Time makes you fall

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Min Jiawen said that she was never nervous when filming, this answer left Zhu Yao speechless.

Zhu Yao memorized Min Jiawen's brilliant resume in his heart - debut was the pinnacle, the first movie he acted in won two very important domestic actress awards, and he never came down from the pinnacle after that She also accepts TV dramas, as long as it is a role she finds interesting, she is not picky about the salary or the crew.

For example, the teacher this time is a character that she finds very complicated and interesting.

When Director Mei said to her: "I don't think I can get in this time in China, the crew is really poor." The corner of Min Jiawen's mouth twitched: "Do I care about this?"

Zhu Yao lamented in his heart that a top talent player like Min Jiawen was incomparable to him.

People are overwhelmed by the heights and started to pursue excitement and enjoyment, but I am still struggling for the passing line here.

Director Mei arranged the seats and set up the lights, and Zhu Yao felt a nervous stomach ache when he saw those literary and stern eyes.

Director Mei said, "The two of you are brewing up your emotions, and it will start right away."

Min Jiawen whispered in Zhu Yao's ear, "Is your first kiss still there?"

Zhu Yao took a look at Qu Qingcheng's Qingli back standing alone by the window, and remembered the light touch of her lips with Qu Qingcheng's lips on the night when the classmate reunion was drunk.

Zhu Yao found it a bit difficult to judge whether it was a real first kiss or not.

She honestly said: "I don't know..."

Min Jiawen laughed, "How old are you?"

"23."

"Now the entertainment circle really has such an innocent child like you?" Min Jiawen was still laughing.

After laughing for a long time, he asked again: "What about your Teacher Qu? Is he also innocent?"

Zhu Yao suddenly looked up at Min Jiawen.

At this time, Director Mei shouted: "Get ready to start shooting!"

******

Qu Qingcheng stood by the window with his arms folded.

It was raining outside, the curtains were half drawn, the lights in the room illuminated the glass, and Qu Qingcheng could see the raindrops on the glass, making dense patterns.

It's like someone's dense and moist mind, which can't be explained clearly.

The accumulation became more and more heavy, and tears rolled down like bones, connecting the bits and pieces of thoughts that were separate into a fuzzy piece.

It's getting harder to describe.

Everyone in the crew was very busy. After watching for a while, Qu Qingcheng realized that everyone was not walking but trotting all the way. It was very different from the tranquility of the school.

Zhu Yao is also very different from the state at school.

After reuniting with Zhu Yao, Qu Qingcheng saw her in the yard, at the class reunion, and at or outside the school gate.

She in a baseball shirt.She is wearing a charming dress with strapless straps.She in school uniform.

She could see that Zhu Yao's facial features had opened up, and the faint baby fat on his face had faded away, along with a lot of childishness, and he had become refined and mature.

His personality seems to be a little more cheerful. Compared with the absolute gloomyness of the second year of high school, now he will occasionally say a few more words.

But whenever Qu Qingcheng felt that Zhu Yao had changed, the look on Zhu Yao's face reminded Qu Qingcheng that Zhu Yao hadn't changed at all.

Zhu Yao is very cold and cool when he is not smiling, but when he is in a daze, his face is a little dazed and obedient, blinking his deer-like eyes, and looking at you innocently like that.

Qu Qingcheng felt that Zhu Yao was still the child she used to be, the child who needed her to comb her hair, buy underwear, and take her home to take care of when she was injured.

But when he came to the set tonight, Qu Qingcheng felt that it wasn't all like this.

She didn't expect that Zhu Yao, who was in the crew, looked very neat. He was discussing the details of the lines with the assistant director while putting on makeup, and his thinking was very clear.

Qu Qingcheng hid aside and watched secretly.

At first, she didn't understand why she wanted to hide, but then she realized that if Zhu Yao found her eyes, it would be difficult for her to keep looking at Zhu Yao.

Later, he came out to say "Come on" to Zhu Yao.

Now she was standing by the window alone, and everyone was busy, so no one noticed her.She could just see a blurry silhouette of Zhu Yao, because it was a little far away, a small blur was reflected on the glass.

You have to look very hard to see clearly.

Qu Qingcheng stared at the small silhouette, and found that the dense raindrops hit the window, making the figure a little sad and wet.

Qu Qingcheng couldn't help stretching out his fingers, and wiped the figure twice, trying to wipe off the raindrops on it.

