Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

Professor Xue from the Department of Mathematics is very recognizable.

He always wears a trench coat and rides a beat-up bicycle.Although the car has been carefully polished, the sound of clanging and rattling can still be heard.There is also a bucket in front of Professor Xue's car, which is dedicated to his green radishes.

That was his son "Yusuke".

In the second month after Professor Xue returned to China, he received a letter from Yusuke's other father.

It was a letter from Japan.

The sender wrote "Maeda Fuku".

But this is not a letter written by his Ah Fu, there is only a verdict in it.

Even with the defense of a lawyer, Maeda was sentenced to three years in prison.This verdict was sent by Maeda Fu's lawyer.The client attached a handwritten note at the end.

[Can we meet again? 】

It's A Fu's handwriting.

Xue Dingbang grabbed the letter and rode his bicycle all the way.In his mind, he had already rushed to the office, took a pen to write a reply to his Ah Fu, and couldn't wait to send the letter back.

In reality, Xue Dingbang pushed the cart and walked slowly step by step.The warm spring breeze gently caressed the corners of his eyebrows and the ends of his hair, and the sun shone on Xue Dingbang through the tender green of the new leaves.

Although it is only April, the weather is already very warm.

At the end of May last year, before Xue Dingbang left China, it was the same situation.

He raised his hand to take a picture and sent it to the empty INS.

After thinking for a while, Xue Dingbang typed a few words on the phone.

Rebirth to the sun

Originally, he wanted to reply immediately, but Xue Dingbang had never been able to write a satisfactory reply.Cigarettes were smoked one after another, and papers were torn one after another.Whenever he is irritable, he always wants to touch the pocket watch in his arms.

Every time his fingers were inserted, his pockets were empty, cold, and there was nothing.

The metal that was warmed by his body temperature was sent out shortly after Xue Dingbang returned to China.

As soon as Xue Dingbang returned to China, he found an old watchmaker at the entrance of the alley.The watchmaker was already very old, but when he saw Schrödingbang's pocket watch, his cloudy eyes immediately burst into light.

"It's really rare! This is an antique watch from Breguet." The old watchmaker put on his professional magnifying glasses and observed it carefully. Items from the Qianlong period."

"Indeed, it is very precious. This is me..." Xue Dingbang paused, not sure whether he and Yin Ren could be regarded as friends, so he could only swallow the rest of the words, "I think it is very Fascinating, especially the equations and functions above and the power reserve display. Can it still be fixed?"

"It is indeed a watch from the Breguet era. I think he made it himself." The well-informed old watchmaker took off his glasses, stood up tremblingly, and took out a tin box. It depends on good fortune! This thing, I saw a similar model, how much did it sell for..."

He took out his reading glasses and looked carefully for a long time: "That US dollar! One thousand, one hundred, eighty, seven... um, ten thousand! Six, how much is this?"

Xue Dingbang glanced at it, and only said: "It wasn't that expensive when I bought it. Don't worry about the price, can it be repaired?"

"Look, this thing," the old watchmaker raised his eyes, and passed Xue Dingbang a lot through the reading glasses, "it is older than the combined age of the two of us! It's thanks to me... It just happened to be something that was bestowed by the emperor! Otherwise, I really can't repair it!"

"Is this really good?" Xue Dingbang panicked at the time and wanted to stop it, "That is also a cultural relic!"

The old watchmaker ignored Xue Dingbang, just took out a broken watch, and said quietly: "These two are almost objects from the same period. But look, it is obviously such a good and precious thing. Those who own it People, if they don't know its goodness, they will waste it in vain."

Xue Dingbang's heart skipped a beat, and then his ears buzzed as if someone hit his head with a hammer.

The two pocket watches in the hands of the old watchmaker were damaged to varying degrees.Schrödingbang's one is obviously better preserved after careful maintenance.The old watchmaker's one is almost no different from scrap copper and iron.

"Some things are broken, but they can still be repaired." The old watchmaker sighed, "Some things are broken, but nothing can be repaired!"

If it is broken, it can be repaired, and if it is broken, can it not be repaired?

Xue Dingbang could only smile wryly.

In the end, the watch and watch that cannot be repaired are broken, and those parts are taken out, and put into the watch and watch that is broken and can be repaired.As soon as Xue Dingbang got the watch, he sent it to Yin Ren.

A watch with replaced parts is no longer the original watch.

The ship of Theseus with replaced parts is not the original ship.

Some things go on board, and some things go off.

A few days later, the old watchmaker stuffed the repaired watch into Xue Dingbang's hands, and every word was meaningful. "This is a new watch, take good care of it."

"No, this is not my watch." Xue Dingbang said, "It should not be mine, and it no longer belongs to me."

After getting the watch, Xue Dingbang sent the watch to the other side of the ocean on the same day.It seems to want to get rid of some hot potato, or--a past that can't be remembered.

Xue Dingbang recalled what the old watchmaker said, and he could only smile wryly.He tore off another piece of paper with a lot of messy words written on it.There are many, many things that I want to say to his Ah Fu, but I don't know what to say when I just pick up a pen.In the end, I can only ramble and say some useless nonsense.

