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Ji Yu didn't know that what he was most worried about had happened.

He has been pretending not to understand in front of Brother Song, not daring to say things like "Men and men shouldn't do this kind of thing", "Men and men are gay like this".

He didn't dare to let Brother Song know what "homosexuality" was, and he didn't dare tell him that "men and men shouldn't be together".

It is obviously an act of love between two people, but in this era, they are judged as "abnormal" and "mentally ill", and they will even be locked up in a mental hospital for compulsory treatment.Ji Chen was worried that Brother Song would think that he was mentally ill after he found out, and that it was wrong for men to be with men.However, due to the limitations of the times, he was unable to explain to Brother Song that this was not a disease.

It was not until 93 that the World Health Organization excluded homosexuality from mental illness, and Huaguo did not exclude homosexuality from mental illness in 2001.

Ji Yu would rather that little brother Song would always be so carefree, thinking that this is a normal behavior of men masturbating to each other, and would never let him know what homosexuality is.

Fortunately, information is blocked now, and homosexuality is tabooed by the mainstream media. No matter whether it is radio, television, newspapers or magazines, this word will not be mentioned, and no one will say this word casually in real life.University is a simple ivory tower. If you go directly to a research institute after graduation, Xiao Song may not know what homosexuality is until the Internet age!

Quarter rafters have always been so planned.

He didn't know that Xiao Song had already found out the word "homosexual" behind his back, and had already discovered that he was a "psychopath".

At night, he still reads until ten o'clock, so Ji Chen closes the book and looks around.

Usually when he was reading in the study, Xiao Song would sit beside him, and sometimes he insisted on reading with him in his arms.But in the past few days, brother Song hasn't even entered the study.

Although it's quieter and allows him to read slowly, it feels a little lonely if Brother Song isn't around.For example, when he saw the principle error of sine machinery and the two-level analysis method of tangent structure, he wanted to share their subtleties with Xiao Song, but no one was around.

"Little Brother Song?" Ji Yu walked out of the study with the book in his arms, and knocked on Song Jining's bedroom: "Little Brother Song, are you asleep?"

No one responded, and the bedroom door was locked.Through the crack of the door, you can see that the light is still on, but Brother Song must be asleep, otherwise he would never ignore him, so Ji Chen can only return to his bedroom regretfully.

Speaking of which, he only started going back to his bedroom to sleep in the past two days. Before he wanted to come back, he would be hugged by Xiao Song.

Song Jining lay on the bed and didn't dare to move. He didn't let out a long breath until he was sure that there was no sound next door and Yuanyuan had fallen asleep, and covered his eyes.

"Ah, I turned out to be mentally ill..."

This incident didn't hit him too much, well, he admitted that he was a mental patient, so what?

He is neither stupid nor crazy, nor will he slash people with knives. Even if someone calls him mentally ill, perverted, or homosexual, it will not affect his life.

However, quarter rafters cannot.

He couldn't let Ji Yu bear such a thing.

It was his fault, he did unforgivable things to Ji Yu, and almost caused him to become "homosexual".But fortunately, Ji Yu was young and didn't understand these things, he taught everything.As long as he doesn't do these things to Ji Rafter, Ji Rafter will naturally return to his normal life.

And he...

Like Ji Yu's feelings, he doesn't think it's a pervert, but he will hide it so that no one can see it or know it.

He won't drag Ji Rafter down.

Because there was no middle-of-the-night interruption from Brother Song, Ji Yu had a good night's sleep, and woke up very early the next day, and was very energetic.But he found that Brother Song actually got up earlier than him, and he was more energetic than him!

"Good morning, Brother Song."

"Good morning, Yuanyuan." Song Jining smiled, reaching out to touch Ji Yu's head, but in the middle of it, he turned to his shoulder and patted him on the shoulder: "Go wash your face and brush your teeth, I've made breakfast."

"Okay." Ji Yu took care of himself, and when he sat back at the dining table, Brother Song had already prepared breakfast.

A bowl of soy milk, a plate of steamed buns, and two fried eggs.

The fried eggs were cooked in the kitchen, the soy milk and the steamed buns were obviously bought outside, and Xiao Song had already left the house?

