After the general routine, I fell

Chapter 44 You Don't Love Me

It is naturally impossible for Yingxi to let Feng Linyuan stay here by himself to watch His Majesty, and it is also unlikely that he will stay alone, so he will give up a horse to His Majesty and let him ride back by himself.

The emperor himself didn't dare to go back on horseback, he didn't know the way at all, so he had the cheek to send Yingxi and Feng Linyuan back.

On the way back, Yingxi deliberately annoyed His Majesty, and made Feng Linyuan in his arms turn around and kissed him.

His majesty's face was ashen, his eyes were murderous, and he felt that he could eat Yingxi.

Sending this majesty back to the camp safely, Yingxi and Feng Linyuan left the hunting ground together, and they can find a secluded place to stay alone, quietly.

"Yingxi, when will you take me back to the bamboo forest? I'll also take a look at the place where you grew up."

When Feng Linyuan made such a request again, Yingxi's eyes were full of sadness and reluctance. He probably knew that Feng Linyuan would leave him after he knew the truth, but this moment came too fast, Yingxi didn't want to.

Ying Xi planned not to bring Feng Linyuan back to the bamboo forest, and not to tell Feng Linyuan the truth, but all this was unfair to Feng Linyuan, Ying Xi tried to evade again and again, but in the end he couldn't escape, it wasn't just about the time.

"Do you want to go?" Yingxi looked at Feng Linyuan in his arms and asked.

Feng Linyuan nodded, very sure and very happy.

Yingxi stroked Feng Linyuan's beautiful hair, "Then tomorrow! I'll ask Jiujiu to pack up."

"There's no need to pack anything, we'll just go straight, eat yours, use yours, don't you look like yours!"

Feng Linyuan's plan is to live in the bamboo forest for a long time, but he doesn't know what the result of his expectation will be.

"Okay..." Yingxi had nothing else to say except that he was hurting himself alone. He could only hold a little fantasy in his heart, thinking that Feng Linyuan would stay by his side after knowing everything.

Feng Linyuan has never been to the bamboo forest. The scenery here is so fresh and elegant that it is really suitable for Yingxi to live in, as if it is a tailor-made residence for Yingxi.

Compared with the other courtyards of the royal family, the tranquility here is really like a place where high-ranking people live. Feng Linyuan liked it very much, and proposed to live in Yingxi's bamboo forest hut in the future. Yingxi did not refuse at all.

Feng Linyuan was very new to everything in the bamboo hut, and wanted to touch everything he saw, like a child, but Jiujiu said from the side like an adult: "This can't be moved, this can't be touched, It's poisonous."

One looks like a little adult and the other looks like a child. It's really interesting. Yingxi smiled slightly, turned around and entered the room, looking at the portraits in the room, Yingxi took down a painting and thought about putting it away.

But Ying Xi didn't want to do such a thing of deceiving Feng Linyuan, so Ying Xi hung up the painting after being entangled.

Ying Xi personally cooks for Feng Linyuan his favorite dish, Feng Linyuan hugged Ying Xi from behind and said, "I never thought you could cook?"

Yingxi continued to cut vegetables, looked back at Feng Linyuan and smiled, "If not, where do you think Jiujiu learned his cooking skills from?"

"Jiujiu's cooking skills are excellent. If I have eaten your food and don't want to eat other people's food, then you will have to cook for me every day in the future."

Feng Linyuan rubbed against Yingxi's neck, and began to act like a baby again. Yingxi is used to Feng Linyuan's change, and he doesn't know when Feng Linyuan will lose the demeanor of a general and become a clingy bag up.

"Okay, as long as you don't drive me away, I will make it for you every day in the future."

"I tried so hard to catch you, so I don't want to drive you away."

When Yingxi heard Feng Linyuan's words, he smiled and didn't say anything, completely ignoring Feng Linyuan and continuing to cook.

Feng Linyuan liked all the meals on the table. Jiujiu looked at Yingxi and said, "Wow! Master is cooking. I haven't eaten Master's food for a long time."

