Shen Zhibing couldn't help thinking of his own mental journey in the past few years, he endured all the ups and downs, and sometimes he couldn't care less because of Lian Ao's few words of care.She gave all her patience and expectations to the person who took root in her heart when she was young and adolescence, but this youthful joy became a thorn, piercing her whole heart into a festering wound.
Not worth it, really not worth it.
At this moment, she suddenly understood what Qizheng meant when she said that she was not worth it, and also understood where the indifference in her eyes came from.It must be an introspection after extreme sadness and disappointment, seeing clearly the twisted and humble contribution I have made in this relationship, disgusted and annoyed, and even disgusted that I have been so spineless.
Fortunately, it is still too late to wake up.
There was a faint sadness on Shen Zhibing's body, she was silent, and a smile appeared on Lian Ao's face.She did not leave immediately, indicating that there is still room for maneuver.Lian Ao understands her, Shen Zhibing has always been able to bear it, she has perseverance and endurance many times beyond ordinary people.
"Xiaobing, I was wrong before. I ignored your feelings, and I didn't discuss many things with you beforehand." Lian Ao used his usual gentle voice, with a bit of deliberate annoyance and frustration, and lowered his eyebrows, "Yes I overestimated my ability to control the whole situation, thinking that I could handle everything and leave you alone."
After finishing speaking, he slowly raised his eyes, staring at her with the affectionate eyes that once fascinated Shen Zhibing: "I just don't want to make you work so hard."
Shen Zhibing was brought back to his thoughts by his words, there was still a faint sneer at the corner of his mouth, extremely ironic.Those words, once her honey, were now her arsenic.
Loved it once, hated it now.Shen Zhibing didn't even want to look at Lian Ao any more, let alone hear his so-called explanation.
When she had been waiting for an answer, he hadn't given it, so there was no need for it now.All feelings and expectations have a time limit.
"You don't need to talk about it anymore, I don't care what you think anymore." Shen Zhibing's voice was calm, although speaking was a little more difficult than usual, but it was not weak.
"you……"
Shen Zhibing responded coldly: "Some words lose their meaning when they pass the time limit. We used to be happy and happy, so now, let us save a little dignity."
Shen Zhibing already knew the purpose of Lian Ao's meeting with her today, so there was no point in staying any longer.She was still in a bad mood and needed to calm down.In his heart, he missed Qizheng a little, and wanted to find comfort from her always indifferent face.
Qi Zheng's appearance reminded Shen Zhibing all the time that as long as she persisted, sooner or later she would be completely liberated.Meeting Lian Ao today confirmed her thoughts: Indeed, she no longer has an instinctive heart for Lian Ao, and even feels bored.
It turns out that both tempting and giving up can really be so fast and so thorough.
Shen Zhibing lost his mind and turned to walk towards the door, but was quickly stopped by the people behind him.Her arm was tightly held by a big hand, and before she could react, she fell into an embrace that she once missed and lingered on.
However, when the familiar temperature and breath came over, Shen Zhibing just wanted to vomit.
She instinctively resisted and broke free, but Lian Ao lost his usual demeanor and refused to let go.
"Lian Ao, let go!"
Lian Ao panted slightly: "Xiaobing, give me another chance, I know I was wrong, I don't want to lose you."
The once proud Young Master Lian finally humbled himself. He was really scared. He was afraid that if Shen Zhibing left, they would lose their old friendship.
"I don't want to repeat what I said a second time. When you chose to accept the family marriage, you should know the ending between us. Now that you say this, have you respected me?"
Lian Ao forcibly turned her around and faced him face to face.He is tall and tall, and he almost hugged Shen Zhibing halfway: "If you don't like it, then I'll divorce the engagement. I don't want anything, I just want you."
After speaking, he actually wanted to lean over and kiss her.
Without even thinking about it, Shen Zhibing turned his face away and avoided it.
It was too repulsive and resisting, apart from old habits, Shen Zhibing couldn't accept being so close to Lian Ao in his heart.
She exhausted all her strength and said forcefully: "The bodyguard is right outside the door. If you think you can finish everything in one minute, then you can try it!"
The warning in the words is very obvious, Lian Ao really frowned.
