Time makes you fall

◎Secret◎

The main scene to be filmed today is a scene where Xiao Zhi and Mr. Xu are lingering.

From the perspective of character analysis, Xiaozhi and Teacher Xu are both the kind of people who have suppressed too much before, and confessing to each other is the only way for them to release their emotions.

Like a scourge, once it is released, it is impossible to contain it, and it can swallow people up in the shortest time.

Zhu Yao put on her makeup and changed her clothes, put on a coat, and sat down to read the script.

The script writes the lingering scene between Xiao Zhi and Teacher Xu in an extremely romantic and soul-stirring way.

After the two of them got rid of the nervousness and bewilderment they felt for the first time, they were completely released, with a kind of determination not to mention the past or the future.

It seems that no matter how close you are, it's still not enough, as if you want to suck the other person into your eyes and swallow your stomach.

After setting up the scene and adjusting the lighting, Director Mei began to shout: "Actors come here, get ready."

Sister Mao helped Zhu Yao hold the coat: "Go ahead, just act as before, it will be fine."

Zhu Yao: "Sister Mao, you know the kind of parents who send their children to the examination room..."

"what?"

"Often when such words are said, children are more nervous."

"Okay, then I'll shut up like a chicken! You go."

Zhu Yao took a deep breath and walked to the camera.

Min Jiawen came over and stood beside Zhu Yao, waiting for Director Mei to take a last look at Jing Heguang from the monitor.

Min Jiawen said to Zhu Yao: "You'd better not think about anything now, you are that kind of intuitive actor, do you know that? The more you think about it, the more useless you will be."

Zhu Yao moved his lips: "I hope I can do it without thinking about anything."

Her lips felt a little stiff and numb.

This is not a good sign.

Director Mei shouted at this time: "Okay, the actors are ready to start filming."

Zhu Yao took another deep breath, and walked to the center of the camera with Min Jiawen.

******

Director Mei is the kind of director who is good at making lingering scenes.

It's not that he can take very colorful pictures, on the contrary, he is good at using some close-ups to capture the eyes, breathing, trembling of lips, and all those micro-expressions of the characters, trying to exaggerate the emotions of the characters.

Romantic and extreme.

For example, in this movie, except for the first scene of Xiao Zhi and Mr. Xu, which will bring a small amount of panoramic views, the lingering scenes in other scenes are basically close-ups of the expressions of the two of them. kind of.

Xiaozhi and Mr. Xu haven't filmed the first scene yet, and we have to wait until Min Jiawen is at his best to shoot the latter scenes first.

In the following scenes, Zhu Yao's role is even more important, because Xiaozhi occupies an overall dominant position, and even the expression of observing Teacher Xu's reaction is full of drama.

It didn't take long to shoot, and Director Mei shouted: "Cut."

Zhu Yao was panting, with sweat dripping down his forehead.

In fact, this is the reason why she had low blood sugar yesterday.Before she was filming other dramas, Sister Mao gave her very little to eat, and it was fine, but Director Mei’s film was too exhausting to shoot, and the main scene required a complete burn of body and mind. "a feeling of.

Zhu Yao often sweats all over after replays, such consumption, the energy is not enough.

Director Mei stared at the monitor and thought for a while, then called Zhu Yao: "Little Zhu, come here."

Min Jiawen put on his coat, went to the side to make love to Qin Tian, ​​and asked his assistant to wash a box of strawberries, sticking it around Qin Tian's lips.

He seemed to know that Director Mei was going to talk to Zhu Yao for a long time.

Sure enough, Director Mei said, "You can't act like this."

Zhu Yao lowered his head: "I know."

She even had stiff lips, how could it be possible.

Director Mei said: "Although I don't shoot those movements of Xiaozhi and Mr. Xu, you have to have all those movements in your mind."

"At that time, Xiaozhi already pessimistically predicted that the two of them would have no future. This kind of intimate physical contact was the only way for her to possess Teacher Xu."

"At that time, did she grab Teacher Xu's wrist, or hug Teacher Xu's waist? Did she hook Teacher Xu's toes with her toes, or rub against the bed sheet?"

"You have to have these in your mind, so that your expression can come out, understand?"

Zhu Yao nodded: "I'll think about it again."

Director Mei said, "Okay, let's go."

Zhu Yao sat on the side, thinking for a while.

