The Human Comedy

Me, even if I don't know what Han Geng is thinking, how can I not know what your kid is thinking!Hmph, everyone recruited me anyway, you guys have no secrets! Heechul was holding the wine glass with a smug face. Yunho and I looked at Jaejoong with his head down and blushing at the same time, and felt cold sweat profusely.

"Oh, you don't have to be so nervous, we are all men, what can't you say!" Xi Chul patted us on the shoulder again to express comfort, "Besides, we are all good brothers, like-minded, we can understand, in the future Take care of each other ha!"

"Well, Brother Heechul is right, the four of us need to take care of each other, and we still need a lot of help in the future." Jaejoong agreed, so we raised our glasses to make peace.

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"Yunho, have you told Yoochun, Junsu and Changmin about your affairs?" I asked Yunho while eating.

"I didn't tell you clearly, but they should have seen it. Alas, I don't know what will happen to the children when they find out. Although it is ambiguous now, if it is really clear, they will be shocked." Yunho drank Wine said with some emotion.

"Our children are also, probably more frightened." Heechul also said.

"But everyone has been brothers for so many years, even if they don't support, they will understand." Jaejoong has been virtuously helping us barbecue.

"I hope so, have you figured out how to tell them?" Heechul asked. /

Yunho shook his head, "Let's let nature take its course and confess to them when the opportunity is right."

Heechul looked at me and asked what I meant.I also nodded, "It's better like this, if you suddenly tell them that they won't be able to bear it."

"But we live together, we should be able to find out soon..." Jaejoong looked worried, "I think they will actually find out one day, but they're just too embarrassed to say it."

Heechul smiled at me, and I smiled back, "So do our kids."

"Well, no matter what, we still have to believe in the future, for the four of us, let's toast!" Jae Zhong toasted, and we clinked glasses together.No matter what, I still believe that the future will be better.

Maybe many years later, we will live a happy life, or we may be separated from each other, but we have had such a caring brother and a caring lover, and this life is not in vain.

During the shooting of SMTOWN, a lot of people gathered in a studio, like a pot exploded, everyone was extremely excited, and taking advantage of our excitement, the MV was filmed in a cheerful atmosphere.I didn't really like to join in this kind of excitement, but Jaejoong always dragged me around to say hello to this senior and that back, so I had no choice but to be dragged by him to say hello to everyone.

Occasionally glanced at Heechul in the corner, with sad and complaining eyes, and really wanted to talk to him to make him happy, but with so many eyes watching, he couldn't be as unscrupulous as in the dormitory, so he had to endure it.In addition, Jaejoong is so enthusiastic, I am also embarrassed to let him down, after all, we haven't worked together for so long.

"Brother Han Geng?" Jaejoong noticed my abnormality and called me, "Are you looking at Brother Heechul?"

"Ah? No...no." I quickly shook my head and met his flirtatious eyes.

"Obviously, why are you sophistrying? It's not that I don't know, really. Sigh, it's so pitiful that so many people can't go over and say a word. To be honest, I really want to go over there, right?"

"I don't have it, don't talk nonsense. You are the one, it's not boring to pull me, and I'm not as interesting as Yunho."

"Who said, you are much more interesting than Yunho. Yunho, he always treats me like a child, I'm not a child anymore, it's Han Geng brother, hello, I feel relaxed when I'm with you." Jaejoong He put his arm around my shoulder and said with a smile.

"Is it burdensome to be with me?" A deep voice sounded from behind, it was Yunhao.

Jaejoong was startled, he stuck out his tongue at Yunho while hiding behind me, Yunho pulled him over, and said to me with a smile, "Brother Han Geng, I'm sorry, Jaejoong has caused you trouble, I'm going to Take him away." As he said that, he 'clamped' in the middle and walked to the other side.

"Zheng Yunhao, let me go! You are so annoying!" Jaejoong still struggled to hit him.

I shook my head and smiled, then turned to look for Heechul, and finally found Heechul, Shindong, and Donghae in the corner.When Shindong and Donghae saw me approaching, they glanced at Heechul together. Heechul rolled his eyes, pretended not to see me, and turned around to leave.Donghae grabbed him and whispered something in his ear, Heechul grinned at him, Donghae laughed and grabbed him and wouldn't let him go.

"Brother Han Geng." The prodigy called me, "Have a good time with Jaejoong."

"Oh." I responded, "When will the filming end?"

