perfect out of control

Dad, please take good care of Mom for me for the rest of my life.

Sister, you have to live for yourself and find your own happiness.

Mom, I hope you won't be too sad when you read this letter, but it seems impossible, I'm sorry for lying to you, it's not Xia Qian, the person I love is Sheng Ye, and it has always been him.I always want to protect you and take care of your emotions, but at this moment, I realized that I can't do whatever I want, my fate can't help but be at my mercy, your fate and mine are the same.No matter how much I do, it will be in vain, but if a greater sorrow can make you accept the smaller sorrow I caused you, it may be a blessing for me, I can tell you calmly at this moment , no matter who the person I love is, you will always be my mother, but whether you want to be my mother or not, the person I love is also him, and it will not change.

It's just that I'm afraid I can't tell you in person. It took me so long to understand the truth.

I can't write much, that's all I can do.

——Your son and younger brother, Tan Zhen

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Xi Yuan didn't expect Sheng Ye to be rescued, which was almost a miracle.According to Sheng Ye's memory before he lost consciousness, the air accident investigation team speculated that the plane may have gradually disintegrated in mid-air. They ruled out the possibility of a terrorist attack. Before the cargo compartment exploded, there was a fire first, and then the two engines of the plane lost power one after another. The crew was clearly prepared, as flight attendants handed out pens and paper for passengers to write suicide notes before then.

Sheng Ye said that the floor of the first-class cabin had collapsed into a hollow, and the cargo hold below had been blown through. You could see the thick smoke and the sea behind the smoke. The passengers sitting in the front row fell down with their seats, leaving only a little girl Kankan was tied to the crumbling seat by the seat belt, and the big hole was near her feet. The little girl was also one of the survivors, because Tan Zhen risked his life to hug the girl and tied them together.

Some passengers were rolled out of the cabin one after another before the plane crashed into the sea. The search and rescue personnel searched and rescued for three consecutive days, and finally found the wreckage and bodies floating in the ocean.They are scattered among clumps of undulating blue waves, as small as a drop in the ocean.

Most of the salvaged bodies were corpses. Because the falling distance was too high, even if they were lucky enough not to sink with the plane, the flesh and blood hit the sea. The sea survived the impact, but they were immersed in the icy seawater for three days and three nights. They had to face the same fatal blood loss, exhaustion, hypothermia and dehydration as those who fell into the sea.

It is said that Sheng Ye had no heartbeat when he was rushed to the hospital, but he still had it when he was rescued by the helicopter. He just lost consciousness. The search and rescue personnel were very excited when they heard his weak heartbeat. When he was found, Sheng Ye and the little girl lay on the ground On a piece of floating wreckage, that's probably why they didn't get hypothermia.

When he arrived at the hospital, the doctor could no longer hear his breathing and heartbeat. Xiyuan heard that a search and rescue officer whose face was covered with salt from seawater yelled emotionally: "He just had it! He just had it!"

The doctor rushed Sheng Ye to the emergency room. After several rounds of CPR, half an hour passed, but the heartbeat did not recover. The sweaty doctor stopped and shook his head, ready to announce the time of death.

Xiyuan was glad that she didn't hear about that time, because there was a nurse who was an intern who didn't give up. She knelt on the hospital bed and persevered in performing cardiopulmonary resuscitation.I don't know if the girl's tears and sweat fell on Sheng Ye's face, waking him up. The nurse was sweating profusely and the doctor was about to remove the equipment, they heard a "beep".

The little girl who was less than seven years old miraculously survived after being rescued.

Unfortunately, Tan Zhen's luck was slightly worse.

Although the heartbeat came back, it might be because of hypothermia that he never woke up.

Xi Yuan was the first to arrive at the local hospital by plane. She went to see Tan Zhen for Shengye. He was in the CT room when she saw Tan Zhen. She watched the doctor push Tan Zhen into the machine through the glass window. They wanted to After scanning his brain, she felt very bad.Chen Bohan just got off the plane at this time, and has been calling her to ask about the situation. Xiyuan didn't know how to tell him, because the doctor said that Tan Zhen had cerebral edema, and he had already used mannitol and furosemide. If you don't wake up for a few days, you may become a vegetable.

