Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts
Chapter 309 The rest of my life
Xue Dingbang's prayer did not get any effect.
This has been the case since childhood.
Mother propped her face and stared at Xue Dingbang seriously: "Then your best brother and best friend are getting married, don't you want to go and see? His wedding may be like this once in a lifetime. He doesn't want to get too stiff with you ,Otherwise, I wouldn’t have called like this. If we just want us to go over to watch the ceremony, why should I transfer the call to you?”
"Mom, Yin Ren is very happy now." Xue Dingbang's voice was a little choked up, "This is enough for me."
"What about Yoon In?" Mom asked.
"Mom, isn't it enough for you to go? Isn't the sincere blessing from your parents enough?" Xue Dingbang spoke faster and faster, "Yin Ren has a fiancé, friends, partners, clients, and he wants to go. The gilded ones at his wedding! He has no shortage of me! What difference does it make if I am at his wedding or if I am not at his wedding?"
At home, Schrödingbang always let his hair down.He didn't need to put on a straight and serious attitude, and he didn't need to scratch his hair back with pomade.His messy bangs swayed with his movements, casting a shadow on his eyes and his face.
He closed his eyes and covered his gloomy face with his right hand.Saying these words, he has exhausted all his strength.He was silent, and more words were blocked in his throat, like a huge boulder, rolling with his throat.
"Can parents' blessings replace brothers' blessings?" Mom gently straightened his messy forehead hair, "Dingbang, I don't want you to numb your heart anymore. My chestnut is a brave child. If you refuse to go Face it, it's not going away by itself."
"Time heals everything," said Schrödingbang.
"You have been home for more than a year, how much has it healed you?" Mom asked, "If you don't care at all now, will you still sulk with me here?"
Mom was right, Xue Dingbang was indeed sulking.
But he wasn't angry with his mother, nor was he angry with Xu Yu, nor was he angry with Yin Ren.
"I'm not angry with you." Xue Dingbang said, "Mom, I'm tired..."
"Then have a good rest." Mom patted Xue Dingbang's hand with a loving smile on her face, "Tomorrow is another new day, and the sun will rise as usual."
In this world, there is no rotation without someone.
Even if Xue Dingbang felt that the sky was falling one day, the next day was sunny again.
Sunshine and Yusuke wake up the sleeping Xue Dingbang.He obviously forgot Yusuke in the study last night, but now he watched Yusuke stretch his body and welcome a new day with him.
"Good morning, Yusuke." Xue Dingbang sat up from the bed and rubbed his sleepy hair.
In the morning light, Yusuke stretched his body and danced softly.Each of its emerald green leaves is shiny and shiny, showing vitality.Xue Dingbang gently brushed the edge of the glass flower pot with his fingertips, and the cool feeling was pleasant.
Xue Dingbang hugged Yusuke, lowered his head and pressed his cheek against the glass jar, sighing softly.
It was this kind of coolness that saved his heart that was tormented in the flames.
He knelt on the bed for a long time, and the name he finally blurted out did not belong to the man who had troubled him for 30 years.
"...Ah Fu."
Today is a working day.At breakfast at home, Mom showed nothing.She avoided Xue Dingbang and Yin Ren when they were on the phone, and quietly moved Yusuke back to the original position in the middle of the night.
She knows everything.
But she didn't mention anything.
After breakfast, Xue Dingbang went over to help wash the dishes.Mom didn't say much, as if what happened yesterday didn't exist.
It was Xue Dingbang who spoke first: "Mom, thank you."
Mom looked at him with a smile and said nothing.
"I will think about it carefully." Xue Dingbang continued, "If I can get a leave of absence, I will consider whether to go."
"Hurry up and go to class." Mom snatched the bowl from Xue Dingbang, "Don't be absent."
There is something in her words.
Xue Dingbang smiled and replied: "I will not be late."