After Min Jiawen finished his makeup, Director Mei fine-tuned the light according to the change of natural light, and shouted: "Six scenes, the second time, ready to start shooting."

Zhu Yao threw away his coat again and walked to the camera.

Min Jiawen said: "Relax, your face is still too tight, you simulate the movement of chewing gum."

Zhu Yao nodded gratefully, imagined that she was chewing a piece of gum, and moved her facial muscles as much as possible.

Director Mei shouted, "Start shooting."

Zhu Yao once again followed Min Jiawen's footsteps and walked to the center of the camera.

She glanced in the direction of the plane seat, and the bright spotlights were shining on, so the expressions on everyone's faces could not be seen clearly, but Zhu Yao could tell that everyone was quite nervous just by the blurred facial features.

She couldn't help swallowing.

The filming started.

Although it was said to be filming a lingering scene, in fact, she and Min Jiawen had no contact at all, just a few different cameras took close-ups of their faces to capture subtle expressions, which was a bit impersonal.

There was also an assistant director who suggested to let the two actors really "linger", instead of shooting actions, they should still shoot faces. Director Mei said no, and the scene fell apart instead.

Zhu Yao was acting, and for some reason remembered the look she gave to the camera just before the filming started. The expressions on everyone's faces were very nervous, especially Sister Mao, who stood at the end of the crowd with her arms folded, was extremely nervous.

Director Mei shouted, "Cut."

Zhu Yao whispered, "Mr. Min, I'm sorry."

Min Jiawen shook his head: "It's not a problem that you, a young actor, will encounter if you can't find your status for a while."

She put on the coat that the assistant hurriedly brought over, and walked away.

Director Mei called Zhu Yao over again: "Actually, you understand what I just said, right?"

Zhu Yao nodded.

Knowing it is one thing, being able to do it is another.

After Director Mei let Zhu Yao go, Sister Mao walked over with Zhu Yao's coat, and Zhu Yao shook his head.

In the year when she and Teacher Xu really had a relationship, Teacher Xu was 33 years old and Xiao Zhi was 22 years old. She had sold alcohol in a bar for a while before, and her clothes were a bit gaudy and exaggerated.

He obviously has a cold and clean face, but his clothes look like combat uniforms, and he can't wait to throw out all the "weapons" that can be used with his whole body.

Ultra-tight design, no, there is no design at all, just a thin material, tightly wrapped around the body line, waist is waist, chest is chest.

Wearing such a thin and transparent material in the studio is a bit cold, but Zhu Yao wants to take advantage of the slight chill to stimulate her mind to be a little clearer.

Don't get dizzy and mushy from the heat.

She asked Sister Mao: "Did you bring chewing gum?"

Sister Mao took it from her bag, and poured two into Zhu Yao's hands.

Zhu Yao moved her facial muscles as much as possible according to what Min Jiawen had just taught her.

Shooting again soon.

Or not.

After trying again, Director Mei finally said, "Let's let this scene go first."

When the scene was changed, Qin Tian rushed over to comfort Zhu Yao: "If this scene is given to me, I don't even know how to act it. Don't blame yourself too much."

How could Zhu Yao not blame himself.

The reality is that this scene is for her to act, not for Qin Tian. If she doesn't perform well, it will slow down the progress of the whole group.

Next, I will shoot some scenes that are not so important.

Zhu Yao has been in the group for more than a month, but she has actually found the feeling of the characters. Now she can handle these scenes with ease.

In the evening, maybe Director Mei felt that Zhu Yao's condition was better, and he relaxed a lot after acting all day: "Let's do the scene that we didn't do in the morning again."

The result is still not working.

Zhu Yao was wearing Xiaozhi's colorful skirt, sitting on the side a little dazed.

There is no rehearsal for her next scene, and Director Mei let her have a blank mind, thinking about the important scene.

Sister Mao walked over with her coat in her arms: "Even I have to admit that today's scene was quite difficult."

"Actually, the time you acted just now, in my opinion, was already much better, but Director Mei probably felt that it was not up to his standard. Director Mei's eyes are so poisonous. Which one of your eyebrows is wrong? He can see it."

Zhu Yao stood up and took the coat from Sister Mao: "I'll go out for a while."

"Aren't you going back to the hotel? Where are you going? Do you want me to take you off?"

Zhu Yao shook his head: "Go for a walk, take some cold air to clear your mind, and then think about that scene."

