night tide recedes

Song Ran spent the day in a chaotic state, maybe because too many things had happened recently, he was so dizzy that he rarely got sick, he lay down in bed and couldn't wake up until sunset.

When he opened his eyes in a daze, the light in the living room was on, and Shen Wenfei had already returned home from work. He was startled to realize that he hadn't cooked dinner, and wanted to get up and go out, but his whole body was limp. Once he woke up, Shen Wangshan's knife-like words would They would attack from all directions, and he suddenly didn't dare to see Shen Wenfei again.

Song Ran suddenly felt timid, and within a short while, the doorknob was turned, and he quickly lay down, pretending that he hadn't woken up yet, Shen Wenfei pushed the door open and walked to the bed lightly, feeling warm big Putting his palm on his forehead, he opened his eyes and saw Shen Wenfei's worried face.

"Are you awake?" Shen Wenfei's palm touched his face from his forehead, rubbing gently, "Fortunately, I don't have a fever."

Song Ran blinked away the soreness in his eyes, only the night light was turned on in the room, Shen Wenfei's face was submerged in the light and shadow, coated with a layer of soft light, driving away the usual coldness, he stared at Shen Wenfei infatuatedly. People, fish him out of the water and fire, and give him a new life.

He didn't dare to tell Shen Wenfei about meeting Shen Wangshan, bit his lower lip and said hoarsely, "I didn't cook."

Shen Wenfei said indifferently, "I ordered takeaway, are you hungry?"

Song Ran shook his head slowly.

"Let's eat something," Shen Wenfei said, "Eat before going to sleep."

He boldly held Shen Wenfei's hand on the quilt, and said softly, "Stay with me."

Because of his discomfort, his tone was soft, as if he was being coquettish. Shen Wenfei was stunned for a moment, then wrapped Song Ran's hand in his palm with his backhand, and smiled lightly, "How can I accompany you?"

Song Ran looked at him with nostalgia, and was about to lift a corner of the quilt to let Shen Wenfei lie in, but Shen Wenfei's mobile phone rang in the living room. This ringtone seemed to shatter Song Ran's last ray of courage. When he saw Shen Wenfei Turning his head in search of the sound, he clearly longed for Shen Wenfei to stay, but what he said was, "Go ahead and answer the phone."

Shen Wenfei's call was most likely related to work, he hesitated for a while, let go of Song Ran's hand, helped Song Ran tuck the quilt up, and said before leaving, "I'll be here later."

Song Ran buried half of her face in the quilt, nodded her head lightly, and watched Shen Wenfei's tall back leave. Soon, Shen Wenfei's voice came from the living room. Song Ran listened, Shen Wenfei at work Rigorous and serious, he has never been in contact with it.

The fingertips seemed to still have the warmth of Shen Wenfei's palm, but no matter how much he tried to keep it, this warmth would eventually dissipate.

He and Shen Wenfei are vastly different, he doesn't even have the ability to stand beside Shen Wenfei, and if he wants to be famous, he is just asking for humiliation.

Shen Wangshan's words were harsh, but he was right, there was nothing he could stand side by side with Wen Fei, and if he stayed by Shen Wenfei's side, he would only end up losing himself.

Now it's just giving him a chance to see clearly.

Song Ran's heart was in constant pain. He and Shen Wenfei had known each other for more than ten years. The words "Shen Wenfei" had long occupied his life, like sunshine and air. He was happy for Shen Wenfei's happiness and lonely for Shen Wenfei's sadness. In order to get Shen Wenfei's clear smile, he voluntarily forfeited seven years of social life, but these are all what he owes to Shen Wenfei, and he is willing to do so.

He is grateful and attached to Shen Wenfei, but he doesn't want to maintain this sick relationship anymore, he doesn't want to be the algae attached to Shen Wenfei in the Shenwang mountain pass, and he doesn't want to owe Shen Wenfei again and again.

A relationship involving interests and money is destined not to be pure. No matter how unwilling he is, he can't refute Shen Wangshan's accusations against him, because he has lost the qualification to refute from the beginning.

Those who owe others are inferior to others, an eternal truth.

He woke up too late.

Song Ran pretended that nothing happened, and spent the next two days with Shen Wenfei as usual. He restrained his frenzied desire to stay, and he didn't even dare to look at Shen Wenfei, fearing that if only Shen Wenfei would give him a smile , he would continue to stay by Shen Wenfei's side without principle.

In order to prevent himself from having a way out, Song Ran contacted Yan Ming, closed his eyes and sent out the decision to order a fast food restaurant. Yan Ming was very happy for him, and his words were full of encouragement, but failed to appease him Deeply disturbed.

Only he knew clearly that he made this decision because he was afraid that he would go back on his word.

Song Ran has no friends, so after much deliberation, he still asked Yan Ming to help him find a house near University C. Even if it was temporary, he hoped that he could move as soon as possible. He was almost pushing himself a step like pressing the accelerator button He walked forward, for fear that if he walked slowly, cowardice would prevent him from taking another step.

This is the most straightforward and decisive thing Song Ran has done in the past seven years. If someone had told Song Ran half a year ago that one day he would take the initiative to leave Shen Wenfei, he would never have believed it.

He used to be so longing, with the mentality of getting along with Shen Wenfei every day, but now there are more than two months left, but he wants to say goodbye in advance.

