perfect out of control

Chen Bohan drove to University A. He had accompanied Tan Zhen to come here several times to pick up Tan Qian. Every time Tan Zhen made an announcement or the play was finished, he would come to pick up Tan Qian whenever he stopped by. The two siblings plus him The manager, assistant Xiao Liu and driver Xiao Zhang had a meal together.

But he wasn't the one who drove the car at those times, and today I don't know if it was because of insomnia all night, and I couldn't find the direction of the Faculty of Arts when I turned around on the school road.

He stopped to ask the students on the side of the road, the girl raised her hand to show him the way, Chen Bohan said "thank you", the window was raised, and when the car moved forward slowly, the two girls gradually drifted away and chatted The sound also floated in, and he vaguely heard the words "Tan Zhen" and "I guess there is no hope".

After a day of fermenting, the news of the crash has changed from a kind of national shock to an atmosphere of national mourning.Chen Bohan knew that he should go to condolences to Tan Zhen's parents immediately, but he called Wu Liang last night and was reminded that the other party had turned off the phone.

Tan Zhen’s mother was already 36 years old when she gave birth to Tan Zhen. She was considered an advanced maternal age. After giving birth to Tan Zhen, she became seriously ill. Afterwards, her heart was not very good. Every time Chen Bohan faced her, she felt unspeakable pressure What's more, right now, he didn't know how to explain to Tan's mother that Tan Zhen was not in Bali, so he was relieved that he couldn't get through on the phone.

As for Tan Zhen's father...

He has never had much contact with Tan Zhen's father. He only knows that he is a professor at the School of History of University A. He is a scholar of the academic leader level. Chen Bohan has only met him twice, once at Tan Zhen's mother's birthday party, and once at the Hospital.Tan Mengsheng is the kind of elder who is not easy to get along with at first glance. Da Tanzhen's mother Wu Liang is in her teens. When he shows up, everyone will feel a little cautious.Chen Bohan always felt that Tan Zhen's father and them were not from the same world.Tan Zhen's grandfather is even more unspeakable. Even Tan Zhen himself rarely talks about his grandfather.

Fortunately, Tan Zhen has an older sister, and Chen Bohan is more willing to face this eight-year-old elder sister of Tan Zhen.

Knowing a little about Tan Zhen's family, he felt suffocated for Tan Zhen and Tan Qian.Perhaps because of this, Tan Zhen and Tan Qian have a deeper relationship. When Chen Bohan sees Tan Zhen and Tan Qian getting along, he always feels that they are like family members. Tan Zhen is only relaxed in front of Tan Qian, and so is Tan Qian.When Tan Zhen's plane crashed, he couldn't even sympathize with Tan Zhen's mother. The first thing he thought of was Tan Qian.

Before coming here, he called Tan Qian. The phone was on, but no one answered. Tan Qian is a lecturer in the Faculty of Arts. He remembered that she had a class today, so he drove over directly.

When I arrived at the building of the Faculty of Arts, I couldn't find Tan Qianren, so I went to the office to ask, only to be told that Tan Qian had asked for leave.

"But she just left for a while." The teacher who was questioned said.

Another teacher also said: "I just came up and saw that her car was still there, so she probably hasn't left yet."

Chen Bohan thanked him, and chased him downstairs. University A was very big. He drove around the campus and found Tan Qian. She hadn't left yet, and she was sitting alone on a bench by the lake. daze.

Chen Bohan took a deep breath and walked over. At this moment, he understood Tan Qian very much. If he were her, he would be more willing to stay here at this time.

When she walked to Tan Qian and sat down, Tan Qian was a little surprised to see him.Chen Bohan asked her: "Are you okay?"

Tan Qian's expression was obviously not good. She was 37 years old, a few years older than him, but she couldn't tell, she was quiet and bookish.Chen Bohan remembered that she was still single, and she had a contradictory temperament just like Tan Zhen.

Tan Qian asked him hopelessly, "Do you have any news?"

Chen Bohan shook his head and looked at the lake: "No, we are still searching for rescue. I just came to see you." Then he asked, "How is your family?"

Tan Qian sighed and didn't speak. Silence speaks louder than words.

"I'm sorry," Chen Bohan said guiltily, "I told your mother..."

