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Xu Qingxuan didn't sleep much that night, and his complexion was very bad.There are also appointment tasks scheduled during the day.The night before, Xu Qingxuan didn't choose anyone, but he received text messages from two people, Xue Hui and Zhuoyou.

Xue Hui asked him, are you still feeling uncomfortable?

He didn't reply.

Zhuo Zhuo said that today he will be waiting for him in the cafe in the small town.

He didn't return either.

Everyone returned to the B&B at the foot of the mountain together, and Xu Qingxuan went back to his room as soon as he returned.He was cold and dizzy, and the headache combined with the discomfort of the journey left him groggy and lethargic.

Like drunk, the consciousness is very unconscious.Falling into a floating dream, he fell asleep in the room, and dimly felt that someone came in to touch his forehead and fed him a pill.He also couldn't see who the other person was, and he was anxious and looking forward to it, feeling that that person was always by his side.

There was a fire burning in his body, the palms were hot, the ears were hot, and a fire was about to burst out of his throat.He frowned uncomfortably, dripping with sweat, and a pair of warm hands fell on his forehead.That hand was cool and gentle, with a heavy soothing power, he just wanted to get closer to it, and rub the coolness more.

His face rubbed against the man's palm, and the man's eyes seemed to gain substance, enveloping him warmly.He soaked in that tenderness, feeling comfortable for a while, and dangerous for a while.No matter how hard he tried to wake up, he couldn't wake up, his consciousness was drowsy, and he had nightmares again and again, so he fell into the abyss uneasily.

I don't know how long it took, but there was a loud noise downstairs.When he finally woke up, it was already dark, and the light was on in the room, but it was still breathless.He was sweating profusely, and sat up abruptly, with no one in front of him.He almost thought that the tenderness in the dream was just an illusion.

He put on his clothes, washed, and went downstairs.The guests are all back from their dates.Lu Jiasheng took Bai Wei to watch the sunrise, Shi Man and Ji Heng found a place to ski.Hu Meng, Zhuo Zhuo, and Xue Hui were at home in embarrassment. Zhuo Zhuo waited for Xu Qingxuan all afternoon and came back angrily.Hu Meng ignored him.Xue Hui and the others were making dinner, and when they saw him coming downstairs, all eyes were on him.

Seeing him, Shi Man asked, "Has Xiao Xu recovered from his cold? Do you want to rest a little longer?"

Xu Qingxuan shook his head, and responded with a somewhat stuffy nose: "It's okay, Sister Man, let me help."

He was washing dishes in the sink alone, top-heavy and dizzy.Zhuo Liang was helping on the other side, and he ignored his gaze.Dinner is ready and everyone sits down.

Stay another day, and half of their journey will be over.Shi Man raised his glass and asked everyone to celebrate.

This time Xu Qingxuan sat in the corner, surrounded by Bai Wei and the others, far away from the two men.

When Lu Jiasheng was about to pour wine for Xu Qingxuan, Zhuo Zhuo stopped him and said, "Can't he drink wine?"

Lu Jiasheng paused for a moment, he didn't want Xu Qingxuan to drink at first, but he just pretended to be.But what Zhuo Zhuo said seemed to be offended by his good intentions.

Lu Jiasheng looked at the delicate pattern on the table with a smile on his face. Ever since Zhuoyou appeared, everyone's atmosphere has become very strange.He glanced at Xue Hui, then at Zhuo Zhuo and Xu Qingxuan, and said with a smile, "I heard that Mr. Zhuo plays rock and roll, and rocker is the coolest, isn't it? You must drink this bottle of red wine that I have kept for many years. "

Lu Jiasheng poured the wine into Xu Qingxuan's wine glass very straightforwardly, Zhuo Zhuo couldn't let go, if he didn't drink, Xu Qingxuan had to drink this glass of wine.So he had no choice but to bite the bullet, and walked over to finish the wine regardless of everyone's gaze.

Lu Jiasheng praised: "Not bad! Teacher Zhuo is real!"

Lu Jiasheng poured him another cup, and poured it into Xu Qingxuan's cup, so he drank several cups in succession.Lu Jiasheng changed the small cup again, Zhuo Zhuo took one cup after another without changing his face, the scene gradually became more and more intense and embarrassing.

Xu Qingxuan couldn't help saying: "Let's forget it, Brother Lu? I'll drink the rest myself."

