the same character as him, so he's looking for me, right?Hee hee, the brat is quite accurate.

"Hey, I knew it, so I'm looking for you! But we haven't said anything, and we don't know anything."

"Hey, let's go back quickly, they should worry about it later." I put my arm around his shoulders and pulled him back.

Back in the private room, I saw Heechul and Jaejoong looking at each other, the atmosphere was a bit dignified, they must have exchanged something, I don't know what it could be?

"Why have you been here for so long? Get a tuba!" Heechul glanced at us and said dissatisfied.

"It's also to give you a chance to chat and communicate your feelings." I said with a smile.

"Shall I communicate with him?" Xi Chul looked at Zong Zhong, then at me, "Aren't you afraid that I'll bully him?"

Hehe, it really hit the spot, I was really worried about whether Heechul was bullying him or not. "You're an older brother, how dare you bully my younger brother." But you can't say it outright, otherwise Heechul will become angry. You must know that Jaejoong is his heart disease, and the two golden flowers of SM's family are both in harmony. I was close, Jaejoong was earlier than him, now even though he is with Yunho and we are still friends, it is no wonder that Heechul is more sensitive.

"What were you guys secretly talking about just now?" Heechul leaned closer to Yunhao and asked.

Yunho hid for a while, "Brother Heechul...No, I didn't say anything, I just went to the bathroom."

"Tch, still want to lie