Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

Qian Tianfu threw himself into Xue Dingbang's arms, and finally couldn't help sobbing: "Dingbangsang, I can't live without you for a day! I've worked hard for so long, I'm really tired! Now Yusuke is gone, I still have Why come here again, to see you again?"

"You finally told the truth." Xue Dingbang smiled and patted him on the back, "You always say you came to see Yusuke, but you don't talk to Yusuke very much. Fool, even without Yusuke, we are still friends, you can still Come and see me. The children are watching, get up quickly."

Li Entropy and Li Qi stood outside the door, looking in through the window glass.They were too worried about Xue Dingbang's situation, so they lingered at the door. Unexpectedly, they wanted to see this scene. They looked at each other, turned and left.

"Dingbangsang, can you still not forgive me?" Maeda Fu raised his head and only looked at Xue Dingbang. "I don't care about other people's opinions at all! Whether it's Li Entropy or Li Qi, it doesn't matter! The important thing is you! Dingbangsang! Do you still have no intention of understanding me?"

"I didn't blame you." Xue Dingbang sighed, "I'm... just living without any illusions. Ah Fu, seeing you here, I feel very at ease. I don't dare to expect extravagance from fate. too much."

"Dingbangsang, I really regret it." Taking advantage of Xue Dingbang's illness and weakness, Maeda Fu acted particularly strong today.He embraced Xue Dingbang's body, buried his face between Xue Dingbang's neck, "I wake up every day, I am very disappointed in today, because you are not by my side. I am really greedy. Okay, but I still want everything about you."

Schrödingbang understood how he felt—he felt alone.

No matter where people come from, no matter where people go, loneliness never leaves anyone alone.

So, at some point, people need to travel with other people.People snuggle up to each other to keep each other warm so that they can survive the long winter nights.

And when the night falls, the night covers the earth, and everyone hopes that there is someone beside them who can finally say good night to each other.

The world is an endless wilderness, and everyone walks on the gravel that has been scorched by the sun like coals.

Alive, will eventually be surrounded by painful heat waves.

And hope is the spring of the oasis that may exist.Let people embrace the cool place, walk under the shade of trees, let people who run in the charcoal fire can take a breath.

Maeda Fu bit Xue Dingbang's shoulder, sobbing and uttering words like a mantra: "I love you."

People love each other, people support each other, people belong to each other...

Love is the only way to relieve pain.

With trembling hands, Xue Dingbang hugged Maeda Fu's shoulders: "I know. But, I can't accept it."

"Dingbangsang?" Maeda Fu smiled awkwardly, wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes, "I'm sorry, did you feel troubled? Actually, I almost died this time! To be able to meet Dingbangsang, It’s the driving force behind my survival. But I’m really scared. Even if I can survive, what about Dingbangsang? Will you stay here all the time, waiting for me to visit you?”

Xue Dingbang moved his body, pushed him away and said: "Ah Fu, you have to admit a fact - your life is your own. No one, or anything, can give your life meaning. You are for yourself Live, not for me."

"I'm sorry. I'm the type—if I don't hold the things I like in my hands, I can't feel at ease." Maeda Fuku stood up, smiling sweetly, without any embarrassment, "I will continue to love you It's been a while! Dingbangsang, my love hasn't expired yet. Can I still visit you tomorrow?"

"Waiting for you at any time." Xue Dingbang raised his hand, indicating that Qian Tianfu's exit is over there, "I will rest at home these few days. I'm sorry I can't cook you a big meal, but instant noodles are enough."

Maeda Fuku stood by the window with his back to the light.Every strand of his hair was burning red under the setting sun.

"Dingbangsang." Maeda Fuku made a dazzling smile, shining brightly.Light seemed to burst from within his body, his fiery soul, burning his face red. "Thank you for letting me continue to love you."

The next day, before Mae Tian Fu came to visit, Li Qi came first.

He held a pot of green radishes in his arms, and said that Li Entropy asked him to send them.

"I accept his apology," Xue Dingbang said, "forget about it. I don't have the strength to look after flowers and plants now. Thank Li Entropy for me, and take the flowers back."

Li Qi nodded, he chatted with Xue Dingbang for a while, mostly about his subjects.Li Qi will graduate next summer, and now is the most critical time for him.

Near noon, Maeda Fukucai came over with a kitten in his arms.

The cat is dirty, covered in dirt.It was injured, the paws on its front feet were still dripping blood, a thorn had been planted in the pad of its flesh, the hair on its small face was also a mess, its right eye could not be opened because of its eye feces, and it was emitting a foul smell from its whole body.

The kitten is so small that it doesn't look like a full moon yet.

Maeda Fuku's appearance is not much different from that of a kitten.He was dirty and full of mud, with dead leaves in his hair, and his clothes were torn in several places.

"Dingbangsang, save this child!" Regardless of the bleeding wound on his body, Maeda Fuku held the kitten in his hands and cried, "When I was passing by the garden, I saw it was being chased by a dog, and it fell into the cat. In the bushes. It seems that I have been stabbed in the leg!"

The kitten was in Maeda Fuku's hand, and Mimi was meowing.It seemed to regard Maeda Fuku's hand as his home, and it lay on its stomach obediently, rubbing its dirty face back and forth.

