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Qiao Beixin was silent for a long time, so long that Cheng Wang couldn't help reaching out and pushing him.

"Okay, that's all I want to say..." Cheng Wang rubbed his face to wake himself up, and then said, "It's time to have a good chat, otherwise I'll feel like a lump in my heart."

Qiao Beixin nodded: "Yeah. But, I still have something to say..."

He cleared his throat, but his voice was still hoarse and his voice was getting more nasal.

"After that—that is, after a while, I..." Qiao Beixin took a deep breath and said, "I couldn't help it for a while, and I felt like I would go crazy if I didn't look for you."

It was the time when my junior year was approaching the summer vacation.At that time, Qiao Beixin went to a training base. This is also a tradition of the Public Security University. Every junior student will go there for training.

Qiao Beixin mentioned a place name and asked, "Do you have any impression of this place? It's very close to your previous home."

Cheng Wang nodded: "I remember, it turned out that there was a combat training base, no wonder I always felt that someone was running and shouting slogans."

"Well. Sometimes after training at night, I can't sleep and have nothing to do. I finally returned to Qinshi, but I didn't dare to go home, so I just wandered around there every night-not thinking about encounters or anything, It's just...I miss you so much, I need to vent."

He cheered up a little, squeezed out a shallow smile to Cheng Wang, and said: "One day, I actually ran into Cheng Jing. He was busy moving at that time, and I happened to see him. He told me , you never went home after that. After that, I couldn’t bear it any more. I thought, contacting and greeting once in a while shouldn’t be considered entanglement. Later, didn’t something happen to the Cheng Jing project? I was not among the people who went out, so I... fought for it."

Speaking of this, Qiao Beixin finally showed the most sincere and heartfelt smile of the night: "I didn't expect to see you."

He leaned forward, stretched out his hand to hook Cheng Wang's little finger, and said in a pious tone, "Xiao Wang, I don't mean what I say, and I still can't do what I promised you. I think... I don't want to separate, I want With you. I think, want to get you back."

He said: "I love you, I have always loved you, and I have not forgotten you for a single day."

Cheng Wangding looked at him.

At this moment, Cheng Wang remembered for no reason what Zhou Na told him that time: Qiao Beixin was really too obvious.

I didn't notice it before, but after this reunion, he really put the words "Reluctant to Cheng Wang" on his face all the time.

But what about myself?Can we make up?

...Again, will we still be separated?

Cheng Wang thought about it for a long time, until the red eyelids from crying before faded.

Finally, he breathed a sigh of relief as if he had made up his mind.

He didn't take his fingers out of Qiao Beixin's hand, but said to him in this gesture: "Little Qiao, when we were together, I told you a word, I don't know if you still have an impression. Said, in another scene, in another person, I would not say these words."

He pursed his lips, his expression was a little shy, but also a little sweet at the same time.He said: "It's the same with what I said in a while. These words are only valid for tonight. Wait until tomorrow, don't come and block me with these words, I won't admit it."

Qiao Beixin nodded in doubt.

Cheng Wang smiled and nodded.

"Xiao Qiao, there is a question I don't know how to answer, that is, how are you doing recently? It's just like that, neither good nor bad. After we separated from you, I haven't encountered any particularly unlucky things. I went to graduate school and went to work. And it went well. If I have to say something bad..."

Cheng Wang paused, and looked deeply at Qiao Beixin, "If there is anything that can be called a bad life, it is probably missing you."

Qiao Beixin's eyes widened, he held his breath, and his heart was raised high.

"I'm the same as you. I haven't forgotten you, and I've always loved you. But—" Cheng Wang still looked at him with a smile, but the sweetness and shyness that existed in the smile faded away. Like a close friend of yours, he said slowly, "I don't want to be with you now. If you don't say some things, I may not be able to find out, but think about it, maybe what you said is right. I really don't care about others. So much dependence. Joe, you know, all my love is given to you, but now, I don't want love to be the whole of my life. I have other things, many, many other things to go Do."

It took some time before Qiao Beixin responded.

As if watching a water-filled balloon being lifted high, he waited happily for the balloon to fall, splashing a lot of water.

Unexpectedly, the balloon landed gently without making a sound.

Qiao Bei felt sore, nodded stiffly, and said, "I understand, but I can..."

Cheng Wang interrupted him: "I don't care what you want to do, but you have to be prepared that it may be useless."

Hearing this, Qiao Beixin smiled instead: "Xiao Wang, you may not know. Sometimes I always feel that falling in love with you is like a dream. When I said I like you, I never thought I could What is the result with you. Thinking about it now, I was the one who earned it."

Cheng Wang tilted his head and thought for a while, then smiled at him: "When we were together, we really loved each other, and it was a really good time, and we didn't break up because we didn't love each other. This is already very rare."

After that, he snapped his fingers, "Although I said I don't care what you want to do, but I think it is necessary to make three chapters."

"First of all, don't touch me, hug me, or kiss me without my consent." Cheng Wang said, moving his little finger.

The well-manicured nails scratched Qiao Beixin's palm. Before he could react, his brain subconsciously let go of Cheng Wang's words when he heard Cheng Wang's words.

