Time makes you fall

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Zhu Yao: "I..."

"I" for a long time, but "I" didn't come up with a reason, even she herself didn't know what she was doing here.

On the contrary, Min Jiawen answered the conversation very naturally: "Want to drink?"

Qin Tian turned to look at Min Jiawen: "We're not going to..."

Min Jiawen glanced at him, Qin Tian stopped talking and continued to be a well-behaved quail.

Zhu Yao was a little embarrassed: "You don't need to accompany me to drink, I just wandered here, and I'm going back to the hotel right away, thinking about the scene I didn't have."

"There's nothing to think about." Min Jiawen said, "Didn't I already tell you, you are an intuitive actor, the more you think about it, the more you'll be screwed."

Zhu Yao still wanted to decline: "Then I'll go back to the hotel to rest and refresh myself..." for fear of interrupting Qin Tian and Min Jiawen's arrangement.

Min Jiawen said: "Why are young people resting so much? Why do you need to sleep for a long time when you are alive, and you will sleep forever after death."

Zhu Yao: ...

The impression that Min Jiawen gives people is either very elegant or cool. Zhu Yao has never discovered that she has such a sense of humor.

So from every angle, today is a day that shatters Zhu Yao's worldview.

******

Zhu Yao couldn't push it, so the three asked Min Jiawen's driver to drive to the bar of Sister Mao's friend.

It's the one that the three of them went to last time, owned by Li Ge.

Min Jiawen took the wine list and ordered a bottle of foreign wine skillfully. Looking at the strength, Zhu Yao knew that he would not be able to escape tonight.

She cautiously reminded: "Mr. Min, we still have to film tomorrow..."

Min Jiawen glanced at her: "Why are you pretending to be a little white rabbit with me? Do you think I don't know how much you measure?"

Zhu Yao: ...

The wine came along with the fruit plate soon, and Min Jiawen poured a glass for each of the three, Zhu Yao and Qin Tian panicked.

Min Jiawen said to Zhu Yao: "Don't worry, I won't bully you. Drinking is just to cheer you up and let you chat more smoothly."

Zhu Yao once again: ...

She had never seen anyone drink [-]% foreign wine as a side drink.

Min Jiawen organized the three of them to clink glasses lightly, Zhu Yao took a sip, and felt a little funny seeing Qin Tian's choked grin, and felt a little more relaxed.

Min Jiawen also looked at Qin Tian and smiled, that kind of eyes are a bit doting, and it's a bit unbelievable to appear on such a cool person as Min Jiawen.

Looking at the way Min Jiawen looked at Qin Tian, ​​Zhu Yao remembered the way Qu Qingcheng looked at her, and his heart was filled with mixed feelings like the sip of wine he just drank.

After the opening with a glass of wine, Min Jiawen leisurely sipped his glass, waiting for Zhu Yao to speak.

Qin Tian also waited for Zhu Yao to speak, but she didn't dare to drink such a strong wine, so she kept eating the cantaloupe with ham in the fruit plate.

She will finish eating the whole plate soon.

Zhu Yao sipped his wine glass and looked at Min Jiawen, without any intention of stopping. Out of the consideration of the friendship between Sister Mu and Sister Mao, Zhu Yao had to remind Qin Tian for Sister Mu: "Aren't you afraid of getting fat after eating so much?"

Before Qin Tian could speak, Min Jiawen, who was half leaning on the sofa and drinking wine beside her, said lightly, "I'm not afraid of getting fat."

"If you get fat, you won't be able to take part in the show. I'll take care of you."

Qin Tian blushed in an instant, and felt embarrassed to eat the cantaloupe, she lowered her head and lowered her hands and continued to be her cute quail.

As far as that look at Min Jiawen being very fond of, and this sentence of being very fond of him now, Zhu Yao has no doubt that Min Jiawen likes Qin Tian very much.

At least at this moment, he really likes Qin Tian very much.

Seeing Min Jiawen's eyes expecting her to speak, Zhu Yao had no choice but to find a topic again: "Why did Teacher Min leave the show so early today?"

Qin Tian is a supporting role, the girl who played the role was Xiaozhi's classmate before and then Xiaozhi's colleague, but there are not many scenes, and she is quite normal when she starts acting early.

Min Jiawen, on the other hand, has a heavy role to play, and now it's time for the crew to catch up with the schedule. I didn't expect her to leave the show so early.

