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【What's up with him? 】

[Why did you suspend school? 】

[Why don't I know anything? 】

Qin Huai sent Xu Cheng three consecutive questions.

[Orange: He only explained to me about the club work, and I don't know the reason for the suspension of school. He didn't answer my reason. 】

【Po Qinhuai: Didn't say when you'll be back. 】

[Orange: No, just sent me a few WeChat messages, and I didn't answer the phone. 】

how so……

Why did you suspend school suddenly!

There must be a reason for taking a leave of absence, right?

And even if he really dropped out of school, why didn't he tell himself.

Qin Huai was a little flustered for a while, and Shen Lue left without saying goodbye, leaving him at a loss as to what to do.

At the beginning, he came to Los Angeles to study in college, and his only focus was on studying.

Nothing can stop him from learning.

Knowledge can change destiny!

But later, he met Shen Lue.

A beautiful misunderstanding happened here.

It was as if there was an extra ray of light in his life, illuminating Qin Huai.

Guided him out of the dark and self-closing corner, and the plans for the future are not only learning.

Qin Huai, who usually looks cold and cold, and who doesn't care about calling Shen Luao a bastard, has already fallen in his heart.

It's just that he has a strong and independent personality, so he won't tell these things, and it's impossible for him to be like Jiang Xiaoming clinging to Yu Qingsong.

But in fact, in Qin Huai's heart, Shen Lue is everything to him!

Now that Shen Lue suddenly left without saying goodbye, Qin Huai's loss of soul is the most authentic expression.

leave school...

Why do you want to leave school?

How long will you rest?

Why don't you tell yourself!

Qin Huai had too many questions, so he called Shen Lue again without giving up.

However, the WeChat message was never answered, the phone was always on the phone, and there was no response to the WeChat message sent.

After being surrounded by Shen Liao for several months, now that he suddenly disappeared, it was difficult to adapt for a while.

At this moment, Qin Huai wondered if he had done something wrong.

Is it because you are usually too fierce to him and refuse to obey him.

After thinking about it for a long time, I couldn't figure out why.

Qin Huai pursed his lips, and suddenly thought that Shen Lue had specially replied to Xu Cheng's WeChat message, but ignored so many calls and messages he had sent.

Without even explaining to himself, he just played and suspended school.

Even if there are any problems and difficulties, it is not enough to ignore others without saying a word!

Suddenly my heart hardened, and I snorted coldly.

I'm worried and scared here, I don't think about food, I don't sleep at night, and you choose to reply to messages and ignore people.

You think you're cool and cool, don't you?

If you don't come back, you won't come back, and it's best never to go back.

Qin Huai temporarily suppressed the longing in his heart, and after washing up, he started playing on his own.

"Huiyuan, Guozhi, do you want to have breakfast?" Qin Huai asked.

"I don't think it's so early on the big weekend. Are you going to eat? Bring us a copy!"

"That's right, Brother Huai, bring us a copy!"

Liu Huiyuan and Feng Guozhi, who were still under the covers, poked their heads out one after another.

"Ok."

After finishing speaking, Qin Huai went out by himself.

"Hiss, brother Huai was still preoccupied yesterday, why is he so talkative today?"

"I don't know, maybe I feel better today..."

"I can't fall asleep, I can't sleep anymore, how about masturbating?"

"Okay, number one!"

……

After breakfast, Qin Huai saw the meeting notice posted by Xu Cheng in the group.

After bringing meals to the two roommates, he went straight to the e-sports club.

I don't know why, but every time I went to the e-sports club, I was full of anticipation.

Now I don't have any interest and expectations, and even have some repulsive mentality that I don't want to go.

But he feels fine now.

Suppressing the longing in his heart, not only did he not have any mood swings, he even felt cool.

Usually he used to have a cold and serious face, but today he deliberately stretched his face.

On the contrary, it seems a little weird and unknowing.

When Qin Huai arrived at the training room, he found that the rest of the school team had arrived early.

Everyone looked a little serious, either watching the autumn wind sweeping the fallen leaves outside the window in a daze, or lowering their heads and picking their hands in silence.

Even Jiang Xiaoming, who usually yells and is mean, is extremely quiet at this moment, sitting beside Yu Qingsong like a cute puppy.

The atmosphere in the entire training room was dead silent, which was quite different from the usual bustle and bustle.

After Qin Huai walked in, everyone's eyes gathered.

Everyone knows the relationship between him and Shen Huan. Now that Shen Huan suddenly dropped out of school, Qin Huai might be hit hard.

Lu Tian looked at Qin Huai nervously, afraid that he would do something irrational.

however……

Qin Huai really looked different from usual.

The usual Qin Huai always had a serious and cold face, but now he was smiling.

They thought that today's Qin Huai would be even colder.

Unexpectedly, this Qin Huai not only looked like a normal person, but even showed a "relaxed" expression that he never had before.

I saw Qin Huai sitting in his seat calmly, took out his mobile phone and started playing.

Turning a blind eye to the empty space next to Shen Xu, it seems that it has not been affected in the slightest.

Qin Huai's behavior can't be punished by everyone.

Who doesn't know that you and Shen Lue have a good relationship!

Although they are all teammates who often play together, everyone knows in their hearts that in the entire e-sports club, only Shen Lue is the one who cares most about the ice-cold Qin Huai.

