perfect out of control

At first, everything went smoothly, even a little too smoothly. Shengye had more and more film appointments and announcements, and spent less and less time at home, but everyone in the whole community knew him, and Lou Ying felt a sense of urgency. The inconvenience caused by a little bit of fame, Occasionally when Sheng Ye comes back and goes to the supermarket with her, she will be recognized. Later, she has to learn to wear a mask. She also began to see her son's face from various advertisements in the supermarket and the station. .

When she saw a product endorsed by Sheng Ye in the supermarket, she would grab one no matter what.There is pride, but also a little loneliness, because most of the time it is these Shengye who she bought and put in the shopping basket to accompany her.

Obviously her career is on the rise, but she doesn't know why, and feels that Sheng Ye is getting more and more unhappy.For a while, he seldom communicated with her. In the past, whether it was filming or running announcements, Sheng Ye always had endless interesting things to share with her, but now he seems more used to not talking about work at home.

She also knows that there will always be ups and downs in the entertainment industry, and she is worried that Shengye will rush too fast, go too smoothly, experience too little, and encounter sudden setbacks, so she will not be able to bear it.

Sitting together on the sofa watching TV that day, she saw Shengye leaning against the back of the sofa with a cushion in his arms, staring at the screen, but not paying attention at all, she couldn't help asking: "What's wrong? Did something happen to you? "

Sheng Ye came back to his senses, sat up, put down the sofa cushion, and smiled: "It's nothing, it's all small things, not worth mentioning."

"What's the matter, can't you tell me?" she asked.

Sheng Ye was silent for a while, then suddenly turned to her and said, "Mom, promise me that you don't want to watch entertainment gossip, and don't search for my name on your phone."

When he said this, Lou Ying became nervous instead: "What's the matter?"

"It's really a trivial matter, it's just..." Sheng Ye took a deep breath, "It's just that someone scolded me."

"What do you scold you for?"

Sheng Ye pulled his throat, and turned around uncomfortably: "It's nothing more than that, bad acting, etc..."

Lou Ying was a little relieved: "Any artist is scolded by someone, you should watch less of these, and read more of the good ones. In terms of being scolded, can you endure those big stars? Tan Zhen doesn't get scolded as much as you ?”

Usually, when Tan Zhen was mentioned, Sheng Ye would respond, but that day he neither laughed nor opened the conversation, but nodded slowly and said "yes".

"If you think it's hard to talk to me, just talk to Tan Zhen," Lou Ying said, "Don't worry about everything."

This time Sheng Ye didn't even say "yes", just nodded lightly.

***

Lou Ying advised him that if he felt tired and couldn't bear it anymore, he should stop for a while.Sheng Ye always told her that she didn't feel tired, it's good to have filming and work, but she would think about things when she was free.

At that time, she underestimated his phrase "Think East and West".

One day, Sheng Ye was very drunk, and it was Tan Zhen who drove him back. It was Sunday, and she had just returned from shopping in the supermarket. When she saw Tan Zhen's car downstairs, she thought it was the same car at first, until The car door opened, and Tan Zhen, wearing sunglasses, got out of the car.

Even though the distance wasn't too close and Tan Zhen was still wearing sunglasses, the star had an aura about him, and she knew it was Tan Zhen without even turning around when he got out of the car.But Tan Zhen didn't notice her, he went straight around the front of the car and opened the passenger door, Lou Ying saw him leaning in - he almost fished out Sheng Ye who was unconscious in the passenger seat.

Seeing Sheng Ye, she was very surprised, and hurried forward to help him, Tan Zhen was stunned for a moment, and when he saw her, he let go of Sheng Ye's shoulder so that she could support him.

She smelled alcohol and vomiting on Sheng Ye's body: "What's the matter, this is, drinking so much?"

This sentence was just a conditioned reflex, not to ask Tan Zhen for an explanation, but I still heard Tan Zhen say: "...I didn't keep an eye on him, and accidentally let him drink a little more."

His voice was rare and a little hoarse, with deep guilt.She raised her head when she heard the sound, and Tan Zhen was wearing dark sunglasses that covered his expression, so she couldn't care less to see his expression at that time.

