After the young master died of leukemia, Mr. Lu went crazy

Lin Xi caressed the fur of the glutinous rice balls that was no longer smooth, and she was always by her side after so many years.

Lin Xi didn't say anything that night. He saw the anticipation in Lu Ming's eyes and held his trembling hand. To be honest, his heart was a little complicated at that moment.

He couldn't give the answer he wanted, but turned and left.

Lin Xi has long been unable to tell whether she loves him or not.

At this age, it is meaningless to talk about love or not. Life is too short, so why bother with it.

I got up and opened the refrigerator to eat a bowl of noodles by myself, but I couldn't finish after a few mouthfuls.

Lu Ming stayed here for a long time, and his mouth was raised by him.

Tangyuan has been lying on the door looking out, Lin Xi patted its head: "Are you thinking about him?"

Tang Yuan meowed at him.

Lin Xi could always see him staring intently into his eyes, which were breathtaking in the dark night.

Lying on the rocking chair, he fell asleep without knowing it. When he woke up, he saw Lu Ming squatting beside him and looking at him.

Lin Xi rubbed her eyes and looked at him sleepily, her voice hoarse: "When did you come back?"

"Just now, I saw that you were sleeping and I didn't have the heart to wake you up." Lu Ming: "I fed cat food to the glutinous rice balls. If you continue to sleep, I will cook."

Lu Ming focused on handling the ingredients in his hands, as if he had done it many times, wearing an apron, and the sleeves on his arms were pulled up, revealing his strong arms.

Lin Xi rested her chin and watched.

After dinner, the two went out for a walk together again. The old lady saw him and said with a smile: "You two brothers have such a good relationship. By the way, the young man who was with you before has not been seen for a long time. How about others?"

Lin Xi knew she was referring to Wang Anmu.

"He went abroad, and something happened at home."

"That's it." The old lady said with some regret: "I still want to introduce him to someone."

Lin Xi smiled awkwardly, these people like to introduce people to others.

Lu Ming stood aside and listened to their conversation without speaking.

The winter wind was chilly and made his face turn red. Lu Ming, who was walking beside him, took off the scarf around his neck and put it on his neck.

Whispered in his ear: "Thank you for teaching me how to love someone."

Lu Ming: "Because it's you, everyone I meet looks like this."

At noon, Lin Xi kept thinking about what Lu Ming said last night.

He closed his eyes and listened to the knock on the door downstairs.

There is no shop today, I want to take a rest.

Who knew that the person downstairs would keep knocking, as if he would keep knocking until he opened the door.

Comparing patience with a businessman, after all, he is no match.

Go downstairs in your slippers and open the door.

The man had a bright smile on his face, holding a thermos bucket in his arms.

Followed him upstairs, opened it and contained a meat and a vegetable, Lin Xi picked it up without being polite to him, and ate it, and drove people away after eating.

Lu Ming left without leaving anything behind.

Lin Xi thought that he would not last for a long time like this, perhaps a day or two, a month or a year, but this time he persisted for two years.

I come to him every day to pet the cat, chat, and deliver him three meals a day.

He doubted that if this guy didn't manage the company, wouldn't the company go bankrupt?

However, he told himself with his strength that even if he is not in the company, he can still manage well.

Lin Xi was lying on the rocking chair, holding a cattail fan in his hand and fanning it slowly, while Lu Ming sat beside him and peeled the longan for him.

The hands that signed the document and typed the keyboard peeled the longan for him, and the juice of the longan was on his hands.

"How long have you been here?"

"Four years."

Lin Xi: "So it's been so long, time flies so fast."

Lu Ming took out the paper and wiped his hands, but said nothing.

"Is your hand better? Does it still hurt when it rains?"

Lu Ming didn't expect him to care about him, and there was a smile in his eyes: "It's much better, do you still want to eat, I'll peel it for you."

"I won't eat." If I eat again, I will have to go to the toilet all day.

Usually when Lin Xi opened the door, there was a person standing outside the door, but today Lu Ming didn't come, and it was said that he was sick and was in the hospital.

He thought it should be caused by the sudden drop in temperature these days.

I took a taxi to the hospital, and saw that he was the only one in the ward, with a drip in his hand, and a spoon in the other hand to eat, and he had to look at the medicine bottle from time to time.

Somehow sad.

Seeing him coming, he asked in surprise, "Why are you here?"

Lu Ming put down his lunch box, coughed a few times, hung up his smile and said, "Don't come here, this cold is contagious, you should go back quickly if you are not in good health."

There are many bacteria and viruses in the hospital.

Lin Xi sighed, walked straight over, picked up a spoonful of rice and handed it to his mouth: "Eat, you need someone to take care of you in the hospital alone."

Lu Ming was flattered, and carefully bit the spoon into his mouth.

On the hospital bed, his face was a little pale, and he coughed from time to time, with a smile on his face all the time.

After eating, Lu Ming urged him to go back quickly, he didn't need to take care of him here.

Lin Xi stood by the bed and stared at him for a few seconds, then turned around and went out to call Zhou Yue.

Since you don't want him to take care of you, then call his parents.

Lin Xi stands on the shore and looks at the Erhai Lake in the distance, he will stay here.

This place is comfortable, plain, beautiful, without disputes.

He closed his eyes and felt the moment of peace, admitting that he was being a little too stubborn.

Just like his stubborn reluctance to forgive his parents from the bottom of his heart, maybe they are really good to him now, but they can't make him forget everything he has experienced in the past. He can go back to celebrate the New Year and make a phone call during the holidays.

But he couldn't live with them, couldn't call them parents.

He can't be with Lu Ming without any grievances. He can relax and let go, get along as a friend, have endless conversations every day, and enjoy his dedication for several years.

But he still couldn't cross the chasm before him, into the minefield he said he would never go again.

Lin Xi opened his eyes and looked at the laughing crowd.

Forgiving is one thing, accepting is another.

The proud Lu Ming was imprisoned in this world because of him.

No relatives, no friends, no home.

This time Lu Ming caught a cold and infected his lungs, and stayed in the hospital for several days. When he came out, Lin Xi didn't pick him up, but stayed in the house.

While basking in the sun, he received a call.

Li Qingyi on the other end of the phone, heard his voice, and said after a while: "Lin Xi, I know what you are stubborn about, and I don't ask you to be with him, I just hope you can treat him better. It’s not as good as it used to be.”

After hanging up the phone, Lin Xi pondered for a long time, not as good as before, yes, they are all old.

His smile was bitter and sad.

Lin Xi turned her head and saw Lu Ming holding Sunflower in his arms, walking towards him. His white hair has grown again, and the corners of his eyes are wrinkled. He is almost 40 years old.

"The sunflowers I planted are blooming, very beautiful for you."

Lin Xi took the flowers and asked, "Have you ever regretted staying here?"

"I regret it."

"Then why don't you leave?"

Lu Ming kissed him on the forehead, and when he heard why he didn't leave, he thought he was going to drive him away, his eyes dimmed a bit: "Because you are here."

"does it worth?"

"It's worth it, because you're the reason I'm here."

The dazzling sun fell on each other's faces.

There is no value or not, only willing or not.

Life is short, why not enjoy it a little bit.