After the general routine, I fell
Chapter 45 Will He Still Forgive Me?
Yingxi couldn't answer Feng Linyuan's question, he had never thought about this question, he didn't know the answer.
"Thousand arrows piercing the heart is nothing more than that!" Feng Linyuan's tears seemed to have flu, without a tear, he turned and ran out of the bamboo hut, and rode away.
Yingxi's footsteps were blocked, and he didn't catch up. He watched Feng Linyuan drift away and disappeared from sight, as if he had been petrified, unable to move.
"Boom~~" Even the sky is lamenting the hard life of this couple?There was a burst of thunder, and the sky began to rain heavily. Yingxi stood motionless in the rain. Jiujiu took out an umbrella to shield Yingxi from the rain. Yingxi asked, "Will your Uncle Feng come back?"
Jiujiu shook his head, he didn't know, but Yingxi laughed, smiled and cried again, it was the first time Jiujiu saw his master cry, so sad, so desperate.
At this moment, Jiujiu knew that her master loved that man named Feng Linyuan terribly.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, Jiujiu shouted: "Master, go back to the house!"
Yingxi didn't respond at all. Jiujiu saw the medicinal materials in the rain in a blink of an eye, and handed the umbrella to Yingxi, but Yingxi didn't catch it at all. Jiujiu was going to collect the medicinal materials again, so he had to put the umbrella on Yingxi's shoulder superior.
The umbrella slipped off, Yingxi was alone in the rain, he looked up at the sky, the rain slapped on his face, his eyes were red, who could know whether it was tears or rain that was cold on his face.
Feng Linyuan returned to the palace, took out his two swords and began to swing them in the courtyard. The sadness in his body and the grief in his mind were all vented in these sword moves.
In the dead of night, one was standing in the courtyard, and the other was practicing sword practice in the courtyard, while someone shouted: "Master, come into the house quickly! You will get gonorrhea." At the same time, someone shouted: "My lord, it's raining heavily, let's wait another day." Let's practice!"
The rain never stopped all night, Ying Xi never moved, Feng Linyuan never stopped.
The rain stopped and the sun came out. Yingxi raised his head and glanced at the sun. It was very warm, but very dazzling.
Yingxi fell to the ground calmly, like a cold stone.Jiujiu opened the door and saw his master passed out on the ground, dragged him into the room, bathed and changed clothes, helped him to lie on the bed, and went to prepare the medicinal soup to dispel the cold.
Feng Linyuan's sword moves stopped, retracted the sword, stood still, Huo Tong stepped forward and shouted: "Linyuan." Feng Linyuan fell on Huo Tong's shoulder without strength.
The hot body made Huo Tong worry, so he immediately sent someone to find the imperial physician.
In his sleep, Yingxi's brows were tightly furrowed, and he looked in pain, shouting: "Don't go, don't go."
Not long after, the name "Jiu Sheng" was called again, and the word "A Yuan" was called again for a long time. Jiujiu took care of him, always feeling Yingxi's pulse, testing Yingxi's temperature, and did not dare to leave for a moment.
"Master, how much do you care about Uncle Feng? You have called Uncle Feng's name nearly three hundred times this night." Jiujiu looked at Yingxi who was lying on the bed, and couldn't help asking.
When Yingxi woke up, he just felt a headache in a daze, and the name he subconsciously called out was "A Yuan."
"Master, you are awake"
Seeing Jiujiu who suddenly woke up and calling his name, Ying Xi remembered that Feng Linyuan had left and would never come back again.
Jiujiu brought medicine for Yingxi to drink, muttering: "Master, do you know that you called Jiusheng's name a hundred times in your sleep."
Yingxi stopped drinking medicine, so I still care about Jiusheng more?Do I really not love Ah Yuan?
"You called 360 Uncle Feng's name again." Jiujiu looked at Yingxi with innocence and asked, "So Master, are you really a person who has lived two lives? This life is to find Feng. Uncle?"
Yingxi didn't answer Jiujiu's words, put down the medicine bowl, took his clothes and left, he already had the answer in his heart.
If Jiu Sheng and Feng Linyuan are not alone, then he has already fallen in love with Feng Linyuan. Jiu Sheng is the past that he cannot erase, but Feng Linyuan is the future that he does not want to give up.
Yingxi came to the palace, but he didn't dare to step in, Feng Linyuan was so angry and sad when he left, would he want to see himself at this time?