A few days later, the godfather and godmother went to Hawaii early.Yin Ren bought a private island there and spent more than a year building a three-story villa on it.In addition, there are swimming pools, lawns, gardens, docks... and a series of supporting facilities.For the money spent, almost dozens of these uninhabited islands can be bought.
When Xue Dingbang landed on the island, he was surrounded by Yin Ren's intentions.
It's just that these thoughts were not used on himself, but on Yin Ren's fiancé, Xu Yu.
The island is beautiful, the sand on the beach is white and fine, and it is as soft as cotton when you step on it.There is a soft sandy beach under your feet, and a piece of blue water in front of you.The same color as Chamberlain's eyes.
Over the past year, while Schrödingbang was communicating with Ah Fu, he also often wrote to Chamberlain to encourage him.
Chamberlain's mental state is very bad, and he does not write letters as frequently as Ah Fu.Xue Dingbang often replied to him and sent things to him more, even if he didn't admit it... Xue Dingbang knew it in his heart - it was because of his similar face to Yin Ren.
Thinking of his desperate expression, Xue Dingbang felt that he could not sit idly by.
Tomorrow is Yin Ren's wedding.The two parents and the wedding team had already arrived at the venue before the two newcomers, because this was a "surprise".Xu Yu didn't know that today was his wedding, only that today was his birthday.
The weather in Hawaii is sunny, sunny today and sunny tomorrow.The bright sunshine makes every inch of the land shine, and the warm climate gives people a feeling of happiness.
The wedding team is making floral arrangements, with beautiful bouquets and silks, pulling an aisle.All the excitement has nothing to do with Xue Dingbang.He walks across a red carpet that wasn't made for him, and arrives alone in a hall dressed as an auditorium.
In the corner, there is a piano.A black singer is playing and singing with the band.
Xue Dingbang wandered away, listening to his affectionate singing by the piano.
John Legend's song - "Allofme".
The band finished rehearsing a song and started talking to each other, they were communicating, making final adjustments.
Just as Xue Dingbang was fascinated, the godmother walked over with a dress on her arm and high heels on her feet.
"Oh, Li Zi! You are here!" She enthusiastically stuffed the clothes into Xue Dingbang's hands, with a happy smile on her face, "I've been looking for you everywhere! Try the clothes quickly! This style was chosen by my mother , you must look good in it! Come on, show mom!"
"Mom, I have something..." Xue Dingbang solemnly took the clothes with both hands, "Can you let me...play the piano?"
The godmother was stunned for a while, her eyes misted.
"Really. You child..." She wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and her voice was a little choked up, "Why are you so distressed? Chestnut... It's my daughter who is sorry for you."
"Mom, nothing." Xue Dingbang smiled and hugged his godmother, "I'll take it as if you agreed? I'll play the piano! Don't worry, I've practiced a lot recently, so it shouldn't be... bad."
After communicating with the wedding team, Xue Dingbang sat in front of the piano in the best man's dress.They rehearsed all afternoon and only dispersed at dusk.The wedding team will go back by boat, and they will go to work early tomorrow morning.
Xue Dingbang's family, Yin Ren's parents, and Xu Yu's mother lived in the house on the island.
That night, Xue Dingbang tossed and turned.
The room next to him was the wedding room prepared for Yin Ren and Xu Yu.They will hold an unforgettable romantic wedding on this island named after Xu Yu.
Perhaps, they will stay here for a few more days, to spend the first few days of their honeymoon.
Yin Ren once told Xue Dingbang about the topic of getting married in the future.
According to Yin Ren's vision, he got married in Hawaii.He wants to buy an uninhabited island, and spend the sweet time with his favorite person without anyone disturbing him.
Talking about his longing for the future, Yin Ren looked very yearning: "I will tell him——my dear, there is only you in this world, the one and only you and the one who loves you the most."
Xue Dingbang asked him, who do you want to marry?
Yin Ren's face turned red all of a sudden, and he said, "...no one."
His nose was a little sore, before losing his composure, Xue Dingbang buried his face in the pillow.
