Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

As soon as he got home, Xue Dingbang sat back at the desk with Yusuke in his arms.There was already a considerable pile of Ah Fu's letters on the desktop.Letters from him will come every week, sometimes twice a week.

Even if there is no response, he still insists.Schrödingbang opened those letters and read each one carefully.

[Dingbangsang, I'm starting to learn mathematics.But I still can't prove that "Euclidean plane still connects roads after removing countable points".If I prove it, will the path we meet later be connected? 】

[I miss you so much, I woke up crying at night.I dreamed of the first month's first dream again, and you were covered in blood.Must be very painful, right?I'm really sorry, Dingbangsang, I'm sorry...]

[I reflect on myself every day, Dingbangsang... I will be a good boy...]

[Today is still a day full of apologies, I stabbed Dingbangsang, I regret it...]

[I don’t know what’s going on with Yusuke, but I miss him too.But more time is spent thinking about Bangsang.I hope you are all well, when I come out, I want to see Yusuke, if Dingbangsang allows.I want to live with Yusuke. 】

Inside these letters, there is a courier stub.

Xue Dingbang stared at the stub sent to the United States for a long time.

In March, when Xue Dingbang sent out his pocket watch, he began to count the time every day.

Did Yoon In receive the pocket watch?

What kind of mood did Yin Ren feel when he received the pocket watch?

What will Yin Ren do with the pocket watch after receiving it?

Will he...

The last possibility was thought by Xue Dingbang, but he knew it was impossible to realize.Every time he thinks in that direction, Xue Dingbang hastily interrupted his thoughts and did something else to divert his attention.

The thing I do the most is play the piano.

Xue Dingbang really wanted to know the answer.

Xue Dingbang had no way of knowing the answer.

He wanted to call, but he couldn't ask openly after calling.He lacked courage and lacked reason.What else can he say?Do you still have to tell Yin Ren - I don't want to do this!Are you coming back?I fixed the watch, and I fixed the bicycle.Can our previous relationship be repaired?

Can we still be the same as before?

I have the pocket watch you gave me in my pocket, and I am sitting on the back seat of your bicycle.

Whether it's okay, rely on the back of that reliable boy again.

Is it okay, snuggle up again and let me wrap my arms around your waist.

We're still the same as before, not doing anything special.Just riding a bicycle and going around outside at night.Just to be able to stay by each other's side, just for a while, just for a while.

It was a moment.

That is eternity.

Xue Dingbang finally called Yin Ren.Now he can't remember what kind of mood he was in when he dialed that familiar number.

A few seconds before the call was connected, Xue Dingbang thought of a reason.

"Yin Ren..." Fearing that the other party would hang up the phone, Xue Dingbang rarely spoke first, "Sorry, it took me so long to contact you. I have been back to China for a while, but I have been busy, and I have been a little free recently. "

Yin Ren didn't reply, maybe because it was inconvenient, maybe because of embarrassment?

"I heard that my parents went to New York this Spring Festival?" Xue Dingbang waited for a long time, so he had to change the subject, "How do you feel?"

Family affection finally opened Yin Ren's mouth, and he replied: "It's very good. The bacon made by our parents is very delicious, and it still tastes the same as before."

Sure enough, Yin Ren was still so greedy for things at home.Far away in the United States, the hometown food that can be eaten is no longer food.But nostalgia.

Xue Dingbang chuckled softly, his body standing stiffly, and relaxed: "They have been talking about it for many years, and they do it every year, waiting for you to come back to eat, but you don't come back every year. This year our parents said to go When New York was looking at you, I just asked for a little help by the way, it's the best if you like it."

"Thank them for me." Yin Ren said.

Xue Dingbang was silent for a few seconds, and could only say: "Okay."

"Forget it, I'll call them and talk to them myself." On the other end of the phone, Yin Ren breathed so clearly, as if he was whispering in Xue Dingbang's ear, "Don't tell me, I'll talk about it myself."

For Yin Ren's request, Xue Dingbang had no choice but to answer "yes".

No matter what Yin Ren's decision is, Xue Dingbang can only agree with his elder brother, and support his elder brother Ren.

Even if it is, Yin Ren now chooses Xu Yu instead of Xue Dingbang.

This road is not so much Yin Ren's choice, but Xue Dingbang's own choice.He has already made up his mind, hasn't he?When he recorded a birthday greeting video for Yin Ren, he said: "As long as it is the path you choose to go, I will accompany you."

Even if you choose another person to accompany you through the rest of your life.

What else can I do besides support you and bless you?

After all, that is your choice.

After all, I've said it all.

Another moment of silence.

Xue Dingbang and Yin Ren were not like this before.From the age of 14 to before they broke up, the two of them could almost hold the phone and chat for a day, as if there was a lot to talk about.

No matter how trivial things are, they can be talked with relish.

Now, facing this situation with nothing to say, Xue Dingbang could only give reasons that he was not willing to use.