The tentacle was a piece of dry and cold glass, and Qu Qingcheng suddenly realized that those raindrops hit the window from the outside, how could she wipe it off from inside.

Really stupid, she smiled slightly and retracted her hand.

Still quietly staring at the small blurred silhouette.

Zhu Yao looked in the opposite direction to her, whispering something to Min Jiawen beside her.

What are you talking about?Qu Qingcheng couldn't hear clearly, and she couldn't guess from the expression on Zhu Yao's face, because such a small and blurry profile couldn't let her see the expression on Zhu Yao's face clearly.

After staring at the silhouette for a long time, the shadow became more and more blurred, but the rain on the shadow became more and more clear.Densely dense, bit by bit.

Qu Qingcheng suddenly discovered that Zhu Yao was at her desk this morning, and the biscuit crumbs left after eating a small biscuit were sprinkled on the wooden desk, just like this densely, bit by bit.

After sending Zhuyao away, Qu Qingcheng stared at the biscuit crumbs for a long time before taking out a tissue and wiping them into the trash can.

What are you looking at?Probably in a daze.

At this time, Director Mei's steady voice came from behind her: "Get ready to start shooting."

The shoulders with her arms folded moved, Qu Qingcheng wanted to turn around, but she didn't.

In order not to affect the radio, the set, which was noisy a second ago, suddenly became quiet.In this way, Zhu Yao's voice when speaking lines became very clear.

In fact, there are very few lines, just two sentences——

Zhu Yao asked, "Do you dare?"

Min Jiawen asked back: "Do you think you are very courageous?"

Qu Qingcheng could hear Min Jiawen's voice trembling slightly.Min Jiawen is the kind of actor whose acting skills are so good that his voice is full of drama.

With such a simple sentence, she has ridicule, provocation, comfort, the instinct to retreat and a little sincerity that is unwilling to retreat.

It turned into an extremely complicated thought, and even she herself didn't know whether she wanted Zhu Yao to kiss her or not.

Qu Qingcheng's heart trembled at Min Jiawen's words.

There was a breathless silence.

Qu Qingcheng stared at the window, and through the shadow saw Zhu Yao and Min Jiawen, quietly confronting each other.

The next second, Zhu Yao rushed forward, pulled Min Jiawen's forearm, and knocked over the chair in front of Min Jiawen.

At this time, Director Mei shouted: "Cut."

A string that was faintly stretched in the air broke, and the people present didn't dare to start breathing again until then.

No one spoke yet, and Qu Qingcheng could still hear Zhu Yao's breathing coming from behind her, fast and heavy.

Director Mei rolled up the script and stood up: "Let's let this scene go first, and directly follow up with Teacher Min's one-man show."

Qu Qingcheng heard Zhu Yao walk up to Director Mei and said, "I'm sorry."

Director Mei said calmly, "Apologizing is useless."

Just walked away.

Perhaps to cover up Zhu Yao's embarrassment, the scene suddenly became noisy again, the sound of the script, the sound of the scenery, and the sound of cables being dragged on the ground.

Because Zhu Yao walked to Director Mei just now, and got closer to the window where Qu Qingcheng was standing, the shadow reflected on the glass magnified a little.

Qu Qingcheng saw Zhu Yao glance at her, and then quickly looked away.

It turns out that the pressure on the crew is so great.She wanted to comfort Zhu Yao, but from Zhu Yao's quick glance just now, she instinctively judged that the last thing Zhu Yao wanted was comfort.

Especially her consolation.

Very strong kid.

So Qu Qingcheng stood quietly with his arms folded, watching Zhu Yao's figure reflected on the glass disappear.

After another commotion at the scene, Director Mei's voice sounded again: "Get ready to start filming."

The next show is Min Jiawen's one-man show, so Qu Qingcheng can turn around and watch it.

She first saw Zhu Yao in the crowd, shrank in a corner, and quietly looked at Min Jiawen under the camera with her mouth pursed, as if she was competing with herself.

From Qu Qingcheng's perspective, only a small half of Zhu Yao's profile can be seen, just that small half, full of stubbornness.

Director Mei shouted, "Start shooting."

Qu Qingcheng followed Zhu Yao's gaze and looked at Min Jiawen under the camera.

Min Jiawen wore a white turtleneck sweater and a pair of gold-rimmed glasses, which was somewhat similar to Qu Qingcheng's own dressing style, restrained, quiet, and unobtrusive.