******

Because Sister Mao knew that Zhu Yao hadn't rehearsed the show, she gave Zhu Yao the thick coat she wears when going out, and a thin long down padded jacket with a hood, which was perfect for Beicheng in early December.

Zhu Yao put his hat on his head and wore a mask. After taking a taxi for a certain distance, he got out of the car and walked slowly along the road.

The destination ahead is the optical shop that Qu Qingcheng took her to.

Today, Zhu Yinglan flew back to Haicheng, and Sister Mao arranged for someone to take her off. This reminded Zhu Yao that before accompanying Zhu Yinglan to buy clothes that night, Qu Qingcheng accompanied her to match a pair of blue light mirrors.

Look at the receipt, it can be picked up today.

Zhu Yao then thought about walking a short distance to the optical shop, in the slightly cold air of early winter, among the bustling crowds on the street, to experience Gu Xiaozhi for a certain distance.

She deliberately didn't change her costume, didn't change the colorful skirt that belonged to Xiaozhi, but directly wrapped her own clothes on the outside.

Because twigs are just that.

She was wearing a colorful skirt, but she was wearing a black down jacket with no decorations. She had colorful makeup on her face, but she didn't have any expression on her face.

Like Zhu Yao at this time, with his head lowered, he hurriedly walked through the streets of Beicheng, listening to the sharp sound of the pigeon whistle passing through the sky.

Zhu Yao thought, what was Xiaozhi thinking at that time?

I want to bring a cake rice or braised duck wings to Teacher Xu when I go home later.

I think she and Mr. Xu will not go as far into the future as the old man and old lady in the front left.

Teacher Xiangxu's loose hair and trembling lips on the bed.

After thinking about it, I found that the optical shop had arrived.

Zhu Yao opened the door and walked in. At that time, she didn't know that she would be here and discover Qu Qingcheng's big secret.

Coincidentally, the clerk who was on duty at the optical shop that day was also the one who received Qu Qingcheng and Zhu Yao that day.

Zhu Yao was wearing Xiaozhi's colorful makeup this day, so he was afraid of being recognized by others, so he wore a hat and a mask.

She put the receipt on the transparent glass counter: "Please take your glasses."

Only then did the clerk recognize her: "Oh, you are the little girl that day, the pretty one."

Of course, people of their generation haven't seen Zhu Yao's previous plays, and they still don't know that Zhu Yao is an actor.

Holding the receipt, he said enthusiastically, "The glasses are ready, I'll go to the optician's room to get them for you."

Zhu Yao looked around the store while waiting.

It is obviously still the same glass counter, the same furnishings, and the same mirror surface.

But Zhu Yao just felt that the glass was not as bright as that day, the styles of glasses were not as many as that day, and half of the fingerprints were stuck to the edge of the mirror, which was not wiped clean.

Everything is just because Qu Qingcheng is missing today.

She can make the world sparkle, and she can also make the world dark.

She is the god in Zhu Yao's world, always with a gentle smile, standing where Zhu Yao looks up silently and within reach.

Just as Zhu Yao was thinking about Qu Qingcheng, the clerk took out the glasses: "Little girl, try them on and see if there is any problem."

Zhu Yao opened it and took a look. The workmanship was exquisite, because it was a style carefully selected by Qu Qingcheng, it was very light, and the height of the nose pads was also very suitable.

As long as Zhu Yao wears this pair of glasses and thinks about Qu Qingcheng, his heart will be filled with infinite tenderness.

She took off her glasses and carefully put them back into the glasses case: "Thank you, they fit well."

Perhaps it was because there was no one in the store, and it was rare for a customer to come in. The clerk chatted with her enthusiastically: "It's rare for people of your generation to have such good eyesight as you two, who are not nearsighted at all."

Zhu Yao said "hmmmm" twice.

She was not talkative in the first place, and she wasn't the kind of character who could chat with people casually, but now she was thinking about Qu Qingcheng, and also about the important event that hadn't happened yet, so she didn't plan to chat more with the clerk.

Just humming twice, she suddenly raised her head: "You said... what?!"

The clerk seems to be saying something very normal: "It's better if you are not nearsighted. The lenses only need to prevent blue light. They can be made light and thin. Hey, my daughter is only nine years old and she plays with tablets and mobile phones every day. I don't know what will happen in the future Not nearsighted..."