When Chen Bohan didn't come, she kept guarding Tan Zhen. First, she felt sad and lonely, and second, she really didn't dare to tell Sheng Ye.

***

Later, they were all transferred back to the domestic hospital. Tan Zhen still hadn't woken up, and Sheng Ye hadn't recovered yet, so he was going to accompany Tan Zhen and stay in Tan Zhen's ward. His attitude was very calm, but he was very firm. Ying shed tears and begged him to take care of his body first, Sheng Ye held her hand and said: "Mom, my body can be taken care of at any time, if I don't go with him, I'm afraid he won't wake up."

Xi Yuan knew that Sheng Ye had always been very filial, he definitely didn't want to see his mother so sad, but he really couldn't care less.

Tan Zhen's vital signs recovered very well, but he hadn't woken up yet, and none of them dared to mention the word "vegetative" in front of Sheng Ye.Xiyuan and Chen Bohan went to the hospital to communicate and wanted to put them in the same ward, but Tan Zhen's father firmly disagreed, because Tan Zhen's mother had also been rescued in the hospital because of excessive grief. Xiyuan thought bitterly, That domineering father probably put the blame on Sheng Ye as well.

The person who came to see Tan Zhen most often was his elder sister Tan Qian, who took care of Tan Zhen in the ward almost except during class and sleeping time.At the beginning, some friends and seniors from the entertainment industry also came to see Tan Zhen, and Sheng Ye would only go to Tan Zhen's ward to watch after they all left.

When Tan Qian saw him coming, she would go out by herself and let them be alone. Sheng Ye thanked her very much and said, "Sister Tan Qian, I'll just stay with him for a while."

Tan Qian stopped at the door, turned her head, looked at the rings on the hands of the two people on the bed and beside the bed, and said, "It's okay, you can stay as long as you want."

You are eligible.

At first, when his body was not fully recovered, Sheng Ye went to Tan Zhen's ward in a wheelchair, and he seemed to have become Kong Xinghe again. He often pushed the wheelchair out of the ward by himself in the middle of the night, entered the elevator alone, went downstairs, and went to Tan Zhen's ward. waiting in the ward.At night when no one disturbed him, he would play a movie for Tan Zhen, and he and Tan Zhen would each have earphones. While watching the movie, he would talk to Tan Zhen, and then leave quietly after dawn.

Tan Zhen's father had also been to the hospital several times. Seeing Sheng Ye furious in the ward, Tan Qian waited indifferently for him to finish his temper, and said, "Tan Zhen is also a star, so I can't hire ordinary nurses. It's Sheng Ye who wiped his body and massaged his hands and feet, what's there to be angry about, shouldn't you thank him?"

Tan Mengsheng showed a disgusted expression: "You still let him wipe his body and massage his hands and feet?!"

Tan Qian sat on the armchair in front of the hospital bed, looked at her sleeping brother, and nodded calmly: "Yes, I let him. I just wiped my body."

That day Xiyuan saw this amazing father walk away at the door of Tan Zhen's ward.

Lou Ying felt sorry for Sheng Ye, every time she came to the hospital, Sheng Ye's ward would be empty, and she had to go downstairs to Tan Zhen's ward to look for him.Originally, she was really worried that Sheng Ye would collapse if he continued like this, but when she saw Tan Zhen unconscious on the hospital bed, she still understood Sheng Ye.That movie star who looked like a heavenly man on the screen is now lying on the hospital bed so haggard and fragile, no one will be sad to see it.

For Sheng Ye, she even went to find Tan Zhen's father without telling Sheng Ye. Tan Mengsheng didn't want to see her at all, and when he heard that she was Sheng Ye's mother, he slammed on the door of the ward with a face full of anger.Xi Yuan and Chen Bohan came to the hospital together, saw Sheng Ye's mother sitting alone outside Tan Zhen's ward crying, and asked what was wrong, Lou Ying said sadly: "It's all like this, why stop them? "

Xiyuan was so angry that she wanted to argue with Tan Zhen's father, but Chen Bohan stopped her and said, "Forget it, it doesn't make sense with him."