Jiujiu looked at Feng Linyuan in a blink of an eye, and said with a smile, "Thank you, Uncle Feng."

"Why thank me?" Feng Linyuan didn't understand Jiujiu's gratitude.

"Because Master's food is so delicious, Master is not willing to cook it on weekdays."

Yingxi put a piece of meat into Jiujiu's bowl, "I can't stop you from eating."

Jiujiu smiled, didn't care at all, and just focused on eating.

After eating the food cooked by Yingxi, Feng Linyuan felt that Jiujiu's cooking skills were really not that good, and he was really the man whose stomach was captured by Yingxi.

Feng Linyuan was curious about what was in the bamboo forest, and wanted to see it, so Yingxi accompanied him. There would be some bamboo shoots in this season, and he could cook them for Feng Linyuan at night.

The emerald green of the bamboo forest all year round is really unique, and there is a feeling of lingering, and I don’t know if it is because there is a person who makes people want to leave.

Back at the hut, Yingxi was preparing dinner for the evening, Feng Linyuan wandered around by himself, looking at these medicinal materials, he felt fresh, and he had to ask ninety-nine questions about everything he took.

Like a little tour guide, Jiujiu is unwilling to answer Feng Linyuan's words?Feng Linyuan suddenly pointed to Yingxi's room and asked, "Is this Yingxi's room?"

Jiujiu didn't know whether he should answer this question, thinking of so many paintings in Master's room, he didn't know if it was Feng Linyuan, if not, what should he do?What if Feng Linyuan got angry after seeing those words?

But when I think about it, my master is already with Uncle Feng, does Uncle Feng already know about it?Could these portraits be Uncle Feng?

Jiujiu couldn't figure it out, looked at the kitchen, and wondered whether to let Feng Linyuan in, but when he looked back, Feng Linyuan had already gone in, the simple layout was really Yingxi's, unpretentious.

Feng Linyuan looked around, and he seemed to be able to feel the traces of Yingxi's stay in every place. When he saw the paintings on the wall, he didn't pay much attention to them at first, but after looking at them a lot, he found that they were the same ones. The face, at first glance, turned out to be himself.

Feng Linyuan was still thinking about when Yingxi drew his own portraits. These outfits were not worn by him. He randomly picked up a picture to look at, only to find that there was a name on it, "Jiusheng .”

Feng Linyuan suddenly felt very familiar, but he didn't remember who it was. He silently read it twice, and found that the name was the one engraved on the fingertip sword?

Feng Linyuan took out the fingertip sword, and it really had this name. Looking at other paintings, all of them had this name, so Yingxi hid in his heart that the person you gave had the same face as himself people.

Yingxi said that he hadn't seen this person for more than ten years, so who is this person?Why is it exactly the same as myself, why Yingxi said that this person will not appear again, and is by his side again.

Is he a substitute?Feng Linyuan was startled, his face was full of disappointment, the painting in his hand slipped, and he took two steps on his hind legs disobediently.

So the reason why Yingxi didn't want to bring him back was because he was afraid of seeing these portraits?

So is this the truth that Yingxi has been trying to say?Feng Linyuan's heart was cut like a knife, and the voice of Yingxi shouting: "Jiusheng" kept appearing in his mind.

When Jiujiu entered the room and saw Feng Linyuan's appearance, he knew that he had caused trouble, but he didn't know what to say, so he called out, "Uncle Feng."

Feng Linyuan turned around and looked at Jiujiu, "Have you seen him?"

Feng Linyuan tried his best to suppress his emotions and acted calmly, but Jiujiu felt that this was the calm before the storm, shook his head, and then explained: "I have been looking at Master's paintings for these portraits since I was a child, and guessed that they should be It's a random thought, Uncle Feng, don't get me wrong."

"Looking at it since childhood? Sure enough, sure enough." Feng Linyuan closed his eyes, restrained the tears that were about to fall, took a deep breath, opened his eyes and left, the joy on his face died of laughter, with a hint of sadness.

"Uncle Feng, where are you going? Uncle Feng" Jiujiu saw that Feng Linyuan was about to leave, and chased after him, shouting, hoping that Feng Linyuan would stop.