Xue Dingbang glanced at the kitten, not only was it a little dirty.Its feet were punctured by rose bushes, and it was also very thin, probably malnourished.

"Is it an abandoned cat?" Xue Dingbang said, "Go wash it first."

Li Qi hurriedly put down Li Entropy's green radish, and said, "I'll help too."

Three big men huddled in the bathroom, giving a kitten a bath.

When pulling out the thorns on its meat pad, Maeda Fuku did not dare to look at it, and turned his head aside.He hugged the cat and asked Xue Dingbang to grab its little paw.It was still Li Qi who was quick, using the pliers to quickly pull out the thorn, and it was over before the kitten could feel the pain.

This feeling, this feeling, is somewhat familiar.

Back then when they were in the RV under the Captain's Peak, Xue Dingbang treated Xu Yu's wounds in the same way.

Xue Dingbang raised his head and glanced at Li Qi.

The young student's golden bangs swayed in front of his forehead. He looked serious and focused, a bit like himself when he was young.He has his shadow on him.

Among the two brothers Li Entropy and Li Qi, Li Entropy's personality is just like Smith and Yin Ren's. He likes to be lively, likes to play, is full of curiosity about the world, and loves everything.Li Qi's personality seems introverted and focused, more like senior sister and Xue Dingbang.

Perhaps because he studied with Xue Dingbang for too long, Li Qi really resembled the younger Xue Dingbang.

No matter in terms of academics, character, or even some small actions, there is a shadow of Schrödingbang in him.Children always imitate those close to them.Li Qi had attended Xue Dingbang's tutoring class since he was a child. When he was eleven or twelve years old, Xue Dingbang directly became his tutor.

Recently, Xue Dingbang felt that something was wrong with Li Qi.

Li Qi's eyes were always chasing after his brother.

Boy, I hope you don't repeat my old ways.Schrödingbang prayed sincerely in his heart, although he didn't believe in any gods.

After taking a bath, give the kitty a nice scent.Xue Dingbang got some warm milk, but the kitten was too small, stepped into the milk basin, and was wet all over again after being washed deliciously.

Xue Dingbang frowned, the little guy opened his eyes innocently, screaming with hunger.

It's really reassuring.

Qian Tianfu went over to pick up the kitten, fearing that Xue Dingbang would hit it, he hugged it to his heart and said, "You are so stupid! You have to wash it again!"

"It was my negligence." Xue Dingbang had no choice but to take the cat back to the bathroom, "It's too young to lick the milk pot. Ah Fu, don't blame it."

After finishing speaking, Xue Dingbang asked Li Qi to find a dropper, and after washing the kitty fragrantly, he made warm milk again.He wrapped the cat in a towel, squeezed the dropper and fed it into its mouth little by little.The little kitty ate very deliciously, and hung its head up to gobble it up.

The kitten was really hungry, and its two little paws stretched out from the towel, hugging Schrödingbang's finger, sucking the tip of the dropper desperately.Its prickly pink and tender tongue licked Xue Dingbang's fingers from time to time.The feeling of numbness and itching is somewhat fresh and wonderful.

The process of communicating with another life finally brought a rare smile to Xue Dingbang's face.

The dropper can't hold much milk, and the kitten will be gone after a few sips.It took a few breaths of air, and stepped on Xue Dingbang's hand with its small paw dissatisfied.Mimimi was so anxious that she kept screaming.

"It's so cute, it's stepping on the milk!" Maeda Fu took the dropper and filled it with some milk and handed it over, "Good boy, eat, eat more."

He held his cheeks in his hands, watching the kitten suckling, his eyes narrowed.

Xue Dingbang didn't know how long he hadn't seen Tian Fu's smile like this, ten years ago, he obviously often smiled like this.

After feeding a lot of milk, the kitten finally had enough to eat and drink, and the strength of feeding was exhausted.So it yawned and unceremoniously fell asleep in Maeda Fu's arms.

"I saw this kid in this neighborhood yesterday." Maeda Fu stroked the kitten's fur, making it purr loudly, "It followed me for a long way, and then it couldn't walk anymore. I just hid it in a nearby garden. If only I had taken it away yesterday, this child and I have a special fate. We missed each other once, and now we meet again. If..."

He didn't finish his sentence, and it seemed that there was no need to finish it.

Maeda Fuku lowered his eyelashes, held the kitten in his arms, thoughtful.

"Uncle Xue, actually I have another question." Li Qi stroked the little cat's chin, "Do you want to raise it?"

"Yes, yes!" Maeda Fuku replied quickly, "Dingbangsang, I can't keep a cat in my place. You can raise this child, okay? It might be Yusuke! This is Yusuke III! That's the decision You see, every time the former Yusuke leaves its body, it will change into a new body and come back to us again!"

"Uncle Xue, can I raise it?" Li Qi also echoed, "This cat is so cute! It's so pitiful to lose it like this!"

Xue Dingbang lowered his eyes and looked at the poor kitten.

It was sleeping soundly, and it didn't notice at all—the things discussed by several men will determine its fate, its fate.