Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

Chris Maeda fell towards the sliding door.There were already many holes broken, and the crumbling sliding door could not bear his weight at all.As a result, he and Lamen fell to the ground together.

"Hey, Maeda! Are you okay?" Hiroshi Yamada hurried over to help, "It's really messed up!"

Chris Maeda bit his lower lip, his complexion turned pale because of the pain.He covered his battered knee and refused to hum.

"...Chris." Xue Dingbang squatted beside Chris Maeda, staring at his injured knee, "...I'm sorry."

"Don't apologize!" Hiroshi Yamada roared, "Get the medicine box!"

Xue Dingbang carefully applied good medicine to Maeda Chris and carried him back to bed.

"Dingbangsang, you'll catch a cold." Chris Maeda was in a very bad condition. He was hot all over, weak and weak, but he was always concerned about Xue Dingbang's appearance, which made people feel distressed. "Go take a shower and change out of your wet clothes."

"Okay." Xue Dingbang dropped this sentence and left as if fleeing.

Hiroshi Yamada looked at Xue Dingbang's back and asked Chris Maeda, "Do you need me to stay here at night?"

Chris Maeda grabbed the quilt with both hands and just shook his head.

"Don't quarrel anymore." Hiroshi Yamada said, "Then, I'm leaving."

Chris Maeda grabbed the edge of the quilt and nodded slightly.

Hiroshi Yamada rudely jumped directly from the corridor, put on his shoes and prepared to walk around the deserted backyard.Chris Maeda struggled to sit up and shouted to Hiroshi Yamada: "Brother Hiroshi!"

"Anything else?" Hiroshi Yamada asked.

"Thank you." Maeda Chris grabbed the bed sheet under his body, lowered his eyes and begged in a low voice, "Please don't tell other people what happened today, okay? I have a good life, really... I am very happy What! Dingbangsang, you are very good to me and love me very much..."

The more Chris Maeda spoke, the more confident he became, and the more he spoke, the lower his voice.

Hiroshi Yamada was stunned in the yard, holding an umbrella for a long time before saying "oh".

When Xue Dingbang changed his clothes and returned to Chris Maeda, Hiroshi Yamada had already left.In the quiet small yard, the only sound is the constant ticking of the rain.

"I'm sorry, Chris." Xue Dingbang took the ice pack and replaced the slightly warm one on Maeda's forehead, "I never thought that it would become like this..."

"I didn't expect that either." Chris Maeda took a weak breath, "Dingbangsang, don't leave me, okay? Without you, I really don't know how to live. Do you still like me? Do you hate me already?"

"...I'm sorry, Chris." Xue Dingbang held the fiery cheeks of Maeda Chris with his cool hands, "I don't hate you, I have always liked you. But now I...need time. If I don't have it, I can't continue. Pretending to be nothing, thinking about other things in my heart, and doing... those things to you."

"That's right!" Chris Maeda blinked, tears rolling down his face, "Dingbangsang, I still can't forget Lawyer Yin. Since Lawyer Yin called you...it's been... almost half a month !"

Xue Dingbang said calmly: "It's been so long...you've always known."

"Dingbangsang's thoughts are not on me. No matter how stupid I am and how much I like you, I can still tell!" Chris Maeda held Xue Dingbang's hands in both hands, rubbing his hot cheeks in his palms, " I know that Dingbangsang heard me cry that night, hugged me, and just sympathized. I took advantage of Dingbangsang's kindness, after all Dingbangsang is so gentle. Even so, I hope you stay by my side. "

Xue Dingbang said in a hoarse voice: "I may not be able to give you what you want. At least I can't accept you right away...I need some time...Chris, I can stay by your side, but I can't be the same as before ..."

"I want to live with Dingbangsang, no matter if we quarrel, get angry, or be jealous..." Chris Maeda looked at the man in front of him affectionately, and kissed the edge of his palm obediently, "As long as we are still together That's fine... Dingbangsang, as long as you don't leave me and stay by my side, everything is fine. I will give you time, and I will wait obediently until you accept me."

Xue Dingbang withdrew his hand. In order to avoid embarrassment, he turned his head and twisted a cold towel for Chris Maeda: "We can be friends."

"Dingbangsang may be able to, but I can't..." Chris Maeda smiled bitterly, wiping the tears on his face, "I like you so much, how can I be friends with you? If we can't be lovers, we can't be friends." Impossible to be friends."

A drop of water fell into the basin, causing a wave of water.Xue Dingbang looked up, and it turned out that the autumn rain had penetrated the roof and fell from the gaps in the house.It's no longer a warm and comfortable place to live, and it's raining outside, as well as inside.

"It's leaking..." Xue Dingbang found an excuse to get up, "I'll go get an empty basin, let's move to a room where the rain is not very serious."

"It's useless..." Maeda Chris suddenly got out of the bed and hugged Xue Dingbang's feet. Go, stay with me here, pour the water in that basin into the yard and you will have an empty basin. Don't go, don't go..."

