perfect out of control

Even thinking about it now, Lou Ying still feels that it was impossible for Sheng Ye to have a romantic love for Tan Zhen at that time, he might just be a little moved.

But it's different after playing with Tan Zhen.

"Stable Structure" lasted two months from the launch to the finalization. Those two months were an extremely enjoyable time in Sheng Ye's life. and Jackson video.Lou Ying couldn't remember which phone call Sheng Ye didn't mention Tan Zhen, how Tan Zhen took care of him and helped him.

She couldn't help laughing when she heard it: "Tan Zhen took care of you, didn't your uncle Jie take care of you?"

Sheng Ye sighed, "Let's forget about him, he's a monster on the set."

At the beginning of the call, Sheng Ye was in an excellent mood. His face looked a little tired, but he was full of curiosity and excitement about filming, and his eyes were shining when he spoke.Later, when the filming progress was about halfway through, Lou Ying also noticed that his mood had become depressed.

"What's the matter," she asked, "didn't the filming go well today?"

"It's nothing," Sheng Ye said, "...it's just that Kong Xinghe's illness is serious."

"Kong Xinghe?" She asked, thinking that one of the cast members was sick.

Sheng Ye said, "It's me."

She let out an "ah" before reacting: "Is the character you're playing called Kong Xinghe?"

"Ah."

Lou Ying asked: "Are you playing a patient? What disease does he have?"

Sheng Ye was silent for a long time, and said, "It's better not to say anything, the director said to keep it secret."

She wanted to change the subject and talk about something that would make him happy, and the first thing that came to her mind was Tan Zhen: "Is Tan Zhen playing your brother?"

"Yes," Sheng Ye's tone sounded better, and he sighed, "Oh, if only I really had such a brother."

Lou Ying smiled: "Your only son is not good."

Sheng Ye said: "If I have such a brother, my brother will definitely block me when my dad throws my diary on the dinner table."

"What are you doing in front of you? Have a fight with your father? That's not your brother, that's your bodyguard!"

Sheng Ye also laughed, and said: "You don't understand, I feel like a brother. I think my brother will find a way to hide it for me before my dad finds out my diary, and Brother Tan Zhen will be Such a brother. Anyway, he will definitely not leave me alone, and he will definitely comfort me, so that he will stop me when I want to lose my dad’s photo album." He paused here, "... The good photo album is back."

Lou Ying sensed what was on his mind, and said, "Don't think too much, you just concentrate on filming, your dramas are kept secret from the outside world, I can't wait to go see you in the cinema."

Don't think about the promise that has been irretrievably broken, you have to believe that your dad won't really blame you.

One day when Lou Ying was talking on the phone, she saw that his eye circles were red and the sockets were wet, so she hurriedly asked, "What's wrong? Are you crying?"

Sheng Ye rubbed his eyes, blinked hard twice, and said, "It's okay, I just went to wash my face. My filming is over."

Lou Ying asked him, "Is it finished?"

Sheng Ye shook his head: "Brother Tan Zhen and Sister Gong Lu are still filming, maybe it will be finished tomorrow or the day after tomorrow."

"Then why are your eyes red?" she asked.

Sheng Ye leaned back on the back of the chair, covered his eyes with his left hand, let out a long breath, and said after a while: "Kong Xinghe is gone, I'm just... a little sad."

His voice was depressing, and Lou Ying didn't know how to comfort him. In the past, Sheng Ye would be very involved in dramas, and she cried for the characters more than once, but it would be fine to go back to sleep after the show.

Sheng Ye talked to her about the difference between making a movie and acting in a drama: "...making a movie is really different from performing on stage. I thought that movies are shot one shot at a time, and emotions are cut, unlike dramas. It was done in one go, and I definitely didn’t get me so invested on stage, but Mom, you know, the scenes in the movie are all too real, the home is a real home, the hospital is a real hospital, the sea is a real sea...just a few minutes In the shot, I seem to put all my emotions into it."

Even through the screen, Lou Ying could still see his deep eyes, she really wanted to reach out and touch him, she could hear the sourness in Sheng Ye's tone, but she could also hear his inability to extricate himself.

He is uncomfortable, but also loving.

Fortunately, the movie is finally finished.

The shooting location is only a few hundred kilometers away from here. Jie Ping'an called her before and said that Sheng Ye would come back in his car and brought her local special twist and blueberry sauce.In the end, there was no such thing as twisted blueberry sauce, and even Shengye came back by Tan Zhen's car.

When Sheng Ye came back, she was a little thinner, but in good condition, and brought her Tan Zhen's autograph. Lou Ying thought there would be some other souvenirs from the film and television city, but there was nothing, except for the one signed by Tan Zhen. The Polaroid of the array name.

She accepted the gift dumbfounded, and Sheng Ye went to hug Jackson.

