Dressed as a cannon fodder substitute for a beautiful president

Shen Zhibing swallowed involuntarily, and after a few seconds of stalemate, he looked away and said bluntly: "It's fine, but don't be careless, keep warm."

Qizheng looked down at her clothes, and recalled the way Mr. Shen looked at her just now.Although I thought it was a little strange, but hearing her say that, I could only smile and move my body closer.

"I was chatting with Secretary Yun just now, but I didn't pay attention all of a sudden. Thank you Mr. Shen for your concern."

This time she was ill, Shen Zhibing was really kind to her, whether it was medical treatment or other aspects, he took good care of her.Qizheng is not someone who takes advantage and refuses to admit it, she will still thank Shen Zhibing for being kind to her.

Shen Zhibing nodded: "Rest early."

Yunfei thought that after Shen Zhibing came back, she would continue to discuss work with her. After all, she and Yongfeng's behind-the-scenes boss will meet tomorrow, and some data needs further confirmation and analysis.

Unexpectedly, Shen Zhibing also said to her: "Let's do this for today, I want to be alone for a while."

Qizheng and Yunfei both frowned. It's been a while since Mr. Shen looked like this.However, they all had a tacit understanding and didn't talk much, and went back to their rooms.

Shen Zhibing pushed open the french door and walked to the balcony, the setting sun burned her eyes like residual blood.Sunset, sunrise, similar scenery but different endings.One ushers in the light, while the other goes to darkness, just like a life standing at a fork and facing choices.

She has already made a choice, she wants to be born facing the sun, and she doesn't want to be immersed in the endless dark night, relying on the warmth of the past to gain warmth.However, the wound scabbed, but it would not be smooth sailing, repeated several times, the blood regenerated, the psychiatrist had told her in advance.

Shen Zhibing was already mentally prepared for this, but he didn't want to feel so uncomfortable when it really came.Rao even if she claims to be quite strong, she will inevitably be upset, not to mention those girls who are mostly weak in relationships and tend to soften their hearts.

No wonder the psychiatrist said that many patients would give up halfway and run away.

It hurts, it really hurts.Open the wound abruptly, let it hurt, wait for it to become numb, time and time again, until finally it no longer hurts.

This is what Qizheng said, the scar will always be there, but it won't hurt anymore.

Shen Zhibing really wanted to call Qizheng over and ask her face to face how many times she had to be in pain before she could be like her now and no longer be troubled by the past.It was as if Lin Muyun's name had been erased from Qizheng's life, even if they were face to face, there was no disturbance to her.

Shen Zhibing lit a cigarette, didn't smoke much, but refused to extinguish it.She recalled many details of Qizheng, and found that it was the indifference and indifference that annoyed her at first, but later made her curious and admired, even fascinated.

She has never met anyone with such a detached mentality at such an age.

She stood on the terrace until night fell.The customer service didn't wait for her order to deliver the food, so they called Yunfei to ask about it. She usually arranges these things.

"Wait a little longer, Mr. Shen will notify you naturally if necessary." Yun Fei calmly hung up the phone, but she couldn't help but feel worried.

In the past at this time, Mr. Shen always chose to be alone, digesting the emotions he never showed.

Even Yun Fei, who has been with her for many years, has never fully seen her at this moment.

Half of the cigarettes in the pack were lost, most of which were consumed by Shen Zhibing between his fingers.She is not addicted to cigarettes, and occasionally smokes one to relieve her worries when she is bored.But sorrow cannot be blown away like smoke.

Many things had to be dealt with by herself, and it was meaningless for Shen Zhibing to escape.

After taking a bath, Qizheng felt much better, her fever had subsided, and she had slept enough in the past few days, so she quietly turned on the computer.No one urged her, but she still studied the data seriously, and she was going to meet the boss behind the scenes tomorrow, and she felt indescribably nervous.

When she was immersed in her work, those disturbing emotions faded away one by one, Qizheng stared at the screen for a long time, comparing back and forth as if in disbelief.In the end, she patted her forehead, and she was really sick and fainted.

At the initial stage of her illness a few days ago, she held back and said nothing, but her condition is actually not good.Unexamined, some of the data were processed naturally and roughly, and there was a wrong reference to a detail.

In this way, the values ​​of ROA and ROE become less accurate and credible.Although Shen Zhibing didn't intend to use these data to negotiate, let alone finalize the cooperation on the spot, accurate data can help the boss know what to expect, and it is also conducive to negotiating a good price.

The same asset, if the rate of return is not the same, then the purchase price will naturally be very different.Even before officially agreeing, Shen Zhibing will definitely ask the relevant departments to make careful calculations, but Qizheng is unwilling to mislead Mr. Shen with the data from his own hands.

She quickly corrected the previous mistakes, and made several comparison checks. After confirming that there were no more mistakes, she called Yunfei and briefly explained the situation.

"You can directly send it to Mr. Shen's mailbox, she will read it." Yunfei is also inconvenient to find Shen Zhibing, but the matter of data can be big or small.

Qizheng waited for half an hour after sending the email, but neither the read receipt nor Shen Zhibing's reply came.

She couldn't bear it anymore, and sent a message to Shen Zhibing, but there was still no response.

Qizheng thought for a while, and dialed her phone directly. After waiting for a long time, she heard someone answer.

"Mr. Shen, I'm sorry to bother you. The previous data was a bit wrong. I revised it and sent you the latest one."

Shen Zhibing's voice sounded quite normal, and he wasn't angry because of her interruption, but the interval of silence was a bit long.

"Mr. Shen?"

"I see, you switch the voice to video."

Qi Zheng:? ? ?

Shen Zhibing sat back in front of the computer and opened the email Qizheng sent her.She put the phone beside her, waiting for Qizheng to send a video call invitation.

