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Cheng Wang was inside the door, and his hand was on the handle, and the door could be opened with a light push.

But he didn't move for a long time.

Qiao Beixin stopped urging and waited quietly on the other side of the door.

Cheng Wang asked softly, "What do you want to say?"

Qiao Beixin didn't know how to answer, so she could only say bluntly, "...you can say whatever you want."

Cheng Wang sighed, thinking, some things should be made clear, it seems that they never had such an opportunity.

He hid behind the door and turned the lock, only willing to open the door a narrow gap.

Qiao Beixin squeezed in through the gap. He wanted to ask why the door was only opened so slightly, but when he lowered his head——

Qiao Beixin almost didn't bring it up in one breath.He turned his head away trying to cover it up, he didn't know what to think, and he was choked and coughed again and again.

Cheng Wang tugged at the hem of his clothes, and then pulled down the shirt. After all, he still felt strange, so he turned and went back to the bedroom to find some pants to wear.

As soon as he took two steps, he was hugged by the waist behind him, and his jaw was also broken.

The surprised exclamation was muffled in his mouth, Qiao Beixin put his hand on the back of his head, and pressed it harder.

Cheng Wang couldn't bear the oppressive feeling, and was forced to take a few steps back in a panic, and lost one of his slippers in the chaos.

He always tripped at times like this, slipped and fell backwards.

Fortunately, Qiao Beixin would never let him really fall.

It's just that he hasn't been hugged like this for a long time. When his legs were in the air, he was so scared that he hugged Qiao Beixin's neck tightly.

Qiao Beixin was not familiar with the layout here, so he could only look for a suitable place for kissing based on the hasty glance when he entered the door just now.

He carried Cheng Wang's buttocks to the sofa, and when he finally sat down, he freed his hands and wrapped Cheng Wang around his neck.

The few steps just now were unsteady, and Qiao Beixin refused to let go. The two of them stumbled, and it was unknown who bit the other's lip.

This little rust smell made the two kiss more intensely.Cheng Wang let out a comfortable hum from his throat, and stopped pressing Qiao Beixin's hand too hard.

It took a few minutes for the kiss to end.

When the two separated, Cheng Wang's cheeks were red, and his lips were also red.

Fortunately, no skin breakage, just a little swollen.

Qiao Beixin tapped the corner of his mouth and asked, "Is it broken?"

Cheng Wang shook his head.

He was held in Qiao Beixin's arms again, with his palms pressed against his butterfly bones through the shirt, in a gesture of holding him in his arms.

He didn't speak, his eyes were empty, and he looked at the sky without focus.

After a long time, he asked softly: "What do you want to say?"

Qiao Beixin rubbed his earlobe and said, "Before... that is, when we were together, I told you that if you want to separate in the future, then I will listen to you and not pester you. But, but I regret it No, I can't do it."

He let go of Cheng Wang, looked straight into his eyes, and said softly, "You haven't come back in the past few years, I thought, maybe you won't come back in the future. I can bear it when I don't see you, but once Seeing you, I realized that I really can't do it."

He pushed back the hair on Cheng Wang's forehead, leaned forward, and pressed a kiss as light as a feather there.

"I regret it, I can't do it, my words don't count." He said, "I want...to start over with you."

Cheng Wang never answered, Qiao Beixin's mood fell to the bottom, and he began to regret his impulse again.

At this moment, Cheng Wang leaned down and put his forehead against his shoulder.

The two hugged each other awkwardly.

"Xiaowang, I..."

When the voice paused, Cheng Wang stretched out his hand and hugged Qiao Beixin's waist again.

Only then did Qiao Beixin understand that words of comfort and apology might not be enough. What he should tell Cheng Wang most is that he has always loved him.

He circled Cheng Wang harder, and hugged him like he did many times before, holding a child.

There were only the two of them in the huge living room, and they could hear each other's breathing quietly.

They hugged each other like this, listening to each other's heartbeat.

A few minutes later, the clothes on Qiao Beixin's shoulders were wet.He reached out to touch it, and Cheng Wang's face was indeed wet and slippery.

