The Human Comedy

Heechul -

The car was driving on the way from the airport to the city, Guan Yue was driving, I was in the co-pilot, and the two children were sitting in the back playing.I looked at the scenery outside the window and listened to the children chatting. It was very pleasant and interesting. Children are indeed magical creatures.

Xiaolong: Xiao Ai, how old are you?

Xiao Ai: 5 years old.

Xiaolong: Then I am two years older than you, you have to call me brother.

Xiao Ai: Oh, I know, Brother Xiaolong.

Xiaolong: So cute?Call me if you want?

Xiao Ai: Didn't your mother call my father 'brother' just now?

Xiaolong: Oh, so what?

Xiao Ai: ...you are stupid, Brother Xiaolong!

Xiaolong: What's wrong with me?

I burst out laughing, looking at Xiaolong scratching his head in embarrassment in the rearview mirror, and Xiaomei snickering, it's amazing, our Xiaomei is really not a cover, and her IQ is not ordinary.

"Hey, your son is quite cute when he is blank." I looked at Guan Yue and said.

She glanced at the two children and pouted at me, "It's like someone in a daze, and the other's tongue is like someone's pinching."

"Hey, don't tell me, they really look alike." I continued to observe the two children.Xiao Ai smiled brightly, and Xiao Long looked at her smiling but a little dazed, which was really funny.It seems that every time I told a joke to Han Geng before, he would be dumbfounded. I originally wanted to tease him, but I didn’t understand the joke and it drove me crazy.

"Oppa, you said..." Guan Yue glanced at me as if suddenly remembering something.

"what?"

"Do you think Xiao Ai likes boys or..."

"Ah! What do you mean!" Do you doubt our little girl's sexuality?

"What's the matter? I'm just asking. I heard that sexuality is inborn. If you observe carefully when you are young, you can find it. Xiaomei is so special..."

I looked back at the two children who were very happy, and shook my head, "Probably not...she didn't say whether she likes boys or girls."

"Looking at their appearance, they seem to get along well. It should be that opposites attract each other..."

"At that time, I should have given them finger pulps as a marriage, hehe." She said with a smirk while driving the car.

"Tch, who wants to marry you." I disdain, how much care I have to let our little girl have such a mother-in-law.

"What's wrong with me? What's wrong with our family? Seeing that Xiaolong is so kind, where can you find such a good boy?" She was angry and quickly refuted.

"Tch, no matter how good it is, can I still have my Han Geng?"

She couldn't laugh or cry, "Please... these are two different things, okay? Okay, okay, I know you just met your husband, and now you can't hold anyone in your head..."

I continue to look at the scenery, which is great.

When I got home, I saw my mother busy in an apron as soon as I entered the house. When I came in, I hurried to hug me. I pulled Xiao Ai in and said to her, "Grandma. This is your Geng's father's mother." .”

Xiao Ai looked at her mother, blinked her big eyes, and called out, "Grandma."

"Hey! Good boy, come and see grandma." Mother hugged Xiao Ai excitedly, with tears in her eyes, Xiao Ai put her arms around her neck and looked at her curiously.

This scene was so beautiful that my nose was sore.

"Auntie, you can play with the child, I'll cook for you." Guan Yue took off her coat and went into the kitchen while Xiaolong followed.

My mother was sitting on the sofa with the baby in her arms, and I was sitting on the side, looking at their appearance, my heart was very complicated.I knew for a long time that she wanted a grandson. Back then she accepted the fact that Han Geng and I were together, and she no longer expected to have a child. After so many years, I brought my child to see her, it really felt like a lifetime away.

"Xiao Ai, can you speak Chinese?"

"Well, yes, Xi's father taught me." She said.

"Oh? Heechul taught it?" Mom looked at me in surprise, and I nodded, "Han Geng doesn't have time, and he is rarely at home. I hired a Chinese teacher, and I learned it with my children."

"Hehe, really, Xiche, you really have a heart." She smiled happily, and I suddenly felt very satisfied.

"I want to take Xiao Ai around when I come back this time. Mom, will you come with us too?"

"Want to travel?"

"Well, Han Geng also agreed, let me take you around too."

"Okay."

"Oh, go on a trip with grandma." Xiao Ai also cheered happily.

"Heechul, it's really thanks to you these years, I really don't know how to thank you..." Mom suddenly took my hand emotionally, and I smiled embarrassedly, "Mom, it's nothing, it's all about me willing."

"Hey, you gave up your career for Han Geng. I know you are also a very strong person. I feel sorry for you because you take care of your children at home every day."

"How come? I'm very happy. I have concentrated on learning a lot at home these years. When I was young, I did it for fame and fortune. I only realized it when I was older. It's a good thing to learn more. I didn't have time before. Learn these."

"Hey, I look beautiful even with light makeup or heavy makeup."

"You." Mom smiled and pulled us away.

"Heechul, I haven't been on stage for a long time, do you miss it?" She asked me as I walked among the crowd.

"It's okay, I think the peaceful days are pretty good now."

"Actually, I didn't know you very well before, but in the past few years, I watched a lot of your previous programs, and I learned a lot."

