Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

Chris Maeda bit his lips, his thin shoulders trembling slightly: "That person is Lawyer Yin, right?"

Xue Dingbang nodded and smiled, falling into the good memories of the past: "Only Yin Ren pays attention to me, not my aura. Therefore, Yin Ren is very special to me. If my time is limited, when I am with other people and To choose between being with Yin Ren, I will choose Yin Ren."

Chris Maeda bit his lip, hesitant to speak.He lowered his head, stuffed a piece of fried chicken and felt it was chewy: "You guys, what have you all gone through to become so special?"

"It's all small everyday things." Xue Dingbang thought for a while and added, "Most of life is small things. Good things accumulate one by one and become a balloon that lifts you up. Bad things accumulate one by one. Become the straw that crushes you. It seems that the piles are very small, but even a tiny force like a butterfly flapping its wings can cause an ocean storm."

"I thought you guys had some unforgettable things." Maeda Chris murmured, "It turns out that there are only some ordinary routines? Then what does Ding Bangsang usually do with lawyer Yin? For example, you What do you do while looking at the stars?"

"Just like now, chat." Schrödingbang peeled a boiled egg, cut it in half and put it in the salad, "there is eating. The point is to look at the stars. I didn't bring a camera today, so I couldn't take pictures of them." At this time, we will shoot the summer star trails. Of course, we will also shoot on the Captain’s Peak.”

"Shooting stars, it's so romantic." Maeda Chris was full of envy, "Since it's just some ordinary little things, I also want to do it with Dingbangsang. Let's do what you and Lawyer Yin have done together, okay?"

Xue Dingbang lowered his eyes in silence, stirring the salad expressionlessly.

Maeda Chris was full of eagerness, and put his hands on his hands: "Dingbangsang looks so lonely these days. When Lawyer Yin is not around, can I be with you? You can do everything you have done .As long as Dingbangsang wants to do it, and you don’t have to do it with Attorney Yin, it’s okay. Besides eating, watching the stars and chatting, what else do you do?"

Xue Dingbang closed his eyes and turned to look at the warm little campfire.

"We read books together, not the same book or the same genre, we each read our own books." Xue Dingbang said, "listen to music, share a pair of headphones. Talk about the future, and some trivial matters. Sometimes we talk about work, and our own books. What's going on. Just like all friends, do. There's not much difference."

"Never kissed?" Chris Maeda asked abruptly.

"...No." Xue Dingbang replied impatiently, "Everyone who is interested in Yin Ren will be kidnapped immediately. We have never done anything out of line. So, Chris, you take Yin Ren away." It's wrong for Ren to be a rival in love. He's not my boyfriend."

"But you like him." Chris Maeda took a fried shrimp with his bare hands and chewed it in his mouth, "Dingbangsang also found out the fact that he likes you. So, now my situation is in danger! I If I like Dingbangsang, I will not give you up to Lawyer Yin! I have to fight for it again, after all, he has given up on you now, so maybe I still have a chance."

Xue Dingbang filled the empty cup with borscht: "What do you think I'm going to do? Break up Yin Ren and his boyfriend now? Even if we used to like each other, so what? Our relationship is only Can stop at brothers."

"Isn't liking just for being together?" Chris Maeda held the warm borscht in both hands, tilted his head with innocent expression on his face, "Dingbangsang didn't want to explain his words this time, and then let lawyer Yin and you Go? You came to him, don't you want to be with him? "

"Chris, what you want is the ideal state of life. Most people can only compromise and make do." Xue Dingbang turned on the campfire, and the fire light illuminated his calm and gentle face, "There are indeed examples of lovers and family members, only a few Only survivors can be favored by fate. Yin Ren may have liked me when he was there, and it was his true emotion. Now, he likes another man, which is also his true emotion."

"Dingbangsang is saying that human beings will change?" Chris Maeda blinked, "Is it possible that you will like me? What should I do to make you like me?"

"I've always liked you." Xue Dingbang smiled and rubbed his head, "Who doesn't like a cutie like you? No one can refuse such a pretty face. Although you are angry about Yin Ren, I Very angry. If you want to make up, you help me this time, and we will settle the matter."

Chris Maeda pursed his lips, and snorted twice in dissatisfaction: "Sure enough, Dingbangsang cares so much about Lawyer Yin. I know I made a mistake! It's not my fault to lie to Lawyer Yin, I have I'm reflecting on it. Your tolerance and gentleness sometimes make me very sad."

Xue Dingbang said softly: "I'm sorry, Chris. Things in the future are unpredictable, let's deal with the present first. Regarding your feelings, I will think about how to respond to you. After Yin Ren responds, I will think about it carefully." .”

"To me, really, it's kind of cruel." Maeda Chris said, covering his face with his hands, "Dingbangsang is so gentle to me, even if I lie to make you quarrel with your best friend, even if It's because you have done so many extreme things, but you still tolerate me. You beat me and scold me, but it will make me feel better, and you will only make me love you more and more."