No, no, Xue Dingbang can't lose his composure.
At such a time, how can I let Brother Nannan see himself in such a mess?Schrödingbang, you are a perfect boy, a man who is not afraid of anything, a gentleman who is always elegant and calm!
Yin Ren should be very happy now.
His happiness is my happiness.
"Brother Nannu..."
I really hope the sun doesn't rise again.
If there is eternal night, there will be no tomorrow.
Even if Xue Dingbang thought about it this way, his unrealistic thoughts were still shattered by the sun.As the weather forecast predicted, the weather is still sunny today, which is a good day for marriage.
The guests landed on the island early in the morning, and the two old people were busy receiving the guests, while Xue Dingbang just sat in front of the piano and waited.
This is a private wedding, and the guests are only relatives and friends, colleagues and clients of both parties.
Xue Dingbang saw a young man on the Captain's Peak, who seemed to be named Thomas.He also looked younger and handsomer in his best man gown.He was busy receiving colleagues and clients of the firm. Smith and his senior sister took a child, and took their twin sons dressed as flower girls.
Everyone was very busy, only Xue Dingbang sat in front of the piano with nothing to do.
The surrounding environment is very lively, but the excitement has nothing to do with Xue Dingbang.
At the moment, he feels like an outsider.
The people around are busy and laughing, their voices seem to come through the glass, like echoes from ancient times.
They have gone through a long time, and in Schrödingbang's ears, there is only an indistinct buzzing sound.
They have joy and happiness, Schrödingbang does not.
They have love and future, Schrödingbang does not.
"It's all my fault..." Xue Dingbang lowered his head and muttered to himself.
A desolate warm wind blew over his head, and the noise of the crowd seemed to knock the roof off.
They laughed, shouted, and said, "Here comes the new man!"
The band outside the door has already played a piece, and now it's Schrödingbang's round.
He raised his hand, pressed the first key, and gently pressed a note of the final chapter of the music.
Yes, this time, is the end.
For the last time, please let me play another song for you!
My, my brother.
This has been the case since childhood.
Mother propped her face and stared at Xue Dingbang seriously: "Then your best brother and best friend are getting married, don't you want to go and see? His wedding may be like this once in a lifetime. He doesn't want to get too stiff with you ,Otherwise, I wouldn’t have called like this. If we just want us to go over to watch the ceremony, why should I transfer the call to you?”
"Mom, Yin Ren is very happy now." Xue Dingbang's voice was a little choked up, "This is enough for me."
"What about Yoon In?" Mom asked.
"Mom, isn't it enough for you to go? Isn't the sincere blessing from your parents enough?" Xue Dingbang spoke faster and faster, "Yin Ren has a fiancé, friends, partners, clients, and he wants to go. The gilded ones at his wedding! He has no shortage of me! What difference does it make if I am at his wedding or if I am not at his wedding?"
At home, Schrödingbang always let his hair down.He didn't need to put on a straight and serious attitude, and he didn't need to scratch his hair back with pomade.His messy bangs swayed with his movements, casting a shadow on his eyes and his face.
He closed his eyes and covered his gloomy face with his right hand.Saying these words, he has exhausted all his strength.He was silent, and more words were blocked in his throat, like a huge boulder, rolling with his throat.
"Can parents' blessings replace brothers' blessings?" Mom gently straightened his messy forehead hair, "Dingbang, I don't want you to numb your heart anymore. My chestnut is a brave child. If you refuse to go Face it, it's not going away by itself."
"Time heals everything," said Schrödingbang.
"You have been home for more than a year, how much has it healed you?" Mom asked, "If you don't care at all now, will you still sulk with me here?"
Mom was right, Xue Dingbang was indeed sulking.
But he wasn't angry with his mother, nor was he angry with Xu Yu, nor was he angry with Yin Ren.
"I'm not angry with you." Xue Dingbang said, "Mom, I'm tired..."