"Oh? What did mom know?"

"You are in front of the camera, you are not only good-looking, you can also talk, and you can always become the focus of everyone. In fact, Heechul, you are a very good star. Sometimes it is a pity to think about giving up like this." She regretted Said, "If you are still a star now, your achievements should not be smaller than Han Geng."

"Mom, have you thought about it again? I said earlier that it doesn't matter, it's all what I want. For me, being with Han Geng is very happy. How can I ask for everything?"

"But I always feel that you sacrificed a lot for Han Geng. Even if I was against you at the beginning, I was moved by you afterwards."

"Mom, everyone has their own different life trajectories. I think Han Geng is more suitable to be a star, but I actually haven't quit completely. I still have my own fan club! If I don't show up for a long time, they will soon become a star." I joined Han Geng's fan group, but it doesn't matter, it's a family anyway, it's the same to support everyone, don't you think so?"

"Hehe, yes, but Heechul, now that the child is grown up and you are still young, if you still want to do something, we will support you. Actually... I still like to see you standing with Han Geng The way I look on stage..."

I stopped and turned to look at her, "Mom... is what you said true?"

She nodded and held Xiao Ai's hand, and Xiao Ai looked up at us, pursing her lips and not speaking.

"Heechul, a long time ago, I didn't understand you, and I felt uncomfortable when I saw you together, but now, when I see those times before, I feel a little sad. If I understand a little more at that time, maybe you will feel better." Point... So, I am also looking forward to seeing you on stage together again, and I believe many of your fans will also hope so."

I looked at her moved, not knowing what to say.It's not that I don't have no attachment to the stage, it's just that it is often diluted by those trivial things in life, but every time I see Han Geng shining on the stage, I still feel itchy in my heart, thinking that if I can stand on it with him, what will happen to me? What kind of scenery will it be?

That day, I updated Weibo: "If you want to look like Xihu Bixizi, it's always suitable to wear light makeup and heavy makeup."

Do you like my light makeup or my heavy makeup?

I once said that I am a 'National Fairy', and I have done many amazing looks, and uploaded half-naked photos of myself, whether it is pure or evil, everyone has seen it. I've played '奇SSICA' and played 'lady Xixi', dyed my hair and shaved my hair.At that time, Kim Heechul was a little irritable and awkward, and the thorns all over his body would sometimes pierce people, and he liked to go crazy when he had nothing to do.

What most people see is that I am different from ordinary people in front of the camera. What most people can't see is that under the camera, I will read books and listen to music quietly, and I will sit in a corner and watch the coming and going Often busy staff.

It's just that since meeting someone and falling in love with someone, Kim Heechul also has such a gentle side. When facing his gentle smile, I have to smile as harmlessly as him. When hugging, it will also reveal its soft side. I think this is one thing and one thing.

Han Geng said that he doesn’t like red, that he looks like a woman, but I still wear it, because I like the boldness of red, while Han Geng prefers the deep and mysterious black. We have always been so different, but we complement each other very well. .Just like every time I go out to play, when I get drunk, there is always Han Geng who "repairs the aftermath" for me. He seldom gets drunk, and those "flowers and plants" are also blocked by me.He basically only gets drunk when he drinks with me alone, so that we can lie on the bed and think about nothing, talk about anything without worrying about anything.

Although it looks a little silly and silly, Han Geng is actually a very guarded person, he will not open his heart to ordinary people, before confirming that you are a trustworthy person.It seems that he is good to everyone, but it is not easy to gain his trust, maybe this is one of the characteristics of Aquarius.He can share happiness with most people, but he prefers to solve problems alone. If he is willing to let you solve problems for him, then he has already regarded you as a close friend. In fact, I don’t know how to make him trust so confusedly. I'm sorry, maybe if you meet someone you like, it will be easier to open your heart.

For the two of us, although I confessed first, it's hard to tell who will like who first.Sometimes love is like this, it doesn’t have to be who chases who, as long as there is such a moment, two people see each other, it is the beginning of love, there is no one who comes first, after slowly brewing, it becomes what it is now love.

I asked him when did he start liking me.He didn't tell me very awkwardly, and finally he did it under my soft and hard paw, saying that it was unconsciously, but he couldn't believe his feelings. He only saw his heart clearly after my car accident. I continued to have a crush, but I didn't expect that I would confess first, so I panicked and didn't know what to do.

I laughed and said, you kid is fine, you are earlier than me, and I am not at a disadvantage.

He was surprised and asked, what time are you?

I said that I only fell in love with him after the car accident. Before that, we were really just good brothers.

He was angry, saying that you are...too much, and you have been tempting me...

When did I seduce you?It's because you don't have enough concentration.

you……

Well, the result is not the same anyway.

At that time, we were lying in our hut, talking in whispers, so warm.At that time, the sound insulation effect of the company's dormitory was not good, so you had to be gentle when making any movements, so as not to be heard by the children, otherwise the pack of wolves would not let them go.

Looking back on the past days now, although there is bitterness, there are so many beautiful things.