Now Qin Huai is...

wrong!

Something is wrong!

If you really don't care, you should pretend to be human.

Even if you don't pretend, you should still have the same expression as usual.

What is the meaning of Qin Huai's strange stretched eyebrows?

It's okay to bluff other people, but you can't bluff them.

From the beginning to the present, we have lived together for several months.

Do you still know who Qin Huai is?They didn't believe that Qin Huai would be happy at all.

Even if he didn't show any attitude, it definitely shouldn't be like this.

The extremes must be reversed.

So Qin Huai is definitely pretending!

Who wouldn't pretend to be easy!

Xu Cheng, Lu Tian, ​​Yu Qingsong, and Zhou Ye all saw that Qin Huai was pretending, but they didn't realize it.

Only Jiang Xiaoming stood up stupidly, and asked Qin Huai: "Shen Liao has dropped out of school, how can you still laugh!"

Qin Huai, who was sitting on his seat playing with his mobile phone, heard Jiang Xiaoming's words, and turned his head to stare at Jiang Xiaoming: "So I should cry? Why, you still have the custom of crying at funerals?"

"You! Do you have a conscience?"

Jiang Xiaoming was disbelieved by Qin Huai, pointed at Qin Huai and said bitterly: "Can you talk? Shut up if you can't talk! It's no use that Brother Piao treats you so well."

"Stop talking." Yu Qingsong held Jiang Xiaoming back.

"I'm going to tell you! Brother Lue has suspended his studies indefinitely. I'm almost worried to death. He's still laughing unconscionably here."

Even though his mouth was covered, Jiang Xiaoming still spoke out.

Hearing this, Qin Huai looked at Shen Loop's empty table, his eyes dimmed, but it was fleeting.

He forcibly suppressed the thoughts in his heart, and kept thinking about Shen Luao's leaving without saying goodbye, thinking about Shen Luao's return of other people's news and ignoring himself.

The longing that was enough to make Qin Huai collapse was suppressed abruptly.

Qin Huai ignored Jiang Xiaoming and continued to play with his mobile phone by himself.

"Okay, let's start the meeting!"

After everyone arrived, Xu Cheng started the theme of today's meeting.

"I won't say much about Shen Lie's sudden suspension of school. What is more important now is to maintain the normal work and operation of the club and the school team."

……

After the meeting, Qin Huai got up and left.

Xu Cheng chased out of the training room, and shouted at Qin Huai's back: "Qin Huai wait a minute."

Qin Huai turned around.

"I hope you can understand what happened to Shen Lie. Although I don't know the reason, I think there is a reason for his incident. You...you should be happy."

"I'm fine, do you think I'm unhappy?" Qin Huai looked at Xu Cheng and said.

Xu Cheng said seriously: "I hope it's best to be okay."

Qin Huai smiled at Xu Cheng: "I feel pretty good now."

"gone!"

After finishing speaking, Qin Huai turned around and left, raising his hands above his head and waving.

"Instead of pretending not to care, I hope you can maintain such a "good mood" at night. "

The moment Qin Huai turned around, his eyes dimmed immediately.

……

Night, eleven o'clock.

Qin Huai was still sitting at the desk tirelessly looking at the professional book and taking notes.

The two roommates stared blankly.

"Brother Huai, it's time to go to bed! Chao Kai, who is obsessed with studying all day, has already laid down, why are you still..." Liu Huiyuan said lying on the bed and tilting his head.

"Watch another 10 minutes..."

Qin Huai turned his pen, took a picture of a certain obscure knowledge point in the professional book and sent it to Chao Kai, saying: "Chao Kai, help me look here, I don't understand a bit."

"it is good!"

Chao Kai was very enthusiastic and immediately started talking to Qin Huai.

Feng Guozhi scratched his head, puzzled and said, "Brother Huai, what happened these two days, why is it so strange!"

Liu Huiyuan shook his head and said, "I don't know, maybe I was stimulated by something."

11: 30.

After washing, Qin Huai lay down on the bed.

However, he couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning, his mind was full of Shen Luao's figure and his behavior of not replying to messages.

The more I think about it, the sadder it gets, the more I think about it, the sadder I get.

It's so fucking weird, obviously nothing will happen in the daytime, and it will die as soon as I lie on the bed.

Qin Huai shook his head, put on his earphones, and opened NetEase Cloud Music.

Click "What Can I Use to Keep You" and play it.

"You forgot the cold wind blowing through the wound..."

"If you believe it, you will live a lifetime without pain or itching..."

"Why do you want to sing when you see the snow falling..."

"Why do tears fall when I let go..."

After listening to the whole song, Qin Huai finally couldn't bear it anymore.

He clicked open the dialogue box with Shen Loop in a useless manner, and looked at the chat records of the two of them.

He turned on the vlog that Shen Xun had cut out of dozens of photos and played it.

It was on the day of his birthday, and Shen Lie played it while singing "Wish You".

I cried directly to him that day.

Tonight, Qin Huai burst into tears again.

Tears fell silently and wet the pillow.

Qin Huai resisted not making a sound, but his heart was extremely painful and sad.

After watching the video, Qin Huai finally couldn't bear it anymore.

Putting down his usual iceberg coldness, and also letting go of his aggressive mentality, he sent a series of messages to Shen Lue in a futile manner.