"I know, I don't blame you." Tan Qian said, "I was thinking just now, in fact, you are just a person who was kept in the dark by him."

Chen Bohan dully heard that "he" was referring to Tan Zhen, and was a little surprised: "Do you know anything?"

Tan Qian smiled wryly: "I seem to know all his secrets..."

Chen Bohan couldn't help asking: "What did he tell you?"

Tan Qian shook her head: "No, he didn't tell me anything."

Tan Zhen didn't tell her, but she could feel it, from the time Tan Zhen brought Sheng Ye to the house, she felt it. Tan Zhen's various emotions and thoughts towards Sheng Ye, there were appreciation and sympathy , There is a feeling of confidant, but behind these, there is a deep desire to protect and possess.He just hides it very well, and Tan Zhen is good at covering up these, all emotions that are considered unseemly.

Even his mother and father didn't notice that day, but she saw it. Tan Zhen was very concerned about his parents' opinion of Sheng Ye. He told his mother that Sheng Ye was also a drama actor before, and he saw the hidden joy on his mother's face when her eyes lit up. As a striking signal, he wanted too much positive feedback from his mother, and even if she was ultimately unlikely to approve of his deviant impulses, he was willing to do his best for even a little approval.

She hadn't seen Tan Zhen, who was willing to turn back and be desperate for anything like that, for a long time.

That day Tan Zhen told his father that Sheng Ye had the highest score in the cultural courses of CTR Film Academy, and that Sheng Ye had read his father's works.Sheng Ye had indeed read his father's book, but she later found out that Tan Zhen gave it to Sheng Ye on Sheng Ye's birthday. I will definitely read it carefully.

She watched her brother try so hard to please, really pleasing that hard-to-please fussy father.That day, Tan Zhen even let Sheng Ye chat with their troublesome father in the study. Sheng Ye made an excuse to go to the bathroom, and he was obviously asking him for help, but Tan Zhen, who was always considerate, said to him: "No matter how much Let's chat with him."

Sheng Ye said that I was afraid that my secret would be exposed.Tan Zhen said that just this time, he was my father, and he worked hard for me.

Sheng Ye couldn't refuse the tenderness and anticipation in his eyes, so he went into the study again.

Now that Tan Qian is reminiscing about that day, does his father really think highly of Sheng Ye?Or do you just think that a reader who has read his book happens to be a friend of Tan Zhen and is in a good mood and gives a good review?

But that praise has nothing to do with whether he likes it or not. My father knows this best, not to mention that my father has always disliked people in the entertainment industry.She knew that Tan Zhen was doing useless work, but she couldn't bear to wake him up.

Tan Zhen had been waiting on the balcony outside the study all that day, smoking a cigarette, but not going anywhere.Tan Zhen can smoke, and he may fall through the glasses of many people. He doesn't look like a smoker. No matter how close you are to him, you can't smell a little bit of smoke from him. Chen Bohan gave Tan Zhenli Human design is a perfect idol, and people generally believe that Tan Zhen will not have a day when human design collapses. Even if Tan Zhen is black, he has to admit that Tan Zhen has "performed" the four words of perfect idol unprecedentedly.

Only she knows that Tan Zhen started smoking when he was in high school. He doesn't smoke often, and it's not because of rebellion, let alone to be handsome. Tan Zhen only smokes when he can't stand it anymore. See, he won't let anyone smell the smoke on his body, and most of the cigarettes he smokes are light cigarettes like Qixing. According to his own words, he just thinks that "this thing can really relax me".

My mother always thought that Tan Zhen started smoking after graduating from CTR and entering the entertainment industry, so it was naturally acceptable at that time.However, Tan Zhen matured much earlier than they imagined, sometimes she felt that he didn't look like a younger brother, and she couldn't believe that Tan Zhen was eight years younger than her.

That day she brought up a cup of coffee for Tan Zhen, seeing Tan Zhen drinking a matcha latte, she probably couldn't taste it, it was Sheng Ye who suffered, but the picture looked like he was going through a catastrophe, blowing cold wind He rubbed his palms repeatedly, and glanced in the direction of the study from time to time. If she didn't come up to talk with him, Tan Zhen would probably look really weird like that.

But no matter what, that day was indeed the happiest day Tan Zhen had spent at home in a long time.He has a fantasy, which is in bud and has not yet been shattered.