Excellence refused to give in, grabbed the wine glass with him, and drank it down again.

His eyes were red, and he said to Lu Jiasheng, "I can make another bottle."

Xu Qingxuan said: "Excellent."

His tone was very heavy, he was unable to deal with them, and he had almost reached the limit.

Zhuo Zhuo waited for him for a day, but when he didn't wait, he reprimanded him and sat back in his seat uncomfortably.

Hu Meng replied coldly to Xue who was watching everything the whole time: "Brother Xue, I haven't learned the chess you taught me this afternoon. You can help me review it later!"

Xue Hui didn't speak, Xu Qingxuan glanced at him first, it turned out that he had been playing chess with Hu Meng all afternoon.It was indeed his illusion.

He was even more unwilling to eat. Everyone at the dinner table seemed very happy, chatting about what happened in the day and the people they met.The city in a foreign country is full of romantic feelings. Lu Jiasheng said that watching the sunrise from the mountain is very different. It is so cold that his fingers are about to fall off, but the moment he saw it was very shocking.The snow-capped mountains, the jumping red sun, and the glow of the sun complement each other, forming a fairy-tale kingdom of ice and snow.Bai Wei's face was full of spring breeze, as if she was also very satisfied with the domineering president's arrangement this time.While Shi Man and Ji Heng went skiing, the two sports lovers had a crazy day.Shi Man said: "You must let yourself go to a place where no one is around, so that you can appreciate the beauty of this scenery. I will come again next time, and let you see if I can meet a bear!"

Everyone was laughing, only Xu Qingxuan was doing nothing on the table, he missed a beautiful day, and they will return to the island tomorrow.He hasn't had a good look at the city yet.For him, there is only endless darkness, coldness and embarrassment in this city.

He scooped up the soup in the bowl, wanting to eat but couldn't finish it, wanting to leave but afraid of ruining everyone's happiness.I could only sit there and persevere, and the people on the table slowly dispersed.Joyo seems to have a lot to say to him.

He sat at the same table with him, looking at each other, but he didn't know why they were so strange.

Xu Qingxuan thought, what exactly is love?Why is his face so completely changed that he doesn't even feel pain when he sees him.

Is it Zhuo Zhuo's betrayal of him?Or was he betraying himself?

What would happen if he fell in love with another person?Love will die sooner or later, enthusiasm will be consumed sooner or later, and there is no patience to face it.become ugly to each other, just like his parents.

Now he can't think of Zhuo Zhuo and his good memories, all he can think of is the wasted time, and he survived those sad days alone.

What's the point of love?

Facing his former lover, now a stranger, he walked out.Zhuoyou got up and chased him out.

Zhuo Zhuo stopped him on the balcony and said, "I've been waiting for you all day today."

"I know."

"Why don't you come?"

"I thought there was no need for us to meet again."

"What if I say that I broke up with Hu Meng?"

"no need."

"Xiao Xuan!"

Xu Qingxuan said: "I know what kind of person you are, and you won't let go until you achieve your goal. Why bother? It's really not worth it. From now on, as long as you have a clear conscience, I still wish you success."

"But this path was chosen by us together, and becoming a big star is our common dream!"

"Becoming a big star has never been my dream, but your dream. If you want to sing, I will sing with you in Sanlitun; To myself. Who am I? What do I really want, maybe after my parents divorced, I don't understand myself at all..."

On the balcony, in the closed space, Zhuo Liang blocked him inside, with red eyes: "Don't give so many reasons! The bottom line is that you have changed, and you have become like them, secular and utilitarian, look down on me!"

Xu Qingxuan said: "The one who looks down on you is always yourself."

"Do you dare to say that you are magnanimous? It was only a few days after we broke up, and you fell in love with someone else."

Zhuoyou's voice was very low: "Did you get fucked by him? What methods did he use to make you comfortable, huh? I heard that he doesn't taboo meat and vegetables, and he eats both men and women..."

Xu Qingxuan looked at the distorted face in front of him, he couldn't believe that he would fall in love with such a person when he was 20 years old.

He was about to raise his hand to struggle, when suddenly a person came out from behind, punched Zhuoyo and knocked him down in the snow.

Zhuo Zhuo was already at the door, rolling all the way down the steps, how embarrassing it was.

Xue Hui stood in front of Xu Qingxuan coldly and said, "You're talking nonsense about something."