After the young master died of leukemia, Mr. Lu went crazy

When I was 21, I met a guy who was standing outside playing with a kitten and had the softest smile I've ever seen.

At that moment, my heart was a little moved, and I picked up the camera uncontrollably, wanting to keep that beauty forever.

He was a little startled when he heard the shutter of the camera, and then asked if the kitten was for sale, and I said yes.

In this way, I often used the kitten as an excuse to go to his house. After I got acquainted with him, I confessed to him, but he told me something that shocked me.

He was seriously ill, and I asked people everywhere to find bone marrow. On that day, I lived next door to him.

Although I know that he is seriously ill, I still want to stay by his side and take care of him. Others say that first love is fruitless.

But I just don't believe it!

His body became weaker and weaker, so weak that he was admitted to the hospital. When that person came, he stood outside and dared not come in.

I stroked Lin Xi's hair, watching his life come to an end, seeing him in such pain, I was very sad, but I didn't know what to do.

We went back to City A and paid homage to his grandma together. At that moment, I realized that there is really no one in this world who loves him anymore.

I have lived alone and helplessly for 17 years.

I want to heal his wounds, I want you to be happy forever, and I want to tell him that I will be with you in the days to come.

It was raining and I carried him on my back, he was so light, as if a gust of wind could blow him away, I felt his increasingly weak breath on my back.

Endless sorrow welled up in my heart.

No one is not afraid of death, just because there is no nostalgia in this world, death is not so scary.

Everyone says that the one who stays is the loneliest, and the one who goes first is the happiest.

Because the one who leaves doesn't have to endure the loneliness and loneliness of the one who stays.

It is said that bystanders are clear and authorities are fans. I can see the relationship between them, so I want to let them be together in his last moments.

But what I didn't expect was that Lin Xi would be so stubborn, maybe it doesn't make sense to see or not to see.

I guarded him tremblingly every day, fearing that he might not wake up, but this day still came.

Lin Xi walked towards the lake uncharacteristically and said a lot of words. I knew he was leaving.

I couldn't breathe because of the pain in my heart, but I still couldn't bear to refuse his request.

At the last moment, Lin Xi still couldn't let go of that person. I knew it and I always understood it. After Lin Xi recovered, I was so afraid that he would be with him again.

I prayed that Lin Xi would give me a chance, I could feel that he had me in his heart, and finally he agreed, and I was ecstatic, although he was with me because he was moved, but I was also satisfied.

Because I always firmly believe that time can change everything, Lin Xi can heal the wounds in his heart, and I can make him have me in his heart. When we returned to Erhai, we thought we could finally be together, but fate was so cruel after all.

My dad came, and he strongly opposed us being together. At that moment, I thought a lot in my heart, that is, I will never let go of your hand no matter what, but fate is so magical.

When people want to do something, accidents always happen. The moment my dad fell down, I let go of his hand, completely forgetting that he was still behind me.

I got in the car and saw his face through the glass, and it was as expected, and my heart went cold at that moment.

Love and affection, I chose the latter.

I am my father's son, I can't make him angry, love is really hard.

Dad was sick and needed to go abroad. I struggled to make that call. Lin Xi on the other end of the phone was very calm, as if not surprised at all. The call ended with a sentence of taking care of yourself.

It started with my love at first sight and ended with me letting go of your hand.

The moment I hung up the phone, I cried. It was the first time I was so old and I cried so hard. Why is it so difficult for two men to be together?

I asked my brother if it was really unreasonable for a man to be with a man?

My brother patted me on the shoulder and said, "No."

If not, then why, loving someone is still so bitter.

I didn't say to ask him to wait for me, because if you can't do it, don't make promises easily, and don't let others wait for you easily.

After going abroad, I forced myself not to contact him or think about him, but I would still look at his photos in the dead of night.

I don't know how he is doing now, whether he is doing well, and how far he and Lu Ming have developed.

I thought it would continue like this forever, but there was news of an earthquake in China, and it was the first time I made that phone call when I came abroad.

Because the geographical location is different, my side is in the daytime, and his side is in the evening.

The phone was connected quickly, and his tired voice came: "Hello."

My throat seemed to be choked, and I couldn't make a sound. It wasn't until he was about to hang up that he said the first sentence: "Brother."

He was startled by his hoarse voice.

Lin Xi hesitated for a while, then said, "It's An Mu, how is it going abroad?"

"Very good, how about you? I heard that there was an earthquake in China, are you okay?" After speaking, the tone became a little anxious.

"I'm fine, you don't have to worry."

For a moment, both of them fell silent again.

I am a little sad to think, since when they have nothing to say, they have nothing to say.

"Brother, I miss you."

Lin Xi sighed from the mobile phone: "I used to want to be with you well, but there are too many things that stop us, An Mu, you are still young, and I will slowly fade out of your world after a long time. There will be a new person entering your world, and he will take my place in your heart."

So, when everything is bearish, you can have no desires and no desires.

"An Mu, you will always meet the beam of light that truly belongs to you, no sooner or later."

I suppressed my crying, and replied with an um: "Brother, goodbye."

I don't know when will be the next time.

When I hung up the phone, I was confused for a moment, not knowing where I was, only knowing that my heart ached and I was about to die.

Perhaps the moment he let go of his hand and chose family affection, it was doomed that they would not be able to.

None of us is wrong, what is wrong is the prejudice in the world, and what is wrong is the wrong time.

The more you want to get closer, the farther and farther you are.

Sometimes I also wonder what it would be like if no one stopped us.

They will stay together for a lifetime until they grow old, listening to the singing of cicadas, looking at Bai Xue, counting the white hairs on each other's hair, and laughing at the wrinkles on each other's faces.

Thinking about myself, I laughed, and tears came out when I smiled.

This dream is really beautiful.

I won't entangle you with shamelessness, because I know what to do.

I took out a piece of grape-flavored hard candy from my pocket, tore open the package, and put it in my mouth. I looked down at the vehicles passing by and murmured, "Brother, the candy is no longer sweet."