Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

Schrödingbang is gone!

The fruit brought by Chris Maeda from Yuehua fell to the ground with a thud.

The nightmare of being abandoned by Xue Dingbang seemed to reappear before his eyes again.

Chris Maeda was trembling with nervousness, and cold sweat kept coming out from his forehead and the tip of his nose.It took him ten seconds to search the house, but he didn't see Xue Dingbang.

"I want to go back to China."

What Xue Dingbang said echoed in Chris Maeda's mind.

Could it be that? !While I was away, I quietly bought a plane ticket and wanted to go back to China? !

Chris Maeda was so anxious that he grabbed his phone and started calling.A familiar ring came from the small dining table, it turned out that Xue Dingbang didn't even bring his phone!

This is, you don't want to contact me at all?

Chris Maeda fell to the ground and saw Schrödingbang's suitcase in the corner.Maeda Chris, who is a magician, couldn't help unlocking the lock. He opened the box, searched quickly, and found Schrödingbang's ID in the mezzanine.

Passports, ID cards and other things are still here.

Does it mean Schrödingbang hasn't left yet?

Footsteps came from the corridor, that familiar voice clearly came from Xue Dingbang!

Chris Maeda quickly closed the suitcase, and quickly stuffed Schrödingbang's ID under the seat cushion.As soon as he sat down on it, the door opened.

Xue Dingbang appeared at the door with a dozen beers in his hand.Xue Dingbang turned a blind eye to Chris Maeda's panic.Holding the beer, he silently sat on the edge of the bed, as if he grew out of that position.

Cans of beer were swallowed together with silence.Xue Dingbang didn't say a word, and didn't explain anything.In this way, he is doing what seems to be a matter of course-drinking.

Drank two dozen beers, can after can.

Then, with the drunkenness rising, he fell into a deep sleep.

From beginning to end, Maeda Chris was like a transparent person.He does not exist at this moment, nor at any time.

After Xue Dingbang fell asleep, Maeda Chris went to make the bed.He went to get a wet towel, scrubbed Xue Dingbang's body, and reached out to smooth the wrinkles between Xue Dingbang's brows.

"Why, why did this happen?" Chris Maeda murmured, tears dripping down on Xue Dingbang's face, "My Dingbangsang is such a gentle and warm person! I I like your smile, but why do you have such an expression of pain and despair? Are you hurting me, or yourself? Anyway, you won’t be hurting Attorney Yin, he can’t see it, and he doesn’t care.”

Chris Maeda lowered his head and gently kissed away the tears that fell on Xue Dingbang's face.With his soft lips, he accurately found Xue Dingbang's lips, and sucked the wine-smelling lips gently: "Dingbangsang, open your eyes! Look at me, okay? I am the most beautiful girl in this world. Someone who likes you! I love you so much, I can do everything for you. I snatch you from Lawyer Yin, and I won’t let him snatch you! Don’t go back to China, okay? Let’s go light Izawa, are you okay?"

Chris Maeda said, rubbing his cheeks gently against Xue Dingbang's ears.His whole body lay on Xue Dingbang's body, even in the face of a man who was so drunk that he didn't respond, he was happy with it.

"If I kill you like this, I can keep you by my side." Maeda Chris muttered to Xue Dingbang's face, with an almost intoxicated expression on his face, "That seems good. Wouldn't it be nice that you would never leave me again?"

Chris Maeda fell into his wonderful fantasy and couldn't help giggling.He reached out and grabbed Xue Dingbang's arm, covered his shoulders, and arched his whole body into Xue Dingbang's arms: "Dingbangsang's embrace is so warm and comfortable. It would be great if it could be like this all the time. It would be great without lawyer Yin It's fine. Without Chamberlain, it's fine. You're not going anywhere, it's fine..."

Dangerous thoughts urged Chris Maeda to act.He got up and sat up, looking down at the ignorant man: "Dingbang, I really can't bear to lose you."

Xue Dingbang fell into a drowsy sleep, and suddenly felt a little heavy.The intense headache brought on by the hangover made him so weak that he couldn't even lift a finger.He opened his misty eyes, and what appeared in front of him was——

【Holy Light Technique】

Maeda Chris was sobbing, so pitiful.Tears overflowed from his red eyes, rolled down his cheeks, and dripped onto Xue Dingbang, scalding frighteningly.

"Dingbangsang! Even, even if it's the last time—!"

"Even if you're going to China, even if you want to leave me because of lawyer Yin, it's okay! It doesn't matter! Finally, please hug me one more time!"

【Holy Light Technique】

"Chris, stop." Xue Dingbang wanted to push him away, but he couldn't break free from the handcuffs on his back. "Can we talk about it tomorrow?"

"No, I don't want tomorrow. Today is Dingbangsang's birthday!"

"I'm sorry, Dingbangsang, I can't wait for a minute! I've reached my limit!!! Yours, your birthday present, please accept it, don't refuse me!"

