Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

Xue Dingbang was breathing heavily, his eyes were red.

People who are usually gentle and gentle are especially scary when they get angry.

If Chris Maeda is wise, he should shut up.If that fist had been hammered on his head, he might have passed out on the spot.

But Maeda Chris has never been a person driven by reason.

"Isn't what I said the truth? When he needs you, you will appear by his side. When he doesn't need you, the person who is by your side is not him!" Chris Maeda held Xue Dingbang arm, leaned forward and shouted at him, "He doesn't care about you! Never! Not at all!"

"Shut up!" A loud slap hit Chris Maeda in the face, and then he rolled from the bed to the ground, hitting the back of his head against a solid wall.

This time, Maeda Chris didn't cry out for pain.Even if the corner of his mouth was broken, blood overflowed from the corner of his mouth.Both of his cheeks were swollen, one was hit by Xue Dingbang, the other was hit by Yin Ren.In this way, they left marks on Maeda Chris.Such a scene made Chris Maeda feel ironic and couldn't help laughing.

Maeda Chris was still stubborn, no matter in his eyes or his demeanor, he refused to make any concessions.He stared at Xue Dingbang, and said with almost cruel calmness: "The only one he loves is himself. And I am the one who loves you wholeheartedly."

Xue Dingbang combed his hair back irritably, jumped out of bed, and rushed towards the door in silence.Chris Maeda jumped over and hugged his calf, hanging his whole weight on it.

"Dingbangsang, don't go!" He cried, tears rubbing on Xue Dingbang's pants, "Don't go, I apologize to you! I'm sorry! I just can't tolerate anyone hurting you!"

"Let go!" Xue Dingbang frowned, and the joints holding the doorknob turned white.

"No, don't leave me!" Chris Maeda's face twisted in pain.The magic may be fake, the love words may be fake, the smiling face may be fake, but his pain, at this moment, is so real in front of him, hanging between his twisted eyebrows.

Xue Dingbang felt a burst of irritability in his heart, but Chris Maeda's next sentence made his anger reach its peak.

"Lawyer Yin has already left and will not come back. He will have a new relationship soon, and you can too!" Chris Maeda said pitifully, "Why can't you choose me?"

These words immediately hit Xue Dingbang's sore spot.

Xue Dingbang kicked him away, allowing his thin body to roll around on the ground, hitting the bed post with his thigh.There was no Jiao Didi yelling in pain, saying "Dingbangsang, you hurt me", and there was no crying.He curled up into a ball like a poor little animal, and let out a short gasp.

Xue Dingbang stood at the door and hesitated for a long time, finally ground his teeth, turned around and ran to squat down beside Chris Maeda.

The face that had always been smiling was now pale and distorted with pain.Xue Dingbang touched the cold sweat on his forehead, turned him over and saw shocking blood.

"What's going on?" Xue Dingbang touched a little with his hand. At this moment, he would rather be Chris Maeda's prank again, using magic props or something, but it wasn't.

The trousers of the hospital gown were soaked, and the blood oozing from the thighs stained a large area red.

"The wound is open." Carefully grasping Xue Dingbang's clothes, Chris Maeda buried his head in his chest, "I'm sorry, Dingbangsang."

"Why do you apologize?" Xue Dingbang sighed, "You didn't tell me that you were hurt!"

"I'm sorry, Dingbangsang is willing to listen to me, I'm already very happy. Let me lie to you, okay?" Chris Maeda sobbed, his thin shoulders trembling, "I don't want to see Dingbangsang take your Be gentle to others. I am very jealous of him, and I hate him, not only because you are gentle to him, but also because he dares to hurt you. "

"Okay, it's all right." Xue Dingbang hugged him and stroked his back gently, "I shouldn't have kicked you. I, I didn't know you were injured."

"When I got out of the water tank, I was scratched by the glass. It's not serious, it's only five centimeters." Chris Maeda raised his head, staring at Xue Dingbang with shining deer-like eyes, "Dingbangsang, I look jealous, isn't it ugly? I know it's ugly, but I can't control it! I just want your joys and sorrows, all because of me!"

Schrödingbang lowered his eyelids in a complicated mood - he came out of such a narrow glass box, and after splitting the glass with an axe, he was roughly pulled out by himself, how could he not be injured?

At that time, I was just looking for a pocket watch, and didn't notice his injury at all.

His crying, his lies, and his unbearable means are just to attract his attention and gain his attention.

He clutched at his clothes, as humble as dust under his feet.

"Please don't hate me, can you stay here for a while?" Maeda Chris couldn't help but choked up, but kept trying to calm down, his thin shoulders shrugged non-stop, "Lawyer Yin, I will explain and apologize .”

"No, it's not what you think." Xue Dingbang sighed, "between us...we are childhood friends. We are best friends, best friends, brothers, everything you can think of, except It’s not the kind of relationship you don’t talk about.”

"Dingbangsang?" Maeda Chris stared at him blankly, "Why do you deny it?"