Seeing him hesitate, Shen Zhibing took advantage of the situation and pushed him away fiercely, the tall and burly man also staggered and was about to fall.
She tidied her slightly messy hair: "If you dare to do such a thing again, don't blame me for being rude. I repeat, we have nothing to do with each other. If you still want to entangle, then don't blame me for not remembering the past Affection."
Shen Zhibing slammed the door hard and left, Lian Ao vaguely saw a few black shadows flashing outside the door.He smiled wryly. Sure enough, the relationship changed and the treatment also changed.In the past, in order to meet him secretly, Shen Zhibing tried his best to leave the bodyguard behind, for fear of being found out.
Now when they came to meet at the hotel, they brought a lot of people with them. They really regarded him as a jackal.
Shen Zhibing returned to the car, but still couldn't fully recover.Lian Ao, who has always been a gentleman, almost wanted to force her, which was unexpected to her.She was completely disappointed in this person, and even gradually shattered the old filter, only thinking that Lian Ao was no different from other aristocratic sons.
The Qianqian son who used to restrain himself and claim to be responsible for her was nothing but an ordinary man who was full of lies and would force others when he was in a hurry.
Heh, a ray of flame ignited in Shen Zhibing's heart, turning the last remaining memories into ashes.
She looked at the scenery outside the window, the picture of being with Lian Ao in the past was blurred, but what she was thinking about was another person.
Shen Zhibing herself finds it miraculous that when resisting Lian Ao, what came to her mind was Qi Zheng, her sleeping state, and her lips that could not respond to her.
"Hurry up." Shen Zhibing urged, she suddenly wanted to see her quickly.
I don't know what to do after seeing him, but I just want to see her, as if this can make Shen Zhibing feel relaxed and at ease.
**
Qi Zheng finished eating the small wontons contentedly, and touched her still flat stomach.It is indeed pitiful to be sick in a foreign country, but being able to eat the taste of her hometown that she longs for has filled her heart with a trace of sadness caused by illness.
Her head didn't hurt as much as before. Taking advantage of the daylight, she took a hot bath, which was very comfortable.Although it is always said not to take a bath when you are sick, it feels sticky and sweaty, which is really uncomfortable.
After taking a shower, I saw Yunfei called her twice, and then sent a message to ask her how she was feeling.Fortunately, the time interval was not too long, otherwise Yunfei might have opened the door directly with the room card.
Qizheng was about to call her back when she heard someone knocking on the door.
"Secretary Yun, I was just about to call you."
Yun Fei breathed a sigh of relief: "Seeing that you didn't answer the phone or reply to the message just now, I thought you were unwell again, so I wanted to come and have a look."
She looked up and down, and saw that she looked good, and her hair looked like it had just been blown dry: "Have you taken a shower?"
"Well, it's too uncomfortable."
Yun Fei shook her head helplessly, as if looking at a child's eyes: "You young people, you just don't take your body seriously."
Qi Zheng smiled: "Secretary Yun, you are not old, why do you act like I am inferior all day long, you are my sister at most."
Yun Fei is slightly older than Shen Zhibing, already over thirty.She is calm and gentle herself, and she has many years of experience in the workplace, which is the stage of charming charm.
"Being praised by you like this, I have become younger too, which is considered a blessing."
Qizheng had a casual chat with her, and asked about the progress of the work, Yunfei didn't allow her to interfere any more, for fear that she couldn't help but come to work.
"Thank you for the little wontons you sent today, they are very delicious."
Today's small ravioli was indeed brought up by Yunfei at the entrance of the hotel, and happened to meet Shen Zhibing in the corridor.Mr. Shen said he had something to say to Qi Zheng, and brought the little wonton into the room by the way.
"What are you doing to be polite to me. If you really want to say thank you, then I thank you too, and I tasted the food by the way."
Out of curiosity, Shen Zhibing asked the restaurant to make two extra servings.Both she and Yunfei wanted to know how attractive the little ravioli that could make the sick Qizheng miss her so much.
The two were talking, but they didn't notice a person coming from the end of the corridor. It wasn't until they got closer that they realized that Mr. Shen had returned.