"What about Tan Zhen's mother?!" Xi Yuan lost control of her emotions, "Are all of their family such virtues?! I feel sorry for Tan Zhen!!" It was the first time she was so sad, she burst into tears accidentally When she came out, she was seen by Chen Bohan, she was in a terrible panic, Chen Bohan pretended not to see her, and patted her on the shoulder.

Sheng Ye was finally discharged after half a month in the hospital, but Tan Zhen still showed no sign of waking up.Xi Yuan helped Sheng Ye rent a short-term rental room near the hospital so that he could come to accompany Tan Zhen every day.

Every time I went to see Sheng Ye in Tan Zhen's ward, Sheng Ye was either talking to Tan Zhen or giving him a massage. He spoke very gently, and he seemed to be touching a treasure during the massage. She doesn't feel tired, that scene often makes her eyes feel hot.

Tan Zhen's being in his own dream may not necessarily be a bad thing, because the outside world is still in turmoil. After the news of their salvation came out, the dark, evil, and pink and black have revived again. It started to ferment, and Tan Zhen and Sheng Ye's unexpected "coming out" shocked the whole people, causing Sheng Ye to be scolded, Tan Zhen to be scolded, and Xia Qian to be scolded.

What was supposed to come still came, vigorously, overwhelmingly, with malice from this world.

Xia Qian has not responded on Weibo. People scolded her badly on her Weibo, but she seemed to be invisible.Xiyuan wondered if she knew she was wrong, did she regret it, or was she afraid of being scolded?

One night, Xia Qian came to the hospital suddenly. She came to see Tan Zhen, empty-handed, without bringing anything, and she brought herself in a smart way.

But it didn't seem inappropriate, whether she brought a gift or not, Xiyuan also knew that she was sincere.

She had always thought that Xia Qian was greedy for vanity and loved to be popular, but she didn't expect Xia Qian to post a long Weibo after returning late that night:

Xia Qian V: There is nothing between me and Tan Zhen, I used him.I know what I said, some people will think that I'm taking the blame for Tan Zhen, I'm not going to take the blame for anyone, Tan Zhen is such a fool that everyone can bully.But I know someone who loves him like crazy.Thought I said fans?Stop being sentimental, is your selfish possessiveness worthy of being called love?Do you know how much humiliation and grievances a person who truly loves him can endure for him?You should know, because you are one of those humiliated and wronged.

As for those Tan Zhen blacks, do you know what kind of bastards you are?I can tell you clearly, let alone you, your family has eighteen generations, and you are not worthy of carrying Tan Zhen's shoes!

Those who are celebrities should be scolded, and they should be scolded, but they can't talk back. Anyone who thinks this way can die. Anyone who doesn't treat people as human beings and takes deprivation of other people's human rights for granted is not worthy of being a human being.

I only learn classical music because I like it, but when you become famous, you will understand the phrase "people's words are awesome" that Ruan Lingyu said. If you smile hard, they will say that you fake smile. It’s the tears of crocodiles, who you interact with more and whom you interact with less, they say you favor one another, who you don’t follow, they say you hate someone, who you actively follow, they say you lick dogs, you share your life, they say you show off Rich, you accidentally wear a certain brand of clothes, they call you unpatriotic, you pay attention to current affairs, they say you are not following current affairs, they say you are not patriotic, you accidentally say something inappropriate and do it Inappropriate things, they say you did it on purpose, you apologize and you make up, they say you are not sincere, they can abuse you and curse you unscrupulously, but if you hang them up, they will immediately scold you for cyberbullying them, you say When you are depressed, they say you are pretending. Only when you slap the death notice on their face, will they say "oh, it's too glassy", and then light a candle lightly, pretending to be more innocent than anyone else.I dare say that none of the people who read this Weibo is innocent, at most some people have committed more serious crimes, and some have committed lesser crimes, even myself.