Then, with a dazed face on his face, he heard Cheng Wang say again: "Then, don't be cruel to me, no matter whether you think what you said is for my good or not."

Qiao Beixin nodded in a daze.

"As for the last one..." Cheng Wang paused for a while, then shook his head, "I think I'll tell you again."

After saying this, he lifted the quilt and lay down, turned his back to Qiao Beixin, and said, "If you want to remember what I said tonight, remember it. Anyway, as I just said, wait until tomorrow Just treat it as if I never said it, I won’t admit it, and I won’t reconcile.”

Then, he issued another order to evict the guest: "It's very late, why don't you go back?"

He waited for a while, but there was no sound of a man getting up behind him, Cheng Wang turned around in doubt——

Qiao Beixin pressed a kiss on the tip of his nose, and her dry lips moved to his lips.

With Cheng Wang's lips in his mouth, he said vaguely: "Okay, these words are only valid until tonight, so can the third chapter of the covenant be effective from tomorrow?"

Cheng Wang only hesitated for a moment, and then he was caught and driven straight in.When his tongue was bitten, he thought confusedly, forget it, those sane, sober, doubts and worries about love, wait until tomorrow to worry about it.

As for tonight, let's leave it to those who reunited after a long absence.

After a whole night of tossing, Cheng Wang was tired and sleepy.He leaned on Qiao Beixin's shoulder and asked in a daze, "Aren't you going back?"

"I'll wait until you fall asleep before going back."

After Cheng Wang answered vaguely, he soon fell into a deep sleep.

He still kicks the quilt when he sleeps, and he still sleeps badly.For a while, the legs will be slung, the shoulders will be pillowed for a while, and the back will be back for a while, leaving only Qiao Beixin with a buttock.

Later, Cheng Wang finally fell asleep. He rested on Qiao Beixin's hand while he unconsciously grabbed Qiao Beixin's neckline.

Qiao Beixin waited for a while before carefully putting down Cheng Wang and leaving quietly.

When he walked to the living room, he saw the bracelet he bought lying on the table, shining under the moonlight.

He walked over to pick up the bracelet, went back to the bedroom lightly and put it on for Cheng Wang, stroked his soft hair, and left reluctantly.

Cheng Wang didn't realize that the pendant of this bracelet was a ginkgo leaf.

Qiao Beixin decided to buy it the first time he saw it in the mall, just because he felt that this leaf was really similar to the one Cheng Wang picked up and handed to him back then.

Ginkgo biloba leaves like hearts.

During the following period, Qiao Beixin began to appear frequently in Cheng Wang's life.

He really listened to what Cheng Wang said, and cared just enough, but not too attentive.

For Qiao Beixin's occasional overtures, Cheng Wang sometimes accepts and sometimes refuses.

I will return invitations during meals, and return gifts if I receive small gifts.

Sometimes Qiao Beixin would come over when he was working overtime, and bring a small lunch box by the way.At this time, Cheng Wang will transfer the meal money to him accordingly.

——Of course, Qiao Beixin wouldn't accept it.

The days passed so peacefully for a while.

In July and August, the office was off-season, and Cheng Wang finally got completely free and lived a normal working life from ten to six.

Qiao Beixin is just the opposite. There are too many holidays in the second half of the year. In order to avoid work mistakes, holidays are often the busiest time for them.

They haven't seen each other for nearly a week, only sending occasional messages.

Cheng Wang didn't care much about this, but he could feel Qiao Bei's depression.He looked down at the "working overtime again, annoying" on the phone, couldn't hold back, and laughed out loud.

One afternoon in mid-July, Qiao Beixin called.

"Did you not work overtime recently?"

Cheng Wang said yes.

"Then, can we meet tonight?"

Cheng Wang was quite surprised: "Are you finished? Haven't you been working overtime recently?"

Qiao Beixin sighed: "It's hard to explain in one word, the personnel in our hall has changed a lot, and I may go to another department."

After saying that, Qiao Beixin let out a "hey" and said helplessly, "No, that's not the important thing. I just want to ask you, are you free tomorrow night? Do you want to come to my house for dinner?"

During this time, Cheng Wang often visited Liang Yilan—mostly when Qiao Beixin was working overtime and was away from home.

Even if the two can't be lovers, Liang Yilan did treat him well. Now that the woman is seriously ill, Cheng Wang is always worried.

But it's one thing to visit Liang Yilan, and another to stay at Qiao Beixin's place for dinner.

Cheng Wang didn't agree immediately, but asked, "Is there any special meaning for tomorrow?"

This is a tactful refusal. Normally, when Cheng Wang said this, Qiao Beixin would wisely stop inviting him.

But this time, it is indeed a bit special.

"Tomorrow is my dad's birthday. Every few years, his former comrades-in-arms will come to visit my mother and me at home. It's very lively, do you want to come?"

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The author has something to say:

Nothing like that, just a kiss, don't think about it (?)

This one is more for Thursday, and the next chapter is a big knife. It won’t be written very quickly. I will try to update it on Friday, let alone a fake note