Shen Zhibing only said that he was going to meet someone today, and didn't let Yun Fei follow him. Although he had guessed, Mr. Shen didn't say anything, and a secretary wouldn't talk too much.
Qizheng and Yunfei turned their faces sideways at the same time, looking at Shen Zhibing who was silent, looking unhappy.
"Mr. Shen, are you okay?"
Yunfei knows Shen Zhibing well, and there are not many people who can make her like her.It's definitely not a business matter. Mr. Shen seldom let business matters affect him so deeply. Could it be that he is really here again?
Lian Ao is very popular among the ladies of the aristocratic family, but he has never looked at Yun Fei.In these years, she has been with Shen Zhibing and watched the tough President Shen repeatedly give in and tolerate for this relationship, she has long been dissatisfied with Lian Ao.
After finally seeing Mr. Shen wanting to get rid of the past, he even asked her to remove the vases in the office and exchange some items related to Lian Ao, in order to break with the past.
However, this person is so stubborn and lingering that he chased him to the United States?This trick might work for ordinary girls, but for Shen Zhibing who made the decision, it was probably just ridiculous.
Yunfei is not worried that Shen will always be shaken, but it is inevitable that her emotions will be affected, so she still feels distressed for Shen.
Shen Zhibing still didn't speak, but shook his head lightly.
Qizheng saw that her gaze was always on him, and thought that, like Yunfei, she wanted to know about her condition, so she took the initiative to explain: "I'm much better now, Mr. Shen has a heart."
She had just taken a bath, and she still had the fragrance after bathing, as well as the lingering heat.Even though he was a little far away, Shen Zhibing could still sensitively and accurately capture the breath from Qizheng in the air.
Rather, it is temptation.
What she exudes is the heat that seduces her, and the fingers hanging on her legs can't help but hook a few times.
Qizheng changed into a clean shirt, but it wasn't buttoned all the way to the top like in the company, there was only one shirt left.At least three buttons are undone now. If you make some large movements, the scenery inside will definitely be different.
This is how Shen Zhibing's gaze descended from Qizheng's tender and smooth face, across her smooth and long neck, her uneven collarbone, and then the buttons that were loosened at will, and the light blue shirt that disappeared under the shirt. scenery.
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Not worth it, really not worth it.
At this moment, she suddenly understood what Qizheng meant when she said that she was not worth it, and also understood where the indifference in her eyes came from.It must be an introspection after extreme sadness and disappointment, seeing clearly the twisted and humble contribution I have made in this relationship, disgusted and annoyed, and even disgusted that I have been so spineless.
Fortunately, it is still too late to wake up.
There was a faint sadness on Shen Zhibing's body, she was silent, and a smile appeared on Lian Ao's face.She did not leave immediately, indicating that there is still room for maneuver.Lian Ao understands her, Shen Zhibing has always been able to bear it, she has perseverance and endurance many times beyond ordinary people.
"Xiaobing, I was wrong before. I ignored your feelings, and I didn't discuss many things with you beforehand." Lian Ao used his usual gentle voice, with a bit of deliberate annoyance and frustration, and lowered his eyebrows, "Yes I overestimated my ability to control the whole situation, thinking that I could handle everything and leave you alone."
After finishing speaking, he slowly raised his eyes, staring at her with the affectionate eyes that once fascinated Shen Zhibing: "I just don't want to make you work so hard."
Shen Zhibing was brought back to his thoughts by his words, there was still a faint sneer at the corner of his mouth, extremely ironic.Those words, once her honey, were now her arsenic.
Loved it once, hated it now.Shen Zhibing didn't even want to look at Lian Ao any more, let alone hear his so-called explanation.
When she had been waiting for an answer, he hadn't given it, so there was no need for it now.All feelings and expectations have a time limit.
"You don't need to talk about it anymore, I don't care what you think anymore." Shen Zhibing's voice was calm, although speaking was a little more difficult than usual, but it was not weak.
"you……"
Shen Zhibing responded coldly: "Some words lose their meaning when they pass the time limit. We used to be happy and happy, so now, let us save a little dignity."