Later, when I met Tan Zhen, I figured it out. Everyone in Tan Zhen is hacked. Is there anyone in this world who is not hacked?Have you ever thought about what those people who pick other people’s thorns on the Internet are like in real life?They are the worst bunch of maggots.

I don't care what you say about the collapse of the human set, but I don't want this old lady, I love women, I am LES, I also love classical music, I love cello, I don't understand why I love classical music, I love cello, I just have to Is she a normal, flawless woman?You people, on the one hand, are terribly rotten in private, on the other hand, you demand that idol stars must be perfect characters, and on the other hand, you attack the truly perfect people with all kinds of extremes!What's the matter with love, I don't want this persona anymore, I want to be myself.

By the way, I took screenshots of those who insulted Tan Zhen and cursed Sheng Ye. If Tan Zhen doesn't come back, you can expect to be harassed by the Internet.

……

Xia Qian deserves to be Xia Qian, a Weibo post caused waves, and thanks to Xia Qian, Tan Zhen was pushed to the forefront again.

Xiyuan received a call from Chen Bohan in the middle of the night, and complained to her on the phone, saying why Xia Qian was not good, but she couldn't help admiring Xia Qian.

For a long time, those of them who are managers have always taught artists to learn to endure, learn to endure, and let time heal the wounds in their hearts, because the more you fight with malice, the more malicious it will hurt you.But you endured it, you endured it, and you passed it, why did the malice become more and more powerful, and it became more and more natural?For the one who unleashes malice has never been punished, there has never been retribution.

She didn't care what Chen Bohan said, and liked Xia Qian's Weibo.

Xia Qian's evaluation of Tan Zhen's "perfection" naturally gave her another round of ridicule on the Internet. People grabbed the word "perfect" and made a fuss about it:

——I didn’t know there was a perfect person in this world

——I can't read it, but I'm shocked!

——Sister Xia, I thought you were a younger sister, so it’s fine if you and Tan Zhen mutually benefit and help each other, can’t you lose your mind?

——Did Tan Zhenwan choose him tacitly among all the members of the girl group?Or is it because Perfect fired CP and turned his face and refused to recognize anyone?

——All donations only donate the average amount, it seems to be a little bit worse if you want to be perfect

……

Tan Zhen's "pretentiousness" and "hypocrisy" are on the rise again. Their bottom line is only "the dead are the greatest", and they can't even tell whether it is out of superstition. It seems that as long as Tan Zhen is still hanging on, They can shine in the dark without any psychological burden.

Even Xiyuan was outraged. Are these people really human?She thought that Canxing would do something, and Chen Bohan would do something, but before Chen Bohan could make a move, a trending search for a girl group appeared on Weibo the next day. Xiyuan had some impressions of this girl group, clicked It was only when I entered that I realized that this was the girl group that was once ridiculed as Tan Zhen's harem group. Their captain posted a Weibo with his personal account, chatting about the situation when all members were elected to Tan Zhen.

PINK5 Lin Qiaoer: Some people may say that we are joking, but I still plan to say something. When we first debuted, we participated in a variety show, but when we arrived at the scene, we found that the program group forgot to arrange a dressing room for us. Although we It’s just a foil, but you have to perform on stage, and you have to change your clothes. It doesn’t matter if you don’t have a makeup artist. The sisters can come by themselves, but there is no room to change clothes. The five of us don’t know what to do. There are so many artists coming and going backstage. , everyone has a dressing room, and some artists occupy a large dressing room by themselves. Even if some artists have not arrived at that time, we are not allowed to borrow the rooms of other artists. It is not an exaggeration to say that it was really difficult If I wanted to cry, I asked my sisters to change in the bathroom with their clothes.That variety show also invited Tan Zhen, and he asked his assistant to ask us why we were crying. After I told him, he let us use his lounge, and he sat and waited for us in the public area backstage.We remember this incident, and we will always remember it, so when I was asked about the male artist I liked the most in "Falling in Love with Friday", I wrote Tan Zhen without thinking, but I didn't know that they all wrote it too The name of Tan Zhen, this is also our group soul [laughs].Well, the above is the fact. If this is called rubbing heat, we should have rubbed it long ago.