Maeda Chris choked and sobbed non-stop: "I'm obviously by Dingbangsang's side, but I feel so far away from you. I'm not a good boy. I'm so clingy, I'm so clingy to you, I use your tenderness to stay with you Beside you. You like Lawyer Yin, and I force you to like me. I am really greedy and want to monopolize your tenderness."

"Even if you hate me so much, Dingbangsang didn't dislike me, and was gentle to me." Chris Maeda hiccupped and took several deep breaths before he could continue, "Every night before I go to bed, I pray I will love you less tomorrow than I did today. I wake up each morning loving you more than I did the night before."

These words are really distressing.Xue Dingbang took the trembling little pitiful into his arms, patted his back lightly, and calmed his emotions: "Don't cry. Chris, I promise you, I will think about this matter carefully. Give me some time to think about it ...do you want to listen to music?"

Chris Maeda nestled in Xue Dingbang's arms, feeling that he was being treated like a child again.

"I don't want to move." Chris Maeda was very clear about his strengths, so he acted coquettishly, "Dingbangsang, can we use a pair of headphones?"

Xue Dingbang hugged him tightly, and put him on his lap: "OK."

The night in the Yosemite wilderness is really too cold.The body temperature of the person in my arms is real warmth.His flexible body curled up into a small ball, snuggling in his arms like a kitten.The little furry head rested on Xue Dingbang's shoulder, full of attachment and admiration.

Xue Dingbang turned on the mobile phone and played it publicly, and the beautiful music streamed out, dispelling the silence of the viewing platform.

Maeda Chris leaned in his arms, his two index fingers were entwined with each other, shaking his little head and humming softly: "Responsible けない事, Throw げ出さない事, Escape げ出さない事, Believe じ抜く事, 駄目になりそうなAt that time, a big event..."

This song is "Red Sun" by Hacken Lee, Cantonese version.Chris Maeda hummed the lyrics, which fit the tune perfectly.

The soft hair tip made Xue Dingbang's nose itchy.He held his well-behaved and cute face, lowered his head and asked, "What are you singing?"

"それが大事." Maeda Chris blinked his eyes, raised his head and smiled sweetly, "The tune of this song is the tune of "それが大事"! But I can't understand what he sang, so I can only sing I get it."

"I don't understand what you sing." Xue Dingbang rubbed his forehead and said softly, "Translate for me, huh?"

"Then, Dingbangsang can't laugh at me." Maeda Chris quietly blushed his ears, "Things that cannot admit defeat, things that cannot give up, things that cannot escape, and things that insist on believing. When you are about to fail, those are the last things. important things."

"I can't admit defeat, I can't give up, I can't run away, and what I believe in is Dingbangsang." Even though he was very shy, Chris Maeda took the initiative to meet Xue Dingbang's eyes, boldly and passionately, he opened his heart Open, showing in front of Xue Dingbang, "Now Dingbangsang is going to find lawyer Yin, I seem to be about to fail, right? But I don't want to give up! Because this is the most important thing for me!"

Xue Dingbang lowered his eyes silently, tidying up his bangs that were blown by the night wind.

Chris Maeda's eyes flowed, and his eyes didn't blink for a moment: "There are still lyrics behind-although as long as there are people alive, there will be injured people, although a bunch of willful words are said. But the miss for you is still the same, sometimes I am almost convinced , the tenderness you showed... I don’t feel lonely when you’re not here. It’s lonely when I think of you.”

"It's really a great lyrics." Xue Dingbang commented.

"Then, the lyrics that singer was singing just now, what are they singing?" Maeda Chris rubbed his eyes a few times, raised his head to hold back his tears, tilted his head sweetly and rubbed his palm against Xue Dingbang's palm with a sweet smile, "translate for me too Translate, okay?"

Xue Dingbang looked seriously into Chris Maeda's eyes, and his tone of voice was ups and downs, like singing a chant: "Even if fate is upside down, even if fate is twisted and bizarre, even if fate threatens you, life is no fun...don't cry, feel sad, let alone give up, I wish I can be with you forever.”

After translating to this point, Chris Maeda couldn't hold back the tears he was holding back.Big and big drops of water scrambled down from his eye sockets.He pursed his lips, and his shoulders twitched a few times.He hugged Xue Dingbang's body, and buried his whole head into Xue Dingbang's chest.He suppressed his voice, bit his lower lip hard, but finally couldn't bear it anymore, and cried aloud.

"What's the matter?" Xue Dingbang hugged him, and for some reason, he cried like this again.

Chris Maeda's tears wet Xue Dingbang's collar, nestling on his chest, weeping uncontrollably.

The author has something to say:

Chris Maeda: Hmph, I like Dingbangsang, so I want to be with Dingbangsang!This is already my ideal state!

Xue Dingbang: You are too strong.

Chris Maeda: If you like someone, shouldn't you stay together forever?

Schrödingbang: Twisted melons are not sweet.

Maeda Chris: Then add a sweet kiss!Chirp~ Chirp~