She didn't blame Tan Zhen, but she was really puzzled. Shengye seldom drank, and he hardly voluntarily drank, and it was still daytime. She remembered it was afternoon, near evening.She still doesn't know what happened that day.

Sheng Ye also vomited Tan Zhen's Mercedes-Benz big G, and she supported Sheng Ye to apologize to Tan Zhen.

Tan Zhen looked back at the car door, the passenger door was already worn out, the black car was particularly obvious.Lou Ying saw from Tan Zhen's side that he seemed to be frowning, she also felt sorry, and wanted to help Sheng Ye, who was full of alcohol, to lean against her, but Sheng Ye's body leaned back on Tan Zhen's body, playing tricks like.

As soon as Sheng Ye fell back, Tan Zhen immediately turned around and put his arms around his waist to stabilize him.The action of Sheng Ye burying his head on Tan Zhen's shoulder made Lou Ying feel very embarrassed, but what was even more embarrassing was that the next second Tan Zhen bent down and hugged Sheng Ye horizontally.

She was stunned, watching Tan Zhen walking forward with Sheng Ye in his arms, as if her mother had suddenly become an outsider.

Fortunately, it was Sunday, and there were not many people going up and down the stairs. Tan Zhen carried Sheng Ye into the elevator, and she hurriedly pressed the door to close it.

When she went upstairs and entered the house, she didn't even change her shoes, she turned her head to greet Tan Zhen: "You don't need to change your shoes, just come in..."

"His bedroom is..."

"This way!"

The action of Tan Zhen putting Sheng Ye on the bed reminded her of "Stable Structure" and the scenes of Yan Fei hugging Kong Xinghe. She felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, but Tan Zhen easily unbuttoned Sheng Ye's collar. Tenderness watered down.

Tan Zhen was wearing a black shirt that day. He was supposed to be attending some occasion. He was wearing a thin silver pendant under the collar of the shirt. Lou Ying saw that Tan Zhen's shirt was vomited when he put down Sheng Ye and stood up. After a while, he went to the bathroom to get a towel for Tan Zhen, said, "I'm sorry," and finally asked, "Why did he drink so much?"

Tan Zhen lowered his head and wiped his shirt twice before giving up, saying, "He is a little unhappy today, Auntie, please enlighten him."

She took the towel he handed back and nodded blankly.

Tan Zhen looked at Sheng Ye on the bed for a while, then he took a step closer to the bed, stopped not too far away, lowered his eyes and said, "Then I'm leaving, Sheng Ye."

His voice was low, the word "Shengye" was almost caught in his breath, and Lou Ying felt an inexplicable emotion. It may be that Tan Zhen's tone and tone were too similar to the one in the movie.

Tan Zhen turned around and left the bedroom. She chased him out and said, "It's too much trouble for you, and I sent him back personally." She didn't know how good the relationship between Sheng Ye and Tan Zhen was, but for her Tan Zhen Still a movie star with a sense of distance.

Tan Zhen stopped, looked past her in the direction of the bedroom, and said, "No trouble." There was even a hint of guilt in his voice that she didn't notice at the time, low and gentle, "It's really no trouble, don't say that. "

She didn't catch the clues of the deep meaning behind this sentence until today.

Sheng Ye woke up early in the morning the next day. When she heard him getting up, she was worried and followed suit. There was no one in the bedroom or living room.It was just dawn outside, Sheng Ye was wearing pajamas, standing alone on the balcony, looking downstairs.She took a coat and put it on him.

Before she could speak, Sheng Ye whispered, "Mom, can you leave me alone for a while? I'll be fine in a while."

She nodded and left.

She didn't really walk away, she just left the balcony and stood in the corner of the living room, looking at Sheng Ye from a distance, her thin back in a sweater was bathed in the cool blue mist.Her heart was in a state of ups and downs, and she could only pay attention to him for a moment.

It seems that since then, Sheng Ye has become a different person, and it seems that only acting is left in his life.Occasionally when he was resting at home, when he saw Tan Zhen on TV, he would still stare intently, but his expression was different, no longer smiling and yearning, but stagnant.