Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

The young man standing on the platform noticed someone behind him, turned around and smiled shyly.

"Hello, sir." Chris Maeda's sweet voice broke through the fog in front of him.

Xue Dingbang took a closer look and found that the young man was a strange Indian boy.

"Hello." He was a little shy, and hurriedly packed his things and prepared to leave.

Maybe he likes to be alone by nature, or it may be the reason why Maeda Chris held Schrödingbang's arm and seemed too close.

"Want to help?" Maeda Chris smiled sweetly, and walked over with the food box on his back.The young man blushed and shook his head repeatedly to say no.

The young man extinguished the campfire as he left.He walked very fast and greeted Xue Dingbang and Maeda Chris when he left.Chris Maeda fiddled with two fingers, Ke Keai said goodbye, Xue Dingbang was a little disappointed, but nodded politely.

In the vast open field, dark clouds cover the moon, and the stars are silent.On the ground of the viewing platform, gray starlight shone.The plains and hills form clusters of blurred, dark or shallow shadows, like ink paintings.

Xue Dingbang stood where he was, looking into the distance with empty eyes, looking towards the unknown future.

"Dingbangsang is very disappointed, isn't he?" Chris Maeda put down the food box and reached out to untie the binoculars on Xue Dingbang's body. "The fact that the person you hoped to see didn't come shows that he doesn't care enough. If he can listen to it, he Won't go in Las Vegas!"

"That's enough, Chris." Xue Dingbang dropped all the equipment on his body, the heavy package landed on the ground, and the dust swirled to hold the past, "If you do this again, we will go back!"

Chris Maeda closed his mouth in disbelief, his chest heaving violently with deep and heavy breathing.He blushed with a pretty face, and clenched his fists tightly, unwilling to let go.

"Pick up the things." Xue Dingbang said softly, took out the telescope and turned to set it up.

The rare silence between the two made Maeda Chris very uncomfortable.This time he was the first to open his mouth and bow his head. He walked up to Xue Dingbang carefully, grabbed Xue Dingbang's sleeve and said softly: "I'm sorry, Dingbangsang. I can't help being angry when I see you sad. But I am not giving birth to you I’m so angry. I don’t want to forgive those who hurt Dingbang.”

"I'm not angry with you." Xue Dingbang stroked the poor little hair, and left the adjusted telescope, "Chris, do you want to see the moon?"

Maeda Chris pursed his mouth and nodded, his eyes widened: "Is it okay?"

"I'm going to light a fire, you can play by yourself." Taking out a cigarette from his pocket, Xue Dingbang left with a cigarette in his mouth.

The faint flame of the lighter illuminated Xue Dingbang's face for an instant.Chris Maeda felt his heart beating faster, and turned his head to look at the scene inside the telescope.

They brought some charcoal, and dead twigs they had picked up near the cottage in the woods.The small warm fire quickly ignited, and Xue Dingbang changed hands to set up a tent.

Because Xue Dingbang was the only one to carry the weight, they only brought a tent, but there were two sleeping bags.After tidying up the tent, Xue Dingbang took out a small picnic cloth from his backpack and laid it far away from the campfire.Set out food and drinks and a sitting wind chime.

After doing all this, Xue Dingbang called Maeda Chris over.

He called several times, but Chris Maeda didn't answer.His petite body shrunk in front of the binoculars, bowed his head and said nothing.

"Are you angry? Little hamster." Xue Dingbang walked over and wrapped his arms around his body.He was as small as he remembered, trembling slightly in the night breeze, "Apologize to you, is that okay?"

"Dingbangsang, I'm very sad." Maeda Chris raised his head, his face covered with tears, "Why are you being so gentle to me? I really hate how I look jealous, it's really ugly! But I can't help it, I still feel sad because Xue Dingbang is sad for others."

Chris Maeda's tears, reflecting the light of the campfire.Heartbreaking and intoxicating, like a galaxy tearing apart the sky.The way he was crying was so pitiful that it was hard not to be moved.

He deliberately concealed Yin Ren's name, Xue Dingbang thought.

How much does this young man like me?

Am I being too cruel to him?

Xue Dingbang gently hugged Chris Maeda's body, and wiped away the tears for the little poor: "You are not ugly, Chris. Is there anyone here who is cuter and more attractive than the siren siren? At least I have not met it. "

Maeda Chris smiled through his tears, and wiped the tears off his face embarrassedly: "Dingbangsang, don't make fun of me. I look like a fool. I just kept thinking, if only I were Kaguya Hime. Even if Dingbangsang doesn't like me and wants to stay with Yin Ren, I can go back to the moon and enjoy the glory and wealth."

"I'm afraid not," Xue Dingbang replied solemnly, "Kaguya Ji is a princess. You are not a girl, you cannot be a princess, and you cannot be Cinderella or the Little Mermaid."

Speaking, Xue Dingbang picked up Chris Maeda and gently placed him on the picnic mat.The two sat on the ground and tasted delicious food.Xue Dingbang took fried chicken for Chris Maeda, cut the hamburger meat, poured the sauce on it, filled a cup of hot borscht, and put his hands in front of him: "Your Highness, this is my apology."

