night tide recedes

Song Ran sat on the off-white sofa and looked around.

The bright lights illuminated every corner of the room full of memories. He suppressed his sorrow and stood up reflexively when he heard the movement at the door. This might be the last time he greeted Shen Wenfei who got off work, and it was very precious.

The slender figure at the entrance was slightly bending over to change shoes, Song Ran couldn't help thinking, will there be people waiting for Shen Wenfei to go home like this in the future?

When Shen Wenfei walked into the living room, he didn't want to leave a bad impression on Shen Wenfei at the last moment, so he suppressed his lonely emotions and showed a soft smile to Shen Wenfei.

Shen Wenfei seemed to be in a good mood, took off his suit jacket, and casually put it on his elbow, Song Ran stepped forward to take it as usual, and said softly, "It's time to eat."

He was about to take the coat and hang it up in the room, but Shen Wenfei reached out and shook his wrist, and then quickly let go, "Forget it, I'll tell you when I eat."

Song Ran didn't know what Shen Wenfei wanted to say to him, but he also had something to explain to Shen Wenfei, looking at Shen Wenfei's face so close at hand, he was afraid that he would not be able to speak later, so he said, "I also have something to tell you .”

Shen Wenfei looked at Song Ran with soft brows and eyes, a little warmth flashed in his eyes, and he nodded.

When the two sat at the table, Song Ran knew that this was the last meal, so she eagerly introduced the dishes to Shen Wenfei, "I have stewed the goose for two hours, try it to see if it tastes good, and pumpkin, I will I asked the boss to choose it for me, it should be very soft."

He looked expectantly at Shen Wenfei eating the ingredients he cooked with his own hands, his eyes filled with deep reluctance and nostalgia.

Will other people cook for Shen Wenfei in the future, will they pay attention to Shen Wenfei's preferences, and will Shen Wenfei also like food made by others?

At this moment, Shen Wenfei was still circling in Song Ran's mind. He thought a lot in a mess, and soon realized that who Shen Wenfei would be with in the future was out of his control.

Perhaps seeing the abnormality in Song Ran's expression, Shen Wenfei took the initiative to ask after swallowing the delicious goose meat, "What do you want to tell me?"

The white rice in Song Ran's mouth suddenly felt like a stone, so hard that he even struggled to chew it, but when it came time to speak, he panicked, and when facing Shen Wenfei's suspicious gaze, he even had the idea of ​​retreating.

Song Ran struggled to swallow a mouthful of rice, her palms felt cold, she opened her mouth but couldn't make a note.

In front of him is Shen Wenfei, whom he has admired carefully for seven years. Can he really make up his mind to say goodbye?

"Song Ran?" Shen Wenfei frowned slightly when he saw Song Ran's slightly pale face.

In Shen Wenfei's urging tone, Song Ran's heart beat faster, and there seemed to be a construction team rumbling in his head, so that his voice sounded so weak, "Wen Fei, I found a job."

He really said it, Song Ran's fingertips trembled slightly.

Just one sentence drove away the warmth that was lingering in the house just now, Shen Wenfei's brows were furrowed, as if he didn't quite understand Song Ran's meaning, and he asked after a while, "What do you mean, find a job?"

Shen Wenfei's eyes turned cold in an instant, and Song Ran subconsciously panicked. He didn't want to have an ugly ending with Shen Wenfei at the last moment, so he was so anxious that he could speak incoherently, "Xiaoyan has a friend's fast food restaurant, which is near C University. , It's a very good job..." Seeing Shen Wenfei's cold eyes, his voice gradually weakened, "It's already been negotiated."

There was an eerie silence in the room. Song Ran heard his own heartbeat beating like a drum. It seemed that his heart would penetrate his chest at any time, and the oxygen in the air seemed to be thinner. He was breathing a little fast, waiting Shen Wenfei's reply.