Min Jiawen replied to Zhu Yao: "Because I finished filming all the scenes that were scheduled for me today, I originally asked if I wanted to continue filming, but Director Mei said that I was in too good a condition to be put away, and I couldn't consume it infinitely, so I left first."

Zhu Yao: ...

Of course she knew about Director Mei's theory, because Director Mei had told her about it.It's just that today, she has become the one who is holding back, while Min Jiawen's talent is still steady and beyond the charts.

It's really people-to-people, maddening people.

Seeing Zhu Yao scratching his head, Min Jiawen found it a little funny, with an expression of "I'll just see if you can find any other topics for me to talk about before starting to talk about yourself".

Unexpectedly, Zhu Yao actually found another topic: "What are you guys planning to do?"

She dared to ask, and Min Jiawen dared to say: "We originally planned to go to the love *qu* hotel to get a room."

Zhu Yao: ...

Min Jiawen added: "Really, the rooms are all booked, it's Frozen theme, Tian Tian, ​​please turn over the order and show it to Zhu Yao."

Qin Tian blushed like the reincarnation of tomato essence, and lowered his head to show Zhu Yao the order on his phone.

Zhu Yao had a shocked expression of "Is this a scene I can watch for free?"

Min Jiawen patted Qin Tian on the shoulder and told her to put away her phone: "If you don't want to waste our time, start talking about yourself."

Zhu Yao thought for a while: "Actually, I answered a call from Teacher Qu's mother before."

"What did you say?"

Zhu Yao roughly recounted the content of the phone call, and Qin Tian slapped the table angrily: "PUA! Teacher Qu's mother is a typical PUA!"

Min Jiawen glanced at Qin Tian, ​​only then did Qin Tian realize that such a rough behavior did not fit her current quail image in front of Min Jiawen.

With a blushing face, she touched the corner of the table she had patted just now: "Small table table, it doesn't hurt anymore, huh huh." She even blew.

Zhu Yao: ...

Is this still that Qin Tian who is so careless about everything? !Who dares to admit it? !

Zhu Yao's world view was shattered again.

Min Jiawen turned the wine glass and asked, "Why do you say Teacher Qu's mother is PUA?"

Qin Tian said: "First of all, she made this call, sending biscuits or something just as a cover, the purpose is to get Zhu Yao to persuade Teacher Qu to contact Mr. Zhao more."

"In order to make Zhu Yao listen to her, he also said that Zhu Yao was a good child from the beginning. What does that mean, now that Zhu Yao doesn't listen to her, he is not a good child?"

Zhu Yao: "I don't count as agreeing to her..."

Qin Tian snorted: "If you agree to her, she will be more of a lobbyist about her daughter and Mr. Zhao. If you don't agree to her, she will be a knock on the mountain, implying that you don't want to play tricks on Mr. Qu, anyway, inside and outside She is not bad."

"Tell you, she has already started to doubt your relationship with Teacher Qu."

Zhu Yao: "...Really?"

That's exactly what worries her.

Qin Tian nodded: "When a mother sees her daughter like this, how can there be any secrets, Menerqing! Otherwise, why did she deliberately talk about wedding candy to stimulate you? Who is short of candy these days? It's nothing more than her advanced PUA means !"

Zhu Yao really thought about it, it seems that the daughter really has no secrets in front of the mother.

For example, the last time she asked Qu Qingcheng to accompany Zhu Yinglan to buy clothes, Zhu Yinglan immediately said that the two of them were having an affair.

Qin Tian asked: "Do you really hate Teacher Qu's mother now?"

Zhu Yao took a sip of his wine: "Do you believe me when I say I still like her?"

Qin Tian said: "It's over, it's over, you have been PUA."

"No." Zhu Yao smiled: "I have already understood what you said, and I know what she means."

"It's just..." Zhu Yao stroked the wine glass with his finger.

"Sometimes I envy Teacher Qu."

"Envy me?"

A sudden soft voice made Zhu Yao almost drop the cup in fright.

She clutched her chest and raised her head, and sure enough, she saw Qu Qingcheng's delicate and elegant face, wearing gold-rimmed glasses, and looking at her with his hands in the pockets of his British-style coat.

She remembered that the last time she had a drink with Min Jiawen and Qin Tian, ​​Qu Qingcheng suddenly appeared like this.

Why is history always surprisingly similar?