"Brother Song, why did you get up so early today?" Ji Yu stared at Song Jining's smiling face: "Brother Song, is there any trouble you can't fall asleep?"

Song Jining smiled slightly: "What are you talking about, Yuanyuan, what troubles do I have when I'm fine?"

Ji Yu didn't believe it, he had been with Xiao Song for so long, he could tell if Xiao Song was happy at a glance, the fake smile on his face couldn't fool him.

But Brother Song is already twenty, and he has his own privacy, so it is impossible to tell him everything, so Ji Yu didn't force him to ask, but just said: "Well, if Brother Song needs me to listen to any troubles, Come find me anytime."

Originally, I wanted to share the principle error of the sine machine with Xiao Song during breakfast, but Xiao Song was unhappy, and Ji Yu was not in the good mood to get a good night's sleep.

Like Ji Yu, Song Jining could tell right away that he was unhappy.So he quickly coaxed him: "Yuanyuan, you look very energetic today, is there anything good?"

Ji Chen shook his head and said honestly: "No, it's just that I slept well last night, so I'm very energetic."

"..." Song Jining felt a little pain in his heart: "Yes, is it..."

He suffered from insomnia because he couldn't sleep with Ji Zhuan in his arms at night, but he was afraid of spoiling Ji Zhuan, so he resisted not going to find him, and then went out early in the morning to buy breakfast because he couldn't sleep.On the contrary, Ji Yuan slept well without him...

Song Jining can only comfort himself, it's okay, it's a good thing that Yuanyuan sleeps well, and he won't get used to it after being separated.

Yes, Song Jining decided to separate from Ji Yu.

Of course, instead of living separately, he still needs to take care of Ji Rafter within sight.It's just that he decided to keep a certain distance from Ji Zhuan in life from today on, and he will no longer sleep together at night, let alone do such things to Ji Zhuan.

From now on, he will restrain himself and only treat Ji Yu as his younger brother.

Ji Yu didn't know anything about Song Jining's decision, and the two rode bicycles to school as usual after breakfast.Song Jining was still sitting in the back row, far away from Ji Yu in the front row.

Because I came early today, there were not many people in the classroom, Ji Yu looked at his watch and found that there was still enough time, so he ran to the back row to find Song Jining with "Fundamentals of Precision Machinery Design".

"Brother Song, let me show you something nice."

Song Jining was trying his best to separate himself from Ji Yu, who knew that Ji Yu would stick to him within a few minutes, and whispered beside him, his mouth was pouting, so cute, it made him want to kiss him so much.

Damn, he hasn't kissed Yuanyuan for several days!

Seeing Brother Song staring at him in a daze, Ji Chen pushed him: "Brother Song?"

Song Jining pulled himself together, twisted himself secretly, but asked with a smile on his face, "What's the matter, Yuanyuan?"

Ji Yu spread out the book "Fundamentals of Precision Machinery Design" and put it on Song Jining's desk, leaning over and sharing it with him enthusiastically: "I found a very interesting formula, the principle error of sine machinery and the two parameters of tangent structure Level analysis method, look, like this..." Ji Yu took the pen and paper, and drew a geometric figure on the draft: "For example, we want to design a rocker rod mechanism, assuming that the length of the rocker rod is L=290mm, and the limit angle W =32 degrees, then when we substitute this formula..."

Ji Rafter quickly drew a graph and formula: "Look, to carry out mechanical design, use these formulas to simplify the process and get the most ideal plane graph! Do you remember the engineering drawing we drew last time? I I tried it late, but I can completely substitute it..."

As soon as Ji Chen talked about his major, he couldn't stop being excited, and Song Jining also let go of other thoughts and listened carefully to his explanation.

Because he was talking too happily, he accidentally forgot the time, and it was not until the class bell rang that Ji Chen's thinking immersed in the formula was awakened.But it was too late, the teacher had already entered the classroom.

Ji Yu couldn't return to his seat, so he could only continue to sit next to Song Jining, pretending that "Fundamentals of Precision Machinery Design" was a textbook, while taking Song Jining's book and sharing it between the two of them.

Song Jining, who had just made up his mind to keep a distance from Ji Yu in the morning: "...!!"

At noon, Ji Yu went to the library to continue reading, Song Jining pretended to agree, but also entered the library without telling Ji Yu.