Before Shen Wenfei knew about it, he quietly packed his luggage. There were very few things that really belonged to him these years, and most of them were bought by Shen Wenfei. The more Song Ran packed, the more he recalled the time when he was with Shen Wenfei. Time always has to slow down for a while before things can be sorted and packed.

Yan Ming was very efficient in his work. He found a one-bedroom apartment near C University, took a video and showed it to Song Ran, and asked him if he wanted to go and see it in person. Song Ran transferred the rent and deposit to him without saying a word. Ask him to settle the house first.

Yan Ming also felt very strange about Song Ran's eagerness to change, and asked him tactfully if something happened to him.

Song Ran sincerely regards Yan Ming as a friend, but there is no need to talk about the matter between him and Shen Wenfei, and he just found a poor reason to prevaricate it. Fortunately, Yan Ming has always been a person with a sense of proportion, and Song Ran is unwilling to reveal it , he will never ask more.

It only took two and a half days to find a house and pack up my luggage. Song Ran never thought that it would only take such a short time to leave the person who has been with him for many years.

The way to leave has been paved, and Song Ran started to settle his and Shen Wenfei's debts.

Shen Wenfei lent him 42 yuan back then, and he repaid it little by little over the years, leaving only a small amount to pay off.

Song Ran calculated the accounts very carefully. He still had a balance of 33 yuan in his deposit. After excluding the 15 yuan for the store and the 15 yuan reserved for living expenses, the remaining 100 yuan was used to repay the debt. There is still a big gap in the [-] million that Shen Wenfei gave Song Wei, but as long as he fills it up slowly, he will pay it off one day.

He was looking forward to the moment when he and Shen Wenfei could settle their money and money.

After finishing these, Song Ran specially went out to buy ingredients that afternoon, preparing to make the last dinner for Shen Wenfei.

No one knows Shen Wenfei's food preferences better than him. Shen Wenfei is not addicted to sweets, and his taste is relatively light, and he doesn't like food that is too meaty.

Song Ran remembers learning how to make crispy pork belly on the Internet once, watching Shen Wenfei take a bite with great interest, but Shen Wenfei frowned, looking at him with a rare look of embarrassment, although in his expectant eyes, Shen Wenfei I still swallowed the pork belly, but never added another piece.

Another time, when he first started making sweet and sour pork tenderloin, he added too much vinegar, the whole dish was so sour that he couldn't eat it, and the tenderloin was also old and astringent, but Shen Wenfei ate several mouthfuls out of conscience, feeling disgusted at all. He didn't even show it in his appearance, and it was only later that Song Ran learned from his daily habit of serving dishes that Shen Wenfei didn't like jealousy, and he basically avoided jealous dishes when cooking.

Shen Wenfei, who doesn't like to be jealous, is willing to eat his spoiled sweet and sour pork tenderloin. Song Ran recalled, and realized that Shen Wenfei was such an awkward person in these daily interactions.

He was never willing to say a word, Song Ran always had to guess for a long time before he could figure out what he was thinking. Until now, Song Ran still couldn't understand Shen Wenfei.

The braised goose was bubbling, which interrupted Song Ran's thoughts. He turned off the fire, put the whole casserole on the table, and went to prepare pumpkin baked with salted egg yolk and shredded pork with Beijing sauce. Tonight's dishes are all It was Shen Wenfei's favorite food, and he was almost devoutly preparing the last meal for the two of them.

When all the dishes were served, Song Ran stood in front of the table, trying to convince himself to be happy, looking forward to a delicious dinner, but he still couldn't help but blushed.

He shouldn't cry at the last moment, but leaving Shen Wenfei was really too difficult and painful for him.

——The time passed by six o'clock, and people in the company clocked in one after another.

Shen Wenfei and Jiang Yu were still in the office discussing the matter of inspecting the construction site tomorrow. The two of them had been working on this project for half a month, trying not to make mistakes, and put in a lot of energy.

Jiang Yu closed the notebook and rubbed his eyes in exhaustion, "It's really not a human thing."

Shen Wenfei was noncommittal, turned off the computer and prepared to leave work, and said, "Let's go back first."

"You have someone waiting at home, unlike me who is alone, why go back?" Jiang Yu said, also got up and prepared to leave.

Shen Wenfei didn't refute his words. Jiang Yu guessed his relationship with Song Ran the day Song Ran came to the company to find him, and he didn't intend to hide it, so he teased, "It's really comfortable to be able to eat as soon as I get home."

Jiang Yu was so sour that he shivered.

Shen Wenfei went to the underground garage, and just after picking up the car, a call came in from his mobile phone, it was someone from the law firm.

"Mr. Shen, the recording and transfer records you provided have been sorted out, and you can file a case against Song Wei for extortion at any time. When is it convenient for you, can you come to the office?"

Shen Wenfei turned the steering wheel, drove the car out of the underground garage, and replied, "In just two days, I will contact you again. Thank you, Lawyer Chen."

The red light was flashing, Shen Wenfei glanced at the mobile phone fixed in front of the car for navigation, and then moved his gaze forward.

It was the off-duty time, and the streets were full of vehicles, which might be blocked for more than ten minutes, but he couldn't wait to bring the surprise he had prepared to Song Ran.

Not knowing what expression Song Ran would have, Shen Wenfei looked forward to it.

The author has something to say: I like some surprises to be frightened.

Xiao Shen: Wife, I arrested your father, are you happy?

Xiao Song: Sorry, I have to run away.