He put his chin on Cheng Wang's shoulder, closed his eyes hard, and said, "I'm sorry, Xiao Wang, I always make you sad..."

He is still so clumsy, the only way to comfort others is to pat Cheng Wang on the head or rub his back.

Or, tell him: "Xiao Wang, I miss you very much."

About 10 minutes later, Cheng Wang wiped away his tears, raised his head and said to Qiao Beixin, "Wait for me, I'll take a shower. In a while... let's talk."

His eyes were red and swollen from crying, and his voice was nasal.

Just a light expression.

Qiao Beixin combed his hair with her fingers, smoothed his wet forehead back, and said "OK".

Cheng Wang washed quickly and came out of the bathroom not long after.

He still couldn't remember to dry his hair, and the wet black hair covered his forehead, making his complexion fairer.

Qiao Beixin touched the roots of his hair, and it was still very damp, so he got up and went to the bathroom, and asked him, "Which towel is yours?"

"It's all mine, use the light blue one."

After Qiao Beixin came out, Cheng Wang explained: "Brother's room has a private bathroom, and only I use this room."

The towel covered the top of the head, which also blocked part of the line of sight.Qiao Beixin pressed his scalp with his fingertips, and used a towel to absorb the moisture from the roots of his hair little by little.

When the hair stopped dripping, Cheng Wang raised his hand to hold Qiao Beixin, and said, "Okay."

Cheng Wang's bedroom was covered with a thick woolen blanket, the pile of which was very long, and it was very comfortable to step on.Qiao Beixin didn't have any clean clothes to change into. Considering Cheng Wang's obsession with cleanliness, he just sat down on the carpet, while Cheng Wang leaned on the head of the bed with his knees hugged.

After a while of silence, Cheng Wang spoke first: "Xiao Qiao, actually...we should have had a good chat, but we never had the chance."

Qiao Beixin responded lightly.

"Then I'll talk first?"

Qiao Beixin said "OK".

Cheng Wang hugged his knees tighter, pressed his face on it, tilted his head to look at Qiao Beixin, clasped the outside of his arms with his fingers, and said with difficulty: "Little Qiao, I should apologize to you first... Anyway, it shouldn't have left you at that time."

Qiao Beixin shook his head and interrupted: "Don't talk about this, Xiao Wang, I know, if it wasn't because you couldn't bear it, you wouldn't want to separate. I can't blame you for this-you didn't do it in the first place. wrong."

Qiao Beixin raised his head and looked at Cheng Wang with a sad expression.

"I know you were sad at the time, it was my fault...Actually, I was at that time, at that time," Qiao Beixin's voice choked up in the middle of the sentence, "I also have a lot to say, I want to tell you, I know I did it No, I'm not a qualified boyfriend. I want to say, but can you trust me again. I want to say, I will treat you well in the future..."

Cheng Wang opened his mouth, and before he could make a sound, Qiao Beixin made a gesture to tell him to wait.

"Xiao Wang, if I said at that time that I didn't want to be separated from you, you would soften your heart, right?"

Cheng Wang didn't expect him to ask such a question, and after a moment of daze, he nodded slowly.

Qiao Beixin's expression was complicated. Cheng Wang couldn't understand it for a while, and before he had time to think deeply, he heard Qiao Beixin say again: "Then, you will continue to be with me in pain..."

Cheng Wang couldn't deny it.

If Qiao Beixin said at that time that he didn't want to separate, he would have softened his heart, and they would continue to struggle for a while until the next unbearable time came.

Qiao Beixin got the answer, and his expression finally relaxed.Cheng Wang felt that there seemed to be a trace of happiness on his face.

Immediately afterwards, Qiao Beixin said: "At that time... I really didn't realize it for a while. I just thought that when we were together, I swore to you that I would never leave you or pester you. I always felt...as if I should abide by it." .”

He turned his head, stopped looking at Cheng Wang, and leaned against the bed with his back turned to him.

He closed his eyes and said, "Later I thought, you're so tired, maybe it's right to let you go."