"It's been too long since we started, and we're waiting for the end, Han Geng, when did you get so lazy?" Heechul mocked me.With a look of jealousy on his face, he knew he was jealous.Just now Jaejoong and I were so 'ostentatious', I'm afraid everyone has seen it.

"It's lunch time in one hour, and I can take a break then." The child prodigy said, looking at his watch.

"Ah! Don't pull me, it's so hot." Heechul pushed Donghae away in disgust, "You're playing with Hyuk, don't pester me!"

Dong Hai bared his teeth at him, "Brother, you know that He is looking for Junxiu to play with, and you know how to irritate me, I hate it."

"Hmph! Each other!" Xiche rolled his eyes at him, then looked at me meaningfully.

I sneaked up to him, "Heechul, are you angry?"

"Why am I angry?" He looked serious.

"Hehe, it's been a long time since we filmed together with Shenqi." I pretended to be thick-skinned.

He "hummed" and stopped looking at me, "Let's go, we're going to shoot our part." So he took a group of us to shoot our shots.

After an hour of hard work, it was finally time for lunch. We took the meal, and I took his share for Xiche as usual, but I couldn't find anyone for him.Putting down the lunch box and going out to find him, I found Heechul in the stairwell at the end of the corridor, smoking against the window (although I know it’s bad, but there’s really nothing a person can do in the stairwell...), leaning on the window sill, hands Putting it in the pocket, holding the cigarette between two fingers, the appearance of puffing out the clouds is unique.

"Why are you here alone? Don't you want to eat the food?" I opened the door and asked, waving the smoke away with my hand.

He took another puff of cigarette, stretched out his hand and pulled me over, I stood beside him, he leaned lightly on me, and didn't speak.The faint smell of tobacco surrounds us, and his body seems to be so light in the smog, so light that it can float away at any time like smoke.So I put my arm around his shoulder and he put his other arm around my waist.

He finally finished smoking, stubbed out the cigarette butt, and breathed peacefully against my shoulder.Only our breath in the quiet air, the atmosphere is extraordinarily comfortable.Behind us was the strong sunlight at noon, which warmed our backs. The sunlight brushed against our ears and shoulders, and fell on the concrete floor. The shadow of the two cuddling was very beautiful.

"Heechul, smoke less in the future, it's bad for your throat." I said softly, as if to comfort and as if to order.

"Hmm." He responded.

"Still jealous?" I smiled.

"Tch, who would be so stingy, I was just joking." He also laughed.

I hugged his shoulders tightly, and he leaned over and put his arms around my waist. His small face was pressed against him, and his lips were naturally pressed together. Then he smiled keke, and then kissed while smiling.

"I missed you just now, I've been wanting to kiss you." I said holding his face.

"Nicky." He smiled smugly, and was about to refuse, but I still kissed his upper lip.Such flirting in a busy schedule makes people inevitably elated and carried away.We kissed in the stairwell, knowing that we were a little bold, but we still took chances and enjoyed the thrill of having an affair.We didn't even hear footsteps approaching.

"Brother, so you are here..." Siwon pushed the door open and came in, but the moment he saw us kissing, he petrified, the phone in his hand fell to the ground and fell to pieces, and he also stared at us stiffly, obviously frightened arrive.

"Siwon? Why did you come out?" I still asked him calmly.

"Brother, you...brothers..." He pointed at me and Xiche with an expression of disbelief.

"Since you've seen it all, my brothers won't hide it from you..." I looked at Xi Chul, and he also nodded to me.

"Brothers... Are you dating? Really... Are you dating?"

"Siwon, you won't object to us, will you? Isn't your Christianity against this? Don't you also accept brothers like this?" Heechul asked seriously.

"I don't know... I don't know..." Siwon shook his head in pain, scratching his hair, his dazed look made us sad too.

"Siwon, we have always been good brothers, even if you can't accept us, it doesn't matter, I just hope you don't tell people outside, me and Han Geng..." Heechul glanced at me, patted Siwon on the shoulder, "We still need time, and we don't want others to know now."

Siwon suddenly became very excited, grabbed Heechul's shoulder and shook violently, "Brother Heechul! Tell me, this is not true! You and Brother Han Geng are just having a kingly affair, how can you really love each other! Are you Two men! God forbid! You are all my favorite brothers, how...how can..."

Siwon's pain touched us.We looked at each other with only wry smiles.Siwon who loves us so much is like this, let alone other younger brothers, let alone people who are not familiar with us.