【Holy Light Technique】

There was a burst of sadness in Xue Dingbang's heart, he softened his voice, and said to Chris Maeda: "Then let me go."

"Don't!" Maeda Chris shook his head stubbornly, "You will run away! Just treat it, just treat it like you are hurting me!"

As his voice fell, there was also his determination.

【Holy Light Technique】

"Dingbang. I like you, I like you."

"Chris..." Xue Dingbang sighed, "Enough is enough."

Chris Maeda bit his lips pitifully, tears fell down: "I, I like Dingbangsang the most! Please don't leave me! I, I can do anything for Dingbangsang! Any Everything is fine!"

"Don't do this." The soft night light shone on Xue Dingbang's calm, almost indifferent face.He turned his head, and his smooth black hair was sprinkled on the green tatami mat, glowing with luster.His expression now looks as peaceful and peaceful as when he was reading a book in the library.

【Holy Light Technique】

"Dingbangsang, I can't live without you."

"I'm so strange, don't leave me, don't leave me."

【Holy Light Technique】

After a long time, Maeda Chris finally recovered, and gently touched Xue Dingbang's arm with his trembling fingertips.

"Dingbangsang, I'm so strange." There was still a little hoarseness in his voice, and the hot air he exhaled went straight to Xue Dingbang's ears, "I'm going to be broken! If you leave me, I will really be broken! I can't leave you anymore, I only belong to Dingbangsang! Also, my heart can't leave you anymore!"

Xue Dingbang took a breath and said in a deep voice: "That's enough, Chris. Untie me."

Maeda Chris held back his tears and looked at Xue Dingbang affectionately: "I am so scared every day, Dingbangsang, I can't think of any other way to keep you. After I untie you, you will leave like that day Me? Will you run to the airport? Will you go back to China? Will you leave me?"

"..." Xue Dingbang was silent for a long time.

A broken promise, a swallowed oath—then what is the point of such a question, even if it is answered?

Maeda Chris blinked and lowered his proud little head.He hesitated to speak, sitting on Xue Dingbang not knowing what to do.He drooped his eyelids in embarrassment, neither got up nor sat down, and felt uncomfortable no matter what.

Xue Dingbang didn't blame him too much, but slowed down his voice and said: "Untie me first."

"...I'm sorry." Chris Maeda helped Xue Dingbang's shoulders and helped him sit up, but he didn't get off him. "Dingbangsang, I dare not let go, you will run away! Don't run, don't run. Just stay here, okay? Be by my side, okay?"

Xue Dingbang did not answer, and still looked at Chris Maeda with calm to almost indifferent eyes.

In the first few seconds, Chris Maeda and Xue Dingbang looked at each other.But Xue Dingbang didn't have any turbulent eyes, which finally discouraged him.He fell limply in Xue Dingbang's arms, and whispered in Xue Dingbang's ear with a gentle and sad voice.

Chris Maeda murmured meaninglessly in Schrödingbang's ear, muttering non-stop, as if sinking underwater and spitting bubbles.

In the past, when Chris Maeda was sad, he didn't want to say it.Just use this meaningless language invented by myself, thinking of some words in my mind, but only syllables in my mouth.No one else could understand the language except him.

However, Xue Dingbang could understand his pain from his tone.

"Chris, let me go." Xue Dingbang took a deep breath and looked up at the chandelier on the ceiling.

The pale light is so similar to the white moonlight.

But they are completely different - the moon is reflected sunlight, and the fluorescent lamp is its own light.

Xue Dingbang closed his eyes, and the scene of Yin Ren riding a bicycle and leading him to skip class appeared in front of his eyes in the third year of high school.

That day, the sun was like this, shining on him and Yin Ren.Xue Dingbang couldn't remember what Yin Ren said.But he still remembered Yin Ren's smell, and Yin Ren's bright smile comparable to sunshine.

The good old days have now become blunt knives. Every memory is separating the old Schrödingbang from the present Schrödingbang.

"I..." Xue Dingbang spoke with difficulty.

Xue Dingbang's warm, wet and greasy body was trembling slightly.He needs an answer and is afraid of getting the answer he doesn't want.Like an ostrich, he buried his head deeply between Xue Dingbang's shoulders and necks.

Xue Dingbang lowered his eyes and saw that his graceful and slender neck was flushed with tension and anxiety.

Xue Dingbang sighed heavily, and said helplessly: "...don't go. Untie me."

Chris Maeda was overjoyed, reached out behind Xue Dingbang, and uncuffed him.

As soon as his hand was free, Xue Dingbang pushed Chris Maeda off his body.The overly irritable Xue Dingbang got up directly, grabbed his cigarette and lighter, and wanted to go out to calm down first.

Chris Maeda turned pale with fright, rushed up and hugged Xue Dingbang's thigh.He was hanging on Xue Dingbang's lap, with his toes stuck to the floor, as if he didn't want Xue Dingbang to leave this room even if he died.

"Dingbangsang?! You! You really... hate me?"