"Chris, I'm not leaving." Xue Dingbang held water in his hand, the pain in his heart was greater than helplessness, "You let go first, can you?"

Xue Dingbang listened to Chris Maeda and poured water into the yard directly.The empty tub became a tool to catch the rain, and it was too close to Chris Maeda's pillow.When it was almost dawn, his body temperature had not yet dropped, and he had been talking nonsense in a daze for the rest of the night.

Throughout the night, Xue Dingbang held Chris Maeda's hand, sat by his side, and stood by his side.

As long as Xue Dingbang showed signs of withdrawing his hand, Maeda Chris would wake up with a start, shouting hoarsely.Even if he watched Xue Dingbang go to pour water, he kept his eyes open and refused to look away.Wait for Xue Dingbang to sit back again, and hold his hand again.

After tossing all night, until the bell at ten o'clock in the morning woke Xue Dingbang up.Xue Dingbang couldn't remember when he fell asleep, so he sat next to Chris Maeda and took a nap, but it was only over an hour.

The heavy and slow sound of the bell spread from the old clock.Like slowly spreading water waves, rippling in the air.Chris Maeda opened his eyes, his delicate eyebrows were tangled into a ball, and his dark and deep eyes stared at Xue Dingbang for a long time, and he was about to say a lot of words between Gu Pan.

"Are you hungry?" Xue Dingbang stretched out his hand to test his body temperature, and it was still hot. "I'll make you some porridge."

"I'm thirsty..." Maeda Chris said, "body and here..." He grabbed his chest, lowered his slender eyelashes, "I'm thirsty..."

"I'll get you some water." Xue Dingbang left this sentence, carrying the basin that was almost full.

The rain hasn't stopped yet, it's just getting lighter.The speed of the leaking rain also slowed down, a drop of water overflowed from the gap in the roof, slowly condensed, and then dripped into the tub with a clatter.

"...Dingbangsang." Chris Maeda appeared at the kitchen door.He was still very weak and had to hold on to the door frame to barely stand still.

Xue Dingbang heard his call, turned around and supported his body, and said softly: "Why are you up? Lie down for a while!"

"I don't want to lose sight of you." Chris Maeda fell into Xue Dingbang's arms, with a thousand kinds of tenderness, "I'm so afraid that Dingbangsang will disappear."

Xue Dingbang sighed: "Chris, why do you have to do this?"

"I'm very clingy and annoying, right?" Chris Maeda smiled bitterly, and put his arms around Xue Dingbang's body, "Because I cherish the present, the time I was still with Dingbangsang. Dingbangsang's pursuit has been lost Attorney Yin, thinking about the future that cannot be realized. Being troubled by these things, you are anxious every day. I don’t want to think so much, I just want to cherish what I have now. Happiness, if you don’t hurry up , you can’t get anything.”

Xue Dingbang touched his head: "Maybe, this is human beings."

Chris Maeda had a high fever for three days at home, and it rained continuously for three days.The roof leaked for three days, and the freshly pasted newspapers on the damaged sliding door also persisted for three days.The hour hand turned 870 times, and the rain finally stopped.

"The rain has stopped, Dingbangsang." Maeda Chris held the porridge bowl in both hands, and turned his head to look at the yard covered with fallen leaves.

After this rain, the tree in the yard has become bare.Only one stubborn young leaf popped out out of season.

It was born at an untimely time, and will eventually be swallowed up by the coming winter.

"...Don't catch a cold." Xue Dingbang tied the rope of the shawl coat for Chris Maeda, and took the empty bowl from him.In the past few days, Xue Dingbang took care of Chris Maeda in a puzzled manner.

"So gentle, Dingbangsang." Chris Maeda grabbed Xue Dingbang's hand and smiled weakly at him. "I want to sit in the corridor. If I'm lucky, I might see a rainbow."

"No." Xue Dingbang refused without thinking. "You still have a fever."

The doctor in the village came to diagnose Maeda Chris and said that the wound on his neck was the reason for prolonging the fever.Under the medication and careful care, Chris Maeda's condition is much better today, but his body temperature still hasn't returned to normal.It's just going from a high fever to a low fever.

"It's much better." Maeda Chris said, "I will dress warmly, let me go?"

Xue Dingbang couldn't hold back Chris Maeda, this little guy has big ideas, and things that have been decided will not be changed easily.

"Then you wait for a while." Xue Dingbang took a thick cotton coat and put it on Maeda Chris, and found a blanket to wrap his legs.

Xue Dingbang picked up Chris Maeda and put him on the cushion in the corridor.Inhaling the chilly air after the rain, Chris Maeda couldn't help shivering: "It's cold... Can Dingbangsang bring me the account?"

The handbook that Chris Maeda treasured was delivered to him soon.He carefully opened the notebook, because the pages were stuck together because he had fallen into the water.The ink was also wet, and the handwriting became blurred.

However, Maeda Chris can recite the above content even without reading it.