Ying Xifei was covered by the eaves, but he didn't see Feng Linyuan's shadow in every corner of the palace, so did you really leave?Yingxi's face was very disappointed.
Walking in the street in a daze, seeing someone talking about Feng Linyuan's illness, the imperial physicians were helpless and refused to take the medicine, as if they were looking for death.
Yingxi was in a hurry, and when he returned to the bamboo forest, he asked Jiujiu to go to the palace to see if he could take care of himself.Yingxi gave Jiujiu some of the daily medicines he had prepared for Fenglinyuan earlier, saying that he would definitely use them.
Seeing Master's worried look, Jiujiu put on the medicine box and went to the palace, only to find that Feng Linyuan was suffering from the same cold as Yingxi.After a long time without asking why, he injected Feng Linyuan with an injection, and then gave Feng Linyuan a pill.
Before leaving, he gave Huo Tong the rest of the medicine, and said, "Uncle Feng doesn't like bitterness. These are specially prepared by Master. You give them to Uncle Feng, but you must not say that Master gave them to you."
Huo Tong knew that there was a problem between Yingxi and Feng Linyuan, so he asked, "What's the matter with Mr. Ying and Lin Yuan? Why is Lin Yuan so abnormal, now that Mr. Ying is calling you again, why don't you come by yourself?"
Jiujiu shook his head and said: "General Huo has some things that you and I can't get involved in. The rift between them needs to be solved by themselves, and others can't get in. Both Master and Uncle Feng are people who care about feelings very much. The more they care about it, the more they don’t want others to share even the slightest bit. So some knots are tied, and only they can untie them.”
Jiujiu's words seemed like an expert who had seen through the world, and it made people feel that he had grown up a lot.
"If they don't mention it themselves, we don't need to ask. Maybe it's been a long time, and it will be solved naturally, and it will be fine. If you can't figure it out, it's useless for outsiders to say anything."
The truth Jiujiu said was realized after watching Master feel sad these two days.
Huo Tong really didn't understand, this Jiujiu was able to say something that he didn't understand so knowledgeably, so why don't we mention it in the future?
"General Huo, I'm leaving first. Master is still ill, so I have to go back and take care of him." Jiujiu cupped his hands and saluted and said goodbye, and said by the way: "Don't say anything about my visit today. As for the medicine, don't forget it." Don’t say that I brought it, it might be better.”
Going back to Zhulin Jiujiu and seeing no one in the house, he put down the medicine box and searched everywhere, finally found Yingxi in the wine cellar, there were many empty jars around him, and he was holding one in his hand.
"Master, why did you come here to drink? You are still suffering from the cold, drinking like this is not good."
Jiujiu took the wine jar from Yingxi's hand, helped Yingxi up, and brought him back to the house. In his drunken dreams, Yingxi always shouted "A Yuan, don't go."
Those words and sentences felt particularly insecure, and what he was afraid of finally came. The Jiu Sheng he cherished so much was gone, and A Yuan, who he cared about so much, was gone now.
Yingxi has always been so insecure and afraid, but there is still no way to make up for it now.
When Yingxi woke up again, it was like a different person. Yingxi rushed to do what Jiujiu was supposed to do, and asked Jiujiu to rest. The room was clean and tidy. But Yingxi was tossing and turning over and over again, there was really nothing to do, so he just drew pictures, painted Feng Linyuan's appearance, and hung them in the house.
When I can't sleep at night, I go to the wine cellar to drink. Every time, Jiujiu goes to help him back. Jiujiu advises Yingxi, "Master, drink less, or your hands will go wrong. At that time, the needle will not be accurate."
But Yingxi didn't care at all, he never cared about these imaginary things, he only cared about that one person.
"Jiujiu, can you help me take a look at your Uncle Feng, okay? I wonder what he's doing."
Yingxi held Jiujiu's hand, his eyes were full of longing, he wanted nothing now, as long as he knew the news of Feng Linyuan.
"Okay, I'll go tomorrow." Jiujiu helped Yingxi cover the quilt, extinguished the candle, turned and left.
Feng Linyuan knew that the medicine was sent by Yingxi, and wanted to throw it away several times, but he couldn't bear it. Feng Linyuan complained to himself, why did he have to be cheap, even though he was a substitute, why couldn't he let it go?
Feng Linyuan locked himself in the room by himself, picked up a pen and started a book, but Ying Xi's name was all written in it, playing the qin with the zither, and all the songs he played with Ying Xi were played.