Only this time Min Jiawen said, "I called Teacher Qu."

It is easy for Min Jiawen to ask Qu Qingcheng's mobile phone number. Just ask Sister Mao. Obviously, Min Jiawen has already seen that Zhu Yao can't perform well in today's important scene. It's because of the unknown future with Qu Qingcheng, which makes Zhu Yao's heart agitated.

Min Jiawen deserves to be a photographer, his eyes are really poisonous.

Qu Qingcheng looked at Zhu Yao and asked calmly, "Can I sit down?"

Zhu Yao silently moved away from the seat beside her.

Since the convenience store said goodbye last time, the two have never met or contacted each other again.

Zhu Yao actually knew what Qu Qingcheng was waiting for her to say, Qu Qingcheng was probably waiting for her to confess.

But Zhu Yao didn't.

Firstly, she was afraid of entering into a stable relationship, and secondly, she was even more afraid of how much Qu Qingcheng would regret after this stable relationship fell apart.

What if Qu Qingcheng realizes what she is giving up now after five years or ten years?

At that time, a good life, a smooth future, and an ordinary and ordinary life will never be found again, so what should I do?

All that is left is a fragmented, snarky residue.

So now that the two of them met each other, they still didn't speak, one sipped the wine silently while pinching the wine glass, and the other looked down at the wine bottle on the table in silence.

Min Jiawen and Qin Tian looked at each other.

Min Jiawen said: "Anyway, I called you over, so we'll leave first."

Zhu Yao panicked: "Don't..."

After knowing that Qu Qingcheng had been pretending to be short-sighted for so many years, she didn't know how to face Qu Qingcheng.

The secret should be exposed, or not exposed.

In the future, should we approach or stay away.

Qu Qingcheng is a child who grew up in a harmonious family, and all she sees is the beautiful side of feelings, but is it true that a child like Zhu Yao who grew up in a broken family has the ability to make Qu Qingcheng never see the bad side of feelings?

When facing Qu Qingcheng, she felt inferior.When facing Qu Qingcheng's harmonious and beautiful family, she felt even more inferior.

If Min Jiawen and Qin Tian left, what would she say to Qu Qingcheng?

Zhu Yao looked at Min Jiawen eagerly, but Min Jiawen said, "Tiantian and I are going to Frozen."

She took Qin Tian away gracefully.

Qu Qingcheng and Zhu Yao were left, sitting awkwardly in their original positions.

Until Qu Qingcheng said softly: "What the hell do you envy me for?"

******

Zhu Yao pinched the wine glass and watched the ice cubes in the glass melt slowly as the temperature dropped in early winter.

She stared at a small bulge from the ice, like her own heart that had become grotesque.

She said slowly, "Teacher Qu."

"Your glasses...can you lend me some?"

Qu Qingcheng was taken aback: "You're not near-sighted, why are you wearing glasses?"

Zhu Yao took a sip of the wine, the originally silky and refreshing expensive wine had an astringent taste in his mouth.

She said softly, "I just... want Dai Dai."

Qu Qingcheng looked at Zhu Yao and lowered his eyes again, staring at the wine bottle on the table.

"You already know that, don't you," she said.

"Yeah." Zhu Yao nodded: "The optical shop you took me to last time, I went to pick up my glasses today, and the clerk accidentally talked to me about you."

Qu Qingcheng smiled: "I didn't expect..."

I didn't expect the clerk to talk about this with Zhu Yao.

"Why?" Zhu Yao stared at the ice in the glass again, unable to melt it: "Why, Qu Qingcheng?"

"Before I answer you..." Qu Qingcheng asked: "Can you tell me first, what do you envy me?"

"I envy you for having good parents."

"Where's the good?"

"Fortunately...they have always been rich." Zhu Yao smiled self-deprecatingly: "Of course it's not just rich. After all, you know, my mother... Ms. Zhu Yinglan was also quite rich before."

"Is money important?"

"It's important, Mr. Qu." Zhu Yao looked at Qu Qingcheng, "You've never been short of money, that's why you say such things."

She shook her wine glass slightly: "Having money...is very important."

"Did you know? My mom and dad both went in for a while before, just...to sit in the lao."

Qu Qingcheng was stunned: "When did it happen?"

"Just when you left school. Both companies had accidents. Not only did they lose all their money, but they also went in for a few years."