Zhu Yao cautiously asked tentatively, "The friend who came with me last time, she... isn't short-sighted?"

"Yes."

"...You can't make a mistake, can you?"

"Then how is it possible, Mr. Qu, we are regular customers, and they have ordered several pairs of glasses with us." The clerk said, "Don't you know that she is not short-sighted? Last time I saw you, you seem to be very familiar. "

Zhu Yao said, "Ah... oh."

She didn't know what to say, her heart was in a mess like her mind.

I don't know how I picked up the glasses case, and I don't know how I got out of the glasses shop.

The clerk said enthusiastically behind her: "Little girl, remember to introduce your friend to our store as well!"

******

Zhu Yao stood in front of the optician's shop, looking at the busy road, feeling at a loss.

Qu Qingcheng...isn't nearsighted?

How can this be?

Ever since she met Qu Qingcheng, Qu Qingcheng has been wearing glasses. All teachers and students know that Qu Qingcheng is nearsighted.

When Zhu Yao was called to the office by a math teacher, Qu Qingcheng was grading homework. Zhu Yao heard a teacher next to him say to Qu Qingcheng, "Is it troublesome to wear glasses every day? You can wear invisible glasses."

At that time, Qu Qingcheng smiled: "Wearing invisibility also has the trouble of eye inflammation. Anyway, if you are short-sighted, it will be troublesome no matter what."

The teacher who talked to Qu Qingcheng was also short-sighted, and he agreed with him a few words.

With the importance of Qu Qingcheng in Zhu Yao's heart, Zhu Yao didn't think she would miss anything Qu Qingcheng said.

Qu Qingcheng...isn't nearsighted?

It's hard for Zhu Yao to believe it, but the clerk in the optical shop can't make mistakes. Regarding whether Qu Qingcheng's lenses have prescriptions, she is the one who knows the truth best.

Zhu Yao stood at the entrance of the optical shop in a daze for a long time, until the nearby security guards began to pay attention to her.

Zhu Yao reached out and took a taxi. He wanted to go back to the hotel, but for some reason he reported the address of the studio.

That is, the address of the community where Qu Qingcheng's family lives.

Fortunately, the driver I met today was as taciturn as Zhu Yao, and he drove silently all the way. Zhu Yao leaned on the car window and looked out the window, his heart was like a thin layer of mist that condensed on the car window, and he couldn't see the direction clearly. the vast white.

The scenery outside the window quickly skipped.

A salad shop that Ms. Mao often ordered for Zhu Yao.

A milk tea shop, where the drama manager helped everyone order milk tea.

A piece of green roadside shrubs is really rare in Beicheng in early winter.

These scenery are what Zhu Yao is used to seeing on the way from the hotel to the studio every day.

But now, everything has changed.Familiar outlines lose their shape, and familiar mediums collapse instantly.

The fact that Qu Qingcheng was not short-sighted was like a bomb that subverted Zhu Yao's world view, and wiped out the world she was familiar with.

She thought of the tattoo on Qu Qingcheng's back again.

Qu Qingcheng... Who the hell is he?

Qu Qingcheng...why did she pretend to be short-sighted for so many years?

Just as Zhu Yao was staring out the window in a daze, the cell phone in his pocket rang.

It is a person that Zhu Yao can't expect at all - Qu Qingcheng's mother.

Zhu Yao quickly picked up the phone: "Hello, Auntie."

Qu's mother's warm voice came: "Xiao Zhu, didn't I bother you?"

When Qu Qingcheng went to make tea last night, Mother Qu took Zhu Yao to exchange cell phone numbers.

"No, auntie." Zhu Yao listened to his deliberately obedient voice.

She really likes Qu Qingcheng's mother very much.Gentle, graceful, always with a smile.

Unlike Zhu Yinglan in Zhu Yao's memory, who was always sarcastic, arrogant, and blasphemy.

"That's good. I'm worried that you may be filming right now, and calling you will disturb you."

"Usually I'm filming right now, but today I'm off early, so I'm fine."

"Oh, I have nothing to do. I just saw that you still liked the biscuits I baked yesterday. I just want to say that someday you are free, come and have dinner with Qingqing, and I will bake some more for you to take away. Or if you are busy , when Qingqing went home for dinner on the weekend, I baked it and asked her to bring it to you."