"Can't you just let it go?" Feng Linyuan asked himself, suddenly feeling disgusted with himself like this.
Putting on playboy clothes and going to the land of fireworks to have fun, there are so many beauties in front of him, but Feng Linyuan's mind is full of Yingxi's shadow.
Feng Linyuan didn't even want to look at some vulgar fans, so he casually left a few people to drink with him, took a bag of money and put it on the table, embraced the beautiful woman in his arms, said with a smirk: "Today Whoever of you can make me drunk will belong to her."
Seeing the front, the girl must be happy, and she obeyed Feng Linyuan's words, but Feng Linyuan didn't like this feeling, so she let go of the person in her arms and drank alone.
Feng Linyuan looked at these flirtatious women, completely uninterested, grabbed one and pressed it on the bed, obviously this is a stunner, but he didn't feel it.
Even if the person under him took the initiative, Feng Linyuan would only feel disgusted and pushed the person away. Feng Linyuan waved his hand and smashed a vase, and roared angrily, "Get out."
Seeing that these girls did not move, Feng Linyuan scolded: "Get out, get out of here, take the money and get out."
Seeing Feng Linyuan's anger, they instantly sobered up, they didn't even care about the money, they just lifted their skirts and left in a panic.
Feng Linyuan wanted to know whether he was not interested in women anymore, or only interested in Yingxi, so he found a few people who were as good as Longyang, but looking at them like that made him feel disgusting, completely wrong.
"Yingxi, have I been planted in your hands all my life?" Feng Linyuan drank a pot of wine in one gulp, and staggered away from the place of fireworks.
When Yingxi heard Jiujiu say that Fenglinyuan went to the place of fireworks to have fun and only returned overnight, he felt sad, and said with a half-smile, "That's fine!"
Jiujiu has not experienced the ups and downs of love and hate, and does not understand why Yingxi is like this, nor why Fenglinyuan wants to ruin herself.
"Master, what's the matter between you and Uncle Feng? Why don't you explain it to Uncle Feng?" Looking at Yingxi's sad and happy expression, Jiujiu really didn't know what to say.
Yingxi looked up at Jiujiu and asked, "Do you think Uncle Feng will forgive me? I broke his heart like this."
"Thousand arrows piercing the heart is nothing more than that!" Feng Linyuan's tears seemed to have flu, without a tear, he turned and ran out of the bamboo hut, and rode away.
Yingxi's footsteps were blocked, and he didn't catch up. He watched Feng Linyuan drift away and disappeared from sight, as if he had been petrified, unable to move.
"Boom~~" Even the sky is lamenting the hard life of this couple?There was a burst of thunder, and the sky began to rain heavily. Yingxi stood motionless in the rain. Jiujiu took out an umbrella to shield Yingxi from the rain. Yingxi asked, "Will your Uncle Feng come back?"
Jiujiu shook his head, he didn't know, but Yingxi laughed, smiled and cried again, it was the first time Jiujiu saw his master cry, so sad, so desperate.
At this moment, Jiujiu knew that her master loved that man named Feng Linyuan terribly.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, Jiujiu shouted: "Master, go back to the house!"
Yingxi didn't respond at all. Jiujiu saw the medicinal materials in the rain in a blink of an eye, and handed the umbrella to Yingxi, but Yingxi didn't catch it at all. Jiujiu was going to collect the medicinal materials again, so he had to put the umbrella on Yingxi's shoulder superior.
The umbrella slipped off, Yingxi was alone in the rain, he looked up at the sky, the rain slapped on his face, his eyes were red, who could know whether it was tears or rain that was cold on his face.
Feng Linyuan returned to the palace, took out his two swords and began to swing them in the courtyard. The sadness in his body and the grief in his mind were all vented in these sword moves.
In the dead of night, one was standing in the courtyard, and the other was practicing sword practice in the courtyard, while someone shouted: "Master, come into the house quickly! You will get gonorrhea." At the same time, someone shouted: "My lord, it's raining heavily, let's wait another day." Let's practice!"
The rain never stopped all night, Ying Xi never moved, Feng Linyuan never stopped.
The rain stopped and the sun came out. Yingxi raised his head and glanced at the sun. It was very warm, but very dazzling.