The Polaroid is a group photo of Sheng Ye and Tan Zhen. Lou Ying is not surprised to see the photo. Sheng Ye is sitting in a wheelchair, wearing a very student-like white T-shirt and black canvas pants. Tan Zhen is squatting Beside him, he is holding the wheelchair with his right hand.What surprised her the most was Tan Zhen's appearance, which was completely different from his glamorous prince-like image in the past. In the photo, Tan Zhen was wearing a black racerback vest and dark gray overalls, and his slightly long hair was tied behind his head. A small handful, the overalls on his left leg were rolled up, and the bottom of the trousers was stuck on the tight calf muscles when he squatted down, and a thin bandage was wrapped around it.

This should be Tan Zhen's first attempt at vest and shirtless looks. Although he is handsome, he is tall after all, and it is no problem to support this outfit, but no one has ever discovered Tan Zhen's transparent appearance before. potential for hormonal characters.

This "brother" dressed in cheap clothes and with a slightly decadent feeling subverts Tan Zhen's image as a "melancholy prince".

Lou Ying didn't know what kind of drama "Stable Structure" was. She only remembered that when Sheng Ye mentioned the character Kong Xinghe, his words were full of distress. However, the two brothers in the photo were bathed in the sun, smiling. There is no sense of sadness, two people who are clearly so different, but they have the same closeness when they smile, as if Tan Zhen is really Sheng Ye's brother, he just pressed his right hand on the armrest of the wheelchair, such an inadvertent movement , revealing a desire to protect.

Then she felt that this should be a happy drama, she could feel the heat of the sun from this freeze frame, and hear the voices of them talking to each other in midsummer cicadas singing.

***

A few years late, Sheng Ye finally became a film and television actor. "Stable Structure" was stuck in the review process for a long time. During this time, Sheng Ye was introduced by Tan Zhen and starred in an online IP drama, playing the second male lead in the drama.Although there was an audition session, Tan Zhen and Sheng Ye explained the director's preferences in detail and helped him analyze the script and characters. Sheng Ye got the role of the second male lead on the spot.

He was overjoyed when he came back, and he was the first to notify Tan Zhen. Lou Ying was cooking in the kitchen, and she could hear Sheng Ye's elated voice in the living room: "Brother Tan Zhen, I passed the audition! It's embarrassing for you, because the other actors are really good! Do you know that I feel like the good-for-nothing hero in Hot Blooded Young Man..."

Tan Zhen was probably busy and didn't reply to him right away, so Sheng Ye was absent-minded that day and had to check WeChat from time to time.

Later, I joined the group again, and I didn't see anyone for several months.Lou Ying walks the dog alone, eats and sleeps alone, which is different from Shengye's miss when she left home for the first time to film "Stable Structure". Time is allocated to performances, and I can only enjoy his little company.At such a lonely moment, she always dreamed of Sheng Yanfeng.

The online drama was developed very quickly, and it was finished in less than three months. After that, two months later, all the online dramas started broadcasting, but there was still no news that "Stable Structure" had passed the review. Ye Ye earned the first wave of popularity, and he signed a contract with a brokerage company.

After signing the contract, apart from filming, Sheng Ye's job also has many other announcements, such as advertising endorsements, magazine shooting, and some ground activities, bringing goods in the live broadcast room, etc., all kinds of new tricks.Xiyuan has connections and ability, and she has a way to send Shengye to some grand events in the entertainment industry, dinner parties and so on.

And Sheng Ye is a homely character, he doesn't like these social occasions, for a while Sheng Ye was always absent-minded, at first she wondered if he was tired of the entertainment circle, one day early in the morning, Sheng Ye got up She was washing clothes and sheets, and when she passed by, she saw him squatting there guarding the front-loading washing machine, like guarding a safe, so she smiled and said that you can just put it in the basket, and I will wash it together tomorrow.Sheng Ye blushed and shook his head, saying that I should wash my own things in the future.

It's not the first time for Sheng Ye to dawdle in the toilet for a long time in the morning. Of course she understands it in her heart, but it's still not easy for a mother to communicate with him.If only Sheng Yanfeng was still there.

Combined with Sheng Ye's absent-minded state during that time, she later speculated whether he was in a relationship.After all, there are too many beautiful and lovely girls in the entertainment industry.

Later, for some reason, Sheng Ye's state seemed to be adjusted again.Thinking about it now, it seems that during that time, Sheng Ye and Tan Zhen had a close relationship.He even went to Tan Zhen's house, and when he came back, he said to her, "Brother Tan Zhen's family is very nice, so I told him when to come to my house, and he agreed."

She looked back in surprise in the kitchen.If it were another friend of Shengye, it would be natural to reciprocate courtesy, but Tan Zhen is a big star after all, and she really couldn't calm down when she heard that he was coming: "Why do you mention this? Isn't it difficult to find time to come here?"

Sheng Ye came over to help her take the bowls and chopsticks and serve the dishes: "I really didn't think so far...but he promised me, he shouldn't force it, it won't be that I force others to make things difficult for him, and he will bear the humiliation and promise me?" He said Her tone was smiling, and then she patted her on the shoulder, "Mom, get ready, he's really handsome!"

In fact, there were a lot of things that were wrong at that time, but she didn't think about it in that direction at all.Tan Zhen can be an elder brother, an idol, or a senior brother, but how can he be a lover?