"Then have a good rest." Mom patted Xue Dingbang's hand with a loving smile on her face, "Tomorrow is another new day, and the sun will rise as usual."
In this world, there is no rotation without someone.
Even if Xue Dingbang felt that the sky was falling one day, the next day was sunny again.
Sunshine and Yusuke wake up the sleeping Xue Dingbang.He obviously forgot Yusuke in the study last night, but now he watched Yusuke stretch his body and welcome a new day with him.
"Good morning, Yusuke." Xue Dingbang sat up from the bed and rubbed his sleepy hair.
In the morning light, Yusuke stretched his body and danced softly.Each of its emerald green leaves is shiny and shiny, showing vitality.Xue Dingbang gently brushed the edge of the glass flower pot with his fingertips, and the cool feeling was pleasant.
Xue Dingbang hugged Yusuke, lowered his head and pressed his cheek against the glass jar, sighing softly.
It was this kind of coolness that saved his heart that was tormented in the flames.
He knelt on the bed for a long time, and the name he finally blurted out did not belong to the man who had troubled him for 30 years.
"...Ah Fu."
Today is a working day.At breakfast at home, Mom showed nothing.She avoided Xue Dingbang and Yin Ren when they were on the phone, and quietly moved Yusuke back to the original position in the middle of the night.
She knows everything.
But she didn't mention anything.
After breakfast, Xue Dingbang went over to help wash the dishes.Mom didn't say much, as if what happened yesterday didn't exist.
It was Xue Dingbang who spoke first: "Mom, thank you."
Mom looked at him with a smile and said nothing.
"I will think about it carefully." Xue Dingbang continued, "If I can get a leave of absence, I will consider whether to go."
"Hurry up and go to class." Mom snatched the bowl from Xue Dingbang, "Don't be absent."
There is something in her words.
Xue Dingbang smiled and replied: "I will not be late."
A few days later, the godfather and godmother went to Hawaii early.Yin Ren bought a private island there and spent more than a year building a three-story villa on it.In addition, there are swimming pools, lawns, gardens, docks... and a series of supporting facilities.For the money spent, almost dozens of these uninhabited islands can be bought.
When Xue Dingbang landed on the island, he was surrounded by Yin Ren's intentions.
It's just that these thoughts were not used on himself, but on Yin Ren's fiancé, Xu Yu.
The island is beautiful, the sand on the beach is white and fine, and it is as soft as cotton when you step on it.There is a soft sandy beach under your feet, and a piece of blue water in front of you.The same color as Chamberlain's eyes.
Over the past year, while Schrödingbang was communicating with Ah Fu, he also often wrote to Chamberlain to encourage him.
Chamberlain's mental state is very bad, and he does not write letters as frequently as Ah Fu.Xue Dingbang often replied to him and sent things to him more, even if he didn't admit it... Xue Dingbang knew it in his heart - it was because of his similar face to Yin Ren.
Thinking of his desperate expression, Xue Dingbang felt that he could not sit idly by.
Tomorrow is Yin Ren's wedding.The two parents and the wedding team had already arrived at the venue before the two newcomers, because this was a "surprise".Xu Yu didn't know that today was his wedding, only that today was his birthday.
The weather in Hawaii is sunny, sunny today and sunny tomorrow.The bright sunshine makes every inch of the land shine, and the warm climate gives people a feeling of happiness.
The wedding team is making floral arrangements, with beautiful bouquets and silks, pulling an aisle.All the excitement has nothing to do with Xue Dingbang.He walks across a red carpet that wasn't made for him, and arrives alone in a hall dressed as an auditorium.
In the corner, there is a piano.A black singer is playing and singing with the band.
Xue Dingbang wandered away, listening to his affectionate singing by the piano.
John Legend's song - "Allofme".
The band finished rehearsing a song and started talking to each other, they were communicating, making final adjustments.
Just as Xue Dingbang was fascinated, the godmother walked over with a dress on her arm and high heels on her feet.
