Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

Qian Tianfu only stayed at Xue Dingbang's house for one day.Early the next morning, he left Boston for Las Vegas.

When he was about to leave, Xue Dingbang was still sleeping.He wanted to talk to Xue Dingbang, but he couldn't bear to disturb Xue Dingbang's rest.He sat by the bed and stared at Xue Dingbang's peaceful face for a long time.

"Dingbangsang, wait for me to come back." He secretly kissed the corners of Xue Dingbang's eyes and ears, and then fell on his lips.

Maeda Fuku turned and left.The door closed with a click, Xue Dingbang turned over and slowly opened his eyes.

In the past six years, Maeda Fu's enthusiasm for Xue Dingbang has not faded in the slightest.He is still the young boy who is full of longing for love, and the encirclement has changed in the past ten years.

He is still the fiery rose, the fire.

His fiery soul is still burning.

It wasn't the first time that Maeda Fuku kissed him secretly, but every time he was so careful.

Yesterday afternoon, this morning, every rare opportunity in the past...

Xue Dingbang knew about every touch and every kiss.

Xue Dingbang couldn't bear to expose it, so he could only pretend that he didn't know.The failed relationship with Ah Fu in the past made Xue Dingbang unable to accept his bad self.If they reconcile again, can he guarantee not to repeat the same mistakes in the future?Can you promise not to hurt Ah Fu again?

He sat up from the bed, sat on the edge of the bed for a long time, and let out a long sigh.

"Ah Fu... I really..."

On the second day after Qiantian Fu left, Xue Dingbang plunged into work again.If he stops, he will easily fall into the vortex of thinking, and the black torrent will swallow everything about him.

Xue Dingbang couldn't bear to fall like this, he had already fallen once.He can no longer afford the consequences.

The continuous high-pressure work made Xue Dingbang's unhealed body unable to support it.He suddenly collapsed to the ground, and when he was sent to the hospital, the examination was not optimistic at all.

This time he almost confessed that he was in the hospital.

Fortunately, the operation was considered a success, and Xue Dingbang came back to life.

When Yin Ren knew that Xue Dingbang was hospitalized, he hurriedly dropped all his work and rushed to the hospital.In Yin Ren's memory, Xue Dingbang had never had such a haggard and sick appearance.

Yin Ren didn't even remember Xue Dingbang's illness.

In his memory, Xue Dingbang was healthy and strong, and he always took good care of himself.When did you end up lying in bed, so pale and thin?

"...Dingbang." As soon as Yin Ren opened his mouth, there was an unconcealable tremor in his voice.He sat beside Xue Dingbang and held Xue Dingbang's hand that had not received the needle.

Xue Dingbang's hands have never been so cold.He was leaning against the raised hospital bed and was reading a book.Seeing Yin Ren's arrival, he put the book aside, and showed Yin Ren a gentle and kind smile that seemed to be able to tolerate the whole world.

"Brother Ren, I'm fine." Xue Dingbang said weakly, and patted Yin Ren's hand.Then, very measuredly, he quietly pulled out his hand and picked up the book again, "Please don't tell Ah Fu."

Xu Yu walked to Xue Dingbang's hospital bed, and put the biscuits he baked by himself on the small cabinet next to Xue Dingbang's bed as a visiting gift.

"Mr. Xue, don't you want to see him?" Xu Yu looked at Xue Dingbang sincerely, and what he said came out of concern, "Would you be too lonely if you stay in the hospital alone? Aren't you lonely?"

"No, don't tell him. He's on a hunger strike now. Don't provoke him. When he comes back, I should be discharged from the hospital." Xue Dingbang opened the book and flipped through it casually, "I'm fine now. I have nothing to worry about, and I don't need to Work and enjoy a leisurely vacation.”

Yin Ren's throat was choked up, and it took him a long time to hold back a sentence: "You are always like this... wronging yourself."

Xue Dingbang smiled, without raising his head, and said: "Then can I wrong Lawyer Yin, please close the window for me? Oh, and also, close the door when you leave."

Yin Ren did so.When he reached the door, Xue Dingbang stopped him again.

"Brother Ren, don't worry about me." Xue Dingbang said, "Li Qi and Li Entropy often come to visit me, and senior sister is also close to here. I... am not lonely."

The life in the hospital was leisurely but also boring, Xue Dingbang's condition repeated in loneliness.

After going back and forth for more than 20 days, I finally made it to the day when I was discharged from the hospital.

When Mae Tian Fu returned from the performance, it was the day when Xue Dingbang was discharged from the hospital.

Ah Fu, who has been on a hunger strike for more than a month, is very weak, but he seems to be in good spirits.He might not weigh more than eighty pounds, but he stubbornly tried his best to support Schrödingbang, who was much taller and stronger than him.

"Dingbangsang, if I had known it would become like this..." In the back seat, Qian Tianfu sat next to Xue Dingbang and lowered his eyelashes, "I shouldn't have left, that day I..."

Li Qi and Li Entropy sat and turned their heads at the same time, looked at each other and shrugged tacitly.

The headlights illuminated the fine hairs on Maeda Fuku's face, making him look glowing.

"...Hush." ​​Xue Dingbang pressed his index finger on his lips, and whispered in his ear, "Ah Fu, tonight... what do you want to eat?"

"Braised pork!" Li Qi said.

"Me too!" Li Entropy said.

"I didn't ask you guys! Brats!" Mae Tian Fu waved his fist at them threateningly, turned his head and grabbed Xue Dingbang's arm, his voice softened several times, "I've been fine these days, but I'm greedy for what you do Gnocchi soup."

