Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

Maeda Chris was a little upset, even though he was very careful to separate the papers, he tore a few.There are many clips in the notebook, and some of them are stuck together because of being wet, and it will always cause some damage if they are separated.

"It seems that I need to buy a new refill..." Tears rolled in Chris Maeda's eyes, perhaps due to illness and injury, and his emotions are particularly fragile these days. "There are so many words, I can't read them clearly... Next time, I must, definitely, change to a waterproof pen..."

Chris Maeda babbled a few words, then started coughing again.He has had a bad cough these days.Fortunately, every time he coughed, Xue Dingbang would gently pat his back to relieve his pain a little.

"It's so gentle, Dingbangsang." Maeda Chris breathed a sigh of relief, leaning on Xue Dingbang's shoulder, "Even if he doesn't intend to accept me anymore, he is still so gentle to me. It's really cruel, Dingbangsang..."

Chris Maeda dropped his hand and placed it on top of the ledger.He turned to the first page and stared at the contents, his fingers gently stroking each lettering.

Xue Dingbang followed his gaze and saw that Chris Maeda's handbook began to be written this year.Starting from New Year's Day, write down the plan for this year - to work harder, to earn a lot of money, to play a few amazing magic tricks, to cure grandpa's illness, to...

The handwriting on the back is somewhat unclear.Some goals have been achieved and some have not.Some goals will never have the chance to be realized in the future.

The first few pages recorded his magic inspiration recorded by Chris Maeda.Every magic trick is rich in pictures and texts, and the words and pictures are very vivid.Where the ink did not scatter, you can see the magic that Chris Maeda has accomplished.

Those that have been realized are painted with fiery love by him.If it didn't come true, the seat was specially vacated.

Turning back, it is the notes of Chris Maeda in various places.Postcards of some cities, receipts, landscape drawings and even newspapers, illustrations and postage stamps were carefully cut and pasted.Next to it is the explanatory text of Maeda Chris, which is very short and beautifully handwritten as his person.

"Here, Dingbangsang and I have eaten together." Chris Maeda pointed to a receipt and said, "This is the first time we have eaten together in Las Vegas."

Schrödingbang saw that it was a small ticket from a cafeteria in Las Vegas that cost more than ten yuan per person.I didn't expect Maeda Chris to keep such things.Turning back, more and more things are about Xue Dingbang, and the words have become more and more.

Schrödingbang squeezed the position of magic and money, and the space became bigger and bigger.

"I found it, it's here." Chris Maeda turned a page and carefully spread out the ledger, "What a pity, has it become so blurred?"

It was a portrait of Schrödingbang, and the pencil traces had become very blurred due to the water.

Schrödingbang remembered that evening in Las Vegas.

At that time, they were locked in a room at the Nelson Hotel.Chris Maeda snuggled at his feet, holding this notebook, and drew a portrait of Schrödingbang.

At that time, Chris Maeda looked at Xue Dingbang with eyes full of admiration.Delicate hands caressed Xue Dingbang's knee and sat on Xue Dingbang's lap.Then, they kissed each other under the brilliance of the setting sun.As a result of the wonderful kiss, Xue Dingbang had a strange dream all night.

The same as at that time, Chris Maeda still looked at Xue Dingbang with eyes full of admiration.His delicate hand touched Xue Dingbang's knee again.

Xue Dingbang got up suddenly, almost knocking Chris Maeda to the ground: "I'm going to make tea."

The hot tea dispelled some of the chill, they ate the snacks that Narita's grandma made when she came to visit yesterday, and quietly watched the bleak autumn scenery.

"My dream has come true again." Chris Maeda took a sip of his tea, showing a bright smile, "I've wanted this for a long time——when I get old, the old man sitting with Dingbangsang in the country house, reminiscing about the past. We sat together drinking tea and looking at the scenery of the countryside. Thank you for making my dream come true, Dingbangsang.”

"You are not yet 20 years old." Xue Dingbang forced a smile, "Is it too early to plan for retirement now?"

"Because you may not be able to accompany me at that time." Maeda Chris turned his head and stared at Xue Dingbang seriously, "Dingbangsang may be separated from me."

"Not for the time being." Xue Dingbang touched Chris Maeda's forehead, and the slightly hot temperature has gone down a lot, but there is still some fever, "I promise you, according to the original plan - after accompanying you to sweep your mother's grave , we will go back to Tokyo. Then...we will discuss the next step, about where we are going to go."

"At this point, you are still thinking about me." Maeda Chris lowered his eyes, "It's really damn gentle. I know that Dingbangsang wants me to accept myself and accept the identity of 'Maeda Fu'. If you can I want to accept it too! But, there really happened a lot of things that I can't accept. Can we not talk about this for now?"

"Okay." Xue Dingbang put the tea set away and put Chris Maeda in his arms, "Whether you want to be Ah Fu or Chris, you are yourself. The wind is blowing, let's go in first."

Two days later, Chris Maeda had just recovered and started working in a hurry.