Shen Zhibing already knew the purpose of Lian Ao's meeting with her today, so there was no point in staying any longer.She was still in a bad mood and needed to calm down.In his heart, he missed Qizheng a little, and wanted to find comfort from her always indifferent face.
Qi Zheng's appearance reminded Shen Zhibing all the time that as long as she persisted, sooner or later she would be completely liberated.Meeting Lian Ao today confirmed her thoughts: Indeed, she no longer has an instinctive heart for Lian Ao, and even feels bored.
It turns out that both tempting and giving up can really be so fast and so thorough.
Shen Zhibing lost his mind and turned to walk towards the door, but was quickly stopped by the people behind him.Her arm was tightly held by a big hand, and before she could react, she fell into an embrace that she once missed and lingered on.
However, when the familiar temperature and breath came over, Shen Zhibing just wanted to vomit.
She instinctively resisted and broke free, but Lian Ao lost his usual demeanor and refused to let go.
"Lian Ao, let go!"
Lian Ao panted slightly: "Xiaobing, give me another chance, I know I was wrong, I don't want to lose you."
The once proud Young Master Lian finally humbled himself. He was really scared. He was afraid that if Shen Zhibing left, they would lose their old friendship.
"I don't want to repeat what I said a second time. When you chose to accept the family marriage, you should know the ending between us. Now that you say this, have you respected me?"
Lian Ao forcibly turned her around and faced him face to face.He is tall and tall, and he almost hugged Shen Zhibing halfway: "If you don't like it, then I'll divorce the engagement. I don't want anything, I just want you."
After speaking, he actually wanted to lean over and kiss her.
Without even thinking about it, Shen Zhibing turned his face away and avoided it.
It was too repulsive and resisting, apart from old habits, Shen Zhibing couldn't accept being so close to Lian Ao in his heart.
She exhausted all her strength and said forcefully: "The bodyguard is right outside the door. If you think you can finish everything in one minute, then you can try it!"
The warning in the words is very obvious, Lian Ao really frowned.
Seeing him hesitate, Shen Zhibing took advantage of the situation and pushed him away fiercely, the tall and burly man also staggered and was about to fall.
She tidied her slightly messy hair: "If you dare to do such a thing again, don't blame me for being rude. I repeat, we have nothing to do with each other. If you still want to entangle, then don't blame me for not remembering the past Affection."
Shen Zhibing slammed the door hard and left, Lian Ao vaguely saw a few black shadows flashing outside the door.He smiled wryly. Sure enough, the relationship changed and the treatment also changed.In the past, in order to meet him secretly, Shen Zhibing tried his best to leave the bodyguard behind, for fear of being found out.
Now when they came to meet at the hotel, they brought a lot of people with them. They really regarded him as a jackal.
Shen Zhibing returned to the car, but still couldn't fully recover.Lian Ao, who has always been a gentleman, almost wanted to force her, which was unexpected to her.She was completely disappointed in this person, and even gradually shattered the old filter, only thinking that Lian Ao was no different from other aristocratic sons.
The Qianqian son who used to restrain himself and claim to be responsible for her was nothing but an ordinary man who was full of lies and would force others when he was in a hurry.
Heh, a ray of flame ignited in Shen Zhibing's heart, turning the last remaining memories into ashes.
She looked at the scenery outside the window, the picture of being with Lian Ao in the past was blurred, but what she was thinking about was another person.
Shen Zhibing herself finds it miraculous that when resisting Lian Ao, what came to her mind was Qi Zheng, her sleeping state, and her lips that could not respond to her.
"Hurry up." Shen Zhibing urged, she suddenly wanted to see her quickly.
I don't know what to do after seeing him, but I just want to see her, as if this can make Shen Zhibing feel relaxed and at ease.
**
Qi Zheng finished eating the small wontons contentedly, and touched her still flat stomach.It is indeed pitiful to be sick in a foreign country, but being able to eat the taste of her hometown that she longs for has filled her heart with a trace of sadness caused by illness.
Her head didn't hurt as much as before. Taking advantage of the daylight, she took a hot bath, which was very comfortable.Although it is always said not to take a bath when you are sick, it feels sticky and sweaty, which is really uncomfortable.