Is this what a teacher looks like to people?Qu Qingcheng thinks it probably is.

But in the next second, Min Jiawen changed.

She was facing a small mirror on the wall, and there was a crack on it that Zhu Yao hit hard once, and there was a small wooden sideboard under the mirror, on which were Zhu Yao's foundation, eyeliner and lipstick.

They are all very cheap Sanwu products. On the rough shell, the black letters printed with the brand name quickly peel off and become mottled.

But Min Jiawen took off his gold-rimmed glasses and put them aside, picked up Zhu Yao's eyeliner.

Facing the mirror, a thick line formed around his eyes.

The posture is very unskilled, and it flies away.

He picked up the scarlet lipstick and daubed it on his lips.

Just like Zhu Yao's painting method, it protrudes out of the lips, but Zhu Yao did it on purpose, and she was still unskilled.

Min Jiawen looked at himself in the mirror, a self he had never had before.

But with that look, Qu Qingcheng felt that she was looking at herself, and at Zhu Yao who had already run away.

Qu Qingcheng memorized the script very well, and knew that this scene followed the scene of the two's first kiss just now on the timeline.

Min Jiawen's psychological defense was completely defeated, and Zhu Yao kissed him fiercely. When Zhu Yao wanted to take a step closer, he suddenly woke up and pushed Zhu Yao away.

Zhu Yao's character should be like a wounded little beast. At the age of 19 at the time, she should have run away fiercely and alone into the rain as if she had run away from home for the first time.

Min Jiawen stayed at home alone and used Zhu Yao's cosmetics in front of the mirror.

The confused and lonely look on Min Jiawen's face made Qu Qingcheng suddenly frightened.

When Director Mei yelled "Cut", she gently opened the door as if fleeing, and left.

******

When Zhu Yao finally got out of Min Jiawen's play and turned to look at it, Qu Qingcheng was no longer in front of the window.

Sister Mao came over: "She has already left, and left after watching Min Jiawen's acting."

Zhu Yao let out a breath.

Sister Mao patted her on the shoulder, and Zhu Yao forced a smile: "Isn't it embarrassing?"

He didn't act well, and was watched by Qu Qingcheng.

At this time, Min Jiawen had already finished drinking water and finished his makeup, and walked to Zhu Yao's side: "Are you still slumped?"

"Mr. Min, I'm sorry." Zhu Yao apologized to Min Jiawen again.

The better Min Jiawen's acting skills were, the more sorry she felt.

If she hadn't held back, the progress of this movie should have been faster.

Min Jiawen smiled at Zhu Yao: "You, you are too serious."

Zhu Yao didn't understand: "How to say?"

"You just think too much in acting and have too little instinct, so I sometimes say that the children taught by the class are either good or bad, too tense."

"Mr. Min, don't you also come from a major?"

"Yeah, so when I was in the first movie, I was also tortured very badly."

Zhu Yao was taken aback for a moment: "No way? Didn't you get two best actresses in that movie?"

Min Jiawen entered the Drama Academy a year earlier, and received his first film in his sophomore year, five years younger than the current Zhu Yao.

Really more and more ashamed.

Min Jiawen laughed again: "You just see the thief eating the meat, but you don't see the thief being beaten."

"When I first joined the group, I was pointed at my nose and scolded by the director every day, and I cried several times. It's just that at that time, the Internet was not as developed as it is now, and they wanted to portray me as a genius girl, so there was no report."

"Mr. Min, you didn't want to comfort me, did you?"

"I have such a good heart?"

Zhu Yao choked.

Min Jiawen said: "Go out and smoke a cigarette, don't stay bored in the studio all the time, the more bored you get, the more you get stuck, the more you get stuck, the worse it is."

Zhu Yao said again: "Thank you, Teacher Min."

Min Jiawen raised his eyebrows: "If you finish this movie in the end, should you thank Teacher Min more, or Teacher Qu more?"

Zhu Yao: "..."

Min Jiawen laughed and left.

Qin Tian and Sister Mu were discussing the script at the same time, at this moment, they yelled across a group of people: "Zhu Yao."

Zhu Yao looked over and saw Qin Tian winking and pointing at Min Jiawen, meaning "how can you make Min Jiawen smile so happily"?

Zhu Yao smiled wryly and shook his head, opened the door and went out.