"Oh, Li Zi! You are here!" She enthusiastically stuffed the clothes into Xue Dingbang's hands, with a happy smile on her face, "I've been looking for you everywhere! Try the clothes quickly! This style was chosen by my mother , you must look good in it! Come on, show mom!"
"Mom, I have something..." Xue Dingbang solemnly took the clothes with both hands, "Can you let me...play the piano?"
The godmother was stunned for a while, her eyes misted.
"Really. You child..." She wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and her voice was a little choked up, "Why are you so distressed? Chestnut... It's my daughter who is sorry for you."
"Mom, nothing." Xue Dingbang smiled and hugged his godmother, "I'll take it as if you agreed? I'll play the piano! Don't worry, I've practiced a lot recently, so it shouldn't be... bad."
After communicating with the wedding team, Xue Dingbang sat in front of the piano in the best man's dress.They rehearsed all afternoon and only dispersed at dusk.The wedding team will go back by boat, and they will go to work early tomorrow morning.
Xue Dingbang's family, Yin Ren's parents, and Xu Yu's mother lived in the house on the island.
That night, Xue Dingbang tossed and turned.
The room next to him was the wedding room prepared for Yin Ren and Xu Yu.They will hold an unforgettable romantic wedding on this island named after Xu Yu.
Perhaps, they will stay here for a few more days, to spend the first few days of their honeymoon.
Yin Ren once told Xue Dingbang about the topic of getting married in the future.
According to Yin Ren's vision, he got married in Hawaii.He wants to buy an uninhabited island, and spend the sweet time with his favorite person without anyone disturbing him.
Talking about his longing for the future, Yin Ren looked very yearning: "I will tell him——my dear, there is only you in this world, the one and only you and the one who loves you the most."
Xue Dingbang asked him, who do you want to marry?
Yin Ren's face turned red all of a sudden, and he said, "...no one."
His nose was a little sore, before losing his composure, Xue Dingbang buried his face in the pillow.
No, no, Xue Dingbang can't lose his composure.
At such a time, how can I let Brother Nannan see himself in such a mess?Schrödingbang, you are a perfect boy, a man who is not afraid of anything, a gentleman who is always elegant and calm!
Yin Ren should be very happy now.
His happiness is my happiness.
"Brother Nannu..."
I really hope the sun doesn't rise again.
If there is eternal night, there will be no tomorrow.
Even if Xue Dingbang thought about it this way, his unrealistic thoughts were still shattered by the sun.As the weather forecast predicted, the weather is still sunny today, which is a good day for marriage.
The guests landed on the island early in the morning, and the two old people were busy receiving the guests, while Xue Dingbang just sat in front of the piano and waited.
This is a private wedding, and the guests are only relatives and friends, colleagues and clients of both parties.
Xue Dingbang saw a young man on the Captain's Peak, who seemed to be named Thomas.He also looked younger and handsomer in his best man gown.He was busy receiving colleagues and clients of the firm. Smith and his senior sister took a child, and took their twin sons dressed as flower girls.
Everyone was very busy, only Xue Dingbang sat in front of the piano with nothing to do.
The surrounding environment is very lively, but the excitement has nothing to do with Xue Dingbang.
At the moment, he feels like an outsider.
The people around are busy and laughing, their voices seem to come through the glass, like echoes from ancient times.
They have gone through a long time, and in Schrödingbang's ears, there is only an indistinct buzzing sound.
They have joy and happiness, Schrödingbang does not.
They have love and future, Schrödingbang does not.
"It's all my fault..." Xue Dingbang lowered his head and muttered to himself.
A desolate warm wind blew over his head, and the noise of the crowd seemed to knock the roof off.
They laughed, shouted, and said, "Here comes the new man!"
The band outside the door has already played a piece, and now it's Schrödingbang's round.
He raised his hand, pressed the first key, and gently pressed a note of the final chapter of the music.
Yes, this time, is the end.
For the last time, please let me play another song for you!
My, my brother.
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