Shen Wenfei slowly put down his chopsticks, as if he finally understood Song Ran's words, and smiled lightly, but his stern face was not relieved by this smile, "Little Yan, it's him again."

With a voice that was so flat that there were almost no ups and downs, Shen Wenfei looked at Song Ran with an unpredictable expression, "So I really hit the mark. After you've found your next home, you can't wait to leave?"

Shen Wenfei's misinterpretation made Song Ran stunned. He blinked, his eyes were a little warm, and said palely, "That's not it..." "Otherwise?" Shen Wenfei's face was condensed, he seemed to have nothing Mood swings, but the calmer the volcano, the more intense it erupts, "Before I took couple photos with him without telling me, now I take over the fast food restaurant without telling me, besides these, I think there are many things I don't know, you Do you want to explain it to me once and for all?"

Shen Wenfei seemed to have erected the corners of his body, making him invulnerable, but his thorns were pierced into Song Ran's flesh and blood one by one. Song Ran's face was pale, and he felt that the person in front of him was so strange that he was a little scared, "Smell Fei, don't do this."

"What about me?" Shen Wenfei's eyes were covered with frost, "Don't forget, you still have two and a half months to leave, so you can't wait to leave, shouldn't you give me a reasonable explanation?"

When Song Ran heard him mention the IOU, his heart felt like it had been hit hard, and he felt a little dizzy from the pain, and said, "I haven't forgotten, I will pay you back the money that has not been paid off with interest."

Shen Wenfei's lips tightened suddenly.

Song Ran's eyes were hot, fearing that Shen Wenfei might misunderstand that he was in arrears, he eagerly raised his wet eyes and said sincerely, "I won't owe you."

Not only the 42, but also Song Wei's 100 million, he will try his best to pay it off.

He was thinking about how to bring up Song Wei's matter, Shen Wenfei took the lead and said, "So tonight's meal is a break-up meal?"

Song Ran acquiesced.

"Then your wishful thinking will come to naught." Shen Wenfei pulled away the chair and stood up. Song Ran had to look up at him. From this angle, the corner of Shen Wenfei's jaw stretched out a cold arc, which made him look a little uncomfortable. "I'm going to tell you that you owe me more than the 40."

Song Ran's pupils shrank, and his whole body was a little cold.

The next moment, Shen Wenfei gave a warm smile, "A few days ago, your father who had disappeared for many years suddenly appeared in front of me and asked me for 100 million. How do you calculate the money?"

Sure enough, it was true, Shen Wangshan didn't lie to him, Song Ran had mixed feelings, his eyes were red as if they had been smoked by fireworks, he looked up at Shen Wenfei, choked up and said, "I will pay it back."

"Why do you pay it back?" Shen Wenfei was in an extreme mood, unable to realize that Song Ran was not at all surprised by this matter for a while, and only wanted to arm himself with words wrapped in armor, "You paid back 40 for seven years, 100 Wan, let me think about it, how long will it take you to pay it off, ten years, or twenty years, do you have to pay it off?"

Song Ran didn't expect Shen Wenfei to point out his incompetence so bluntly. His blood was rolling, as if he would cry in the next second. He seemed to be back in front of the training room in A. After many years, he underestimated his words. It still rang in his ears, but now the person who looked down on him like this was replaced by Shen Wenfei whom he adored from the bottom of his heart. This kind of pain was a hundred times stronger than other people's looking down on him.

He forced himself to stand up, looked at Shen Wenfei with red eyes, and repeated stubbornly, "I will pay it back."

Shen Wenfei didn't seem to have expected Song Ran to be so decisive. He stepped forward and grabbed Song Ran's wrist. He was half a head taller than Song Ran, and his height advantage made him feel oppressive when he lowered his eyes. Leng Lie, "So you have to go?"

Song Ran forced himself to look at Shen Wenfei, he no longer could only look up at Shen Wenfei, swallowed the pain spreading from his throat, and squeezed out a word, "Yes."