At this time, Donghae, Kibum, and Leeteuk also came over, as if they were looking for us. Seeing the stalemate between the three of us, they were confused, but listening to Siwon's words, they quickly understood the whole story.

"Heechul, Han Geng, you really..." Leeteuk was a little surprised, but he confirmed it to us calmly.

Heechul and I nodded together, anyway Leeteuk will know sooner or later, we also need his protection.

He wasn't as excited as Siwon, and he didn't seem too surprised. Neither opposition nor support appeared.He just sighed deeply, and patted us on the shoulder, "This road is not easy, you can think about it, as long as you don't regret it, I have nothing to say, I will try my best to help, you can do it yourself .”

"Thank you, Brother Te." I said, reaching back and holding Heechul's hand.

Leeteuk looked at Heechul and smiled helplessly, "Heechul, we used to quarrel over Han Geng, I thought you were just treating him out of friendship, but I didn't expect you to really fall in love with him. He looked at me again, "I wish you happiness." Then he shook his head and turned to leave.

Dong Hai's expression fluctuated, but he kept looking at us and didn't say a word.He stepped forward and hugged Xi Chul with a blessed smile, "Brother Xi Chul, as long as you can be happy, I will support you no matter what, Donghae will always be your Donghae."

Heechul touched his head, thanked him, and turned to Kibum.

Ki Fan has always been very calm, and this time is no exception.Dong Hai turned back and smiled at Ji Fan, "This kid has already seen it, so I'm not surprised at all. It was he who told me that I started to pay attention to you."

"Brother, like Donghae, I will always stand by your side. Kifan will always be your Kifan." Kifan's smile is still bright.

"Thank you, good boys, you are all my brother's good boys." Heechul pulled the two of them with tears in his eyes, and I couldn't help being moved by the brotherly affection on his face.

"Thank you, I will take care of my brothers more in the future." I said jokingly.

"Of course, in order to protect the brothers, we are obliged to do so!" Donghai patted his chest and said confidently, with an awe-inspiring look, "If anyone dares to bully the brothers, I, Li Donghai, will be the first to let him go! What do you think? ? Keevan?"

Kibum nodded with a smile, and looked at Siwon who was still ups and downs, "Brother Siwon, you want to start some too, no matter what, they are our best brothers, aren't they?"

Siwon looked at Kibeom, still with a conflicted expression on his face, shaking his head slightly, looking at a loss.

Ki Fan frowned, "Do you want to anti them? Just because God doesn't like it, do you want to anti your favorite brothers?"

"Kibum, don't you also believe in God? Tell me, what should I do?" Siwon asked while supporting Kibeom's shoulder.

Kibum sighed, and told Siwon calmly: "God is against same-sex love, but what's wrong with Heechul and Han Geng? They just met the right person at the right time. You can see them all the way. Now, do you think they are evil? Do you think they should be executed?"

Siwon immediately shook his head, "No, no, how could it be, brothers are all such good people...they are very kind..."

"God says that all beings are equal, and everyone has the right to love. Why can't brothers love each other? If even we can't accept such brothers, what do you ask them to do in the future? Are they separated because of secular vision? ?”

Siwon seemed to agree somewhat, but perhaps it was his deep-rooted beliefs that made it difficult for him to change for a while, and he still had a frowning, contradictory and struggling expression.

"I...I don't know...I have to think about it...I'm sorry, Brother Heechul, Brother Han Geng..." Siwon shook his head at us, turned and ran out.

The remaining four looked at each other and smiled wryly.

"Brother Heechul, you don't have to worry too much, Siwon will think about it in the end, he loves you so much and will support you." Donghae pulled us optimistically, "Let's go back to eat."

"Yeah, I'll go to persuade him tonight, it's all right." Ki Fan also said.

"Donghae, my brothers made you worry." Heechul said apologetically.

"Hey, brother, what are you talking about? Brothers usually worry about us so much, what is this?" Donghae pulled Heechul to the front, and Kibum and I stood side by side, smiling comfortingly at me.

Such a younger brother, such an elder brother, makes us feel that there is still a ray of warmth in the slim hope.What Kee Fan said kept echoing in my head: "God said all beings are equal, everyone has the right to love, why can't brothers love each other?" Yeah, we just love each other, what's wrong?It’s just that we met the right person at the right time, no matter whether it’s a homosexual that others hate, our love has become a fact, there is no need to quibble or explain, just accept it calmly, if we can’t accept ourselves and love each other openly , How can we let others accept us?

~~~~~Memories end~~~~~