There are many books and newspapers in the library. Song Jining did not pay attention to the word "homosexuality" before. When he searched carefully, he found many books and newspapers related to homosexuality.

The mainstream media does not report on "homosexuality", but the local tabloids do, but they are extremely dark and brutal.

For example, they were sentenced to labor reform for homosexuality, locked up in mental hospitals, and even convicted of hooliganism for homosexuality. The newspapers did not write about the evil deeds of those homosexual prisoners, because homosexuality alone is a heinous crime and should be sentenced to prison.

This made Song Jining horrified, his previous certainty turned into surprise, he did not expect the society to hate homosexuals so much.

He also just likes Ji Zhuan, and he didn't do anything to hurt Ji Zhuan or others. Is this considered a crime?

In the past few days, all the information about homosexuality found were accusations of "mental illness", "perverted" and "hooliganism". Song Jining's heart gradually became dark, and he dared not even admit that he was gay.

When he read a novel that described the death of two homosexuals, his liking for Ji Zhuan was also buried deep in him.

He would never allow Yuanyuan to be hurt because of him.

Ji Yu found that Xiao Song's condition was very bad recently, he couldn't even fake a smile, as if something sad and hopeless had happened, which made him darken.

"Brother Song, what's the matter with you?"

That night, when Song Jining went back to the room sickly again, and was about to lock the door, Ji Yu forced his way in to stop him from locking the door.Not only that, he also threw Song Jining down and pressed him on the bed.

If it was normal, it would be impossible for Ji Yu to throw Song Jining down. He had exhausted all his strength before, but he could only hang on Song Jining's arm.But now Song Jining was weak and was easily thrown down by him.

Ji Yu pressed on Song Jining and stared at him: "Little Brother Song, tell me what happened to you?"

Song Jining looked at Ji Yu, stretched out his hand to touch him, raised his palm, then turned to grab the bed sheet under him, and held it tightly.

"Yuanyuan, what are you talking about?" Song Jining smiled.

"Don't laugh!" Ji Yu glared at Song Jining angrily: "What happened? Why has Xiao Song been unhappy since school started? Was he bullied at school? Or didn't he like school? Or something else? The reason? If I don't make it clear tonight, I will... I will...!"

Ji Yu couldn't say anything threatening to Xiao Song, and he couldn't threaten him, he was really angry and anxious: "I... I won't talk to you!"

In a hurry, he said childish words, and Ji Yu immediately regretted it.But it's too late...

"Pfft!" Song Jining couldn't help laughing.

This time he was really smiling, no matter how melancholy he was, whenever he saw Ji Yu, Song Jining felt naturally cheerful.

"Hahahaha, Yuanyuan..."

Seeing that Song Jining was happy, Ji Yu didn't mind losing face.He let go of Song Jining and sat aside, and when he had had enough of laughing, he asked again: "Why is Brother Song unhappy? Don't you like school? Have you been bullied?"

Song Jining sat up, still with a muffled smile in his chest, he stretched out his hand to hug Ji Yu, hesitated for a while, put his hand on his shoulder, but Ji Yu hugged him instead, and patted him on the back comfortingly.

"Brother Song, tell me." His eyes were sharper than ever.

No matter whose name Xiao Song utters, he will never let that person go.

Song Jining's heart instantly settled down.

Those cold words, those hurtful words applied to homosexuality, instantly left him.

He's not a pervert, a hooligan, or a psycho.

He is Song Jining, he just fell in love with a boy named Ji Yu.

It's not psychosis, it's a genuine feeling like all love.

It's just that the person he likes happens to be a man.

"Brother Song?" Ji Yu's soft voice rang in his ears. He stroked his hair one by one, giving him support and encouragement: "Brother Xiao Song, if there is anything unhappy, tell me? No problem, I will solve any troubles with you."

Song Jining laughed: "I'm so stupid..."

"what?"

"I just suddenly felt like a fool."

Why should I deny my feelings for Ji Yu just because of some newspaper articles!

Ji Yu didn't understand why Song Jining called him a fool. He could only hold him, and let him hold him. He let him go when his mood stabilized, and asked cautiously: "Then... Xiao Song is not happy at school. ...Is it because you can't keep up with your studies?"

