love concubine

"Ten days later, it will be the emperor's birthday banquet."

On this day, I was once again summoned to the hall by General Cui.I saw the old general sitting at the top, and next to him sat the heroes of the rivers and lakes that he had seen before.The prince, on the other hand, stood with me at the lower end and listened to the old general Hou's orders.

"Since it's the emperor's birthday banquet, Princess Ziyin should also come back?" said the hero.

Old General Cui leisurely raised his teacup, and said calmly, "Maybe." He paused cleverly, took a sip of tea before continuing, "But we still have to let Mr. Ji attend the birthday banquet if the princess doesn't come back. "

"No!" The prince said conveniently, "Besides, what if Ziyin attends the birthday banquet directly?"

"Ah! That's true too..." the hero sighed, "What if that wayward princess didn't come back to the palace, but directly attended her royal brother's birthday banquet, and we also sent Mr. Ji to go? Wouldn't there be two Ziyin princesses?!"

Old General Cui was not surprised, "Then, Mr. Ji should wear a veil to attend. If the princess is not here, he is Princess Ziyin. If the princess is here, he is the princess' concubine, but he usually likes to dress up as a woman."

"father!"

"Anyway, Young Master Ji is pretty, so there's nothing wrong with wearing women's clothes once or twice to go out. Maybe the emperor will fall in love with him after seeing Young Master Ji like that?"

"Daddy!..."

"Kexue understands." I bowed to accept the order, "For Her Royal Highness and the Cui family, Kexue will definitely do her best." Since that day, I have understood my responsibility.

That day, what Lan said made me wake up from the dream.Since then, I have refused to have any intimacy with the prince.

At first, the prince didn't force me either.He probably felt sorry for me, fearing that I might be exhausted, so he let me refuse.At night, I went to the couch under the window to rest alone, unwilling to share the same bed with him.Over time, the prince never asked me to do those things again.In the evening, he went to the study to rest, but he never came again.

I watched his indifference towards me, and I told myself: This is exactly what I want.His feelings for me were just a momentary confusion.He has a princess, he can't fall in love with me.

He can't fall in love with me.

As long as the princess comes back, I can leave him.

I must tell the princess that I have found my younger brother, and ask her to divorce me as a male concubine.When the time comes, I will go to Xiaoxi.Maybe I can talk him out of being a killer.Maybe I can go far away with him, and even go beyond the Great Wall to find Sister Fu.I might do marketing and business, do some small business.Then when Xiaoxi gets married and has a baby, I can play with my lovely nephew and be a pampering uncle...

As for the prince... I can only bless him silently.Because apart from him, it is impossible for me to fall in love with anyone else in my life...

"It is said that Mr. Ji has the face of a daughter, but he is more courageous than us men." Old General Cui said calmly, with a bit of mockery and a bit of acquiescence in his tone. "That's the decision. Zhener, you should pay close attention to Mr. Ji these few days, and don't let him be discovered by others. I have received news that someone saw An Jin in Meizhou. Meizhou is far away from the capital. It's not too far away, if you drive fast, you should be able to come back to attend the emperor's birthday banquet within ten days. Is that what we expect?" After speaking, he stood up, chatted with the knight and went back to the inner hall.

"Xue'er." Hearing the prince's soft call, my heart seemed to be stabbed. "You've been pretending to be a princess recently, are you tired?"

"Thank you, my lord, for your concern." I leaned forward and replied, "Ke Xue will do her best to keep the princess from being discovered."

"Snow..."

"Kexue!...I remembered that I have to help the nanny. If the prince is fine, Kexue should leave first." I bowed deeply, turned around and left quickly.

I fled in a hurry, and my wet eye sockets seemed to be unable to bear the heart-wrenching pain.

As long as I stay in this palace for one more day, my heart will wither a little.I always feel that if the princess doesn't come back soon, I will die of heartache.

Unrequited love, can hang a person?It feels... as if it really could.

These days, I have become accustomed to regard the prince's wing as my own room.I picked up the knitting on the round table and began to embroider.Hearing the cry of the baby from the next room, I felt a sweet pain in my heart.I guess, when I finish this cotton quilt, it will be the day I leave the palace.