"I don't blame you." Chris Maeda took a bite of the fried chicken. The shell was crispy and the inside was tender and juicy. He was as happy as a cat, squinting his eyes, "I'm so happy! Hate that I'm a guy. I used to fantasize as a kid how wonderful it would be if I were a girl."

Chris Maeda raised his neck and looked up at the starry sky.Wood crackled and sparks splintered.Dots of flame swayed upwards and merged into the sky full of stars.The light that seems to adorn the dark blue night sky all comes from fireworks in the world.

"When I was young, I used to secretly wear my mother's skirt." Maeda Chris stuffed a piece of hamburger into his mouth, and said vaguely, "Even if I get beaten every time I find out, I still want to wear it! A boy's skirt The clothes are too simple and boring, I still like pretty skirts."

Xue Dingbang took out a handkerchief and wiped off the sauce dripping from the corner of his mouth: "You can do whatever you like."

"Well, I think so too!" Chris Maeda laughed so hard that he couldn't see his teeth, "I'm going to be 20 in a few months! I want to wear furisodes for the coming-of-age ceremony! Boys usually wear suits, Either wear it on the shoulders. I can’t hold a suit of my size, and it looks like a bad boy. So I still want to wear Furisode, with such beautiful patterns and sleeves, I really want to wear it once.”

"You can wear whatever you want." Xue Dingbang said softly, "No one can criticize your dressing style, as long as you like it and make yourself comfortable, that's fine."

Maeda Chris nodded, bit his chopsticks and asked curiously: "Dingbangsang, what does the Chinese adult style look like?"

Xue Dingbang was taken aback by the question, and thought for a while to answer: "Probably, the Confucian Temple praying? Chinese adult ceremony, Yin Ren was in China at that time, he attended it, and he wore Xuantuan. My birthday was spent in the United States. Yes. On my birthday, I was busy moving, so I didn’t prepare anything. Yin Ren bought me a cupcake, put a candle in it, and counted it as my birthday.”

"Dingbangsang is so cunning!" Chris Maeda bit his lip dissatisfiedly, and stared at Xue Dingbang bitterly, "You don't allow me to say it, but you keep talking. It's too cunning!"

Xue Dingbang shook his head, just smiled and didn't speak.

No matter what happened in the past, Yin Ren can't avoid the topic.

Xue Dingbang's past is closely connected with Yin Ren.They've known each other for so long, even lived together for so long, and remained "brothers" for so long.If you can't talk about Yin Ren, then Xue Dingbang's past is almost lackluster.

"Dingbangsang, I really like Lawyer Yin." The little vinegar jar was overturned again, every syllable had a sour smell of vinegar, "What's so good about him that you like it? Besides saying, Besides being rich and handsome with a good figure?"

Schrödingbang put several pieces of fried chicken on his plate, trying to block his mouth with food, just like blocking his mouth with water in Las Vegas: "Chris, I'll teach you how to eat it after eating." Identify the stars, will you?"

"So, Dingbangsang is really cunning!" Chris Maeda put down the plate directly, leaned forward with his hands propped up, "I want to know everything about you, I want to know everything about you! Dingbangsang, Just tell me a story, okay? I really want to hear it!"

"Chris, I won't hide anything from you about Yin Ren." Xue Dingbang took a sip of borscht, because Yin Ren doesn't eat spicy food, so the borscht he made always has a subtle sweetness, "I three I met Yin Ren at the age of [-], and throughout my childhood, there are happy memories, all about Yin Ren. My parents are always busy, and only Yin Ren gave me care and companionship."

Listening to Xue Dingbang's words, Chris Maeda had a complex expression on his face.

Xue Dingbang said: "When I was very young, I was not the kind of noisy child. I was always very quiet, staring at a place in a daze. I didn't run, jump, cry or make trouble. My teacher even thought that I might be mentally retarded. flawed in that regard.”

"Dingbangsang is so smart, he's a genius!" Maeda Chris yelled unconvinced, "Those teachers are too blind! Isn't Dingbangsang very good now?"

Xue Dingbang smiled helplessly: "In fact, I don't have any talent, it's just the result of education. People like to worship idols, miracles, and the pleasure of getting something for nothing. If there is no idol, then they will create one. Those who preach how genius I am, preach It's not me, but an idol created based on me."

"Those legends are always exaggerated. It seems that I can understand the ultimate mystery of this world by just flipping through the books." Schrödinger paused, and continued, "I am very lucky, Chris. Mathematics is my hobby and has become a lifelong career." It’s my luck. Many people who are more talented than me are lost in the sea of ​​people because of lack of educational environment and platform.”

Dingbang said: "My parents hope that I am a genius and that I am excellent. I can only study hard. I thought that if I was good enough, my busy parents would pay more attention to me. But they didn't. I was infused with the hope of others since I was a child. , be what other people want you to be. There is only one exception.”

The author has something to say:

Chris Maeda: Dingbangsang's past, I'm so curious! (star eyes)

Xue Dingbang: Your tail is exposed!

Maeda Chris: Where?where?