"Puff ha ha ha..." Song Jining laughed again, but he still nodded: "Yes, I can't keep up with my studies."

Otherwise, what else can he say, saying that he found out that he likes last season rafter, and then found out that he is a "pervert", "rogue" and "mentally ill", and then he was stimulated and felt that his life was dark?

Although he likes Ji Yuan, he still doesn't intend to let him know about this matter.

The world is full of malice towards homosexuals, and he will not let Ji rafter notice this until he can protect Ji rafter.

Ji Yu breathed a sigh of relief.

It turned out to be because of learning!

The university courses are completely new, almost nothing to do with what they learned in high school, and the teaching methods are also different. Maybe Xiao Song is not used to it, which is why he is in a bad mood for a while?

"I'm sorry I didn't notice." Ji Yu blamed himself very much. He only read books by himself every day, and didn't spend time with Xiao Song at noon. He didn't know that Xiao Song would be so troubled by studying. "From tomorrow onwards, I will give Little Brother Song a tutoring session. Just ask me if there is anything you don't understand."

Song Jining nodded, he hugged Ji Yu, stroked his hair with his palm, couldn't help touching his ears, and then his face.

He hadn't touched Ji rafter for several days, which made him very eager to touch Ji rafter.

Finally, he moved his fingers to Ji Yu's lips, stroking his soft lips, Song Jining asked: "Yuanyuan, can I kiss you?"

Ji Yu nodded: "Yes..."

Before he finished speaking, he was already kissed.

Song Jining's kiss was full of urgency and longing, he stuck his tongue into Ji Yu's mouth, licked every inch of him greedily, hooked the tip of his tongue into his own mouth and sucked and licked, with a look of eagerness to eat Ji Yu frame.

"Mmm... woo..."

Ji Zhuan's tongue was numb from the kiss, but he still tilted his head up and let Song Jining push him down and lay on top of him.

He felt that Song Jining was pushing him hard, and he himself was a little bit hard, acquiescing to Song Jining's next behavior.

However, Song Jining let him go after kissing enough.

"Come here today!"

"what?"

Song Jining kissed Ji Yu deeply, and really wanted to keep doing it, but after he understood his feelings for Ji Yu, he didn't want to do it casually.

Because this pair of him is no longer a play that purely resolves desire, but a behavior between lovers.

"Hey, go take a shower and go to bed early!"

"Oh……"

This was the first time Ji Yu was rejected, and he was completely dumbfounded.Normally, he would refuse Little Brother Song, but he would always be half-coaxed and half-forced by Little Song. Today he rarely wanted to do it, but Little Song didn't want it.

Of course, it’s best not to do it, lest the lack of sleep at night will affect the class the next day... But why do I feel a little empty...?

Only then did Song Jining firmly express that he would cherish Ji Yu and not do it casually, and he would not be able to sleep at night.

If you don't do it, don't do it, why did he let Ji Yu go back to the bedroom to sleep by himself!

Can't you just hold him to sleep?

It's been a long time since the fragrant and soft Yuanyuan hugged you fool!

Song Jining was so annoyed that he tossed and turned on the bed unable to fall asleep, but Ji Zhuan next door slept very soundly.

Brother Xiao Song's matter was settled, and no one disturbed him at night. It was rare for him to have a good dream.

The next morning, when Song Jining woke up early again due to insomnia, he found that Ji Yu had already woken up.

Hearing Song Jining's movements, he immediately walked out of the study and said, "Little Brother Song, I've already made arrangements."

"what?"

"Your make-up class time, I made a list of extra-curricular timetables." Ji Yu took out a neatly drawn form: "I have already bought breakfast, let's talk about which ones you have while eating breakfast I don’t understand the class, so I can arrange classes for each time slot.”

Song Jining: "...Actually...I can...by myself..." Facing Ji Yu's serious eyes, he couldn't say a word of rejection: "Thank you, Yuanyuan."

In fact, he understood all those courses, but since he had already lied, he had no choice but to continue pretending that he did not know.

So Ji Chen was having breakfast while arranging tutoring time according to the courses he said.Next, Ji Yu no longer read books on his own, but spent all his time and energy on making up lessons for Song Jining.