Yingxi fell to the ground calmly, like a cold stone.Jiujiu opened the door and saw his master passed out on the ground, dragged him into the room, bathed and changed clothes, helped him to lie on the bed, and went to prepare the medicinal soup to dispel the cold.
Feng Linyuan's sword moves stopped, retracted the sword, stood still, Huo Tong stepped forward and shouted: "Linyuan." Feng Linyuan fell on Huo Tong's shoulder without strength.
The hot body made Huo Tong worry, so he immediately sent someone to find the imperial physician.
In his sleep, Yingxi's brows were tightly furrowed, and he looked in pain, shouting: "Don't go, don't go."
Not long after, the name "Jiu Sheng" was called again, and the word "A Yuan" was called again for a long time. Jiujiu took care of him, always feeling Yingxi's pulse, testing Yingxi's temperature, and did not dare to leave for a moment.
"Master, how much do you care about Uncle Feng? You have called Uncle Feng's name nearly three hundred times this night." Jiujiu looked at Yingxi who was lying on the bed, and couldn't help asking.
When Yingxi woke up, he just felt a headache in a daze, and the name he subconsciously called out was "A Yuan."
"Master, you are awake"
Seeing Jiujiu who suddenly woke up and calling his name, Ying Xi remembered that Feng Linyuan had left and would never come back again.
Jiujiu brought medicine for Yingxi to drink, muttering: "Master, do you know that you called Jiusheng's name a hundred times in your sleep."
Yingxi stopped drinking medicine, so I still care about Jiusheng more?Do I really not love Ah Yuan?
"You called 360 Uncle Feng's name again." Jiujiu looked at Yingxi with innocence and asked, "So Master, are you really a person who has lived two lives? This life is to find Feng. Uncle?"
Yingxi didn't answer Jiujiu's words, put down the medicine bowl, took his clothes and left, he already had the answer in his heart.
If Jiu Sheng and Feng Linyuan are not alone, then he has already fallen in love with Feng Linyuan. Jiu Sheng is the past that he cannot erase, but Feng Linyuan is the future that he does not want to give up.
Yingxi came to the palace, but he didn't dare to step in, Feng Linyuan was so angry and sad when he left, would he want to see himself at this time?
Ying Xifei was covered by the eaves, but he didn't see Feng Linyuan's shadow in every corner of the palace, so did you really leave?Yingxi's face was very disappointed.
Walking in the street in a daze, seeing someone talking about Feng Linyuan's illness, the imperial physicians were helpless and refused to take the medicine, as if they were looking for death.
Yingxi was in a hurry, and when he returned to the bamboo forest, he asked Jiujiu to go to the palace to see if he could take care of himself.Yingxi gave Jiujiu some of the daily medicines he had prepared for Fenglinyuan earlier, saying that he would definitely use them.
Seeing Master's worried look, Jiujiu put on the medicine box and went to the palace, only to find that Feng Linyuan was suffering from the same cold as Yingxi.After a long time without asking why, he injected Feng Linyuan with an injection, and then gave Feng Linyuan a pill.
Before leaving, he gave Huo Tong the rest of the medicine, and said, "Uncle Feng doesn't like bitterness. These are specially prepared by Master. You give them to Uncle Feng, but you must not say that Master gave them to you."
Huo Tong knew that there was a problem between Yingxi and Feng Linyuan, so he asked, "What's the matter with Mr. Ying and Lin Yuan? Why is Lin Yuan so abnormal, now that Mr. Ying is calling you again, why don't you come by yourself?"
Jiujiu shook his head and said: "General Huo has some things that you and I can't get involved in. The rift between them needs to be solved by themselves, and others can't get in. Both Master and Uncle Feng are people who care about feelings very much. The more they care about it, the more they don’t want others to share even the slightest bit. So some knots are tied, and only they can untie them.”
Jiujiu's words seemed like an expert who had seen through the world, and it made people feel that he had grown up a lot.
"If they don't mention it themselves, we don't need to ask. Maybe it's been a long time, and it will be solved naturally, and it will be fine. If you can't figure it out, it's useless for outsiders to say anything."
The truth Jiujiu said was realized after watching Master feel sad these two days.
Huo Tong really didn't understand, this Jiujiu was able to say something that he didn't understand so knowledgeably, so why don't we mention it in the future?
"General Huo, I'm leaving first. Master is still ill, so I have to go back and take care of him." Jiujiu cupped his hands and saluted and said goodbye, and said by the way: "Don't say anything about my visit today. As for the medicine, don't forget it." Don’t say that I brought it, it might be better.”