Soon, an unreal-looking person appeared on the screen of the phone, Qizheng who was different from the one he saw at the door of the room in the afternoon.Shen Zhibing was a little dazed, and then focused on the content of the email.

Qizheng marked out the data that was wrongly quoted before, and compared it with the corrected data, which is very clear and clear at a glance.

Facing the screen, she explained: "After the adjustment, the return on assets of two industries will be lowered, but the other asset that was ignored before is doing well and can be paid attention to."

Adding, subtracting, and subtracting, the total income has not changed much, but there are different classifications of who can make money and who should pay.

Shen Zhibing didn't seem to care too much, glanced at the revised data, and said softly: "This is fine, you should rest earlier."

Qizheng was talking enthusiastically at first, and planned to further analyze her views on these data with Mr. Shen.But Mr. Shen's words brought everything to a sudden stop, it seemed a bit embarrassing for her to work hard alone.

"Mr. Shen, is it because my data doesn't work or do you think I'm disobedient to my boss's orders when I work while sick?"

Shen Zhibing glanced at the phone screen, only Qi Zheng's fair face appeared in the camera, haggard after a bit of illness, but also the unique vigor of young people, very special.Further down, there is nothing to see, let alone the beauty under the blue shirt.

Shen Zhibing staggered his eyes, closed the report file, and leaned back a little.

"Qizheng, you are making the same mistake."

She didn't want to talk about it when Qi Zheng's illness was not cured, the data was just to provide an aid for her trip, not so important that it had to be accurate.But Qizheng's work attitude of striving for perfection is worthy of recognition. If it were the case for other employees, he would definitely get praise.

But Shen Zhibing obviously had different expectations for Qi Zheng.

When Qizheng was told that, he was also stunned.

It's okay to be criticized by Mr. Shen in the company, but now she has a slightly sore nose, and she feels a little wronged.

Qizheng tried her best to maintain her emotions, wanting to find out what was wrong.

"Qizheng, I told you that although you are doing data analysis, don't stick to the data itself. Your data is wrongly quoted, and you correct it in time. This is a good job." Shen Zhibing saw her doubts, Explained, "But you didn't continue to think about it, thinking about the things behind the data, especially the changing trends of those interest-earning assets in the next few years or even ten years. Whether those industries were profitable in the past and what they will be like in the future, you have no idea. Have you considered it?"

Qizheng was taken aback, she had a flash of thought about this, but she didn't have the reserve in her habitual thinking.She also habitually ignored it. If there was no clear request from her boss, she might not want to think about it so much.

Because these are not considered by employees like her.

"I'm a bit too demanding of you, but I hope to give full play to your potential. If you don't want to, or can't bear it, you can tell me directly."

Qizheng did not hesitate, but was inspired to fight: "I am willing, I can."

Mr. Shen's words awakened her again, just like when she was studying in the past, the teacher emphasized the knowledge points to memorize over and over again until it became a habitual reaction.

Qizheng thought, next time, she will be able to do better than now.

But the next day, Shen Zhibing only took Yun Fei there, Qi Zheng still stayed in the hotel room to rest.Her illness is not completely cured, and she is still coughing occasionally, and her appearance is indeed not suitable for seeing clients.

It's just that she was still a little disappointed in her heart, always feeling that yesterday's report was not good enough.

**

Back in Haicheng, Shen Zhibing went to the psychological clinic as scheduled, and this time she articulated her confusion directly and clearly.

"Why can't I help but want to get close to her? And one time is not enough, I always want more, I even want further contact." Shen Zhibing lay on a comfortable recliner, frankly describing the abnormality of this period over again.

The psychiatrist silently took notes, and most of the time he listened without interrupting.

It is very rare for patients to be willing to confide, and to confide in their hearts, which means that patients are beginning to face their true inner self.Especially for someone like Shen Zhibing who hides his true emotions all the year round, it is even more rare for her to open himself up.

"Doctor, am I sick?"

Facing Mr. Shen who was occasionally at a loss, the psychiatrist smiled lightly and said comfortingly: "Miss Shen, don't worry, this is just a normal physiological reaction. It's like wanting to eat when you're hungry, or want to sleep when you're sleepy. Same reason."

"But why didn't I do this before?"

Shen Zhibing didn't understand, in the past, she obviously had someone she loved and had someone to respond to, but why she didn't desire as much as she does now.She also had times when she was sincere, but Lian Ao always woke up at the last moment and retreated step by step, so that Shen Zhibing got used to waiting.

It wasn't until the end that she realized that she didn't really want to be really intimate with Lian Ao, it was just her habitual thinking that made her feel that she should do so.

"In the past, you were not fully released, probably because that relationship could not provide you with a sense of security, and because you had too many worries."

Shen Zhibing thought to himself, it is indeed so.If Lian Ao got her, he had to be responsible for her, so he could only be the son-in-law of the Shen family.For Lian Ao, this is not very attractive, so he has been holding back.

He was afraid of being responsible, and Shen Zhibing had already become cold-hearted in the face of his hesitation and retreat.

"Then I have such a strong thought now because I have gained a sense of security? But, she is...how could I be like this..."

Shen Zhibing was puzzled, she was puzzled by her obsession with and dependence on Qizheng.

It's true that she appreciates her, and it's true that she wants to cultivate her and want to use her for herself, but she doesn't love her, and she's still a woman.

The psychiatrist did not give a clear answer, but told her: "The human heart actually follows instinct. If your body responds to a person, it proves that you actually like the other person. The greater the reaction, the more Like, you just don't realize it temporarily."

The author says:

Qi Bao: Wrap my little shirt tight

ps: In fact, Qizheng's views on Mr. Shen are also changing. It is probably because the two of them have been able to coexist peacefully since they looked down on each other before. However, I am afraid that Mr. Shen can't wait 23333