The Human Comedy

The love between Heechul and I is legendary, but it is also as ordinary as ordinary lovers. It is just love. It is only because we have so many differences and so many similarities that our love In the eyes of the world, love has so many legends, it may be beautiful, or it may be unbearable, but it doesn't matter to us, because in the end we still bravely persisted.And the bitterness and hardship in it are only known to us.

In those days when the two places were separated, in addition to missing each other, there were many, many external disturbances.Most lovers in love will also be like this. Once the two places have been separated for a long time, even if there is no problem in the relationship between the two parties, there will always be people and things around them, which will upset them and make them move. The mouth is hesitant, and the relationship between Xiche and I is no exception.

After the meeting at the Guangzhou airport, the pain of lovesickness was relieved a little, but what followed was only greater longing and the pain of the long-awaited.Seeing their concert in Guangzhou, and seeing me no longer under Heechul's umbrella, my mood was mixed, and I couldn't tell what it was like.Seeing them singing in the rain, and seeing the lights of the fans, I don’t even know how many people will remember me, or how many people will miss me, Heechul holding an umbrella alone, are you Are you also missing the little red umbrella we held together?How would you feel without me now under the umbrella...

On December 12th, when I was performing in Changzhou Dinosaur Park, I saw a light sign of 'Geng Xi' in the audience. identified in fluorescent substances.When I was dancing, I walked over on purpose, and knelt down when I got excited, I heard their screams, and I knew the meaning of the screams, although I couldn’t say anything, although I I can't see Heechul, but for some reason, seeing that 'Gengxi' is like seeing us together again.

It turns out that some people still miss me, and some people still miss us being together. Many times I also think, if I can perform on the same stage with Heechul again, if we can hold that little red umbrella together again, what will happen to our meal? , Maybe I know it, but I dare not think about it, and I don’t want to think about it.Just let it take its course, I believe one day it will, you won't be disappointed.

I have always thought that my Geng fans are very cute and reassuring. They are very obedient and caring, which has always made me very proud.As for the legendary 'Geng Che Fan', although I have never recognized them in public, sometimes they really give me a headache, but I know they are very cute, they are not recognized by Geng Fan and Huakou Petal , but insisted on supporting me and Heechul's love, this is really rare, and we cherish it very much.

I always thought that food is just food, they just like us, whether they like one or two, the liking is the same, even if there is conflict, it is just the attachment between little girls, but I didn't expect that, There will be a day when the so-called two different groups can swear against each other and even fight.

After returning from Changzhou, I read the news that some fans got into a fight when they were being dropped off at the airport in Changzhou, and it was so serious that some people were injured. They went to the police station for investigation.

I was shocked, and immediately went online to see what was going on.Logged in with a Weibo vest, saw descriptions from many friends and fans, and saw related videos. Really, this is the first time I have such a shocking feeling—is this true?Did it really happen?Those little girls who followed me would attack others so fiercely.Those little girls who I thought were innocent and cute would fight like this at the airport.

Is the girl who hit someone really Gengfan?Oh no, they call it 'Genggui', not 'Gengfan', and another group of people I thought was 'Gengchefan', they call it 'Banban', there is also a kind of cold-eyed onlooker on the Internet called 'Our Lady'.I always thought that the meals were all the same, but I didn’t expect there to be so many kinds?

Later, I asked some "professionals" to understand that the so-called "nobility" is against the king's way in Gengfan, or directly against Heechul; "Gengchefan" just likes Gengche King "Ban Ban" is the fan who believes that Geng Che is true love; and "Holy Mother" is the fan who opposes Wang Dao in the flower petals, or directly, the fan who opposes Han Geng!And the relationship between 'Noble', 'Banban' and 'Holy Mother' has always been incompatible and mutually exclusive, especially recently, after I terminated the contract, it has not stopped, and it has a tendency to become intense.

So I was shocked again.It turns out that there is such a complicated relationship between fans, which is really insightful.No matter how I think about it, it is difficult to understand the relationship between them, why they quarrel, why they have such different positions, and what kind of beliefs make them so persistent and even inviolable.