All members of PINK5 forwarded this Weibo.

Some people still scold them for being popular and making up stories, but more and more people praise them.

Not long after, Xue Li also posted on Weibo, frankly saying that she and Tan Zhen were really stuck in it for a long time after filming "Creating Love" and couldn't get out for a long time. It was not inspired by anyone to mention Tan Zhen on the show, but she wanted it on her own initiative. I mentioned it, because I did have fantasies and couldn't tell the difference between Bai Xingnian and Tan Zhen. It wasn't until I met my current boyfriend that I really stepped out of the role.But it was probably because she voluntarily mentioned Tan Zhen too many times, and people still associated her with Tan Zhen for a long time after that, which made her and her boyfriend very embarrassed, so when Tan Zhen publicly said on the program When they didn't contact after filming, she was really grateful.

That afternoon, Xiyuan sat in the office, watched Weibo for a long time, and saw that the sun was tilted, and many truths about Tan Zhen surfaced, as if slapping her in the face, she had to admit that, in fact, she He knew in his heart that it was Tan Zhen who asked Chen Bohan to match her with Sheng Ye. Tan Zhen hoped to hand Sheng Ye over to a reliable agent, so he chose himself.She was ashamed of her little prejudice and resentment towards Tan Zhen, because when she and Chen Bohan offered an olive branch to Tan Zhen at the same time, Tan Zhen chose Chen Bohan.

For so many years, I have been unable to overcome the hurdles in my heart because she and Chen Bohan graduated from the same communication university. When they were studying, the two had been competing with each other. She was very unwilling to lose to Chen Bohan. It was also because when she met Tan Zhen, Obviously communicated very well, she thought that she would definitely be Tan Zhen's choice, but she didn't expect that Tan Zhen was "smooth in all aspects" and "one way before others, another way after others".

In this storm of public opinion, the balance is tilting more and more towards Tan Zhen. Xiyuan also wondered if this was the handiwork of Chen Bohan's particularly powerful publicist. I prefer to believe that no one has such a great influence to control the words of these people, except Tan Zhen himself.His "personality" that has never collapsed has won him these sincerity.

Ye Huang: Many people say that Tan Zhen’s team likes to speculate on CP, but in fact, when film and television dramas come out, speculating on CP is a routine operation. Tan Zhen’s team is one of the rare teams that never publish drafts and use other artists. Have you ever seen his team use other artists to divert attention when Hei was on the hot search?But he really did something that he would rather put himself on the hot search and be scolded in order to protect others. I know many people don't believe it, so don't believe it if you don't believe it.

One_Liter_of_Tears: Tan Zhen paid a total of 200 million yuan in medical expenses for two patients with ALS before filming "Stable Structure". Many people don't know it, because his team has never publicized it.

Even Tang Dan took back his previous words: I'm sorry, I really didn't know him before, if what everyone said is true, then he is really a sincere and gentle person rarely seen in the entertainment industry.

It seemed that the entire entertainment industry became real overnight, and everyone became brave and dared to speak and act.Although Xiyuan understood that this was only temporary, this grand event was truly commendable, even absurdly beautiful.

Tan Zhen still didn't wake up. When she went to the hospital, she met Chen Bohan. Chen Bohan told her, "The doctor said that the chance of waking up after being in a coma for such a long time is very slim."

For Shengye, perhaps the only happy thing is that Tan Zhen's father, Tan Mengsheng, never came to the hospital again.In order to take care of Tan Zhen conveniently, Sheng Ye simply stayed in Tan Zhen's VIP ward.Xi Yuan once went to see Sheng Ye, there was no sound in the ward, she opened the door, and she saw Sheng Ye sleeping on the sofa and Tan Zhen lying on the hospital bed.

It seems that they can finally be together aboveboard.