"Yin Ren." Xue Dingbang said, "There is something I want to ask you to do."

Yin Ren replied quickly: "What's the matter? Tell me."

"Chamberlain." Xue Dingbang opened the letter at hand, which came from Las Vegas, and he had not opened it all this time, "Do you remember the croupier in Las Vegas?"

It wrote about Chamberlain's recent situation, and he could not escape the trial of the sword of justice even if he thought about it.

But Chamberlain didn't have the money to find a lawyer. The general content of this letter was a farewell letter to Xue Dingbang.

[Possibly, we will never see each other again. 】

Yin Ren answered very simply: "I remember."

"He has been arrested by the police on suspicion of murder." Xue Dingbang said while flipping through the letter, "He has some difficulties that are not known to others, even if he really killed someone... I would like to ask for your help He, at least let him not bear the charges that he shouldn't bear."

"Okay." Yin Ren did not hesitate, his promise was still so strong, "Lizi, don't talk about this matter, ten, one hundred, as long as I can do it, I will..."

"Yin Ren." Xue Dingbang interrupted Yin Ren, "I know what you want to say."

Xue Dingbang covered the phone, took several deep breaths, and gradually calmed down.

He tried his best to use the most gentle and gentle tone, and told Yin Ren: "Yin Ren, I actually don't have any other demands on you. If you help me this time, let's treat it as if we owe nothing to each other?"

"If it's convenient for you now," Xue Dingbang found the relevant information and pressed his fingers tightly, "Can you remember where he is being held?"

Yin Ren replied: "Yes, no problem, you say."

Xue Dingbang reported to the police station handling the case, and after speaking, they fell into silence again.

The tone of this picture is business-like, and there is also a cold atmosphere.It shouldn't be a scene between Nannan and Lizi.

Xue Dingbang wanted to ask, but he didn't know how to ask.He kept rubbing his fingers on the letter, almost erasing the writing on it.

On the other end of the phone, Yin Ren suddenly said, "Lizi, I received the item."

Xue Dingbang was stunned for a moment, then he laughed.

Sure enough, Yin Ren understood him.His big brother niece knew what he wanted without him asking.

"Really?" Xue Dingbang put his hands on his cheeks, trying to suppress his smile, "Is it so fast?"

Yin Ren's voice and Yin Ren's breathing seemed to be in his ears, and they were extremely clear: "The repair is very good, it is as good as before, and the pointer is not broken."

In the past 30 years, I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional.Or just out of habit, he likes to speak in Schrödingbang's ear.Even when the two of them were on the phone, Yin Ren would deliberately blow into the microphone.

Xue Dingbang's eyes became hot, and he almost blurted out what was in his heart - come back!The watch is fixed, and so is the bike!Although it doesn't look new, it can still be transferred!

Just like before, the minute hand revolves around the hour hand!

The wheel goes round and round.

I can do the same, continue to revolve around you!

"En." Xue Dingbang's voice was choked with sobs, but he still couldn't speak his mind in the end.His nose was a little sore, and it was uncomfortably blocked.Before making a fool of himself, Xue Dingbang hung up Yin Ren's phone, leaving only one sentence, "Yin Ren, goodbye."

30 years of relationship, until the end...

Xue Dingbang can only say one sentence, not just one word.

Goodbye.

Goodbye, Yin Ren.

Goodbye, my brother Ren.

Goodbye, Lizi's niece brother.

Schrödingbang crumpled the letter from Las Vegas and tore it to shreds.Since then, I have never asked about Chamberlain again.

His life has returned to the original point.

He goes to class every day, plays the piano, and wanders around with Yusuke.From then on, Xue Dingbang never called Yin Ren again in the past few months.

Yin Ren will report the progress of the case to Xue Dingbang on social software.At the end of May, Yin Ren sent the results, and Chamberlain was finally sentenced to three years in prison.

The same ending as Ah Fu, Xue Dingbang thought.

After that, Xue Dingbang never spoke to Yin Ren again.

Tomorrow is June [-]nd.

Xue Dingbang and Maeda Chris met on this day.

Yin Ren now has his little rain.

Xue Dingbang now has nothing.

He has nothing but the letters that Chris Maeda sent him.

After returning to China for more than three months, Xue Dingbang's confused thoughts finally became clearer.

He sat back in front of the desk, spread out the letter paper, and wrote the first sentence—for my Ah Fu:

After that, thousands of words and words in the pen flowed along the ink.Schrödingbang has never written anything so smoothly, as if those things were there before, just waiting for him to discover.

He just describes the existing and existing things.

Unfold one by one and show it to Chris Maeda.

That was his heart, which he had never dared to admit, face, and show to others.

Even Yin Ren, Xue Dingbang never revealed his inner world.

All of Schrödingbang's pride and reserve, all his obsession and nostalgia, as well as the good, bad, and silly things he has done, are all written in the letter one by one.