Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

The beautiful piano music flows out from the sound hole, which is Mozart's "Little Star Variations".

As soon as he heard this piece of music, Xue Dingbang couldn't help but want to smile.In the past time, many good memories flooded my heart.

Ten-year-old Yin Ren grabbed his hand, obviously trembling with nervousness, and said to him: "Don't be afraid of chestnuts, just stop wherever you don't know how to play, and just play if you come to me!"

Xue Dingbang was smiling in his heart and on his face, he held Yin Ren's hand tightly and said, "Listen to Brother Nannan."

Yin Ren really loves to be brave!

After learning the piano for so many years, the only piece I can play is "Little Star Variations".Xue Dingbang started to learn the piano at the age of five because he liked nice voices—just like the first time he met Yin Ren with a baby voice, he liked Yin Ren's voice.

Seeing Xue Dingbang go to learn piano, Yin Ren who lived next door was also beaten by his father to learn piano.For this matter, Yin Ren suffered a lot of beatings and scolding, but he was still stubborn and could not play anything.

Until the eve of the school's art performance, Yin Ren didn't know why, but insisted on performing with Xue Dingbang on stage, so he played "Little Star".His reasons were very reasonable, and he patted his chest firmly and said, "Your brother is here, don't be afraid of Lizi!"

Xue Dingbang messed up the last performance.

because of fear.

Schrödingbang was not born for the stage, it was the first time he faced so many audiences on the stage.

He is afraid.

That time, he played a piece of music in a mess.He didn't know how it ended, and he didn't know how he stepped down.The applause was sparse, and there was occasional laughter—that is the "little prodigy" who knows everything, is he bragging?

His mother spoke earnestly to him: "Dingbang, think about it carefully, is this right?"

I'm sorry, I was wrong, I made you lose face.I let everyone down on me.

But "everyone" does not include Yin Ren.

"Chestnuts are the best!" Yin Ren took Xue Dingbang's hand and said, "You're just afraid, hold Brother's hand, you won't be afraid anymore!"

They practiced unexpectedly for a month, and Yin Ren, who had no musical talent at all, actually mastered this piece.After the performance was successful, Yin Ren quickly returned to his original state. No matter how hard his irascible father beat him, he still couldn't learn any tunes.

After the song ended, Xue Dingbang's thoughts returned to reality.

"Brother Ren, happy 33rd birthday..." In the video, he himself smiled at the camera and wished, "This year we..."

Xue Dingbang turned off the video, pulled out the USB flash drive and held it tightly in the palm of his hand.

"Yin Ren," the sharp edge of the metal pierced the palm of his hand, causing pain but also sobering, "I'll wait for you."

Early the next morning, the little bird was chirping on the window sill again.The morning light made the ruffled feathers that covered its round body look so glossy and beautiful.It tilted its small head, and looked in curiously with its small black bean-like eyes.

Xue Dingbang broke some stale bread to feed it.This little bird is not afraid of people, its small beak is pecking on the edge of the window, eating very happily.

At this time, another little bird also began to chirp.His cheery voice puts people in a good mood, and even that crappy accent sounds so cute.

"Dingbangsang!" the little bird called, "I'm already here, I've brought all my things! Waiting for you!"

"Okay, you wait for me." Xue Dingbang smiled, "Wait for me, Chris."

Xue Dingbang stepped out of the door in the refreshing sunshine of the morning.When he walked out of the alley and turned to the bridge to go to the designated place, he saw someone climbing over the railing of the bridge.

Although it was just a back view, Xue Dingbang could recognize it—it was Chamberlain!

"What are you doing?!" Xue Dingbang grabbed his collar and pulled back the guy who had stepped out with one foot.

Chamberlain turned his head, his face was bruised and swollen, and his original appearance could hardly be seen.

"Don't touch me! Mr. Xue! Don't touch me!" Chamberlain struggled fiercely, completely ignoring that he might be injured or fall, "I'm dirty!!! Mr. Xue, let me go!!!! I'm just trash! !! Crap!!! I messed everything up!!! My existence is meaningless!!!"

Chamberlain's body was indeed dirty—the blood and tears on his face were mixed together. After wetting through a large area of ​​his chest, he dried out again, and the new blood and tear stains wet the same place again.His face was dirty and unrecognizable, and his clothes were more torn than when Schrödingbang saw him yesterday morning, and he exuded an unpleasant smell of urine.

"Chamberlain!!!" Xue Dingbang's voice was not loud, but very stern, his other hand wrapped around his body to prevent him from falling while struggling, "Get down from here now, do you hear me?"

"Mr. Xue! Let me go!" Chamberlain struggled even harder, "I'm just a useless piece of trash...AHHHHH!!!"

"If I didn't see it, of course I wouldn't care about it." Xue Dingbang's eyes were firm, his attitude was tough, and he grabbed Chamberlain's collar without any intention of letting go, "But I saw it, Chamberlain. If it's because of what happened yesterday, then you There's still a point of redress, you've been duped, and you shouldn't take full responsibility alone. You shouldn't give up hope either."

For a moment, Chamberlain was a little dazed.His body softened, and the strength of his struggle was much smaller.Xue Dingbang took the opportunity to grab his armpit and dragged him from outside the bridge railing.