Although the deposit can last for a while, but without the entry, Maeda Chris is very anxious.

The vegetables and fruits in the field have been wiped out because of that cold rain.The fragile persimmon tree planted under the house was also beaten by the rain, leaving only a basket.

Chris Maeda stood under the tree with the basket of crispy persimmons, annoyed to death: "I should have picked them earlier. Just this point will be distributed to the Yamada family and the Narita family who are taking care of me this time. Even Dingbangsang can't eat them." There are a few."

"There will be more next year." Xue Dingbang jumped down from the tree, "There will be every year."

Chris Maeda took a bite of the persimmon, and his eyebrows were wrinkled in worry: "It seems that we can't make money from selling vegetables and fruits! What should we do with the money we used to repair the roof and the door?"

"I'll contribute the money." Xue Dingbang said, "You can contribute your efforts—go find the house repairer in the village."

Autumn is high and the sun is cool, suitable for house repairs.

In fine weather, Chris Maeda called the carpenters and paper makers in the village to repair the roof and replace the paper on the doors and windows with Xue Dingbang.

In order to resist the wind and snow, they also installed thick glass doors outside the paper sliding doors.The moldy and smelly old tatami mats in the house were all replaced with new ones.

Chris Maeda's face became more wrinkled after the centuries-old house was restored to ensure it could survive the harsh winter.

"It really cost me a lot this time! It's way over budget! Hey... the prices in the village have also risen dramatically!" After sending off the master craftsman, Chris Maeda settled the accounts with his fingers, "Obviously it wasn't that expensive when I was a kid. .”

"The world is always changing." Xue Dingbang comforted, "Think in a better direction—you won't be cold this winter."

Maeda Chris curled his lips: "If you are willing to hold me, how can I be cold? The world is really changing fast... When I left home, there was no mobile phone signal at home! Unexpectedly, the signal station was repaired The country is coming! If only there is still no mobile phone signal, then Dingbangsang and I won't quarrel... Sorry, I shouldn't mention this... I want to accept the job Narita told me, and I will go to Narita in the town Let's do magic tricks in the hotel bar!"

After the quarrel that day, Xue Dingbang and Maeda Chris both slept in separate rooms.Although they still live under the same roof, the physical and spiritual distance inevitably begins to grow farther apart.

Xue Dingbang paused when he was packing his tools, his expression was a little unnatural: "The town is far away from the village, do you really want to go?"

"If we meet at home all day, Dingbangsang will find me annoying." Chris Maeda curled his lips, "It's better to only meet for a part of the day! But, please trouble Dingbangsang to drive me."

"If you want to go to work, then go to work." Xue Dingbang said, "but I don't mean to hate you or find you annoying."

"Of course I need a job." Maeda Chris pouted impatiently, "I really need money...I want to pay back the money Ding Bangsang lent me to pay the inheritance tax. I also have to pay for the mountain, the land and the The tax money for the house, and the car..." He paused for a moment, staring seriously into Xue Dingbang's eyes, "I still need to support Dingbang."

Regardless of Maeda Chris' reasons, there is no doubt that he needs money.That same evening, he went to a bar in town.

The bar in the Narita Hotel is open all day, and there will be magicians performing on stage between dinner and midnight.

Chris Maeda's working time is six o'clock in the evening, and they had "dinner" when they should have afternoon tea after three o'clock, and drove to Karuizawa town.

After five o'clock, the two stopped at the entrance of the Narita Hotel.Chris Maeda jumped out of the car with his backpack in hand and said, "Come pick me up before twelve o'clock in the evening, and I'll leave work before midnight?"

"Okay." Xue Dingbang got down from the driver's seat and straightened the collar of Chris Maeda, "Go."

Maeda Chris nodded, turned and walked in.

Looking at his thin back, Xue Dingbang suddenly felt uneasy: "Chris!"

Suddenly called and stopped, Chris Maeda turned his head in confusion, staring at Xue Dingbang with doubts on his face.

"Although...you don't have a mobile phone, you should remember the number of your landline at home." Xue Dingbang said, "If...you encounter any trouble, you must call me."

Maeda Chris was stunned for a moment, and then he smiled suddenly: "Okay! It's a deal!"

Stepping on the cheerful steps of a fawn, the magician hops towards a new life.

Xue Dingbang stopped by the store in the town to restock, only to find that the money in his wallet was so small that it was not enough to buy a Shinkansen ticket to Tokyo, let alone a mobile phone...

He bought some daily necessities, and after filling up the rest of the money, Xue Dingbang only had some steel coins left on him.Moreover, this little oil was not filled at all, and it was barely enough to go to and from Karuizawa town and home.

No need to think carefully, Xue Dingbang knew - it must be a good thing done by Chris Maeda.

He didn't pay too much attention to it. He waited until ten o'clock in the evening and drove to pick him up on time.

As soon as the car was parked, Maeda Chris got out of the bushes and threw himself into his arms: "Dingbangsang, save me!"