Song Jining wanted to cry, but not only did he have to pretend he didn't understand what he knew, but he also had to study and do the questions over and over again, and he didn't dare to do everything right at once. He really pushed his acting skills to the limit.

But there is also one advantage, Zheng Xiuxiu was driven away.

Before Song Jining would be in a gloomy mood, besides being hit hard by homosexual materials, there was another thing, that is, every time he came to the library, he could see Ji Yu and Zheng Xiuxiu sitting together reading.

Ji Chen often borrowed textbooks from Zheng Xiuxiu, and then read them directly in the library, and sometimes borrowed some tutorial books from the library, so for convenience, he stayed in the library almost at noon.Zheng Xiuxiu recently found several martial arts novels in the library, so she went to the library to borrow books every day, and the two often got together.

Song Jining felt that Ji Zhuan might have a date with another woman, and he was hit hard.

Later, when Ji Yu was making up lessons for Song Jining, Zheng Xiuxiu came again, seeing them making up lessons, he came over curiously to ask.

It turned out that the make-up lessons that Ji Yu gave Song Jining were actually a few courses that he had just learned this semester.

You must know that the school has just started, and the early courses are not difficult at all, but anyone who is not an idiot, without a teacher, can understand it after reading the book several times.

Song Jining actually wants to make up extra lessons?

"No way, Song Jining, are you so stupid? How did you get into college?"

Song Jining lowered his head, showing a hurt look.

Zheng Xiuxiu definitely didn't mean to laugh at her question, she was just surprised.

But Ji Yu saw Song Jining's expression, and immediately retorted: "We are not tutoring, but preparing for the experiment."

"What experimental preparations."

"I won't tell you, this is confidential, anyway, you are not allowed to peek."

Ji Yu tried his best to preserve Xiao Song's self-esteem, although he also felt that these courses were very simple, and he didn't understand why Xiao Song couldn't learn them.But everyone has something that they are not good at. Xiao Song is just not good at these subjects. There is nothing strange about it. Xiao Song is already very sad, and he forbids anyone to laugh at him anymore.

Zheng Xiuxiu was able to enter the university at the age of 17, so she is undoubtedly a talented girl. How could she not guess that Ji Chen was making excuses, so she giggled immediately: "Okay, okay, I won't watch it, I'll wait for you to figure it out Experiment hahaha."

Anyway, because he was afraid of hurting Song Jining's self-esteem, Ji Chen didn't allow Zheng Xiuxiu to approach them afterwards.Even if he was secretly ridiculed as a fool, Song Jining still felt it was worth it.

Under the current general environment, he does not intend to let Ji rafter know the relationship between them for the time being, but he also does not intend to let Ji rafter talk about a partner.

He will not hesitate to use various methods to drive away the women around Ji Zhuan.

Ji Chen said that he was preparing for the experiment, not an excuse.

He borrowed books from Zheng Xiuxiu and consulted tutoring materials in the library, all in preparation for the experiment.

Freshman courses are too basic and don't require much energy, so he has already decided to use his spare time to do some experiments.If it wasn't for making up lessons for Song Jining, he would have already started by now.

When Song Jining heard about it one day, he immediately said that he had learned everything and could give up on him to do the experiment.

——Instead of pretending to be pitiful and tying up Ji Rafter, it's better to just throw him into the laboratory.

Ji Chen in the laboratory would never think about talking to someone.

The experiments that Ji Chen plans to conduct are all basic small experiments, which are papers he wrote when he was studying.Because the times are different, the technical foundation and experimental equipment are also different, and everything needs to be started from scratch.Ji Chen intends to use this to explore and understand how to integrate the knowledge and technology he will learn in the future into this era.

Polytechnic University has many well-established laboratories, but they are only used for teaching, because the instruments and equipment are expensive, even if they pay to rent from the school, the school does not allow it.

Fortunately, Ji Chen chose the University of Science and Technology where Professor Jiang is.

Borrowing the school's laboratory is not acceptable, but borrowing Professor Jiang's is no problem.

Professor Jiang recently went on a business trip again, and went to other provinces to attend a scientific seminar. He couldn't come back in a short time. Ji Chen went to Jian Peng directly, and Jian Peng opened the door for them without asking anything.

"Professor Jiang has explained that you can use the laboratory anytime you want. But I have to supervise from the side, lest there be any problems that you can't solve."