After taking a shower, I saw Yunfei called her twice, and then sent a message to ask her how she was feeling.Fortunately, the time interval was not too long, otherwise Yunfei might have opened the door directly with the room card.
Qizheng was about to call her back when she heard someone knocking on the door.
"Secretary Yun, I was just about to call you."
Yun Fei breathed a sigh of relief: "Seeing that you didn't answer the phone or reply to the message just now, I thought you were unwell again, so I wanted to come and have a look."
She looked up and down, and saw that she looked good, and her hair looked like it had just been blown dry: "Have you taken a shower?"
"Well, it's too uncomfortable."
Yun Fei shook her head helplessly, as if looking at a child's eyes: "You young people, you just don't take your body seriously."
Qi Zheng smiled: "Secretary Yun, you are not old, why do you act like I am inferior all day long, you are my sister at most."
Yun Fei is slightly older than Shen Zhibing, already over thirty.She is calm and gentle herself, and she has many years of experience in the workplace, which is the stage of charming charm.
"Being praised by you like this, I have become younger too, which is considered a blessing."
Qizheng had a casual chat with her, and asked about the progress of the work, Yunfei didn't allow her to interfere any more, for fear that she couldn't help but come to work.
"Thank you for the little wontons you sent today, they are very delicious."
Today's small ravioli was indeed brought up by Yunfei at the entrance of the hotel, and happened to meet Shen Zhibing in the corridor.Mr. Shen said he had something to say to Qi Zheng, and brought the little wonton into the room by the way.
"What are you doing to be polite to me. If you really want to say thank you, then I thank you too, and I tasted the food by the way."
Out of curiosity, Shen Zhibing asked the restaurant to make two extra servings.Both she and Yunfei wanted to know how attractive the little ravioli that could make the sick Qizheng miss her so much.
The two were talking, but they didn't notice a person coming from the end of the corridor. It wasn't until they got closer that they realized that Mr. Shen had returned.
Shen Zhibing only said that he was going to meet someone today, and didn't let Yun Fei follow him. Although he had guessed, Mr. Shen didn't say anything, and a secretary wouldn't talk too much.
Qizheng and Yunfei turned their faces sideways at the same time, looking at Shen Zhibing who was silent, looking unhappy.
"Mr. Shen, are you okay?"
Yunfei knows Shen Zhibing well, and there are not many people who can make her like her.It's definitely not a business matter. Mr. Shen seldom let business matters affect him so deeply. Could it be that he is really here again?
Lian Ao is very popular among the ladies of the aristocratic family, but he has never looked at Yun Fei.In these years, she has been with Shen Zhibing and watched the tough President Shen repeatedly give in and tolerate for this relationship, she has long been dissatisfied with Lian Ao.
After finally seeing Mr. Shen wanting to get rid of the past, he even asked her to remove the vases in the office and exchange some items related to Lian Ao, in order to break with the past.
However, this person is so stubborn and lingering that he chased him to the United States?This trick might work for ordinary girls, but for Shen Zhibing who made the decision, it was probably just ridiculous.
Yunfei is not worried that Shen will always be shaken, but it is inevitable that her emotions will be affected, so she still feels distressed for Shen.
Shen Zhibing still didn't speak, but shook his head lightly.
Qizheng saw that her gaze was always on him, and thought that, like Yunfei, she wanted to know about her condition, so she took the initiative to explain: "I'm much better now, Mr. Shen has a heart."
She had just taken a bath, and she still had the fragrance after bathing, as well as the lingering heat.Even though he was a little far away, Shen Zhibing could still sensitively and accurately capture the breath from Qizheng in the air.
Rather, it is temptation.
What she exudes is the heat that seduces her, and the fingers hanging on her legs can't help but hook a few times.
Qizheng changed into a clean shirt, but it wasn't buttoned all the way to the top like in the company, there was only one shirt left.At least three buttons are undone now. If you make some large movements, the scenery inside will definitely be different.
This is how Shen Zhibing's gaze descended from Qizheng's tender and smooth face, across her smooth and long neck, her uneven collarbone, and then the buttons that were loosened at will, and the light blue shirt that disappeared under the shirt. scenery.
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