"Because of a man's words, I can't do it." Xue Dingbang hugged him horizontally and put him gently on the bed, "I have a girlfriend."

Chris Maeda's sad face suddenly broke into a smile: "The ones in your phone?"

Xue Dingbang bit his lower lip, and said with a gloomy face: "Yes, I have a girlfriend. Those photos with women in my mobile phone are all..."

"Ex-girlfriend." Maeda Chris said, "Dingbangsang, we are the same kind of people. Why do you keep resisting and denying who you are? You can be yourself, no matter what kind of Dingbangsang you are. , I like them all!"

Xue Dingbang frowned, and rang the call bell beside the bed: "I was originally like this. We are not the same kind of people, Chris."

The medical staff came quickly, and the wound on Chris Maeda's leg made the doctor who came to check frown.She professionally and quickly cut open the trousers of the rogue patient.The wound suture had been cracked, and she examined the wound carefully, her face was very ugly.

Chris Maeda, who was lying on the bed, was going to be sutured again. Before the nurses pushed him away, he suddenly sat up, grabbed Schrödingbang's sleeve and said, "What if I can prove it?"

"There is nothing to prove, this is the truth." Xue Dingbang gently rubbed his hair gently, "Don't think too much. I was wrong about the matter just now. You go first, I will wait for you here, no Walk."

Maeda Chris, who was seen through his thoughts, nodded and lay down quietly again.Xue Dingbang waved to him and sat alone on the hospital bench to wait.He fumbled in his pocket and took out a cigarette, but suddenly remembered that smoking was not allowed in the hospital, so he had to put the cigarette back.Between the fingers, there is still the touch of Chris Maeda's hair.

It was as soft, obedient, and smooth as the first time I touched his hair, like a child's hair.

Xue Dingbang sighed and covered his face with his hands.Maeda Chris's fragrance instantly filled the entire nasal cavity. "Damn it!" he cursed under his breath, and managed to sit up straight again.

The waiting time was extremely long.Xue Dingbang's ears kept ringing with Yin Ren's furious roar, those scenes were so vague that people felt unreal.It's like having a nightmare, when you wake up, everything will be as usual, nothing happened.

However, the pocket watch that he broke had been stopped.Putting it in the pocket of Xue Dingbang's thin coat, it was so heavy that it seemed to pull him into the abyss.

Xue Dingbang took out the broken pocket watch, and Yin Ren's smiling face when he gave the gift seemed to be shaking in front of his eyes.He affectionately called Xue Dingbang's nickname Lizi, and said it was an "adult gift" for him.But at that time, Schrödingbang's birthday had passed several months.

Open the cover, the photos inside have been deformed.That was a photo of the two of them before he went abroad. A 14-year-old boy with a bright smile.Yin Ren pursed his lips, pretending to be kissing, while Xue Dingbang laughed, tilting his head pretending to be disgusted, and pushing his head away.

The deformed watch cover caused a crack in the photo.The twisted crack just split him and Yoon-in in half.

Xue Dingbang took down the crumpled photo and flattened it, and found that there was actually a line of letters inside the watch cover.

Nonpossumtecum viverenecsinete.

It's a Latin phrase, and it probably means something like—unpleasant and easy-going, you are cute and hateful, I can't live with you or without you.

I can't be with you, and I can't live without you.

For 15 years, Xue Dingbang has never discovered the mystery inside.

Blinking his sore eyes, Xue Dingbang pinched his eyebrows.

So, is that so?

"I'm such a fool." Xue Dingbang squeezed the pocket watch tightly, he cherished and valued this pocket watch so much.So much so that he never thought of taking it apart for cleaning, so he missed this secret for 15 years, "Brother Ren, I'm sorry."

For so many years, he has always looked at me like that.And I stood there waiting while he flinched from his shyness?

When Yin Ren was drunk, he grabbed his collar and didn't finish the half sentence.

The gift Yin Ren gave him, there is another layer of meaning contained in those little thoughts.

When Yin Ren was alone with him, the shining stars in those affectionate peach blossom eyes, those perfectly shaped thin lips, those hesitating words.

Everything about Yin Ren in the past kept spinning in Xue Dingbang's mind.

Xue Dingbang raised his neck and let out a long breath: "That's right! How stupid!"

All the speciousness, at this moment, became clear.

Xue Dingbang stood up suddenly, and quickly paced up and down the corridor.He took out his mobile phone and quickly pressed the string of numbers that he could press with his eyes closed.

When the phone was connected, Xue Dingbang was secretly happy.With the music of "Little Star Sonata", time passed by every minute and every second, Xue Dingbang's heart was in his throat.

The author has something to say:

Chris Maeda: Woohoo, Dingbangsang domestically abused me.

Chamberlain: Do you really regard Mr. Xue as your family?shameless!

Chris Maeda: Hmph, Dingbangsang stayed for me, not for you!so……

Chamberlain: So you presume he's your husband?

Maeda Chris: It's not a husband yet, it's a man!friend!friend!Oh~!