"Uncle Afu, did the doctor say you can eat normally?" Li Entropy lay on the car seat, stuck his head out with concern, "I heard that you can't start eating right away after fasting."

Maeda Fu widened his eyes and said with a smile: "I never imagined that An Entropy would care about people other than Archie?"

"I care about everything!" Li Entropy said with a smile, "Uncle Fu, my younger brother, and Uncle Xue. And today's dinner."

"There is nothing you don't love." Xue Dingbang said casually.Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Li Qi's gloomy expression while driving.The child seemed to be in great pain.

"You need to be more focused," Schrödingbang said.

It was for Li Qi, and it was also for Li Entropy.

The vehicle eventually stopped at Schrödingbang's small house.I haven't been home for two months, and a thick layer of leaves has accumulated in the swimming pool.Fortunately, before Tian Fu left last time, Xue Dingbang emptied the water in it, otherwise it would really become a rancid pool of stagnant water now.

Li Qi and Li Entropy got out of the car first, Xue Dingbang and Maeda Fu supported each other and came to the living room.

Yusuke still stayed where he was.The roots are withered and the leaves are yellow, it seems that it has been dead for a long time.

Xue Dingbang frowned slightly, walked to Yusuke's side, and stroked its dry and cracked leaves.

"Second Li!" Li Qi raised his hand and gave Li Entropy a slap, "Uncle Xue told you to change the water for Yusuke, you are lazy, aren't you?"

"No!" Li Entropy covered his forehead with an innocent face, "I come once every three days! I even changed Yusuke's water the day before yesterday!"

Maeda Fuku walked up to Yusuke, picked up its flowerpot, and choked with tears: "Dingbangsang, Yusuke is getting old! It is the end of life. I am a little jealous of Yusuke for being loved by you for so long! I can't When you come back, Yusuke must be very sorry. But it loves you and is watching you from some invisible place."

Xue Dingbang waved his hands, but did not speak.He fell into the sofa, his eyes were empty and blank, looking in the direction Yusuke was usually in.

Yusuke accompanied him for nine years.In the past nine years, Xue Dingbang has gotten used to Yusuke's existence.It seems to have become a part of Xue Dingbang's stable life, and it has become part of the motivation for Xue Dingbang to continue to work hard.

"Second Li!" Li Qi gave Li Entropy a chestnut, complaining non-stop, "Are you an idiot? Idiot! You still change the water as usual when the leaves are dry, don't you know how to get some medicine?!"

"Isn't it normal for the leaves to turn yellow in winter?" Li Entropy hugged his head, "It will be green again in spring!"

"Do you have common sense?"

"Oh, it hurts!"

The two children were quarreling, Xue Dingbang only felt his temples throbbing, and couldn't help but stretch out his hands to rub them.

Seeing this, Maeda Fu hurriedly pulled the ears of the two children.

Both big boys are a head taller than Maeda Fuku.But they were afraid of being cleaned up by him since they were young.As soon as his ears were pulled, he would immediately behave like a quail, shrinking his neck and not daring to speak.

"You guys go back." Xue Dingbang said, his voice was weak, "I don't want to cook today, let me take a day off. Come back when you are on vacation next time, don't skip class anymore."

Li Entropy wanted to say something, but Maeda Fu and Li Qi pushed him out together.

After driving away the two brats, Maeda Fuku carried Yusuke onto Xue Dingbang's lap and squatted in front of him.

Ten years later, when Tian Fu looked at Xue Dingbang, there were still stars shining in his eyes.

"Dingbangsang." He said slowly, with his cheek lightly touching Xue Dingbang's knee, "Do you still remember the day I was almost frozen to death in Karuizawa?"

Xue Dingbang nodded, put the dry Yusuke aside, and gently stroked Maeda Fuku's hair.His hair is still as soft as it was ten years ago.Good hand feel, reassuring.Xue Dingbang relaxed his body slightly, grabbed Maeda Fu's chin, and said softly, "You go back too."

"Grandpa often said that if the owner stays with the dog for too long, they will lose their lives." Qian Tianfu looked at Xue Dingbang more devoutly, without any intention of leaving, "If the owner is in trouble, the dog will replace the owner. Die. They are so loyal and willing to sacrifice themselves for their master. So are goldfish and green radish!"

Xue Dingbang stroked his smooth chin, lowered his eyelashes and watched Qian Tianfu rubbing against his palm.

"Yusuke Jinyu, exchange my life for me." Fukuo Maeda held Xue Dingbang's hand in both hands, and rubbed it against Xue Dingbang's palm like a kitten, "Luluo Yusuke, exchange Dingbangsang's life for us. People who have lived once? My grandfather said that as long as people die, they are done. Everything in life has nothing to do with them, and they are clean people again.”

Xue Dingbang closed his eyes, and withdrew his hand: "Go back. Don't you have to go for nutrition injections and re-examination tomorrow? Have a good rest."

"Dingbangsang!" Maeda Fu straightened up suddenly and rushed towards Xue Dingbang, "Can you listen to me?"

Maeda Fu put his hands on Xue Dingbang's face, knelt on the sofa on one knee, and leaned forward.Warm breath, so urgent, every breath is accompanied by sobbing.The tears that glistened in his eyes made it impossible to refuse.

"Speak." Xue Dingbang pushed his head away from him, calm as a puddle of stagnant water, "After you finish speaking, go home. Maybe tomorrow, you can still visit me."