******

The rain outside the window had stopped at some point, only the ground was still damp, with water vapor rising upwards.

When the night wind blows, it is very cold.

Zhu Yao didn't go to change clothes, she just kept wearing the racing driver's dress in the bar. Fortunately, Sister Mao was well prepared and asked someone to go to the hotel to pick up a long down jacket.

Zhu Yao was wearing a thin down jacket at the moment, standing in the night after the rain, the temperature was just right, but her bare calves felt chilly from the moisture on the ground.

She lit a cigarette and looked towards Qu Qingcheng's window.

A warm yellow lamp shone through the thin curtains, Zhu Yao just took one look and didn't want to look again.

He didn't want to face Qu Qingcheng.

He didn't even want to think about Qu Qingcheng.

She was smoking a cigarette and circled around the yard, around the circular fountain that was not open in winter, her footsteps were messy and messy, and the soles of her sneakers picked up water from the floor tiles, making a creaking sound.

She thought about what Min Jiawen said, and knew that Min Jiawen was right.

With her personality, maybe she is not suitable for being an actor, she always thinks too much, for an ordinary scene, she can think about it countless times in her mind, and break it down into five, six, seven or eight steps.

To put it nicely is called hard work, but to say it badly is to be stubborn.

That's why Min Jiawen asked her to come out to smoke.

She thought of the only two scenes she acted well, but in those two scenes, she didn't think about those steps and actions.

Her mind was full of Qu Qingcheng.

Zhu Yao couldn't help but looked up again, the light in the window disappeared.

Qu Qingcheng... asleep?

Zhu Yao obviously wanted to hide from Qu Qingcheng, but at this moment, a sense of loss flashed through her heart.

"Is there any more smoke?" A male voice suddenly sounded, startling Zhu Yao who was staring at Qu Qingcheng's window.

"Director Mei Meimei."

"How come you are so young that you are always in a trance like me?" Director Mei asked again, "Do you still have cigarettes?"

"I only have women's cigarettes."

Director Mei: "...Can't you see that I came out to talk to you on purpose? The smoke is just a cover."

Zhu Yao said "Oh" twice, and quickly took out a cigarette and handed it to Director Mei.

Director Mei held the cigarette between his fingers without smoking, and asked Zhu Yao, "So preoccupied, do you want to play?"

Zhu Yao nodded.

"Have you figured it out?"

Zhu Yao said honestly: "No."

Director Mei said, "Don't think about it if you don't understand it. Let's go back to rest tonight."

"what?"

"Sometimes you have to learn to get out of the drama, you know? Let me ask you, what is drama?"

"...good story."

"Then what are the characters in the play?"

"Focus on displaying dramatic contradictions..."

"Okay, okay." Director Mei interrupted her with a wave of his hand: "Don't recite the text for me, when you can't distinguish between drama and life, and when you can't distinguish between the characters in the drama and yourself, you will become Min Jiawen is next."

Zhu Yao muffled: "Can I become the next Min Jiawen?" She was hit hard tonight and lost all confidence.

Director Mei gave a rare smile: "Not everyone can become the next Min Jiawen."

"You, maybe you have a chance, maybe you don't."

"It's up to you."

Director Mei returned the unsmoked cigarette between his fingers to Zhu Yao: "Return it to you, don't waste it." He turned around and went back to the set.

Zhu Yao looked at Director Mei's back, stood for a long time, and found a cold feeling on his face, which became more and more dense.

Looking up, I realized that the rain that had stopped for a while just now started again.

Zhu Yao ran out of cigarettes in her own hand, and lit the one that Dao Mei had just returned to her. The lights in the yard were too dim, not as bright as the flickering cigarette butts between her fingers.

Zhu Yao shuffled towards the door of Qu Qingcheng's house.

She didn't know what she was thinking, she went up an outdoor spiral staircase, and stood at the door of Qu Qingcheng's house to smoke a cigarette.

Is it to hide from the rain?Zhu Yao smiled, she couldn't even fool herself for such a reason.

At the entrance of Qu Qingcheng's house, there was only such a small and narrow eaves, Zhu Yao stood under it, most of his body was still drenched in the rain.

The rain hit the face and entered the mouth together with the smoke. The astringent taste was slightly sweet.

The ponytail was getting heavier in the rain, and drooped at the back of the head.

Zhu Yao thought, what the hell is she doing here?

He wanted to knock on the door.