The strength of holding the wrist suddenly intensified, and Shen Wenfei couldn't control his own strength for a moment, as if he was about to crush Song Ran's wrist. There were dark clouds in his black eyebrows, as if there would be a downpour at any moment. After a few breaths, he was cold and hard Ask, as if seeking an unsolved mystery, "Why, aren't we doing this well?"

Shen Wenfei suddenly saw the mother who was still begging for her before she died, but couldn't get a look from her, and she was very confused.

He has already embarked on a completely different path from his mother, and he doesn't talk about love or affection. Even so, can't he keep Song Ran?

He always knew that Song Ran liked him, but liking was such an ethereal thing, he didn't dare to guess, Song Ran might change his mind.

Is it Yan Ming, or since when did Song Ran's heart no longer belong to him alone?

Shen Wenfei's pride only allowed him to ask this sentence, but when he asked the question, he had already lost a complete defeat, but he couldn't even find out the reason for the loss.

Song Ran has never seen Shen Wenfei like this before. His face is clearly still stern, but it is covered with a layer of fragility. It seems that if he can't get the answer he wants, the high city wall will collapse. He has never understood it. Shen Wenfei, more so now.

Shen Wenfei was able to bow his head for him and Shen Wangshan, and for him to give 100 million to Song Wei, certainly not because he didn't care about him at all, but during these seven years of getting along, Shen Wenfei treated him as if he was far away, always near and far, as long as he had a little delusional thought, he would never stop. I will soon be driven away by reality to have thoughts that I shouldn't have.

He likes Shen Wenfei, so what kind of feelings does Shen Wenfei have for him?

Now Shen Wenfei asked him why.

Song Ran is also asking himself, he seems to be a person struggling in circles in the fog, unable to find a bright exit for a long time.

Until he saw himself in Shen Wenfei's eyes who couldn't help crying at some point.

Enlightened, he shook his head slightly, and said hoarsely, "Maybe I used to think it would be good to stay by your side, but now I don't think so."

There were cracks in Shen Wenfei's perfect mask that always covered his face.

Song Ran couldn't bear Shen Wenfei's sadness, but he still slowly and forcefully pulled his hand out of Shen Wenfei's palm. He finally found the answer, and answered the questioner with a stick in his throat, "Wen Fei, I want to become a better person."

It is not a domestic worker who can only circle around an acre of three-point land, nor is it the dodder grass that is attached to Shen Wenfei in the eyes of others, but Song Ran who is independent and can live on his own.

Only in this way can he stand beside anyone he admires openly and frankly.

He forced himself not to look at Shen Wenfei's tense face anymore, sobbing, he approached the bedroom and pulled out the packed luggage, walked to the living room, and found that Shen Wenfei was still in place, like a lost traveler who had been frozen, unable to find a way forward the way.

Song Ran swallowed the crying, "Wen Fei, goodbye."

Shen Wenfei suddenly turned his head to look at him, his eyes were bloodshot, and his hand hanging by his side was clenched into a fist, as if he would be unable to control himself to force Song Ran to stay in the next moment.

But he is Shen Wenfei, he has his own pride and persistence, and he will never end up in the embarrassing ending that his mother struggled to keep. He just watched Song Ran's back disappearing at the entrance little by little for a moment, and left. In a world that only belonged to two people that he had carefully created over the years.

The author has something to say: As we all know, the more scared people are, the more they talk.

Our Xiao Shen really loves Xiao Song very much. I saw some readers accused Xiao Shen of pua Xiao Song. I respect everyone’s opinion, but there are many kinds of love. To a certain extent, Xiao Song can live safely Up to now, it is Xiao Shen who has been escorting him. For him, his love just cannot be said, and he promises that he will not change his mind, but he is afraid that Xiao Song will change his mind, so he wants to cut off Xiao Song's social interaction to maintain The relationship between the two will never deteriorate.

Of course, everyone can think what they want haha!