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Before dawn the next day, they started to pack up and go into the mountain.The days are short and the nights are long here, and it's cold outside.Xu Qingxuan had a nightmare all night. In the dream, there was always a man's back, wearing a black coat, with the cold fragrance of perfume.It's like Xue Hui, but subconsciously he's a little uncertain.He never turned his head or looked at him, looking distant and indifferent.Xu Qingxuan was anxious and tossed and turned all night, causing his heart to freeze suddenly when he saw Xue Hui.

Xue Hui was checking everyone's climbing equipment, and he didn't look at him during the preparation process.Xu Qingxuan also avoided his gaze like a guilty conscience, because of what happened last night, for some reason, he was just a little nervous.

The more he was afraid, the more he hid, and Xue Hui seemed to feel his escape, leaving a little space for him.

Shi Man wore a jacket, hat, snow goggles, and led the way with a cane.Four pairs of cp, two or two teams.The other three teams support and help each other.They were the only ones, more than one meter apart, as polite as ordinary friends, walking behind the team.

"Slept well last night?"

"Ah good."

They didn't say the first sentence until they walked halfway, Xue Hui walked behind him, Xu Qingxuan felt the heat inside the jacket and he was sweating.Being looked at by the man's deep eyes, his back was wet and hot, and he felt uncomfortable.

He obviously did nothing wrong, but he felt a little timid in front of him.

"Brother Xue, did you sleep well last night?"

"It snowed all night."

"what?"

"Didn't you hear?"

Xue Hui took the alpenstock and swept away the branches in front of him.Xu Qingxuan almost dodged the branches surrounded by him.He breathed nervously: "I fell asleep."

Xue Hui swung his hand around his waist to protect him, and he left with just one touch.The warmth left him quickly.

"Ah."

Xu Qingxuan immediately looked at his expression, but Xue Hui's expression was calm and he couldn't see anything.His calm appearance made Xu Qingxuan even more uncertain, a little scratching his head, not knowing how to explain it to him.

When I started walking, it was very cold.Although Shi Man led the way, and Lu Jiasheng and Hu Meng both had experience in mountaineering, but on a snowy mountain like this, with dense jungles, everyone became too tired to walk after a while.

At this time, the importance of Xue Hui was revealed, and Xue Hui automatically walked to the front.He encouraged everyone to help each checkpoint and intersection one by one, and gradually became the backbone of the team.

Shi Man refused to admit defeat, and still walked ahead lively and waved to everyone, not knowing the depth of the road along the river.Accidentally stepped on the ice pit, Xue Hui gave her a hand in time and put her in the team.

Shi Man stuck out her tongue at him mischievously, Hu Mengbaiwei and the others were all tired, and even Lu Jiasheng lost his temper.

Xu Qingxuan watched Xue Hui walk to the front, and after the two talked about it a week ago, they would more or less give each other a look to show that they cared about each other.There is no regulation, and there is such a tacit understanding naturally.

However, it was noon, and everyone took a break at one point.Xu Qingxuan looked over while drinking water, Xue Hui was distributing food to everyone, and he didn't look at him all the time.

He was stepping on snow, and his physical strength was good, but the dark and humid environment made him a little nervous.Subconsciously looking over again, Xue Hui sat down far away from him.He and Shi Man were discussing which way to go and how to get to the camp before dark.

The tossing and turning in the dream overlapped with the reality, making Xu Qingxuan's mood drop instantly.He suddenly felt that Xue Hui might not need to explain at all, and they had nothing to do with each other.

Just feeling uncomfortable in his heart, Zhuo Liang walked up to him and handed him a few biscuits.

Xu Qingxuan said: "Thank you."

Joyo sat down beside him, looked at Xue Hui and said, "People like him won't have any results with you."

Xu Qingxuan said: "What did you say?"

Zhuo Zhuo said: "Have you seen who he married, or announced his love affair? People of their class have a dignified face, but it's just for fun. Do you still take it seriously?"

Xu Qingxuan said: "What kind of person is he, you don't need to tell me."

Zhuo Zhuo said: "Because your eyesight is too bad!"

Xu Qingxuan said: "Is my eyesight better?"

Zhuoyou's words stuck in his throat.

He gasped for several breaths, and suddenly said in a low voice: "Xiaoxuan, I was wrong, I want to come back."

Xu Qingxuan looked at him curiously: "How did you come back?"

"What's wrong with me, you tell me, I'll change it. I can also separate from Hu Meng, but you have to bear with it for a while. She will help me release an album soon, as long as I can release an album..."

Xu Qingxuan said: "You mean, you maintain a relationship with her on the surface and want me to have an affair with you?"

"Of course my heart belongs to you, and it is you I really love."

Xu Qingxuan looked at Hu Meng who was just a few meters away and didn't know the world, and didn't know whether she was ridiculous or himself, or Zhuoyou was more ridiculous.

"Excellence, if you don't want to offend your benefactor, stay away from me. I still want to keep our dignity and good memories."

"But you love me!"

"Who hasn't loved a scumbag or two when he was young?"

The movement of Zhuo Zhuo and Xu Qingxuan here alarmed the surrounding people, and Hu Meng splashed a bottle of hot water on Xu Qingxuan's face.

Water ran down his hair and cheeks, and soon icicles formed in the air.Xue Hui quickly blocked him inside and wiped the water off his face with a towel.

Xu Qingxuan took a towel to dry off and said, "It's all right."

Hu Meng and Zhuoyue walked aside to quarrel, and the atmosphere was extremely awkward.Fortunately, the water was not very hot, so Xue Hui asked him, "Did you hurt?"

He shook his head, dodging his wipe.

Xue Huihui returned his hand.

"Don't be alone with him in the future."

"I do not have."

Xu Qingxuan looked at him angrily, Xue replied: "I was wrong."

Xu Qingxuan grabbed his hand again, feeling very sad, and handed the towel back.

"never mind."

He is in no mood now.At the end of the day, it's hot and cold, up and down, it's really torture enough.

Until camping at night, Zhuo Liang didn't look for him again.

But in the evening, everyone cooked and had a dinner at the camp, and Xu Qingxuan did not attend.He spread a layer of moisture-proof pads in the tent, and it was still cold in the sleeping bag, and he had no intention of admiring the starry sky outside.

He wanted to ask the program crew for a light, so that all the lights outside would be on.But his tent was already in the brightest place. The night in the snow-capped mountains was very different from the night in the city. It was like entering the polar night, with no light through his hands.The end of darkness is still darkness, and the stars cannot be seen.This kind of overwhelming black pressure, ordinary people can't bear it, let alone him.

He's huddled in his sleeping bag, save for a rickety lamp outside the tent.I don't know where a familiar song played, it was the song Zhuoyue gave him at the music festival for the first time, this song no longer has any romantic meaning, only embarrassing and sad heart-piercing.

The memories of the two flowed in his mind, and he wanted to deny his past and the love he once had.No one can understand the pain of seeing it collapse and disappear in front of our own eyes.

Everyone outside watched the stars, drank and chatted, noisy and noisy, and then few.Each of them got into the tent, only the sound of the guitar was still ringing, as if he was sure that he was afraid, he closed his eyes and covered his head, presumably this snowy night would not be able to sleep again...