I wrote and tore, and tore and wrote, but in the end I didn't write a useful reply.

There are only three words left.

"sorry."

Xue Dingbang would take Yusuke out on an old bicycle every day.After class, he spends most of his time on two things-playing the piano and writing letters.

There is no fixed repertoire and no fixed purpose.Schrödingbang played "Ode to Joy", "Don Juan", "The Barber of Seville", "Spanish Smugglers"...

He played the most, "Little Star" and "Fate".

"Little Star" for Yin In and "Fate" for myself.

Yusuke put it next to him, and stayed there quietly, not making any noise.When Xue Dingbang sleeps, he puts it on the bedside table and falls asleep while admiring the stretching of its body.

Every night, Xue Dingbang would give it a kiss, and then say: "Good night, Yusuke."

Every morning, Xue Dingbang will also give it a kiss, and then say: "Good morning, Yusuke."

Yusuke seems to like Xue Dingbang's music and Xue Dingbang's kiss very much, and it repays Xue Dingbang's careful care with its vigorous growth.It no longer looks like it did in mid-winter, each of its leaves is plump, smooth and full of vitality.

When Xue Dingbang was resting, he drove Yusuke out by car.Just like Yin Ren rode the same car back then and drove Xue Dingbang out.

Most of the time, Schrödingbang would revisit the old places.He would deliberately pass by his and Yin Ren's kindergarten, thinking of the stupid things Yin Ren did in the kindergarten.

The teacher asked the children to give an example, what else is round.

Yin Ren, who was a little over three years old, lifted Xue Dingbang up and said, "I'll give you a chestnut!"

Xue Dingbang was also foolish at that time, saying: "I am very round."

When he was five years old, playing house with his children, Yin Ren insisted that Xue Dingbang be his wife.The fierce and vicious bully Yin Ren directly beat and cried the children who disagreed, and at the same time announced to the whole kindergarten: "Now Lizi is my wife! She is not only my wife! He also cooks for me and has a son!"

Undoubtedly, Yin Ren was beaten again for beating a child.Five-year-old Xue Dingbang took the big white rabbit to see him, and Yin Ren asked him: "Lizi, would you like to be my wife?"

Xue Dingbang didn't understand either, and asked him, "What does a daughter-in-law do?"

Yin Ren: "I go to work, you clean up the house at home, then cook for me, and then give birth to a son."

Xue Dingbang said: "But I don't know how to clean the house, and I don't know how to cook."

Yin Ren waved his hand: "Then...just have a son!"

The five-year-old Xue Dingbang was confused: "How did you give birth to your son?"

Yin Ren thought for a long time with his face on his face, and finally came to the conclusion: "On TV, sleep, and you will have a son!"

They held hands and fell asleep together.When he woke up the next day, Yin Ren searched for his son all over the house.Under the bed, under the quilt, even the mattress was lifted, but the son was not found.

Yin Ren was so angry that he gritted his teeth, stomped his feet, and said, "My lord is a liar, we have all been lied to!"

The result, of course, was that he lifted the bed and received another good beating.

Sometimes, Xue Dingbang went back to the grove where he used to play with Yin Ren.When they were eight years old, Yin Ren discovered this place. Whenever Yin Ren was beaten or wronged, he would come here.They often play here, and sometimes play some treasure hunts and the like.

If Yin Ren took Xue Dingbang to skip class, they would also come here.If they go out to play, most of the time the two of them will do their homework and discuss some children's topics here.

More often, they're just here to play.

Play wildly against all odds.

Even if the final ending always ended with being beaten and scolded, Yin Ren didn't care.He always puts on a stingy look and doesn't care about anything.

Only Xue Dingbang, he cares.

Revisiting the old place, it is no longer the appearance of childhood.

The original barren forest was already full of construction sites, and the familiar woods were replaced by reinforced concrete trees.Hard man-made objects are taller and more spectacular than the original trees.

But Schrödingbang still liked the original tree.

Especially, the "secret base" of Yin Ren and Xue Dingbang.

It was a towering ancient tree, which should have a history of hundreds of years.It existed here when Grandpa Schrödingbang was a child.The tree is so old that there is a big hole in the middle, which can almost be drilled into a car.

Every time Xue Dingbang went, he would bring a handful of soil from around the big tree and put it in his mother's flower pot.

Sometimes he would climb a tree, hug Yusuke and look at the distant scene with it.

"Ah Fu, do you like this place?" Xue Dingbang lowered his eyes and blurted out the words without thinking, which made him stunned for a long time.

In his arms, Yusuke stretched in the wind, as if responding to Xue Dingbang in this way.

The pleasant wind blew over every inch of skin and lifted Xue Dingbang's hair.The boy who once sat on the tree trunk next to him, looked into the distance with him, and imagined the future, is now thousands of miles away.

"I'm sorry." Xue Dingbang bowed his head and kissed Yusuke, "Let's go home!"

He slipped down the tree, grabbed a handful of dirt and went home.

With Yusuke.