"Auntie, you don't have to be so polite, don't work hard." Zhu Yao was quite embarrassed.

"It's not hard. I'm old now and I don't have many classes. I'm happy to be able to get in touch with such an obedient child as you."

It would be impolite to push back, so Zhu Yao had no choice but to say, "Thank you, Auntie."

"Thank you, I still have something to trouble you."

Mother Qu said: "Speaking of Xiao Zhao last night, don't you also think she is pretty good? Help me persuade Qingqing, whether she is busy or Xiao Zhao is busy, the two of you should keep in touch more."

Zhu Yao fell into silence.

Mother Qu said: "I think Qingqing will still listen to what you say, right?"

Zhu Yao really didn't know what to say, Zhu Yinglan was absent all the year round, so she had no experience in fighting with elders, so she could only say: "I will try my best."

Mother Qu was already satisfied: "You have always been a very good child." She said with a smile, "Didn't you say that the wedding candy was delicious yesterday? I will give it to you when Qingqing and Xiao Zhao get married." Lots and lots of boxes."

With a single word, a long gash was drawn in Zhu Yao's heart.

Like a leaking balloon, all his confidence flowed away, leaving only the gust of wind encircling him from all directions, tearing at the edge of the embarrassing wound and flying up and down.

It's getting colder and more painful.

Zhu Yao really wanted to say: "I'm an actor, I can't eat so much sugar, I'll get fat."

But she didn't even have the courage to politely refuse like this.

Facing Mother Qu, she seemed to be born at a disadvantage.

He opened his mouth, opened his mouth again, and finally just said, "Thank you, auntie."

Mother Qu smiled: "That's it, I won't bother you anymore, I'll hang up."

Zhu Yao suddenly thought: "Auntie."

"Ok?"

"Do you know the degree of myopia that Mr. Qu has? I have a friend who also wants to wear Mr. Qu's glasses, but her degree is relatively high, so I don't know if I can match them."

Mother Qu said: "You child, why did you ask me? You are on the set every day, and you are opposite to Qingqing?"

"We...don't have that much contact at ordinary times. It happened that my aunt called me, so I asked."

Mother Qu thought for a while: "Four hundred degrees? Or 450 degrees? I don't know if it has risen in the past few years, but it's probably here.

"...Thank you, Auntie, I see."

The two said goodbye to each other and hung up the phone.

******

Five minutes later, Zhu Yao stood in the small yard in front of Qu Qingcheng's door with the bag from the optical shop.

The fountain that never sprays water in autumn and winter looks more and more lonely in the bleak early winter atmosphere.Zhu Yao stood tall and thin by the fountain by himself, looking awkwardly like the fountain.

On the right hand side is the studio, and there is a faint sound of changing scenes. Zhu Yao knows that the people inside are busy like clockwork.

On the left is Qu Qingcheng's house, which is very quiet, and it will be a long time before Qu Qingcheng returns home from his evening self-study.

Zhu Yao hesitated a little.

I didn't think too much when I took the taxi just now, but now I'm standing here thinking, is she going to ask Qu Qingcheng the truth like this?

Even Qu's mother was kept in the dark by Qu Qingcheng.

If you ask yourself the truth like this, what will be the consequences?

Will it reveal the unbearable truth of Qu Qingcheng, and make Qu Qingcheng stay away from him?

The more Zhu Yao thought about it, the heavier his feet felt, and he couldn't walk no matter what, so he walked towards Qu Qingcheng's house.

But what else could she do standing here?

Looking blankly to the right, the highlight scene she failed to perform made her abandoned by the studio that was supposed to be busy all the time.

At this moment, two figures came out of the set with a chuckle.

It was Qin Tian and Min Jiawen.

Qin Tian was almost hanging on Min Jiawen's arm, saying that a little bird is not enough to depend on others, and she who is usually noisy, always behaves like a quail in front of Min Jiawen.

Zhu Yao was a little embarrassed, always felt as if she had seen something she shouldn't have seen, but it was too late to hide, Qin Tian had already seen her:

"Zhuyao, didn't you leave the show early? Why are you still here?"

The author says:

感谢在2021-11-0116:18:25~2021-11-0216:01:12期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: Huosen, Ajia, 1;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Mu Chenyan, Zhao Hai, and the middle piece of watermelon, I will give you one;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 2 bottles of Ana; 1 bottle of Shi Guzy;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!