I want to experience the deep kiss in that play with Qu Qingcheng.

But the hand, like the ponytail, became extremely heavy in the rain, and no matter how much it was brewed, it could not be lifted.

Does she want to kiss Qu Qingcheng?She didn't even dare to think about this question, she could only tell herself that it was the character in the movie, the girl named Xiaozhi who wanted to kiss Qu Qingcheng.

Qu Qingcheng is Xiaozhi's teacher in real life, and is the reflection of Min Jiawen.

But in this way, Zhu Yao was even more unable to knock on the door, as if he was using Qu Qingcheng.

So when the door behind him suddenly opened, Zhu Yao was ten times more frightened than when Director Mei suddenly called her just now.

Qu Qingcheng obviously didn't expect someone to stand close to the door, so he took a half step back in fright.

Even so, the distance between the two of them is also very close. When Zhu Yao turned around, he could see the only thin and shallow line in Qu Qingcheng's eyes, and Qu Qingcheng could also see the mist that was drenched by the rain, condensing on the on her eyelashes.

"Why are you here?"

"Where are you going?"

The two spoke almost at the same time, and fell silent at the same time.

They seemed to know what the other party was thinking, and they didn't answer the other party's questions.

After standing face to face like that for a while, Qu Qingcheng let the door open: "Come in."

Zhu Yao: "It's raining all over my body, it made your house dirty."

Qu Qingcheng only said, "Come in."

The lights in Qu Qingcheng's house were not turned on, and as the door slowly closed behind Zhu Yao, there was only a very dark street lamp outside, with a little light coming in from the window, which was almost negligible.

A feeling suddenly rose in Zhu Yao's heart—maybe Qu Qingcheng didn't sleep at all just now, but stood here until the shadow left a shallow mark on the wooden floor.

With Zhu Yao just now, there is only a thickness of a door panel, facing each other for a long time.

Up to now, Zhu Yao entered the door, and the two of them just stood like that, not talking, in the darkness, only the sound of each other's breathing could be heard, and the raindrops dripped from Zhu Yao's long down jacket onto the wooden floor on the sound.

Tick, tick, tick.

Finally Qu Qingcheng spoke, his voice was as soft as usual: "You're all wet." It was just the soft tremolo, similar to Min Jiawen's lines tonight, betraying the secrets in his heart.

Zhu Yao responded in a low voice: "En."

Qu Qingcheng said, "Go and wipe it off."

Zhu Yao responded again: "Yes."

But both of them stood still.

Only the raindrops on Zhu Yao's down jacket were still dripping onto the floor, making a ticking sound.

Zhu Yao moved, rubbing against the rain-soaked sleeves, making a rustling sound.

Almost at the same time, Qu Qingcheng didn't know whether he was nervous or what: "I'm going to get a towel..." and wanted to go inside.

Zhu Yao grabbed her forearm: "Don't go."

In the next second, she pushed Qu Qingcheng against the wall.

Supporting the wall with both hands, the arms are right next to Qu Qingcheng's ears, forming a small arc, enclosing Qu Qingcheng inside, and the wet down jacket sleeves rubbed a small piece on Qu Qingcheng's small and fair face. water stains.

Zhu Yao reached out and touched it, and it was cold.

At this moment, Qu Qingcheng stopped hiding, closed her eyes, and let Zhu Yao take off her gold-rimmed glasses, held them in her hands, and pressed her hands against the wall again.

Zhu Yao knew that although Qu Qingcheng had his eyes closed, he felt Zhu Yao's face getting closer and closer to her face, because her breathing was the same as Zhu Yao's, getting faster and faster.

Before today, Zhu Yao didn't know that a person's heartbeat can be so fast and violent, thumping, thumping, rampaging in the chest, almost bringing a feeling of distress.

It turns out that when people face the people they really care about, no matter whether they are ecstatic or sad, they always feel distressed.

Getting so close that the tip of his nose could almost touch Qu Qingcheng's face, Zhu Yao temporarily paused.

She asked Qu Qingcheng: "Are you afraid?"

The author says:

感谢在2021-10-1316:31:38~2021-10-1612:02:01期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the shallow water bomb: Mu Chenyan 1;

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: 7 forgot; 3 for Huosen;

Thanks to the little angels who cast the landmines: children, 223206503; Mu Chenyan 2;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Leng and Forget; 5 bottles of Ya; 1 bottle of Yu Qingyu;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!