Going back to Zhulin Jiujiu and seeing no one in the house, he put down the medicine box and searched everywhere, finally found Yingxi in the wine cellar, there were many empty jars around him, and he was holding one in his hand.
"Master, why did you come here to drink? You are still suffering from the cold, drinking like this is not good."
Jiujiu took the wine jar from Yingxi's hand, helped Yingxi up, and brought him back to the house. In his drunken dreams, Yingxi always shouted "A Yuan, don't go."
Those words and sentences felt particularly insecure, and what he was afraid of finally came. The Jiu Sheng he cherished so much was gone, and A Yuan, who he cared about so much, was gone now.
Yingxi has always been so insecure and afraid, but there is still no way to make up for it now.
When Yingxi woke up again, it was like a different person. Yingxi rushed to do what Jiujiu was supposed to do, and asked Jiujiu to rest. The room was clean and tidy. But Yingxi was tossing and turning over and over again, there was really nothing to do, so he just drew pictures, painted Feng Linyuan's appearance, and hung them in the house.
When I can't sleep at night, I go to the wine cellar to drink. Every time, Jiujiu goes to help him back. Jiujiu advises Yingxi, "Master, drink less, or your hands will go wrong. At that time, the needle will not be accurate."
But Yingxi didn't care at all, he never cared about these imaginary things, he only cared about that one person.
"Jiujiu, can you help me take a look at your Uncle Feng, okay? I wonder what he's doing."
Yingxi held Jiujiu's hand, his eyes were full of longing, he wanted nothing now, as long as he knew the news of Feng Linyuan.
"Okay, I'll go tomorrow." Jiujiu helped Yingxi cover the quilt, extinguished the candle, turned and left.
Feng Linyuan knew that the medicine was sent by Yingxi, and wanted to throw it away several times, but he couldn't bear it. Feng Linyuan complained to himself, why did he have to be cheap, even though he was a substitute, why couldn't he let it go?
Feng Linyuan locked himself in the room by himself, picked up a pen and started a book, but Ying Xi's name was all written in it, playing the qin with the zither, and all the songs he played with Ying Xi were played.
"Can't you just let it go?" Feng Linyuan asked himself, suddenly feeling disgusted with himself like this.
Putting on playboy clothes and going to the land of fireworks to have fun, there are so many beauties in front of him, but Feng Linyuan's mind is full of Yingxi's shadow.
Feng Linyuan didn't even want to look at some vulgar fans, so he casually left a few people to drink with him, took a bag of money and put it on the table, embraced the beautiful woman in his arms, said with a smirk: "Today Whoever of you can make me drunk will belong to her."
Seeing the front, the girl must be happy, and she obeyed Feng Linyuan's words, but Feng Linyuan didn't like this feeling, so she let go of the person in her arms and drank alone.
Feng Linyuan looked at these flirtatious women, completely uninterested, grabbed one and pressed it on the bed, obviously this is a stunner, but he didn't feel it.
Even if the person under him took the initiative, Feng Linyuan would only feel disgusted and pushed the person away. Feng Linyuan waved his hand and smashed a vase, and roared angrily, "Get out."
Seeing that these girls did not move, Feng Linyuan scolded: "Get out, get out of here, take the money and get out."
Seeing Feng Linyuan's anger, they instantly sobered up, they didn't even care about the money, they just lifted their skirts and left in a panic.
Feng Linyuan wanted to know whether he was not interested in women anymore, or only interested in Yingxi, so he found a few people who were as good as Longyang, but looking at them like that made him feel disgusting, completely wrong.
"Yingxi, have I been planted in your hands all my life?" Feng Linyuan drank a pot of wine in one gulp, and staggered away from the place of fireworks.
When Yingxi heard Jiujiu say that Fenglinyuan went to the place of fireworks to have fun and only returned overnight, he felt sad, and said with a half-smile, "That's fine!"
Jiujiu has not experienced the ups and downs of love and hate, and does not understand why Yingxi is like this, nor why Fenglinyuan wants to ruin herself.
"Master, what's the matter between you and Uncle Feng? Why don't you explain it to Uncle Feng?" Looking at Yingxi's sad and happy expression, Jiujiu really didn't know what to say.
Yingxi looked up at Jiujiu and asked, "Do you think Uncle Feng will forgive me? I broke his heart like this."
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