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Ji Yu is more confused than Song Jining.

Brother Xiao Song seems to be in a different state when he is drunk. Not only is he not drunk, but he can also brush his teeth, take a bath, and dress himself. He looks the same as usual.

But little Brother Song, who was drunk, didn't want him anymore? !

Because he was worried that Brother Song would fall in the bathroom, Ji Yu waited at the door, and when Brother Song finished washing, he hurried forward to help him.However, brother Song actually pushed him away!

Like encountering a scourge, brother Song pushed him away!

"Little Brother Song?"

Song Jining froze for a moment, not daring to face Ji Yu's face: "Hug, sorry, Yuanyuan, I'm tired."

"Oh..." Ji Yu was even more worried.

Before Xiao Song entered the bathroom, his face was flushed red after drinking, but when he came out, his face was pale, as if sick, so how could he feel at ease.

He followed Song Jining into the bedroom to take care of him, but Song Jining turned his back to him and said, "Yuanyuan, I want to sleep by myself tonight."

"Brother Song, are you really alright?" Ji Yu walked over to touch Song Jining's forehead, but he opened it with a snap.Song Jining was also stunned, and his face turned even paler: "I'm sorry Yuanyuan, let me think about something alone."

"Okay, then you should have a good rest."

Ji Yu returned to his bedroom, not daring to take a rest, fearing that Brother Song would need him if he felt unwell, so he took a book to read.But he couldn't calm down, and raised his head from time to time to listen for any movement over there.After waiting for about an hour, brother Song probably already fell asleep, and Ji Chen took a shower and went to bed.

Ji Yu didn't know that Song Jining next door was tossing and turning in pain.

How could he have such thoughts about Yuanyuan?

He likes Yuanyuan, yes, that's right, he's sure of that.

However, he suddenly discovered that his liking is actually the kind of liking for... the other half!

When the previous senior brother asked him to find a partner, he almost blurted out: I am destined for whatever partner I am looking for.

However, everyone understands that liking for Ji rafter should be different from liking for his wife.

He's 20 years old and ready to marry, so it's definitely not a momentary impulse.

Instead, he was more lucid than ever.

In his heart, liking for Yuanyuan is no different from liking for his wife.

"Ahh...what's wrong with me..." Song Jining held his head and slammed on the wall: "Why do you treat Yuanyuan like this..."

Yuanyuan should be the younger brother!

Could it be that because he often drags Yuanyuan to do that thing together, he instinctively regards him as his wife?

A man is treated as a wife by another man, even a good-tempered Yuan Yuan will be angry when he finds out, right?

And how could man and man... man and man... be together?

When Ji Yu woke up the next day, he was shocked to see that Xiao Song had a pain-relieving adhesive plaster on his forehead.

"Brother Song, what's wrong with you?"

Song Jining turned his head away from Ji Yu: "It's nothing, I accidentally dozed off my head while sleeping last night."

Ji Chen thought he was embarrassed, so he smiled sullenly: "Are you okay? Who told you to drink so much wine last night."

Being laughed at like this, usually Song Jining would pinch Ji Yu's face, but he just said coldly: "I'll pay attention next time, let's have breakfast!"

Going to school after breakfast, Song Jining said to Ji Yu: "Yuanyuan, if you are short, sit in the front row. I am too tall to block others. I will sit in the back row."

It was like this in high school, and Ji Zhuan didn't ask to stick with Brother Song all the time, so he nodded in agreement.So during class, the two separated.

Song Jining felt very wrong, he wanted to keep a distance from Ji Yu because of this, but he was sitting in the back row, and when he looked up, he saw Ji Yu's figure.His eyes turned that way no matter what, and he couldn't move them away at all. As a result, he didn't realize that he had been staring at Ji Rafter's back for a class until the end of class.

Although he wanted to alienate Ji Yu, Song Jining still ate with Ji Yu at lunch.They ate in the school cafeteria at noon, because the majority of men in the Polytechnic University, almost every time they ate, a large group of men swarmed into the cafeteria.In order to prevent Ji Zhuan from being crowded, Song Jining still had to eat with him, he was responsible for cooking, and Ji Zhuan was responsible for occupying a seat.

After dinner, Song Jining was thinking about finding a reason to separate from Ji Yu, but he heard Ji Yu say: "Little Brother Song, go back by yourself at noon, I have other things to do."

Song Jining immediately asked: "What's the matter?"

"I made an appointment with Xiuxiu to read in the library, so don't accompany me."

"Xiu, Xiu?" Song Jining bit these two words heavily.

"Well, Xiuxiu majors in measurement and control technology and instruments, and I just want to borrow her textbooks, so I made an appointment to meet you in the library." Ji Yu picked up his schoolbag: "I will stay in the library at noon, and I won't go back. ,do not wait for me."

Don't get angry, don't get angry, don't get angry at Yuanyuan!