Qu Qingcheng took out the wine glass in Zhu Yao's hand and put it on the table: "Have you had enough?"

"Ok?"

"If we've had enough, let's go out and talk."

Qu Qingcheng took Zhu Yao's hand and shook it firmly: "Are you okay?"

Zhu Yao nodded.

She felt that no matter what Qu Qingcheng asked her, even if she was given a glass of poisonous wine to drink, she would probably nod.

The two walked out of the bar together.

Walking slowly along the side of the road, there is a short fence, which is the one that Qu Qingcheng climbed up after being drunk last time.

While walking, Qu Qingcheng suddenly said, "Zhu Yao, don't leave."

"what happened?"

Zhu Yao thought there was something going on on the road, so he looked around.

But no.

It was Qu Qingcheng who took Zhu Yao's hand slowly and softly: "Zhu Yao."

Then the touch of fingers turned into a deeper touch——

Qu Qingcheng hugged Zhu Yao: "How did you live those years?"

She was a little shorter than Zhu Yao, and now she was holding Zhu Yao's arms, a little shorter than her shoulders, and she was holding Zhu Yao in her arms.

Zhu Yao suddenly had a sore nose, wondering if it was because of a sudden gust of cold wind.

It could also be Qu Qingcheng's hug.

Like a nest made of adult feathers encased in young birds.

Like a quilt that has just been washed and smells like sunshine.

Like when I was a child and rushed home from school, the smell of the food my mother made wafted out of the house.

The warmest and most inclusive thing like everything in the world.

She couldn't help it, couldn't help it anymore, stretched out her arms to hug Qu Qingcheng, and buried her head in Qu Qingcheng's shoulder: "It's a terrible thing to have no money, I hope you will never know."

By this time, Zhu Yao regretted that he hadn't studied Chinese well before.

Words don't convey what they mean is really annoying.

In fact, what she wanted to talk about was not money.

What she wants to talk about is the wallpaper that has lost its stickiness for too long, the green mold growing in the corner of the bathroom, and the dark oil stains sticking to the range hood in a thick layer.

What she wants to say is that everything is out of the world of Qu Qingcheng's white ivory boat, those heavy and realistic things.

and also.

There is also Qu Qingcheng's parents, what she wants to say is not that they are rich, but that they are elegant, gentle and gentle, always have a soft smile on their faces, and have enough time to accompany Qu Qingcheng. , taught her to write and play the piano.

rather than permanent absence.Endless accusations and abuse of each other.The hug that can no longer be natural, and the sharpest piece on the watermelon that no longer belongs to Zhu Yao.

Zhu Yao didn't know how he said this, nor did he know whether Qu Qingcheng understood, all he knew was that he cried miserably, buried his head on Qu Qingcheng's shoulder, and rubbed her coat dirty.

"If possible, I would also like...to be your parents' child."

In that way, will I be different.

It will not grow into such an awkward, taciturn and unpleasant appearance, like a dark moss in a corner.

And it will grow into a soft, warm and inclusive appearance like Qu Qingcheng, like the narcissus admired by everyone on the podium.

She is really...very envious.

Envious to the point of being afraid of himself, he is the one who destroyed all of this.

Zhu Yao never thought that one day, she would talk about these thoughts in front of anyone, crying and babbling, it must be that the wine Min Jiawen ordered tonight was too strong, and she was drunk even though she had a good drinker.

While she was talking and crying, Qu Qingcheng listened quietly and silently, and slowly patted Zhu Yao's back.

An extremely reassuring gesture, as if to say: "Okay, okay."

Zhu Yao was a little embarrassed, she was actually ashamed to raise her head to face Qu Qingcheng, but she didn't want to continue to dirty Qu Qingcheng's coat with snot and tears, so she wanted to raise her head.

"It's okay." Qu Qingcheng put his hand on the back of her neck: "If you want to cry, cry."

"Qu Qingcheng..." Zhu Yao was a little embarrassed: "I cried until my nose was blocked with snot."

Qu Qingcheng let out an "ah", then let go of Zhu Yao, reached out and searched in his coat pocket: "I didn't bring tissues...they only have them in the car."

She looked around: "There is a convenience store over there, I'll go buy it."

So Zhu Yao looked at her teacher Qu, running to the convenience store with her loafer-wearing feet crossing the grass, the floor tiles, and the asphalt road.

Her teacher Qu is running for her.