Ji Yu nodded. He didn't know many professional instruments in the laboratory, and he didn't dare to fumble around. He really needed someone to guide him.

Jian Peng explained to the two of them how to use various instruments and their functions, and asked them to operate them once. After making sure that both of them were fine, at least they would not damage the instruments at will, he stepped aside.

He knows that these two juniors are very powerful, not to mention the three consecutive National Robot Contest champions, the things they make every time are very special, and it is said that even the military values ​​them very much, so he is also very curious, what they want to make this time .

But he was going to be disappointed, Ji Yu didn't intend to make anything.He just wanted to do a few small experiments and then write a few small papers.

No matter which research institute he wants to enter in the future, sufficient quantity or quality of papers are essential. He plans to write papers while experimenting to accumulate qualifications for the future.

Jian Peng watched for half an hour and found that they were just processing aluminum foil for batteries.

He raised his wrist and looked at his watch, feeling that he could not waste any more time, so he turned and left.

The busy Ji Yu and Song Jining didn't notice his departure. The two of them worked in the laboratory for four or five hours and produced a dozen processed battery aluminum foils.The work is very boring, and I can't see any achievements. I just process the aluminum foil of the battery into various shapes or change the power. The work is precise and cumbersome.By the end of the day, both of their necks were too sore to lift.

Ji Yu rubbed his neck and regretted, "I haven't done it for a long time, I made a mistake, I should divide it into several days, and take it slowly every day."

The two of them carried out the experiment strictly according to the experimental plan, but Ji Yu didn't do this experiment for too long, and he had long forgotten that he spent a long time to complete the experiment a little bit every day, so he arranged today's research by himself When planning, they directly made arrangements for a few days, and the two of them were used to walking according to the established plan, so they were almost too tired to lift their necks.

"Sorry, Brother Song, I didn't make a good plan. Are you tired?"

After rubbing his own, he took the initiative to walk behind Song Jining to help him rub his neck and shoulders.

Song Jining enjoyed it very much, squinted his eyes and enjoyed it for a while, and said to Ji Yu, "Come here, sit here."

He pulled a chair towards him.

Ji Chen thought he had something to do, so he obediently sat down in front of him.

Unexpectedly, Song Jining stretched out his hand, pressed Ji Yu's neck, and gently massaged him: "Don't you have a sore neck, why are you only focusing on massaging me?"

"Because I think Brother Song is more tired..."

Song Jining squinted his eyes, feeling that he really wanted to kiss Ji Yu who was close at hand.But this is a laboratory, Ji Zhuan would not allow it, so he had to give up.

"You rub it for me too!"

"Okay." Ji Yu also stretched out his hand, touched the back of Song Jining's neck, and gently rubbed it for him.

When Jian Peng opened the door and came in, he saw the scene of two people facing each other and rubbing each other's necks.Jian Peng almost went blind, instinctively shouted "Sorry to disturb you two" and exited to close the door.In a blink of an eye, he opened the door again: "No, what are you two doing?"

"The neck is sore, help each other rub it." Ji Yu didn't think there was anything wrong with this behavior, and still helped Song Jining rub it.

Song Jining didn't feel anything, and thoughtfully helped Ji Yu massage.

"The relationship between you two is really good..." Jian Peng couldn't help muttering, although Ji Yu and Song Jining are both men, every time he sees them, he feels like seeing an old couple, These two people have a tacit understanding, real couples don't have a tacit understanding with them.

"Have you finished your experiments?"

"It hasn't started yet."

Jian Peng looked at the sky, then his watch, and closed the door to see off the guests: "It's getting late, you should come back tomorrow and continue!"

I have no choice but to go home first and continue tomorrow.

When you get home, start preparing your thesis.As usual, Ji Yu must add Xiao Song's name.

And... Ji Yu quietly said that he found that Brother Song might be a little more stupid than he thought, and he needed more help from Brother Song.

"Brother Song, can you help me write my thesis?"

"Of course." Song Jining, who was washing clothes, walked into the room, wiped his hands, and sat down at the desk: "What paper do you want to write?"

Ji Yu thought for a while, and said slowly: "Paper, "Research on Energy Utilization Efficiency of Electric Explosion Foil Initiation System"."