Song Jining clenched his fists, controlling his urge to hold Ji Yu down and question him.

It's just reading with a female classmate, what right does he have to be angry, even if, even if they are talking to each other, it's normal.Unlike him, men and men...is not normal!

Song Jining really thought too much, he was just a friend who just met last night, how could he suddenly become a relationship partner.After Ji Yu and Zheng Xiuxiu met in the library, they took out each other's textbooks.

Because Ji Chen borrowed textbooks from Zheng Xiuxiu, Zheng Xiuxiu also became curious and wanted to exchange them with him, so Ji Chen took "Introduction to Industrial Basics", "Engineering Graphics", "Design Expression Fundamentals" and "Industrial Design Thought Basics" as majors All the textbooks were brought, and she was allowed to choose.

Zheng Xiuxiu also has four professional textbooks, "Electrical Engineering and Electronic Technology", "Fundamentals of Design of Precision Machinery", "Analog Electronic Technology", and "Digital Electronic Technology".

Zheng Xiuxiu's agreement to exchange textbooks with Ji Zhuan was purely a whim, since Ji Zhuan borrowed her textbooks, she would also like to borrow Ji Zhuan's textbooks.However, after reading it for a while, she lost interest. She likes science and engineering, but only to the extent of maintaining good reading and test scores, and has no desire to read non-specialized books.

However, when she put down Ji rafter's textbook, she saw Ji rafter who was concentrating on it.

"It's no wonder he was able to be the champion of the robot competition for three consecutive times..." With this concentration and hard work, Zheng Xiuxiu thought that he couldn't do it.

Ji Yu was immersed in the books, unaware that behind him, a certain man was peeping from behind the bookshelf.

Seeing that Ji Yu was really reading at the beginning, Song Jining just breathed a sigh of relief, but seeing that girl kept staring at his Yuanyuan, Song Jining held his breath again.

"That Xiuxiu, why is she staring at Yuanyuan all the time, does she like Yuanyuan? It's a good idea, Yuanyuan is only 15 years old, I won't let him fall in love early!"

Fortunately, Ji Yu didn't respond to the outside world at all, and Zheng Xiuxiu stopped staring at him, which relieved Song Jining's mood that was on the verge of being irritable.

It seems that Yuanyuan is really just here to borrow books, not to talk to someone.This is very good, it gives him time to slowly and calmly calm down his feelings for Yuanyuan, and return to the original brotherly relationship.

Song Jining leaned against the bookshelf and let out a soft breath.

He didn't understand what was wrong with him, since he realized the difference in his feelings for Ji Yu last night, he was afraid, anxious, like a trapped animal with nowhere to escape, not knowing what to do.

How can a man fall in love with a man? He has never heard of such a thing.

And if you want to say like, shouldn't it be a man's feelings for a woman?Why did he have the same feelings for Ji Rafter?

His instinct told him that this was abnormal, and it was definitely not a feeling that should be expressed.

Can anyone tell him what to do?

Song Jining looked at the bookshelves beside him and suddenly woke up.There are so many books in the university, maybe there is a book that can answer his questions?

Ji Chen read the book in the library all afternoon, Zheng Xiuxiu saw that he liked it, and lent him the "Fundamentals of Design of Precision Machinery": "I have classes every Tuesday and Thursday morning, just return the book to me when the time comes, If you want others, I can lend them to you in the library!"

Ji Yu smiled: "Thank you."

In the evening, after eating dinner and washing the dishes, Ji Chen went to study in the study with the newly borrowed books as usual.Song Jining was lazily sitting in the living room watching TV, but as soon as Ji Yu entered the study, he immediately returned to the bedroom, locked the door, and took out a thick book from his schoolbag.

Psychology of the Mind.

This is a book about mental illness, found on the psychology shelf of the library.In this book, Song Jining discovered a category called "Same-Sex Psychology", which tells about the same-sex's affection and even desire for the same-sex. Song Jining didn't dare to read more in the library, so he borrowed it out on purpose, and carried it behind his back. Peeking like a thief.

The book gave Song Jining a complete answer. It turned out that his behavior and desire for Ji Yu all this time was not a normal mutual relief between men and men.

The author has something to say:

Rather, it is an act known as "homosexuality."

The book also said that homosexuality is a mental illness.

All right, suddenly discovering that he may be suffering from a mental illness really hit Song Jining hard.

But he has always been strong-willed, and no one else can defeat him face-to-face, let alone the contents of a book.

"Am I mentally ill?" Song Jining asked himself.

He nodded and shook his head again: "If having a desire for Yuanyuan is homosexual, then I am. But mentally ill, I am not. I am clear-headed and rational, and everything is normal, except..."

The only thing that can't be eliminated is the feelings and desires for Ji Yu. If this is a mental illness, Song Jining has to admit that he may really be ill.