"Mr. Xue?!!!" Chamberlain struggled instinctively when his whole body was in the air, waving his hands and feet in the air.

Chamberlain's height is not much different from that of Xue Dingbang, and his stature is not light.With such a struggle, it was difficult for Xue Dingbang to stabilize his figure, so he had to fall backwards with him.

Xue Dingbang hugged Chamberlain in his arms. Compared with Chamberlain who was injured all over from the fall, he chose to use himself as a cushion.

Before Chamberlain could react from the shock of the fall, Xue Dingbang turned over, knelt down on Chamberlain, pinched his hands and suppressed him firmly.

"Why? Mr. Xue?!" Chamberlain was caught by the wrist, his hands were raised above his head, and the weight of a grown man knelt on him, making all his struggles futile, "Why don't you let me fall? Why? Want to save me? Mr. Xue? Why?!!!”

Chamberlain wailed and writhed and struggled.He lost his mind and started talking gibberish, writhing and kicking.

"Okay, Chamberlain, I've got you!" Xue Dingbang pressed almost his whole body on it, and it took a lot of effort to control him, "I won't let you go! I won't let you fall! Don't mess around Move, calm down! Okay?"

It took a long time for Chamberlain to calm down.His eyes were empty, without a trace of expression.Those beautiful blue eyes also seemed to have been emptied of color, showing a light gray of despair.

Xue Dingbang knelt up straight, hugged Chamberlain in his arms, comforted his back, and comforted him softly: "Okay, it's all right. Everything is over, Chamberlain."

Chamberlain was terribly thin, and when Xue Dingbang stroked it with his hand, he could feel his bones nailed under the skin.

"Mr. Xue..." Chamberlain's swollen and painful face was buried between Xue Dingbang's neck, and the tears that had just stopped fell down again, soaking a large piece of Xue Dingbang's clothes, "Am I really going to be okay?"

"I assure you - you will be fine." Xue Dingbang stroked the back of his head like a small animal, smoothing his messy hair a lot, "Can you go now?"

Chamberlain pursed his lips and nodded embarrassingly.

"Well, I have to grab your hand. If you don't agree, you can take it back." Xue Dingbang pulled him up and wanted to grab his wrist, but he saw the wound on his wrist and the skin was broken. Xue Dingbang had no choice but to grab his hand and hold him like a child, "I'm not walking steadily, please hold me well."

Chamberlain didn't withdraw his hand, let Xue Dingbang lead him with his head down, and returned to the small rented apartment.

Taking out the key with one hand and opening the door, Xue Dingbang took Chamberlain to the only bed where he could sit.But Chamberlain refused to sit down.

"I'm dirty, Mr. Xue." After Chamberlain finished speaking, he bit his lower lip and couldn't speak anymore.

Xue Dingbang didn't dare to pinch his injured chin, so he could only gently press the corner of his bruised lip with his thumb, and said softly: "Don't bite your lip, it will break."

Chamberlain's lips were beautifully shaped, and even his red, bruised lips looked alluring.The blood that hangs on the lips is like dewdrops on ripe cherries in the morning.

Perhaps it should taste as sweet as cherry juice.

Xue Dingbang turned his head, took out two sets of clean clothes from the suitcase, and handed one set to Chamberlain: "Chamberlain, I want to take a bath now. Do you want to come together? No one is using the bathroom now, and the water temperature is just right. "

Chamberlain didn't speak, just nodded, and mechanically followed Xue Dingbang to the bathroom.

The water temperature is really good.But Xue Dingbang didn't take off his clothes. He just tested the water temperature with his hands and said to Chamberlain: "Chamberlain, do you want to test the water temperature? I think it's a bit cold?"

Chamberlain had just taken off his soiled coat.As soon as he stretched out his hand, he was showered with hot water suddenly, and his shirt was soaked through.

"Sorry, Chamberlain." Xue Dingbang hung the shower head on the shower rack, "As an apology, can I wash your hair?"

"Thank you, Mr. Xue." Chamberlain was full of gratitude, and obediently sat on the bath stool.

"Come on, take off your shirt first." Xue Dingbang squeezed some shampoo and circled it in the palm of his hand, "You can keep your pants and take them off when you can take a shower."

Xue Dingbang knew that Chamberlain was injured, but he didn't know that he was injured so seriously.All kinds of marks on his skin are more like being cruelly abused.

Chamberlain's skin was very pale, not because he was pampered, but more like malnutrition.The red marks on his neck and wrists have a broken beauty on such pale skin.It seems that the years have infiltrated and penetrated the antique white porcelain, leaving those beautiful cracks.Hidden under a translucent glaze, they are almost breathtakingly beautiful.

Xue Dingbang half closed his eyes, staring at the corner of Chamberlain's injured lips through his eyelashes.He stretched out his hand, and his frothy fingers leaned towards the beautiful lip line.

Chamberlain sat obediently, lowered his melancholy eyes humbly and respectfully, defenseless about what was about to happen.

The author has something to say:

Maeda Chris: Just let him die!

Chamberlain: How sympathetic you are!

Yin Ren: Don't quarrel, just have a fight.

Chris Maeda: Is it mine if I fight Dingbangsang?

Yin Ren: That won't work, it still has to be mine!