perfect out of control

"...I really didn't expect Brother Tan Zhen that you were going to take Uncle Jie's film. It feels like the dimensional wall has been broken." Sheng Ye said in a daze, then suddenly straightened his back and asked vigilantly, "Will he Let you act in a bed scene?"

"I haven't worked with a mediator before, will he?" Tan Zhen asked him back.

"Very likely," Sheng Ye curled his lips, "Uncle Jie...is a little bit bad, so be careful with him."

Tan Zhen laughed again, Lou Ying could see his relaxed smile from such a distance, like a big boy.

"Sheng Ye," Tan Zhen suddenly said in a deep voice, "You have asked me so many questions, can I understand that you are actually interested in making movies?"

Seeing that Sheng Ye was stunned at that moment, Lou Ying instinctively lowered her eyes, she could imagine how he was caught off guard by the question.

Tan Zhen clasped his palms on his knees in a deliberate posture. He stared at the people around him, as if reading their minds: "Your father wants you and him because he is worried that you will encounter the same thing as him. To make such an agreement, I think his original intention is to protect you, not to prevent you from doing what you like. And now that the showbiz is very mature, such things will not happen again, if he is born at the right time , will definitely become a very good actor, and will not stop you from entering this industry."

Lou Ying was very surprised, she didn't expect Sheng Ye to tell Tan Zhen about Sheng Yanfeng.Is it really that unreserved?

Sheng Ye was just silent.But she could see that it was difficult for him to be silent, like a piece of ice that was melting quietly.

Tan Zhen turned his head and looked at the huge stage behind him: "The first time I saw you on stage, I felt that you were born to perform."

Sheng Ye was extremely embarrassed, and his voice was very low: "I'm not that good, Brother Tan Zhen."

Tan Zhen looked at the auditorium in the darkness again, and asked, "Have you ever sat in the last row?"

Sheng Ye shook his head.

"When I sat in the first row, I could see your tears streaming down when you cried. The audience sitting in the last row couldn't see these details clearly. You have to enlarge your body movements to 200% to be felt by them," Tan Zhen looked at him and said, "But you've seen the movie, what did I look like in the movie?"

Sheng Ye's face was a little red: "Just... put it in a big way, very melancholy, and very attractive."

Tan Zhen said: "I am not a melancholic character, but sometimes my emotions are magnified by the big screen. People like me not because I am good at acting, but because... maybe I have a face that is more suitable for the big screen. Just the camera and the screen make up for my shortcomings, when I stare at a person in reality, others may not be moved, but on the big screen, they may be moved."

Sheng Ye looked at him with completely disapproving eyes.Tan Zhen's unconscious humility may not even realize how exciting it is.

"The camera can even capture the emotion in your eyes," Tan Zhen said, "I know that you sometimes record your drama, but that is different from the language of the camera. I think you should feel it and let the camera record it. Your feeling," he said, "Sheng Ye, you are suitable for the big screen. You don't know that there are many emotions in your eyes. I have seen the video and photos of your scene, and I think they all miss it. .”

Being looked at by Tan Zhen like that, Sheng Ye didn't break the defense on the spot, it was already a great love for Sheng Yanfeng, a father who was not considered loving.Lou Ying thought sadly.

"The director told me yesterday that he found a suitable actor," Tan Zhen said, "but I still want you to play this role, so I want to try again."

Sheng Ye couldn't hide his concern, and asked, "What kind of actor is it?"

"I haven't seen it yet," Tan Zhen said.

"Maybe... he will be more suitable than me?" He said without confidence.

Tan Zhen was silent for a while, and said: "I don't know what the director thinks, but I personally think that it would be better if you played this role, so...for me."

He said it so casually, but Lou Ying could imagine the turbulent waves in Sheng Ye's heart because of the phrase "for me".

Tan Zhen didn't force Sheng Ye at all, his attack was so gentle, but it was hard to resist.

"And I don't think I'm any better than you," he said.

Sheng Ye immediately said: "How can I compare with you? You are so handsome, your face was born for the big screen."

"A good image doesn't mean you can become a good actor," Tan Zhen said, "I can't compare the energy you release in your performance. From the first day I saw you, I was your fan."

Sheng Ye looked at Tan Zhen, tongue-tied as if calling for help.

Tan Zhen looked down at the flowers in his arms and said, "It's really the first time I've given so many flowers to someone... I'm actually a little embarrassed."

Sheng Ye also lowered his head, as if he was even more embarrassed to look at the huge bouquet of purple roses in his bosom. The bouquets that Tan Zhen sent each time were different, but they were always roses, always big bouquets, always in bud, When he took the flowers home and put them in a vase, when he woke up the next day they were all in full bloom.

Tan Zhen's body leaned over at this moment, the light of the stage was blocked for a moment, Sheng Ye was a little dazed, as if to avoid the sharp edge, he backed away, but Tan Zhen just lowered his head in the direction where he was holding the bouquet, sniffing at the bouquet. He sniffed the bouquet of Louis XIV, and said, "It will only be fragrant for a few days, you should think about it seriously, okay?"

It was as if a grain of sand had gotten into Lou Ying's eyes, she didn't bother them any more, turned around and left quietly wiping the corners of her eyes.

***

When Sheng Ye came back that day, she still didn't mention Tan Zhen, and Lou Ying didn't ask him about Rose. She admitted that she was a little angry with Sheng Ye in her heart, and she kept it from him like this, but when she recalled How could Sheng Ye have the heart to blame him for all kinds of difficulties.

Until it was time to go to bed, that day had already passed, and Sheng Ye suddenly knocked on her door, she knew that what was supposed to come was finally here.

Sheng Ye can reject the teacher of CTR, he can reject Jie Pingan, and he can resist the temptation of other students who are all successful in their careers, but he cannot resist Tan Zhen.

Sheng Yanfeng left, and she was a wall that Sheng Yanfeng set up in front of Sheng Ye. She didn't want to, but she had to stand there to prevent Sheng Ye from crossing.But from the moment Sheng Yanfeng left, was the person who restrained Sheng Ye still Sheng Yanfeng?Is it all worth it just because of a promise to a deceased lover?

Jie Pingan didn't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, he brought Tan Zhen to Sheng Ye.Tan Zhen, who walked out of the movie screen, was like a god descending from the earth, and he had no reason not to win.

That day she said to Sheng Ye: "You don't have to keep the promise you made in the past. You promised him just to make him go away with peace of mind. Now he has gone with peace of mind. If he is alive in heaven, he will hear what Tan Zhen said to you. Those will also be moving."

After she finished speaking, Sheng Ye's eyes were filled with tears, and when he came to knock on her door, he also knew that it would end in failure, he just wanted to fight for Tan Zhen once.

If she hadn't seen Tan Zhen with her own eyes and heard every word Tan Zhen said to Sheng Ye from the bottom of her heart, she would have really rejected Sheng Ye.In the bottom of her heart, she was grateful to Tan Zhen, and even Jie Pingan, for letting her timid mother say what she always wanted to say but dared not say.

She also cried when she said it, and she seemed to be relieved after so many years. She said: "You can do what you want. Mom supports you."

You may not hear Dad's response, but Mom supports you.

Mom supports you.