Xiao Yuxuan, will you forget about my big brother?I spent these days with the little prince, and I gradually fell in love with that child.When I hold the baby in my arms, he doesn't cry.It feels like that child is really my own son.Xiaoyuxuan, when you grow up, will you still remember that a big brother who looks like a girl often hugs you?Do you still remember that big brother often hugged you at night and coaxed you to sleep?Because he is afraid of being lonely, he will hug you to sleep together on the bed... Xiao Yuxuan... Will you forget me?  …

My lord... Will he forget me...

"His Royal Highness!" Lan's hearty call suddenly came from outside the room.I sat and waited, and after a while I saw her walking in quickly. "Master Ji! It's not good! A Mr. Qian came outside and said he wants to see you! He wants to see Mr. Ji!"

"Brother Qian?!"

"Does Mr. Ji really know him?! That Mr. has been here for a long time. Director Wang clearly said that Mr. Qian is not at the house, but Mr. Qian refused to leave even if he died, saying that he would wait for you to come back!"

I pursed my lips, thinking that it was not an option for Big Brother Qian to wait like this, so I asked Lan to help me change into men's clothes, and asked me to show up and ask him to go back.

"Brother Qian!" I hurried to the hall, signaling to Director Wang not to be nervous.I saw him retreating to the inner hall, probably hiding in a dark corner to monitor my every move for General Cui.

"Young Master Ji! That manager is really lying to me! You are in the palace!"

I felt embarrassed with an apologetic face, "I don't know why Big Brother Qian came to look for Ke Xue on purpose?"

"Hmm..." He took out a book from his lapel, "I originally planned to invite you to the Qinshe together, but in my opinion, it should be difficult for you to leave the palace now, right?"

"I'm sorry, Brother Qian... Kexue is a male concubine after all. Without the permission of Her Royal Highness and the prince, Kexue is not allowed to leave the mansion without permission..."

"Well, I see." Brother Qian smiled softly, "Fortunately, I brought you this collection."

"Comprehension collection?!" I took the booklet given to me by Brother Qian in a daze.Open it and look, all the famous contemporary qin songs are gathered in the score collection. "Brother Qian!" I was surprised, "How did you find this?!"

"You don't have to worry about how I find it. As long as Mr. Ji likes it."

"I like it! I like it very much!" I was so happy that I smiled, but I didn't notice that Brother Qian's smile suddenly dimmed.

"My lord." Seeing him nodding in salute suddenly, I turned around in amazement, and saw him standing awe-inspiringly behind me, looking at me coldly with his narrow eyes.

"My lord..." I bowed deeply, not daring to meet his eyes at all.

"Mr. Qian, long time no see." I stood between the two of them, with my head down, only daring to stare at the floor.

"That's right. The prince hasn't come to Ye Rong Jing Pavilion for a long time." Brother Qian said with a slight smile in his tone.

"Yeah. Then I'll come tomorrow."

"OK."

There was an awkward silence, and none of them spoke.I looked at the ground, and I didn't know what their expressions were at this moment.

After a long silence, the prince finally said, "You guys want to go out?"

"Ah!...No. Qian is just here to give this collection to Mr. Ji."

"Yeah. Thanks to Mr. Qian for being so kind to my little wife."

"My little wife"? ! ...... My heart tugged.Why do you make it sound like I'm his wife?  …

I held back my tears, only to hear the prince suddenly say, "It's rare that Mr. Qian is here, why don't you take Xiaoxue out for a walk together?"

"My lord means..." I could hear the astonishment in Brother Qian's tone, and I couldn't believe it myself.

"Xiaoxue has been bored at home these few days, so please ask Mr. Qian to take him around for me."

A few drops of my tears were stained on the blanket on the floor.I watched the prince's shoes come in front of me, his awe-inspiring voice concealed a trace of imperceptible tenderness, "Or, Xiaoxue wants to stay here?"

I took a trembling breath, but I knew that I could fool Big Brother Qian, but I definitely couldn't fool Wang Ye.The prince must have noticed that I was crying.

"Back to the prince..." I forced myself to calm down, "Ke Xue...go out for a while...will come back..."

"Yeah." There was no need to say anything, just a hum.Then he turned around and the shoes were out of my sight.