Zhu Yao put his hands in the pockets of his thin down jacket, turned around, and looked at the river under the fence, or more precisely, the small ditch.

She stood here with tears all over her face, sniffing her nose, which was actually kind of funny.

But she couldn't laugh.

She was thinking of Qu Qingcheng's hug just now, and the running back to buy tissues for her.

A pack of tissues is just such a small thing.

But Qu Qingcheng was running with all his strength for such a small matter for her, the white coat was fluttering, and the ends of her soft long hair were fluttering.

Zhu Yao wanted to cry again, so he had to suck his nose harder.

In fact, the better Qu Qingcheng treats her, the more she feels afraid to get close to Qu Qingcheng.

Such a beautiful and gentle person, so beautiful that Zhu Yao once felt that sitting at the back of the classroom and looking up at her on the podium was a kind of blasphemy.

If she confesses to Qu Qingcheng, then because of her awkward and dark personality, the relationship will fall apart, destroying Qu Qingcheng's beauty and tenderness.

Zhu Yao thought, then she might as well jump off here.

If you fall into a small river ditch, you will suffocate if you don't fall.

"Zhu Yao." Qu Qingcheng came back, still running back, panting slightly: "Here, here you are."

Zhu Yao took the tissue and quickly pulled out one, only to find that Qu Qingcheng was looking at her from the side, and said embarrassedly, "Don't look at me...I'm going to blow my nose..."

"You kid, so what's the matter." Qu Qingcheng said so, still smiling and walking aside.

Zhu Yao's nose finally cleared, and he found a trash can to throw away the tissues. Qu Qingcheng came back and asked Zhu Yao, "Are you not drunk tonight?"

Zhu Yao shook his head.

In fact, there is no such thing.

Getting drunk is just an excuse for people to do something they want to do.

Qu Qingcheng said, "Then you come home with me."

Zhu Yao's face instantly burned red, the kind that warmed the early winter night wind.

How is Qu Qingcheng trying to comfort her?It reminded her of Min Jiawen and Qin Tian's "Frozen"...

As a result, Qu Qingcheng said, "Didn't you ask me what happened to the glasses?"

******

Qu Qingcheng drove here today, the road conditions were good, and the two arrived in the community quickly.

When walking from the underground parking lot to Qu Qingcheng's house, Zhu Yao took a look at the opposite studio. The lights were still bright, and the people inside were still busy trying to catch up with the schedule.

Thinking of the scene she couldn't perform, she became more and more depressed.

Qu Qingcheng opened the door and said to Zhu Yao, "Go take a bath first."

Until both of them huddled under the warm quilt on Qu Qingcheng's bed, Qu Qingcheng faced Zhu Yao, and slowly took off his gold-rimmed glasses: "You're right, I'm not nearsighted."

After so many years, Zhu Yao has gotten used to Qu Qingcheng wearing glasses, and taking off his glasses now gave Zhu Yao a novel feeling, strange and familiar at the same time.

The facial features are still beautiful, the eyebrows are still beautiful, but without the gentle cover of the glasses, it looks colder.

It's really amazing, just missing a pair of glasses, but there is a feeling that the whole temperament has changed subtly.

Zhu Yao couldn't help reaching out and touching Qu Qingcheng's eyebrows.

Qu Qingcheng smiled: "Why, you don't recognize me?"

Zhu Yao shook his head: "Why can't you recognize me? Aren't you still you?"

Qu Qingcheng glanced at her: "I'll show you something."

She leaned over the bed and took something from the bottom drawer of the bedside table.

a photo album.

Zhu Yao and Qu Qingcheng leaned side by side on the head of the bed, sharing a quilt, their knees arched side by side, and Qu Qingcheng just opened the album on his knees.

She pointed to a photo above: "It's not me, but her who is short-sighted."

Zhu Yao looked at the photo. The person on it had a pretty face and wore a pair of gold-rimmed glasses, which looked very similar to Qu Qingcheng.

Qu Qingcheng stretched out his hand and stroked the photo lightly, with a warm and helpless smile.

The author says:

感谢在2021-11-0216:01:12~2021-11-0316:39:26期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: 1 Huosen;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Aga, one;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Mu Chenyan, the piece in the middle of the watermelon is for you to eat, and Zhaohai one;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 15 bottles of ignorance or ideal; 3 bottles of Bujiao; 2 bottles of Ana; 1 bottle of Shigu zy;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!