Yingxi just came out of the kitchen and asked Jiujiu to fetch wine.Seeing Feng Linyuan's expression and Jiujiu's expression, Yingxi already knew what happened.

The shovel in Yingxi's hand slipped, and he stepped forward to stop Feng Linyuan, shouting: "Ah Yuan."

Feng Linyuan looked at Ying Xi and asked: "Jiu Sheng, is it your lover, right? You stay by my side just because I am exactly like him, right?"

Yingxi had no way to quibble about this matter, the hand that stopped Feng Linyuan suddenly lost strength and slipped down, without any explanation, he said a word "yes" in a flat tone.

"So from the beginning to the end I am not a substitute, but someone else's shadow, and what you love is not me after all." Feng Linyuan's tears could not be controlled at this moment, and he burst into tears.

Winning looked distressed, he reached out to wipe the tears off Feng Linyuan's face, but Feng Linyuan blocked it. "I thought it was my sincerity that moved you, but it was my cheek to chase you and move you, but I didn't expect it to be just my wishful thinking. In the end, I fell into your trap, and you tricked me into being someone else's substitute. "

"You have always been just yourself, not someone else's substitute. Jiusheng is you, Feng Linyuan is you, you are the same person." Yingxi stretched out his hand and grabbed Feng Linyuan's wrist, the pain piercing his heart.

He should have told Feng Linyuan earlier, he didn't even say that he had so many opportunities, but now Feng Linyuan looks like this, he thought about it, but his heart really hurts, he doesn't want Feng Linyuan to be sad.

"More than ten years ago, I was just a kid in my teens. How could I be him? Is it because you want to say that this is because of the resurrection of the dead?"

Yingxi grabbed Feng Linyuan's arm, looked at Feng Linyuan and explained: "I am in love with you in the past life, but God's will tricks people, I will die with you. I have to meet Granny Meng to show me the way. The fate of this life. I don’t know why you lost your memory, but I really remember it. I spent more than ten years looking for you. I originally wanted you to recover your memory and continue the relationship with you, but it happened suddenly. I will tell you about my future."

Yingxi's tears rolled down with Feng Linyuan's tears, and he pulled Feng Linyuan into his arms, "You are Jiusheng, and you are also yourself, you are not anyone's substitute, I have always been you in my heart, never Lied to you."

Feng Linyuan pushed Yingxi away, beating his chest and crying, "I don't remember what you said, I only know that I am Feng Linyuan, I don't know what Jiusheng is, you approach me because of Jiusheng, not Fenglinyuan , do you dare to say that you are not looking for the shadow of Jiusheng on your body? Do you dare to say that you fell in love with Feng Linyuan in the first place?"

Yingxi can't quibble, this is a fact, the reason for being close to Fenglinyuan is because of Jiusheng, but love is not fake, but Fenglinyuan can't listen to it at this time.

Feng Linyuan looked at Yingxi and said nothing, he was completely disheartened, his heart was cold and his teeth were cold, and he retreated silently, with an indescribable hurt in his eyes, Yingxi still wanted to reach out and grab Feng Linyuan, but Feng Linyuan's appearance made him Yingxi dare not approach.

"A Yuan, calm down, can I explain it to you?"

Yingxi took a step forward, but Feng Linyuan shook his head, "You love Jiusheng, not me."

"A Yuan, I have experienced life and death with you, do you not understand my mind at all? Even if I have treated you as Jiusheng, you are still you after all. You are in my heart and have always been you. I am just I want to make up for all the regrets I have for Jiu Sheng."

Ying Xi really wanted to grab Feng Linyuan's hand, but Feng Linyuan was always on his hind legs, Ying Xi didn't dare to approach suddenly, he was afraid that Feng Linyuan would push him away.

"Sure enough, in your heart, you just hold on to Jiusheng."

"No"

"Then do you dare to say that you have forgotten Jiusheng? Do you dare to say that you love me not because of Jiusheng? If I am not Jiusheng? If Jiusheng is alive and he is in front of you with me, who do you choose?"

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